Throwing down the bear child of the Flower God[Comprehensive]

Extra Three ◇Lovesickness and Junjue

When Lingbi first returned to the capital, she was only 13 years old.

At the age of 13, she was not considered a child, nor a young girl. At that time, she was just a sensitive little guy who was infinitely sad because of the separation from Huamanlou.

She had already seen a fortune in the Hua family, but when she first entered the capital, she was once again shocked by the royal family's extravagance.In order to satisfy their desires, those rich and powerful who are drunk and dreaming, use their power to squander fresh fruits and vegetables, rare tributes, and family secret treasures... the more precious and rare, the more it will cost a lot of manpower and material resources. The more they like it.

When those rare treasures were placed in front of them, they just held a feast for a few days and then put away their hands, while those exhausted horses, dead people, and broken families could never be restored.

Once, on the third day after Lingbi returned to Beijing, the wife of a powerful minister gave her a precious medicinal material that can promote blood circulation, remove blood stasis, and unblock the meridians in order to curry favor with her.She likes it very much and is very grateful, because this medicine made her crippled and deformed right hand have the outline of a hand, which is no longer so scary.

However, just after she conscientiously used up all the medicinal materials, a doctor from a medical center in Beijing suddenly complained in front of the government office, and then committed suicide by taking poison.

But it turned out that the medicinal material used in Lingbi was the doctor's ancestral treasure, and it was also the last thought of him who lost his loved one since childhood.The wife of the powerful minister found out about the doctor's treasure from nowhere, and first asked someone to buy it, and then humiliated his wife in public after the doctor refused, and threatened him with her sex name to force him to submit.He handed over the precious medicinal materials full of grief and indignation, but later his wife still hanged herself.

Lingbi still remembers to this day, when she questioned that powerful lady, her disapproving tone and the seemingly respectful but scornful look in her eyes.

"His wife died by herself, and it has nothing to do with concubines. Besides, I bought his things, but I also made him a beauty afterwards, and gave him gold, silver and a house!"

"Oh, this person really doesn't know what to do!"

Hearing such words, Lingbi only felt a chill coming from the soles of her feet, which froze her whole body.She took other people's things and indirectly killed two people. Just like this, she was so sad that she almost died, but the real murderer in front of her was so indifferent that she even felt it was a kind of pain and death for others. reward.

This is the dignitaries of the Ming Dynasty today, selfish and shameless, almost destroying the entire Ming Dynasty like locusts crossing the border.

Lingbi was completely angry. She recklessly scolded the powerful lady who didn't think so, and with the help of the eldest princess, she personally arranged the funeral of the doctor and his wife.After that, Lingbi was rejected by the entire elite circle, and everyone secretly laughed at her ignorance and talked about her disability.Except for the eldest princess and Queen Zhang, she has no friends in Beijing, and no other place to go.

Occasionally, she would feel wronged, but the eldest princess and Queen Zhang didn't understand her feelings, and she didn't want to distract Zhu Youtang, who was already very tired. She had no one to complain to, and she had nowhere to act like a baby. Suddenly, she really wanted to see her seventh brother, and wanted to go back to Hua's house.

She cried a lot, and wrote a letter to Huamanlou while crying.After overturning the inkstone and soaking countless letter papers, her letter was finally written and sent out.The slightly raised letter, written especially for Huamanlou, only had five words: Brother Seven, I'm fine.

That night, she slept very restlessly.She dreamed of Huamanlou's stretched and warm smile, dreamed of Huamanlou's garden, dreamed of all the people in the family, she dreamed that she was still coquettish in Huamanlou's arms, never growing up, never growing up. No need to leave.

After waking up, the bed was wet a lot, Lingbi only felt that the corners of her eyes were itchy badly, she stretched out her hands and rubbed the dry skin desperately, inadvertently rubbed hard, and it was painful again.She rushed to the desk in despair, tremblingly picked up the pen, but she couldn't write a single formed word anyway.

