Peek into the light
Chapter 58
Xie Shiye has changed. This is a hidden change that other than Fu Xu can notice, no one else can see it.
And Xie Shiye's changes were only for Fu Xu, which was discovered by Fu Xu after observation.Probably Yang Yang can also see it, because sometimes Yang Yang will look at him strangely, his eyes vaguely revealed doubts, as if thinking whether he has bullied Xie Shiye.
Many people in this crew have a good relationship with Xie Shiye, such as Wen Yao, and Liu Yinian.
Xie Shiye's attitude towards them was still the same as before. Sometimes he could see Xie Shiye showing a bright smile in front of Wen Yao, but this smile didn't last long.
He seemed to have something on his mind, which even affected his mood.
Even if you are surrounded by crowds and encounter interesting things, you can only laugh for a while, and that bit of happiness is quickly replaced by more painful things.
Before realizing Xie Shiye's change, Fu Xu thought that he and Xie Shiye were close enough.
They knew each other very early and longest, and they filmed many scenes together.Although the scenes together are gradually decreasing now, Wen Yao, who plays the wife, is more often filming with Xie Shiye in the same filming group than him.
Before the change happened, Xie Shiye listened to him very much, and often relied on him unconsciously. When he called his brother, the intimacy revealed was not fake.
It's different from now, it doesn't mean that Xie Shiye has changed much, he still calls him brother, he is still obedient, but those dependencies and intimacy are like the tentacles of a snail, tremblingly taken back after a severe drought, and then He didn't dare to come out at will.
This feeling reached its peak when he met Xie Shiye, carrying a bag of medicine, standing at the door of the room, ready to go in.
Just as Fu Xu came out of the room, Zhong Changming called him over, and happened to meet Xie Shiye who had just come back.
Xie Shiye was wearing a hat and a gray sweater. He had no makeup on his face and looked a little haggard. He was taking out his room card and was about to open the door and go in.
He looked like he didn't expect to meet Fu Xu at this time, so he stopped slowly, his brows were frowned in embarrassment, as if he was thinking whether to greet Fu Xu, or just ignore it and enter the room.
Fu Xu hoped that Xie Shiye would ignore him, so that he could ask Xie Shiye what happened and if there was any misunderstanding.
But Xie Shiye didn't, he even showed a faint smile to Fu Xu, polite and proper, even Fu Xu couldn't fault him.
Xie Shiye nodded at Fu Xu: "Brother, are you going out so late?"
Fu Xu's eyes first fell on his face, then moved down, and finally stopped on the bag of medicine in Xie Shiye's hand.
He didn't ask aloud, but he didn't move his body, and his gaze was right and wrong. He was asking with sufficient body language, and the silence was very stressful.
Xie Shiye sighed softly in his heart, and shook the medicine bag in front of his body: "I went to see Dr. Qi, she told me to go there in a while."
Fu Xu closed the door with his backhand, the sound of closing the door was neither soft nor heavy, just like Fu Xu's expression, people couldn't see the exact emotion.
He walked towards Xie Shiye, Xie Shiye resisted the emotion of backing away, just stood where he was, like a qualified and unassuming actor.
Fu Xu reached out and touched the bag in Xie Shiye's hand, hooked his fingers around the mouth of the bag, and pulled it towards him with a little force. He was asking Xie Shiye for the bag.
Xie Shiye didn't give it the first time, he said: "They are all sleep aids, nothing interesting." After he finished speaking, he found that Fu Xu was looking at him, so he had to cheer himself up and try not to avoid his eyes. He met Fu Xu's eyes.
The frequency of Fu Xu's blinking is not fast. When looking at a person silently, he can be cold or affectionate. These are a pair of eyes that can be ever-changing and can play every role very well. His eyes can speak.
At this time, he was silently telling Xie Shiye of his persistence.
Xie Shiye is always no match for Fu Xu, who can beat the person he likes.
So Xie Shiye let go of his hand first, and handed the bag to Fu Xu.He didn't lie, there were indeed some sleep aids in it, and it was Dr. Qi who told him to go back for a follow-up visit after a while.
Fu Xu lowered his head, took out the boxes of medicines, and looked at the ingredients, effects and side effects of the medicines on them. He read them very carefully, and asked in a low tone, "Why didn't you call me?"
Xie Shiye said, "You've already been with me once."
