[Shan Hai Jing] Shuangjie Purchasing Agent

Qing's words are actually very sincere, and he also sincerely hopes that Zhulong can let go like him, and forget the past without a trace of hatred, so that he can be free of burdens, and everything will be much simpler.

Just like him now, start a new life, but this new life naturally has nothing to do with each other.

From his point of view, he actually couldn't understand why Zhulong was so obsessed with him.

After coming back, seeing this again and knowing this, his first reaction was surprise, because in terms of his experience, it is very difficult to realize that Zhulong really likes himself, because when they get along, it seems that they really love each other. There has never been an atmosphere of mutual liking. The two of them happened to miss the line of liking. One ended here, and the other continued here.

Therefore, according to Zhaoqing's understanding, Zhulong should feel more guilty, and even more disbelief that he had missed. After all, the reason at that time was that he did not guard the pass well. To Zhulong, such a The mistakes were indeed unexpected.

Qing believes that various complex emotions have caused Zhulong's mental state, and the so-called "love" does not account for much of it, maybe a little, but it is just a thin shell. It just happened to be seen by other people, maybe Zhulong's heart was also blinded by this illusion, and he took guilt and regret as love.

If I express my understanding and say that the incident is really unimportant and has passed, Zhulong's knot will be much better, right?

This is what Qing planned in his heart, but the reality seems to be somewhat different from what he imagined.

"As...never, never, have you met?" Zhulong repeated his words word by word, feeling the feeling of Qing's hand touching his face, his fingertips were warm, but Zhulong felt until my heart becomes cold.

Although he had already made preparations, knowing that Qing would never return to the way he was before no matter what, but this attitude of hoping that the two parties would become strangers still made him feel like he had been stabbed in the heart again.

"Is it bad?" Qing was a little confused, "I really don't blame you."

Qing looked into his eyes, but felt that Zhulong was sadder than before.

"I think you've changed a lot," Qing looked at him, and added, "Well, you should learn to respect others in the future, and stop treating me like you used to."

Zhulong looked at him and forced a smile, but Qing's fingertips felt a bit of coolness.

"Don't cry," Qing was startled, and frantically wiped Zhulong's tears, "You, you, you... Didn't I say it doesn't matter?"

Zhulong couldn't move, he didn't speak for a long time, and finally he only said in a hoarse voice: "I want to hug you, can I?"

Qing hesitated subconsciously, he retracted his hand almost instantly, and moved back a little.

Sensing his resistance, Zhulong opened his mouth, only a wry smile remained.

"It's all said to treat it as if you don't know each other, as a final farewell, isn't that okay?" Zhulong smiled wryly, "Just for a while."

Qing looked at him, then lost in his overly sad eyes, reached out and hugged him.

Really only for a while.

Zhulong raised his head and tried his best to kiss him on Qing's cheek, but he didn't get it. His lips only touched the earlobe, and then Qing retreated, covering the place where he was kissed, and lowered his head again. didn't say anything.

Qing was actually in a daze, he forgot when was the last time they hugged and kissed, but it shouldn't be a good memory.

"You..." Qing said again, "You are fine, um, as long as you don't make trouble anymore, Fenghuang and the others won't keep locking you like this."

Zhulong didn't care too much about being locked up, he stared at Qin closely, and asked him: "If I don't make trouble, will you come to see me again?"

"Uh..." Qing paused, with obvious rejection in his eyes, "I have my own things to do, very important things."

This is a polite refusal.

"If... If you say everything, I am willing to change everything you want to do, and I will try my best to help you do it. Can we start again?" Zhulong looked at him and said word by word, he While talking, tears could not stop flowing down, "I... don't want us to become strangers, I love you, I'm really sorry..."

Qing hesitated for a moment, then raised her hand to help him wipe away tears, but her words were still unfeeling: "Well, maybe, maybe we will become friends in the future, but it is impossible to start over."

Zhulong finally touched the corner of Qing's clothes with his hands, and after being rejected, he forcefully squeezed out a smile that was uglier than crying, and said, "I won't force you, Ah Qing, what do you want? So be it. I... I will do as you wish."

