Peek into the light

His hand was held backwards, and Fu Xu squatted down, looking up at Xie Shiye.Fu Xu was so silent, his lips were tightly pursed, his brows were furrowed, showing a distressed expression.

Xie Shiye didn't want Fu Xu to be so troubled. He considered his words and wanted to continue apologizing, but he didn't dare to continue. He was afraid that what he said would make more mistakes, so it was better to remain silent.

Fu Xu sighed, facing Xie Shiye's low self-esteem and timidity, he said softly: "Xiaoye, why do you think I came today."

Obviously I can only stay here for a few hours, and I will leave soon, but there is still a reason to come.Fu Xu asked him, "Why do you want to find me?"

Xie Shiye replied quickly: "I didn't reply to your message, I was afraid you would be angry, I was wrong." This was the third time he admitted his mistake, his tone was low, he stepped back step by step, and retreated his position to the lowest.

Fu Xu: "What I'm asking is why do you want to find me? You still want to come back to the set the day after tomorrow, but you still choose to come here tonight?"

"I want to see you." Xie Shiye finally plucked up the courage to look directly into Fu Xu's eyes: "Because I love you."

Even if his attitude is untimely cowardice, the word love makes Xie Shiye show a strong self-confidence. The word love will not change easily, even if he has no bargaining chips, he is willing to show his sincerity, Show it to Fu Xu again and again.

He may not be so sure about many things, but he is full of confidence in this matter.

Fu Xu shook his hand vigorously: "Why do you think I'm with you?"

The question this time made Xie Shiye hesitate, as if he didn't have an answer to this question himself, and he didn't dare to ask Fu Xu, like a secret that he didn't want to touch, afraid that if he touched it, Xie Shiye would appear. Shi Ye himself could hardly bear the consequences.

Each of Fu Xu's rhetorical questions made him look like a poor student who didn't know how to answer the questions. After racking his brains, he would only come up with an answer that dissatisfied Teacher Fu.

Sure enough, Xie Shiye whispered the answer, which successfully made Teacher Fu's complexion sink to the bottom.

He said: "Because I like you so much, you are willing to let me chase you and be with me."

Fu Xu stared at Xie Shiye's face, his expression uncertain: "Do you think falling in love is doing good deeds? You like me, so I want to be with you?"

He was always gentle, probably because he was in a bad mood, and he held Xie Shiye's hand so hard that it hurt.

Xie Shiye endured the pain, and apologized again: "I'm sorry."

Fu Xu never wanted to hear him apologize, he leaned forward and held the other's face, bit Xie Shiye's lips, no longer as gentle and lingering as before, this kiss was even a bit fierce.

Biting and crushing, attacking and aggression, that intense emotion forced Xie Shiye to retreat, but he held back. The quiet and obedient Xie Shiye soon made Fu Xu stop kissing. He heard Fu Xu With a sigh, I felt the other party's evacuation.

Xie Shiye instinctively went to persuade him to stay, he hooked Fu Xu's neck, and moved his body close to the other person, obsessive and enthusiastic, he didn't want Fu Xu to leave him for a while.

Fu Xu raised his head, unwilling to let him kiss him. Xie Shiye was a little hurt by this evasive action, but he moved closer: "Don't be angry with me."

He remembered what Zhou Wuxing said and asked him to do a little.He didn't dare to do too much, but at this time, he had no choice but to be cheeky.

Fu Xu put his arm around his waist, clasped him tightly in his arms, and said a little depressed: "I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with myself."

Xie Shiye was stunned: "What's wrong?"

"Xiaoye, I have failed too much." Fu Xu said in a low voice.

The mood of the lover in his arms is getting worse and worse. Fu Xu has worked so hard to fly here, and the return trip is even more overnight. There will be another day of drama tomorrow, but he didn't make people feel sweet, but made the trip not at all. worth.

He shouldn't have talked about this with Fu Xu at this time, Xie Shiye regretted it.

Fu Xu continued: "It's my problem. I always feel that some things are more important to do than to say."

Xie Shiye stroked Fu Xu's hair: "Stop talking, it's not your problem. I shouldn't talk about this today. Let's talk about it when we go back?"

There is not much time left, he really wants to go back with Fu Xu and take the same plane.It's a pity that in reality he has to stay here, and Fu Xu must go back.

Maybe it will be like this in the future, he has a busy schedule and won't have much time to accompany Fu Xu.After Xie Shiye got together with Fu Xu, he seldom thought about the future, and even avoided it a little, unwilling to think too much.

It's just that the reality is worse than he imagined. Fu Xu can't even interact with him at work, because Fu Xu won't act in the future.

Fu Xu gently shook his head in his arms: "It's my fault that I didn't give you enough sense of security."

These words pinched Xie Shiye's heart lightly, making him uncomfortable.He breathed heavily, and suddenly, he seemed to be able to understand a little bit of Fu Xu's mood.

How uncomfortable it is to apologize to yourself in front of your sweetheart.This does not make people feel happy at all, instead, the emotions are dragged down, like sinking into the bottom of the sea, at a loss, not knowing what to do to make this person happy.

"My future has you, Xiaoye, I never took you as an accident, don't look down on yourself so much."