Fu Xu paused while holding the medicine, and then threw the box of medicine back into the bag. The box collided with a muffled sound: "I can accompany you for the second time."
He tied the bag tightly and handed it back to Xie Shiye: "Why didn't you tell me last time?"
It took Xie Shiye a while to understand that Fu Xu was asking about Dr. Qi asking him to come back for a follow-up visit.
He rolled his eyes and found an excuse: "I thought you knew... haven't you seen it too?"
Fu Xu's tone remained unchanged: "She didn't ask me to go back to the doctor."
Xie Shiye smiled wryly and said, "Really, that's probably because I'm very abnormal."
He used the word "abnormal" for himself, which made Fu Xu show a look of disapproval.It's just that Xie Shiye lowered his eyes and didn't see it.
Xie Shiye opened the door with his card: "Brother, I'm really tired now, I'm going to bed first, see you tomorrow."
He wanted to close the door, but was stopped by a force.
Xie Shiye's heart skipped a beat, and he looked up, only to see Fu Xu holding the door with his fingers, looking at him straight and sternly, as if he could look into the bottom of his heart, turning over all his miserable and shady thoughts out.
This was an unbearable gaze, and Xie Shiye's heart was filled with discomfort that he wanted to resist. Fu Xu let go of his fingers one by one, and his gaze, together with the retracted fingers, slowly and slowly closed.
Fu Xu said, "Have a good rest."
Xie Shiye said hello, this time he closed the door and stood there for a while, until he heard the sound of leaving footsteps outside the door, Xie Shiye relaxed all his strength, sat on the ground, and put the medicine bag away. Throw away.
He's really bad, and he's doing it badly.It was me who couldn't control my feelings first. If I want to alienate, I should be respectful and polite from the beginning, just like I did during my martial arts training.
Instead of indulging his own needs, he couldn't control himself to get close, and in the end he was hit badly, and only started to hide when he knew it hurt, but he didn't hide well enough, and Fu Xu noticed it.
Fu Xu was angry, and he should be angry too.
No one would be happy to be treated like this.
It's too late to feel sad and sad now, to realize how miserable I am.
If you had seen your situation clearly earlier, you would have known that you should not beg for those hopeless feelings.
Depression continued to occupy his mind, but he knew that these emotions were only temporary.
After relieving this period of discomfort and adjusting his mentality, he will want Fu Xu again. If this desire can be stopped, he should have done it a few years ago.
Facts have proved that he has not.
It's just now...he really doesn't have the courage to face Fu Xu who rejected him, just wait for him to slow down and get over the pain.
Xie Shiye silently hugged his knees with both hands, and buried his face in his arms.
Zhong Changming called Fu Xu over at night, and still had supper.He himself has no hobbies. The first is making movies, and the second is tasting food.
Zhong Changming was very happy, opened the door with a ruddy complexion, and said loudly: "You are here!"
The one who greeted him was a cold-faced apprentice, Fu Xu exuded displeasure all over his body.Zhong Changming's smile instantly froze on his face: "What are you doing, you look so bad?"
Fu Xu glanced at Zhong Changming's room and saw Jiang Sheng playing games in it. He took a deep breath and eased his expression: "Teacher, do you have anything to do with me at such a late hour?"
Zhong Changming: "Want to eat late at night? Jiang Sheng found a very delicious hot pot restaurant, this place is still open."
I don't know which key word in his words stimulated Fu Xu, seeing his complexion getting worse, Fu Xu said bluntly: "I don't really want to eat."
Zhong Changming wanted to persuade him again, so he heard Fu Xu say, "Teacher, I'm going back first."
"Ah?" Zhong Changming was bewildered, he stretched out his hand to grab it, but he didn't catch it. Fu Xu walked very fast, arrived at the elevator in a short time, and strode in.
Jiang Sheng pulled off the earphones, poked his head and looked out the door: "Didn't someone come?"
Zhong Changmin closed the door: "It's Fu Xu, he said he won't eat, so shall we eat it? It's boring."
Jiang Sheng took out his mobile phone: "Then I will call someone else."
Zhong Changming: "Who?"
Jiang Sheng: "A young actor who is about to join the group, looks good and acts reliably, and has come for an interview before."
Zhong Changming: "What's your name?"
Jiang Sheng: "The name is also very nice, called Song Yi." After finishing speaking, he winked at Zhong Changming: "I heard that I like men too."