Lin Shao was waiting outside, Qing and Zhulong actually chatted for a long time, when Qing came out, Lin Shao was waiting outside and almost fell asleep.

"How's the chat going?" Lin Shao stood up vaguely when he heard the voice, and asked Qing, "He shouldn't make things difficult for you, right?"

"No," Qing smiled, "He has changed a lot, um, for the better."

But hate has passed, and love has naturally passed.After Qing told Zhulong about her thoughts, he begged and talked a lot. Qing regarded this as the last time they met, but she remained patient.

"We talked a lot about the past," Qing smiled. "Actually, we also have happy memories. It's good to recall them. I think it's good to keep the happy ones and forget the unhappy ones."

"The mentality is good," Lin Shao commented.

"Well," Qing stretched, "I'm going back. Zhulong...he needs time."

Qing gave Lin Shao the appearance that he had really negotiated with Zhulong to let him go, at least there was a tendency, but Lin Shao, as a bystander, still remained skeptical about this matter.

Qing's level of free and easy is the same as that of Zhulong, how can he really let go of Zhulong's desperate appearance.

After Qing left, Lin Shao went in to look at Zhulong. He was sitting under the tree with that smile on his face, but after looking at it for a while, Lin Shao realized that the smile was very stiff.

"Are you okay?" Lin Shao asked aloud, took another breath, and then said, "Let go, if you really love him, then live in the way he wants, and don't bother him."

Zhulong didn't speak, he maintained that posture, Lin Shao followed his line of sight and looked in the direction that Qing was leaving.

But when Qing left, she didn't look back at him once, she just walked away naturally, not paying attention to Zhulong's gaze.

Lin Shao felt that it was really not suitable for him to say anything more at this time, and it would be better to leave Zhuzhulong alone to wake up.

He took one last look at Zhulong, and then notified Fenghuang to come up to guard him. When he saw Qing, he might suddenly go crazy, but when Fenghuang came over, Lin Shao didn't see any change in Zhulong's movements.

"How long are you going to guard him like this?" Lin Shao asked, "Has it always been like this? This is not a solution either."

"I know," Fenghuang said with a helpless expression, "The chains we put on are more and more useless as we go to the back, we simply can't lock him up like this for a long time, no matter how much they are stacked, it's useless, he's a candle dragon.

What can I do?Really can only rely on Qing to enlighten him. "

Lin Shao twitched the corners of his mouth, and sighed: "It's no use just enlightening..."

This was an unsolvable problem, and Lin Shao didn't have any direction to work on, so he went home and hugged his boyfriend.

Thinking about his boyfriend, he couldn't go wrong in every item, it was perfect, thinking of this, Lin Shao couldn't help stretching his neck and kissing Bai Ze a few times.

"What's the matter?" Bai Ze was peeling chestnuts for him to eat, he reached out and stuffed Lin Shao with a hot chestnut, and asked, "Is Zhulong all right?"

Lin Shao shook his head, not knowing how to evaluate the current state, thought for a while, and finally said: "Depend on fate."

But when Lin Shao went to see Zhulong the next day, he also had some very obvious changes.He leaned against the tree with his eyes closed, motionless, as if he had fallen asleep.

"It's been like this since yesterday evening," Fenghuang said, "He really didn't move at all. At first glance, I thought he was dead, so I touched him on purpose. He's angry."

Lin Shao couldn't laugh or cry, no matter what, Zhulong would not seek death, but he did not move, and he has maintained this state for several days.

Fenghuang hoped that he would continue to sleep like this, but after thinking about it, he knew it was not that simple.

Qing who was in the sea also heard about this, he frowned, but he didn't take it so seriously, he had more important things on his mind.

"I'm researching the spirit of Kunpeng. Master Huaigui Lilun came here on purpose after hearing about it," Qing said to Lin Shao, seemingly in a good mood. "His heart is still as good as before, and he has given me a lot. Thanks to the help, I feel that cultivating a new Kunpeng is not just a fantasy, it is really hopeful."