"The matter of changing careers, I can't say that it has nothing to do with Sinan. I made this choice, partly because of the past, and there is Sinan in my past. This is a fact that I cannot deny." Fu Xu expressed his calmness. expressed in tone.

Xie Shiye didn't find it unacceptable. Those unacceptable emotions had been digested by him in the past few days, so that he was able to accept everything Fu Xu told him very well.

"It's just Xiaoye." Fu Xu paused: "It's not like I'll stop acting completely, and I still have the opportunity to act in the future."

Xie Shiye was stunned for a moment, his mouth was slightly opened, and he looked at Fu Xu in a daze: "What?"

Fu Xu: "I plan to be a director."

These words stunned Xie Shiye like thunder out of thin air, and he asked back: "Director?"

Fu Xu seemed a little embarrassed: "Well, the director. I already have a promising book, and I'm also thinking about forming my own team. After I finish filming "Born", I will make my own movie."

"If I want to be a director, I definitely don't have so much time to act, unless I direct and act myself." Fu Xu talked about his future plans, including the selected book, the investors he plans to recruit, and how to invite actors.

In the middle of the conversation, Fu Xu stopped: "This matter is only half planned, and I haven't had time to tell you. I thought I would tell you after everything is arranged."

"I didn't expect you to know in advance." Fu Xu doubted: "Who told you?"

Xie Shiye said in a daze, "Director Zhong said it, but he didn't tell me that you were going to be a director."

Hearing this, Fu Xu almost didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He sat back and rubbed his head on the blanket: "Teacher is really... Forget it, I didn't make it clear to him."

Xie Shiye: "Does Director Zhong know that you want to be a director?"

Fu Xu shook his head: "This matter is only in the plan and has not yet been implemented. I originally planned to wait for the preliminary work to start before consulting the teacher."

"Then why did Director Zhong say that you don't plan to act in the future?" Xie Shiye said.

Fu Xu sighed: "Because he asked me to make his next film, I rejected him, the teacher asked me why I didn't make it, and I said that I might not focus on acting in the future. He may have misunderstood, and he himself I made up a lot of brains, what did he tell you?"

Xie Shiye recalled Director Zhong's words, but Director Zhong didn't say anything, and he himself misunderstood a lot.Both he and Director Zhong thought it was because Fu Xu didn't intend to act in the past, but it never occurred to him that Fu Xu didn't want to quit the industry, but just wanted to change careers.

There are many actors turned directors in the circle, and there are many successful examples.

As Zhong Changming's queen, Fu Xu must have learned a lot over the years, so don't worry too much.

Xie Shiye breathed a long sigh of relief, as if the worst outcome had been taken care of, but the reality was not as bad as it really was, and instead had a sense of humor.

Fu Xu said seriously: "I like movies very much, and I also like acting, but I want to try more things, such as making a movie by myself."

"That's great, I support you." Xie Shiye wanted to speak, but there was a knock on the door.Chen Fenglai reminded Fu Xu that it was time to leave and he had to go to the airport in advance.

Fu Xu got up, he still had a lot to say, but there was no time.He looked at Xie Shiye with hesitation and reluctance on his face: "Promise me, don't think about it alone."

He realized what Xie Shiye was thinking about all by himself these days, and how to build himself up psychologically so that he would not care about this matter, try to be generous, and fully accept all his good and bad.

Being able to adjust your mentality in this way is because you don’t love that deeply, and there is another extreme, because you love so much that you don’t put your own feelings first, but consider the other person more. It doesn’t matter what you do, as long as you Just want the other person to be happy.

He was obviously very sad, but he didn't dare to ask him. He escaped while on a business trip. The worst thing he did was not contacting him for a few hours.

I really played with my temper, but I was still afraid that he would get angry, and felt that I had done something wrong, so I apologized over and over again, feeling extremely regretful.

Chen Feng asked for Yangyang's room card, and closed the door vigilantly after entering.He didn't want to come in to remind him, but it had been ten minutes and Fu Xu still didn't intend to come out.

He saw the couple standing together in the room, the atmosphere around him was not as sticky as in passionate love, and he didn't know what happened.

But the hands are tightly held together, and they look closely at each other, but they still don't leave each other.

Chen Feng could only remind again: "If you don't leave, you will be late."

Fu Xu hummed, still looking at Xie Shiye.Chen Feng looked down at his watch, and when he looked up again, he found that Fu Xu lowered his head and kissed Xie Shiye.

Fu Xu has always been a person who does not leak his emotions easily, and he also pays great attention to privacy. Chen Feng never thought that this person would be like this when he was in love. I wish I had known earlier and let Yang Yang come in to remind me, he didn't want to see this at all.

Xie Shiye kissed back very cooperatively, his lips were swollen, his eyelids were red, and after his lips and teeth separated, he suddenly said, "Mr. Fu, I know why you came here." He had another answer.

That answer made his heart feel soft and numb, and his eyes were hot: "Because you like me too."

He finally handed over an answer that he had filled in countless times and then erased again and again, because he was nervous and lacked self-confidence, but he still stubbornly wrote the answer after erasing.

Fu Xu likes him.

Much more than he imagined.