A piece of waste paper slipped from the desk, and Lingbi almost strangled his palm before finally writing a sentence:

Seventh brother, I miss you.

At the last moment, the tears that Lingbi was holding back desperately still fell on the thin paper.

Cold food, cold people, life in the capital is a cold dream wrapped in luxury and elegance with complicated etiquette and strict hierarchy for Lingbi.She didn't like this kind of dream very much, as long as she thought that her brother had struggled to survive in such a dream since he was a child, and would bury his whole life here in the future, she would feel desolate in her heart.

Fortunately, she finally had hope.She sent two letters, and she hoped that her seventh brother would appear in front of her, hug her, kiss her, and be more greedy, it would be best to stay with her.

With such hope, Lingbi felt that life was much easier.She stopped paying attention to those vulgar dignitaries and began to show her bad temper.Together with Zhu Youtang, she cleaned up the group of demons and ghosts, and beat up the people of the Wan family. She also made friends with Wang Shu, who was as bad-tempered as her, and sweared and beat corrupt officials with him every day.

She learned how to grow flowers and began to plant them in the palace one by one.Whenever she was tormented by longing and her whole body ached and itched, she would hide in the palace and bury a flower seed, hoping to bury the pain and torture on her body together.

The dignitaries used more vicious words when they mentioned Lingbi in private; although civil servants praised Lingbi, they mostly used her as a knife; the common people treated Lingbi sincerely, but what they could do for Lingbi was only a few words That's all.

Day by day, Lingbi used her sharpness to fight against the whole city. She always told herself, hold on, hold on, the person she misses must be coming soon.

However, half a year has passed, and a year has passed, and the flowers she planted have formed a sea, but that person never came, and she never even received a reply letter.

A year later, she finally received a letter from Hua Manlou.Only then did she know that after she returned to Beijing, Hua Manlou had moved out.He first stayed in seclusion for half a year, and after he left the seclusion, he was dragged around by Lu Xiaofeng, and he didn't know about her letter until he returned to Hua's house a few days ago.

Although Hua Manlou didn't come to see Lingbi, he started writing to her.Every time Lingbi received a letter from Hua Manlou, she would write a long letter and return it, sometimes even sending several letters in succession.However, Hua Manlou is always traveling around, living in no fixed place, unable to receive Lingbi's letters in time, and unable to reply in time, the contact between the two is getting slower and less and less.

Lingbi always tried to retain the intimate relationship between her and Huamanlou, but they had been separated for too long, and they had changed a lot.She didn't understand what he said, and he didn't understand what she mentioned. Over time, even if they could communicate, the two had nothing to say.

The more desperately she tried to catch her, the paler her relationship with Huamanlou became, and the more desperate she became.

She stood in the sea of ​​flowers, comforting herself desperately in her heart, she told herself, it's okay, it's okay, she should have thought of it long ago, she chose her own path and decided to return to Beijing, so she can't back down, can't be cowardly, can't Then seek comfort from Huamanlou, after all, her seventh brother also has his own way to go.

Thinking of this, she forced a smile on her face, then suddenly squatted in the sea of ​​flowers and cried again.

Another year passed, and Lingbi turned 15 years old.On the eve of her birthday, she received a letter from Hua Manlou.In the letter, he said that now that he was trapped in the desert, he could not go to see her Jiji ceremony, so he had to present the wooden hairpin made by himself first.

Holding the wooden hairpin in Lingbi's hand, she read Huamanlou's letter over and over again with a dull expression. Every time she read it, the strength in her hand tightened.

On Jiji's day, Huamanlou did not come, but Lingbi stubbornly went to wait for him with a wooden hairpin in his hand, from noon to sunset.The guests gradually became agitated. When the eldest princess signaled Lingbi not to be self-willed any longer, Lingbi finished her wedding ceremony in tears, facing everyone's surprised or mocking eyes.