Zhong Changming scratched his chin in confusion: "What's the matter with the young people now, they all joined my crew, what are you doing! What kind of dock am I?"
Jiang Sheng laughed out loud.
On the second day, Xie Shiye came to the dressing room and unexpectedly found that there was an extra person in the dressing room.
In fact, it is normal for the leading actors to put on makeup together, but Wen Yao, as the heroine, cannot share a dressing room with the boys.
And Liu Yinian is a very polite and measured person, he usually stays in another supporting role's dressing room.
Because there will be an invisible gap in the crew, this is already a subtle thing, even if the actors themselves do not ask for it, the staff of the crew will spontaneously treat them differently.
But logically speaking, Liu Yinian can also do makeup with them, but Liu Yinian doesn't come.
A new face suddenly appeared today, and Xie Shiye was still a little uncomfortable, because he and Fu Xu had been the only ones here, and for so long, it made him somewhat uncomfortable that his territory was being invaded.
When the student saw him coming, he immediately got up to greet him, and explained why he was putting on makeup here, because he entered the set early, and everything hadn't been arranged yet, and there wasn't enough space for supporting roles, so the producer asked him to come over and put on makeup .
Because this person's attitude was really sincere and fearful, and he used a make-up artist assistant, not Xie Shiye's make-up artist A Xing, which made it difficult for Xie Shiye to make any inappropriate expressions.
Xie Shiye was not a person who liked to make things difficult for others, so he smiled peacefully at that person: "It's okay, this is originally a place for actors to make up, so relax."
The man nodded cautiously, and introduced himself again. He said his name was Song Yi.
Xie Shiye also said his name, and Song Yi smiled vividly: "Of course I know, I like your performance of "My King" very much."
Suddenly, Xie Shiye realized why he felt displeased when he saw Song Yi from the very beginning.
Because this person's eyebrows... are somewhat similar to Sinan's.
The door of the dressing room was pushed open, Xie Shiye turned his head when he heard the sound, and it was Fu Xu who came in. Fu Xu saw him first, paused for a while, then looked away expressionlessly, and landed on Song Yi.
Xie Shiye almost moved, he wanted to stand in front of Song Yi, and he didn't want Fu Xu to see this person.
Just like a clown on stage, trying his best to make a fool of himself.
And Xie Shiye's changes were only for Fu Xu, which was discovered by Fu Xu after observation.Probably Yang Yang can also see it, because sometimes Yang Yang will look at him strangely, his eyes vaguely revealed doubts, as if thinking whether he has bullied Xie Shiye.
Many people in this crew have a good relationship with Xie Shiye, such as Wen Yao, and Liu Yinian.
Xie Shiye's attitude towards them was still the same as before. Sometimes he could see Xie Shiye showing a bright smile in front of Wen Yao, but this smile didn't last long.
He seemed to have something on his mind, which even affected his mood.
Even if you are surrounded by crowds and encounter interesting things, you can only laugh for a while, and that bit of happiness is quickly replaced by more painful things.
Before realizing Xie Shiye's change, Fu Xu thought that he and Xie Shiye were close enough.
They knew each other very early and longest, and they filmed many scenes together.Although the scenes together are gradually decreasing now, Wen Yao, who plays the wife, is more often filming with Xie Shiye in the same filming group than him.
Before the change happened, Xie Shiye listened to him very much, and often relied on him unconsciously. When he called his brother, the intimacy revealed was not fake.
It's different from now, it doesn't mean that Xie Shiye has changed much, he still calls him brother, he is still obedient, but those dependencies and intimacy are like the tentacles of a snail, tremblingly taken back after a severe drought, and then He didn't dare to come out at will.
This feeling reached its peak when he met Xie Shiye, carrying a bag of medicine, standing at the door of the room, ready to go in.
Just as Fu Xu came out of the room, Zhong Changming called him over, and happened to meet Xie Shiye who had just come back.
Xie Shiye was wearing a hat and a gray sweater. He had no makeup on his face and looked a little haggard. He was taking out his room card and was about to open the door and go in.
He looked like he didn't expect to meet Fu Xu at this time, so he stopped slowly, his brows were frowned in embarrassment, as if he was thinking whether to greet Fu Xu, or just ignore it and enter the room.
Fu Xu hoped that Xie Shiye would ignore him, so that he could ask Xie Shiye what happened and if there was any misunderstanding.
