Peek into the light

Xie Shiye had only turned a few pages of the book when he received a call from Yang Yang.

After Yang Yang handed him over to Fu Xu, he didn't feel at ease, and only told him to cover his face carefully on the phone, otherwise it would be a big trouble if he was recognized.

Because I was going to see a psychiatrist, it's not good if there are too many people. Since it was introduced by Fu Xu and accompanied by Fu Xu, Yang Yang felt at ease, as he was afraid that Xie Shiye would not pay attention.

Being worried by the big-hearted Yang Yang always made Xie Shiye feel underestimated.

Xie Shiye's tone was barely sloppy, and he knew he didn't care as soon as he heard it, and he just responded word by word perfunctorily, okay, okay, um, no problem.

When he finally hung up the phone, Xie Shiye heaved a sigh of relief, rubbing his temples and leaning on the passenger seat.

Fu Xu supported the steering wheel: "Do you want to sleep?"

Xie Shiye was indeed a bit tired. After filming the whole cave scene, coupled with his way of entering the scene, his energy and energy were almost exhausted.

In addition, now that the filming is over, as soon as the big stone in my heart falls to the ground, the tense strings loosen, and the whole person is as tired as if he fell apart.

But the journey was so long, he was afraid that Fu Xu would be bored, so he forced himself not to sleep.He put his hand into the pocket of the sweater, and slumped on the passenger seat: "It's okay, I'm not sleepy."

As soon as he finished speaking, he yawned, tears came out, very unconvincing.

Fu Xu said to him, "There's a bag in the back seat, take it."

Xie Shiye turned around to take the bag. Fortunately, he had long hands and it was not difficult to hold it.It's a backpack, stuffed a bit full, but not heavy.

Xie Shiye supported the bag with both hands and asked Fu Xu: "What do you want to take?"

Fu Xu said, "There's a coat inside, take it out."

Immediately afterwards, Fu Xu asked him to take out the earplugs and eye mask from the side zipper of the backpack.The earplugs are in bulk, two packs, never used.The eye mask is an old eye mask, dark green, silk texture, and even embroidered with golden F·X on it.

Fu Xu said: "I'm getting older and I can't sleep well. If I sleep outside without eye masks and earplugs, I really can't sleep."

He glanced at the coat: "Let's put the coat on your legs. There is an air conditioner in the car. It may be cold when you sleep."

It was all arranged so clearly, Xie Shiye held the coat and made the last struggle: "Aren't you tired from driving alone?"

Fu Xu laughed softly, his voice echoed in the carriage, magnetically hoarse: "Don't be tired, go to sleep."

Earplugs are fine, but the eye mask was used by Fu Xu. It used to closely fit Fu Xu's cheeks, nose bridge, eyelids, and his favorite slender eyelashes.

Now covering his face again, it's like an ambiguous, indirect intimate contact that only he knows.

The coat was full of Fu Xu's aura, wrapping him tightly.

Xie Shiye thought that he would be so excited that he couldn't fall asleep, but in fact he fell asleep very quickly and had a dream full of sunshine, but it was not such a beautiful dream.

He dreamed of the practice room in his sophomore year. The floor was layered with their sweat.

Fu Xu sat with a guitar in his arms and leaned against the huge floor-to-ceiling mirror, playing the romantic song of love, laughing while playing, the sun fell on him, it was the most beautiful thing Xie Shiye could dream of.

Xie Shiye wanted to enter that practice room, but he couldn't get in no matter what. Everything seemed to be in vain, until a person with a blurred face was dressed in white.

The man just unscrewed the door of the practice room and walked in easily.He couldn't see that person's face clearly, but Xie Shiye knew that that person was Si Nan.

Huge grief gripped him, and the heart in his chest should have gotten used to it after day after day of torment.But it was so sad to see it.

He circled that practice room in vain, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get in, just couldn't get in!

Why can't he!The strong unwillingness and sadness made him uncontrollably cry out in his dream.

But in reality, he was also woken up by the call, the hospital did not arrive, and the car temporarily stopped by a river, probably because he made too much noise in his dream, vented his emotions into reality, cried out, and scared Fu Xu.

The lights in the car were not very bright, but they clearly illuminated the unshed tears in Xie Shiye's eyes.

With the blindfold on his forehead, Xie Shiye had just woken up and was in a daze. When he saw Fu Xu's face, he couldn't hold back for a moment and asked, "Why can't I."

Knowing that he was sleepy, Fu Xu took out a few tissues and pressed them on Xie Shiye's face, without saying a word.

There was light music playing in the car, but it was still the same romance song, no wonder he would have such a dream.

Xie Shiye was gradually brought back to reality by the touch on his face, and after realizing it, he pressed the tissue on his face with his backhand, intending to let Fu Xu let go, but unexpectedly wrapped Fu Xu's hand.

Fortunately, Fu Xu didn't care, and pulled his hand away from his palm: "Do you want some water?"

Xie Shiye nodded slowly, Fu Xu took the mobile phone wallet, got out of the car, and left space for Xie Shiye.

There is nothing to drink nearby, only a coffee shop, Fu Xu packed two cups of coffee and walked back slowly.

There are almost no people on the riverside, only the chirping of cicadas one after another, and the smell of damp in the wind.

