Peek into the light

King Fu opened his mouth to chase people away, and everyone left the room tactfully.As assistants, Chen Feng and Xiao Cui quickly cleared up the takeaway boxes of beer bottles. Poor Liu Yinian just stepped into the door when Wen Yao pressed his shoulders and pushed them out together.

Among the people who went out, Xie Shiye was not included, he was still holding Fu Xu's hand.Yang Yang stood helplessly at the door of the room, waiting for the sleepy Xie Daxingxing to see when he would wake up a bit.

Chen Feng was the last person to leave that room. He was carrying a garbage bag. Zhao Yangyang smiled as a greeting, and then turned around and said to Fu Xu, "Should I wake you up at seven o'clock tomorrow?"

Fu Xu nodded silently, Xie Shiye finally had a reaction, he let go of Fu Xu's wrist, brought his hand back to his leg, gathered his fingers together, and clenched them tightly, trying to keep the body temperature on his fingertips and palms. longer.

Xie Shiye didn't speak, he was thinking about what words he should use in order to redeem his emotions exposed due to impulsiveness.

His eyes may have been too much just now, and his attitude was also very abnormal. This is not like him who usually faces Fu Xu.

It shouldn't be like this, but he still did it. After the impulse passed, he could only think about how to make up for it.But with the sleepy mind, it is very difficult to even turn it around.

There was a weird silence between him and Fu Xu, he didn't leave, he didn't speak, judging by his expression, maybe he didn't even know what he wanted to do.

Fu Xu thoughtfully found a reason for him, and he said to Yang Yang: "You go back first, Xiaoye may have something to talk to me about."

Yang Yang didn't leave immediately, but waited for Xie Shiye's response.Yang Yang didn't listen to Fu Xu's words, but Fu Xu was quite satisfied with his performance. If it was Xie Shiye's personal assistant who could be ordered by anyone, it would be worrying.

When Xie Shiye heard no movement behind him, he knew that Yang Yang hadn't left. He turned his head and nodded to Yang Yang. Yang Yang had no choice but to follow Chen Feng and say, "I'll call you at seven tomorrow." After that, he couldn't help but add Said: "Remember to go to bed early, don't chat too late."

As soon as the old lady Zi Yangyang left, Fu Xu walked to the light switch, turned off the white light, and left a soft yellow light.

When passing by Xie Shiye: "Aren't you tired from standing, sit down."

Fu Xu looked at the French windows and turned on the air purifier.Amidst the music that would play when the purifier was turned on, Xie Shiye sat on the sofa, and Fu Xu's voice came from not far away: "Drink lemonade?"

Xie Shiye said yes, but Fu Xu changed his mind again and asked him if he should drink milk.Xie Shiye still agreed, even if Fu Xu wanted him to drink refreshing coffee when he was tired and should sleep, Xie Shiye had only one answer, and that was yes.

He likes and obediently accepts anything Fu Xu gives him, even if it is pain.

Fu Xu heated the milk, and the microwave oven turned on. The sound of the machine adding a lot of noise to the room. He didn't speak, and neither did Xie Shiye. He was looking at the balcony.

The pot of eucalyptus is growing very well, and the growth lights are on as always, shining on it.

Xie Shiye suddenly absurdly envied this potted plant, because Fu Xu always cared about it.

But considering that plants can't speak, and it's impossible to fall in love with Fu Xu, it's better to be a human being. Although it is difficult, Fu Xu may, or maybe, have a [-] in [-] chance to be with him.

Probably because he was too sleepy, and it was such a night, Xie Shiye couldn't help becoming negative, his head was full of inexplicable thoughts.

Ding, the milk is ready, Fu Xu came over with the milk and put it on the coffee table in front of Xie Shiye: "After I left, how did you get along with the teacher?" He thought Xie Shiye came to say hello to him About Zhong Changming.

Xie Shiye followed his words and slowly told Fu Xu what happened tonight.

He spoke very slowly, because of his slow thinking, sometimes he didn't finish his sentence. In order to wake up, he took a sip of milk, but was disturbed by the rich milk aroma, making his mind even more sleepy.

Fu Xu asked him: "Actually, wouldn't you be angry if the teacher said that to you?"

He still understands his mentor, when he doesn't show affection, it's really embarrassing.Because of this temperament, Zhong Changming has brought out many actors, but Fu Xu is the only one who really regards him as a teacher.

Others are respectful to Zhong Changming on the surface, but in fact they say to everyone around him that Zhong Changming has a weird personality, has a big temper, and is difficult to get along with.If it weren't for his talent, he wouldn't be able to survive in this circle.

Xie Shiye looked at Fu Xu in surprise, and couldn't understand: "Why are you angry?"