But Xie Shiye didn't, he even showed a faint smile to Fu Xu, polite and proper, even Fu Xu couldn't fault him.
Xie Shiye nodded at Fu Xu: "Brother, are you going out so late?"
Fu Xu's eyes first fell on his face, then moved down, and finally stopped on the bag of medicine in Xie Shiye's hand.
He didn't ask aloud, but he didn't move his body, and his gaze was right and wrong. He was asking with sufficient body language, and the silence was very stressful.
Xie Shiye sighed softly in his heart, and shook the medicine bag in front of his body: "I went to see Dr. Qi, she told me to go there in a while."
Fu Xu closed the door with his backhand, the sound of closing the door was neither soft nor heavy, just like Fu Xu's expression, people couldn't see the exact emotion.
He walked towards Xie Shiye, Xie Shiye resisted the emotion of backing away, just stood where he was, like a qualified and unassuming actor.
Fu Xu reached out and touched the bag in Xie Shiye's hand, hooked his fingers around the mouth of the bag, and pulled it towards him with a little force. He was asking Xie Shiye for the bag.
Xie Shiye didn't give it the first time, he said: "They are all sleep aids, nothing interesting." After he finished speaking, he found that Fu Xu was looking at him, so he had to cheer himself up and try not to avoid his eyes. He met Fu Xu's eyes.
The frequency of Fu Xu's blinking is not fast. When looking at a person silently, he can be cold or affectionate. These are a pair of eyes that can be ever-changing and can play every role very well. His eyes can speak.
At this time, he was silently telling Xie Shiye of his persistence.
Xie Shiye is always no match for Fu Xu, who can beat the person he likes.
So Xie Shiye let go of his hand first, and handed the bag to Fu Xu.He didn't lie, there were indeed some sleep aids in it, and it was Dr. Qi who told him to go back for a follow-up visit after a while.
Fu Xu lowered his head, took out the boxes of medicines, and looked at the ingredients, effects and side effects of the medicines on them. He read them very carefully, and asked in a low tone, "Why didn't you call me?"
Xie Shiye said, "You've already been with me once."
Fu Xu paused while holding the medicine, and then threw the box of medicine back into the bag. The box collided with a muffled sound: "I can accompany you for the second time."
He tied the bag tightly and handed it back to Xie Shiye: "Why didn't you tell me last time?"
It took Xie Shiye a while to understand that Fu Xu was asking about Dr. Qi asking him to come back for a follow-up visit.
He rolled his eyes and found an excuse: "I thought you knew... haven't you seen it too?"
Fu Xu's tone remained unchanged: "She didn't ask me to go back to the doctor."
Xie Shiye smiled wryly and said, "Really, that's probably because I'm very abnormal."
He used the word "abnormal" for himself, which made Fu Xu show a look of disapproval.It's just that Xie Shiye lowered his eyes and didn't see it.
Xie Shiye opened the door with his card: "Brother, I'm really tired now, I'm going to bed first, see you tomorrow."
He wanted to close the door, but was stopped by a force.
Xie Shiye's heart skipped a beat, and he looked up, only to see Fu Xu holding the door with his fingers, looking at him straight and sternly, as if he could look into the bottom of his heart, turning over all his miserable and shady thoughts out.
This was an unbearable gaze, and Xie Shiye's heart was filled with discomfort that he wanted to resist. Fu Xu let go of his fingers one by one, and his gaze, together with the retracted fingers, slowly and slowly closed.
Fu Xu said, "Have a good rest."
Xie Shiye said hello, this time he closed the door and stood there for a while, until he heard the sound of leaving footsteps outside the door, Xie Shiye relaxed all his strength, sat on the ground, and put the medicine bag away. Throw away.
He's really bad, and he's doing it badly.It was me who couldn't control my feelings first. If I want to alienate, I should be respectful and polite from the beginning, just like I did during my martial arts training.
Instead of indulging his own needs, he couldn't control himself to get close, and in the end he was hit badly, and only started to hide when he knew it hurt, but he didn't hide well enough, and Fu Xu noticed it.
Fu Xu was angry, and he should be angry too.
No one would be happy to be treated like this.
It's too late to feel sad and sad now, to realize how miserable I am.
If you had seen your situation clearly earlier, you would have known that you should not beg for those hopeless feelings.
Depression continued to occupy his mind, but he knew that these emotions were only temporary.