Xie Shiye was leaning against the front of the car, smoking a cigarette. His figure was a little hazy in the night, very slender, as if he was thinner than when the filming started, Fu Xu thought to himself.

He saw Xie Shiye slowly exhale a puff of cigarette, his eyelids were drooping, and he seemed to be staring at something in his hand.

It was not until a long time later that Xie Shiye closed his palms, clenched his hands into fists, pressed his forehead against his forehead, closed his eyes, and sighed lightly and slowly.

Fu Xu walked over, he frowned, he didn't even know what he was upset about, he called Xie Shiye's name.

Xie Shiye's body trembled, as if he was tense, but he soon relaxed, and when he turned to look at him, his eyes returned to normal.

Xie Shiye's eyes looked a little like smiling eyes, a pleasing eye shape, even if he wasn't smiling, he still looked like smiling.

Obviously she cried just now, but she didn't know why, her eyelashes were wet in strands, but her eyes were still bright and slightly curved.

It's not really happy, but it doesn't look sad.

Fu Xu felt a little bored, but he didn't show it. He handed over the coffee and asked, "Would you like some drink?"

Xie Shiye took the coffee, probably in a low mood, and his voice was very low: "Thank you brother."

Fu Xu also took out his coffee, and the two of them leaned against the front of the car without speaking.

The cigarette in Xie Shiye's hand was half lit, and he didn't smoke it all the time. The ashes fell on the ground, dotted with stars.

The aroma of the coffee diluted the smell of the smoke, Xie Shiye's tongue tasted the sweetness of the coffee, and it was Fu Xu who dissolved the sugar into the coffee.

In fact, Xie Shiye drank coffee like this. He didn't like the bitter taste of coffee.But later, he liked the bitter and astringent taste.

Yang Yang once didn't understand. He said that girls like to eat sweets when they are in a bad mood. When they taste sweets, they don't feel so bitter in their hearts.

But Xie Shiye was not like this. He was bitter in his heart, so he liked to speak more bitterly, just like self-torture.

After being quiet for a while, it was Fu Xu who spoke first, and he asked, "What did you dream about?"

Xie Shiye replied in his heart: I dreamed of you.

Fu Xu: "I feel very tired and uncomfortable."

Xie Shiye: It is indeed very tiring and uncomfortable.

Hearing that he didn't answer, Fu Xu could only guess aimlessly: "Is it because of relationship problems? Or because of filming."

Xie Shiye finally moved. He lightly brushed the cigarette ash with his index finger, smoked again, and spat it out before saying, "Brother, I'm fine, really."

Really put a heavy tone, just like persuading Fu Xu, but also persuading himself.

Fu Xu turned to look at him, his eyes were very serious, straight and upright.Xie Shiye had never been able to look at Fu Xu so openly, except when he was filming.

Because when filming, you have to act. In real life, you have to act all the time. It's too tiring, so he prefers not to watch it.

Fu Xu thought about it, hesitated a little, but more out of worry: "Is it because of Zhou Rong?"

Hearing the ex's name from Fu Xu's mouth suddenly, Xie Shiye was puzzled and flustered at the same time. He looked at Fu Xu: "You know him so well?!"

Seeing that Xie Shiye became nervous, Fu Xu hurriedly comforted him and said, "Don't worry, I just heard about it."

Xie Shiye's face was tense, Fu Xu said: "Don't worry, it's just some rumors, you know, people nowadays like to catch rumors."

Xie Shiye soon understood. He still remembered that the last time he met Zhou Rong, the other party asked him to help get rid of a high-ranking person who was pestering him.

The circle is only so big, Zhou Rong is his man, you say it, I listen to it, and it spreads quickly, and there is no way to hide it.

Fu Xu knew that it was normal, and he didn't need to make a fuss.

Xie Shiye said, "It's not because of him."

In fact, I also thought that I would either make a mistake or make a mistake, and let Fu Xu misunderstand it.But he didn't want to, he didn't want to lie to Fu Xu.Even the biggest secret in his heart must be kept from Fu Xu.

Hearing that it wasn't Zhou Rong, Fu Xu didn't relax much.

Xie Shiye put the cigarettes in the tin box, and took a big sip of coffee: "I have already broken up with him. I did like him and men before."

After he finished speaking, he held his coffee and looked at the flying insects that kept bumping around under the streetlight not far away.

It is clear that every time it bumps into it, it is transparent glass, and the light source itself cannot be touched no matter what, but because of the irresistible instinct, it is stupid and stubborn, and keeps rushing forward.

He is that stupid.

Xie Shiye said, "Brother, don't be afraid of me."

Fu Xu said: "What are you afraid of, I like men too."

Xie Shiye laughed when he heard this, and smiled wryly. In a blink of an eye, he saw Fu Xu's gaze fell on his right hand.

He opened his hand. In fact, there was nothing invisible. He put the rubber band back on his left hand.

Xie Shiye's unbundled hair was scattered in the air, blown up by the wind, and flying around in a mess.

He put his hair behind his ears and raised his head: "I don't seem to see the moon tonight."

Xie Shiye smiled, but the smiling eyes were not smiling for the first time, probably because there was moisture, sadness, and complexity in it, but there was no smile.

He said to Fu Xu: "What a pity, tomorrow will not be a good weather."