Fu Xu couldn't help laughing. He put his fingers on his knees and tapped them lightly: "Many people will be angry."

Xie Shiye was silent for a while: "That's because they don't understand." He put down the milk cup, and seriously discussed with Fu Xu: "I have been in many film crews, and I thought I was lucky in my early years. Directors who are easy to talk about, when you become famous, you will always meet directors who talk kindly."

"The people around are holding it, the fans are loving it, and the ratings and popularity are supporting it. It's really comfortable." Xie Shiye leaned on the sofa, changed into a comfortable position, and dragged a big sofa pillow , on the chest, with the chin resting on it.

Xie Shiye blinked his eyes slowly: "It won't work later, no one can stay in the comfort zone for so long."

Fu Xu listened to him quietly all the time, and didn't interrupt casually. Xie Shiye said, "I'm not better than others. If I want to say it well, it's probably luck."

The smash hit, which one is not fate.Otherwise, how many people in this circle work hard and spend their lives in poverty, but still do nothing.

Xie Shiye rubbed his cheeks against the pillow, and his voice became lower and lower: "Of course I can stiffen my back and challenge Mr. Zhong, because I am famous, and I will inject capital into this film, which is at least half of the investor. Mr. Zhong Gu Quan The overall situation will show weakness to me, but what good is it for me?"

Gaining temporary face, losing something, Zhong Changming's attention and guidance, and the crew's reputation and reputation.

Don't look at everyone saying tonight that Zhong Changming doesn't give face. If he really challenges the director, the feng shui will immediately turn around and say that he is playing a big name, and he doesn't even give face to the famous director. This is much more serious than the director scolding the actor.

He sees it clearly, not to mention that this matter is fundamentally his fault.

Xie Shiye slowly closed his eyes. He couldn't even remember what Fu Xu had said to him. His thinking gradually became chaotic, his perception was slow, and he fell into a groggy state. He actually fell asleep.

Before he completely lost consciousness, he seemed to feel some itches on his cheeks.

It's like being gently brushed by someone's fingertips, tender and tight.

When he woke up again, Xie Shiye still didn't know where he was. He lay flat on the sofa with a blanket covering his body. There was no one in the living room, only a small light was on slightly.

He sat for a while, and finally realized that he had fallen asleep in Fu Xu's room. He picked up his phone and checked the time. It was already 03:30 in the morning.

Xie Shiye folded the quilt, and drank the cold milk in one gulp. This was poured for him by Fu Xu himself, so it should not be wasted.

He wanted to leave lightly, but when he passed by the door of the master bedroom, the door was not closed, he looked inside in a daze, and Fu Xu actually slept with a bedside lamp on and a blindfold on.

It made Xie Shiye want to laugh a little, turning on the lights and wearing blindfolds, what's the point, it's so cute.

He walked to Fu Xu's bed lightly, and found that this person was wearing earplugs, so he probably couldn't hear anything.The breathing is long, and the sleeping posture is cute and quiet.

Fu Xu put one hand on the quilt and stretched it out relaxedly.Xie Shiye covered that hand from the air, watching the shadow overlap the skin, feeling a kind of vain joy.

He entertained himself for a while, originally to see Fu Xu's face.Looking away, he unexpectedly found that the other party's collarbone was empty, with no necklace or ring.

When did it not exist?Xie Shiye didn't notice.

Ever since the day Fu Xu put on the ring and necklace, his eyes had a stress response to Fu Xu's neck and collarbone, and he would not easily look at his neck, fearing that his heart would hurt when he saw the necklace.

After running away for a long time, I don't even know when the source of the pain disappeared.

Those thoughts that had been rotting in my heart over and over again came to my mind again.

It would be fine if Fu Xu wasn't married, and it would be fine if Fu Xu didn't like other people.

If he doesn't like Fu Xu... that's fine.

The former is a fact that cannot be changed, and the latter is a mind that cannot be changed.

Xie Shiye looked at Fu Xu quietly, he didn't know how to do anything, no matter how much he likes him, he knows that there are certain boundaries that cannot be crossed.

It's nothing more than wishful thinking in his heart, he can't forgive himself if he really does something irreversible.

He stroked Fu Xu's lips with his fingers in the air, pressed them on his own lips, and kissed an untouchable kiss.

Xie Shiye sighed softly. If Fu Xu was awake now, he would find that his expression was exactly the same as that night by the river, with a melancholy face and a soft sigh.

No longer facing the rubber band that even the owner doesn't know, but facing him.

He opened his lips silently, opened and closed.

"I love you, my moon."

It would be nice if you knew, but I don't want you to.

I only hope that this hidden love can be kept as long as possible.

Because you know that in the future, you will not allow me to keep this emotion.

You are the moon in the sky, the light that I have been peeping at.