After relieving this period of discomfort and adjusting his mentality, he will want Fu Xu again. If this desire can be stopped, he should have done it a few years ago.
Facts have proved that he has not.
It's just now...he really doesn't have the courage to face Fu Xu who rejected him, just wait for him to slow down and get over the pain.
Xie Shiye silently hugged his knees with both hands, and buried his face in his arms.
Zhong Changming called Fu Xu over at night, and still had supper.He himself has no hobbies. The first is making movies, and the second is tasting food.
Zhong Changming was very happy, opened the door with a ruddy complexion, and said loudly: "You are here!"
The one who greeted him was a cold-faced apprentice, Fu Xu exuded displeasure all over his body.Zhong Changming's smile instantly froze on his face: "What are you doing, you look so bad?"
Fu Xu glanced at Zhong Changming's room and saw Jiang Sheng playing games in it. He took a deep breath and eased his expression: "Teacher, do you have anything to do with me at such a late hour?"
Zhong Changming: "Want to eat late at night? Jiang Sheng found a very delicious hot pot restaurant, this place is still open."
I don't know which key word in his words stimulated Fu Xu, seeing his complexion getting worse, Fu Xu said bluntly: "I don't really want to eat."
Zhong Changming wanted to persuade him again, so he heard Fu Xu say, "Teacher, I'm going back first."
"Ah?" Zhong Changming was bewildered, he stretched out his hand to grab it, but he didn't catch it. Fu Xu walked very fast, arrived at the elevator in a short time, and strode in.
Jiang Sheng pulled off the earphones, poked his head and looked out the door: "Didn't someone come?"
Zhong Changmin closed the door: "It's Fu Xu, he said he won't eat, so shall we eat it? It's boring."
Jiang Sheng took out his mobile phone: "Then I will call someone else."
Zhong Changming: "Who?"
Jiang Sheng: "A young actor who is about to join the group, looks good and acts reliably, and has come for an interview before."
Zhong Changming: "What's your name?"
Jiang Sheng: "The name is also very nice, called Song Yi." After finishing speaking, he winked at Zhong Changming: "I heard that I like men too."
Zhong Changming scratched his chin in confusion: "What's the matter with the young people now, they all joined my crew, what are you doing! What kind of dock am I?"
Jiang Sheng laughed out loud.
On the second day, Xie Shiye came to the dressing room and unexpectedly found that there was an extra person in the dressing room.
In fact, it is normal for the leading actors to put on makeup together, but Wen Yao, as the heroine, cannot share a dressing room with the boys.
And Liu Yinian is a very polite and measured person, he usually stays in another supporting role's dressing room.
Because there will be an invisible gap in the crew, this is already a subtle thing, even if the actors themselves do not ask for it, the staff of the crew will spontaneously treat them differently.
But logically speaking, Liu Yinian can also do makeup with them, but Liu Yinian doesn't come.
A new face suddenly appeared today, and Xie Shiye was still a little uncomfortable, because he and Fu Xu had been the only ones here, and for so long, it made him somewhat uncomfortable that his territory was being invaded.
When the student saw him coming, he immediately got up to greet him, and explained why he was putting on makeup here, because he entered the set early, and everything hadn't been arranged yet, and there wasn't enough space for supporting roles, so the producer asked him to come over and put on makeup .
Because this person's attitude was really sincere and fearful, and he used a make-up artist assistant, not Xie Shiye's make-up artist A Xing, which made it difficult for Xie Shiye to make any inappropriate expressions.
Xie Shiye was not a person who liked to make things difficult for others, so he smiled peacefully at that person: "It's okay, this is originally a place for actors to make up, so relax."
The man nodded cautiously, and introduced himself again. He said his name was Song Yi.
Xie Shiye also said his name, and Song Yi smiled vividly: "Of course I know, I like your performance of "My King" very much."
Suddenly, Xie Shiye realized why he felt displeased when he saw Song Yi from the very beginning.
Because this person's eyebrows... are somewhat similar to Sinan's.
The door of the dressing room was pushed open, Xie Shiye turned his head when he heard the sound, and it was Fu Xu who came in. Fu Xu saw him first, paused for a while, then looked away expressionlessly, and landed on Song Yi.
Xie Shiye almost moved, he wanted to stand in front of Song Yi, and he didn't want Fu Xu to see this person.
Just like a clown on stage, trying his best to make a fool of himself.
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