On the second day after Jiji, Lingbi left the capital.She began to travel around, began to practice medicine, and began to walk her own way.On her head was a wooden hairpin given by Huamanlou. She had traveled to many places and met many people, but she had never met that person. She no longer dared to take the initiative to look for it, but hoped to meet people.

That year, she encountered floods in Kaifeng.She rescued a boy who was about her age, and the boy who was a head taller than her and with stubborn eyes recognized her and vowed to follow her for the rest of his life.She wanted to drive him away, but the frail boy's desperate efforts to hold back his tears made her heart soften, which reminded her of herself.

After the flood, Kaifeng was a hell on earth, with the plague spreading and corpses everywhere.She struggled and lingered in this hell on earth for a long time. She tried to compete with the gods, but finally failed. She suffered a complete defeat, and even she herself was infected with the plague.

She gradually fell down, but the thin boy was not afraid of infection, and insisted on guarding her bedside.She was so sick that she was almost confused, but she kept talking about asking the old man to deliver a letter for her, to Huamanlou.

At the beginning, the old man only coaxed her, but in the end he couldn't hide it anymore, so he had to tell her with a sigh that Huamanlou had not left the retreat again earlier, so he would not receive her letter.

That day, Lingbi lay on the bedside and cried for a long time. She kept crying, crying so much that even the stubborn young man guarding her got annoyed and yelled at her desperately.

"What's so good about him, he deserves your crazy love! I'm always by your side, and I'm willing to die with you, what about him? What did he do for you?!"

Because of this sentence, Lingbi cried all night, not knowing whether it was for herself who went crazy, or for the boy who was also crazy.

After that, Zhu Youtang, who was far away in the capital, invited Ximen Chuuxue to Kaifeng.This white-clothed man with a black scabbard and an indifferent face brought life to Lingbi, but at the same time negated all her efforts.

The effect of the elixir on Lingbi was not good. She always had a high fever and was always awakened by nightmares. She cried and begged Ximen Chuuxue to take her to Huamanlou. Even if she dies, she must die by Brother Qi's side, because only in this way, if she really can't survive, she will no longer be afraid of the black people on Huangquan Road.

Ximen Chuuxue sent Lingbi to Xiaolou, at that time, Huamanlou will leave the customs.

When Lingbi was forced to come to the small building by the young man, she saw Hua Manlou standing in front of the dressing table combing Shangguan Feiyan's hair.Shangguan Feiyan with a pretty face talked enthusiastically to Hua Manlou, who listened carefully with a very gentle expression.Every time I comb it a few times, Hua Manlou would sigh, "You really look like my little sister".But hearing such words, Shangguan Feiyan was not happy.

Like her, Lingbi laughed at herself in her heart, she really didn't understand, since Huamanlou missed her so much, why never came to her, since he missed her so much, why did he ignore her, but treat the woman beside him so tenderly ?

Forcibly suppressing the grief and jealousy in her heart, Lingbi went up the small building, walked to Huamanlou's side, choked up and called him, then passed out.

When she woke up again, Lingbi saw neither Huamanlou nor the boy.She heard the boy's voice coming from outside the door, low but full of anger.He threatened something over and over again, Huamanlou only responded at the beginning, and then did not speak again.

Huamanlou began to concentrate on taking care of Lingbi. He took off the jade pendant and handed it to Shangguan Feiyan. He told her apologetically that now he only wanted to take care of his sick little sister and couldn't help her. She could take it first. Yupei went to find Lu Xiaofeng, and when his younger sister recovered from illness, he would help her again.

Shangguan Feiyan took the jade pendant, looked at the sleeping Lingbi calmly, and agreed with a smile.

Taking care of a sick child is naturally different from taking care of a sick girl. Whenever Lingbi is crooked in Huamanlou's arms and acting like a baby, the touch of her body's closeness always makes Huamanlou stiff.He wanted to keep a distance from Lingbi, but Lingbi was always crying, and his crying made him anxious, and he couldn't bear to make her sad anymore.

Gradually, Lingbi's impression in Huamanlou's heart was no longer that immature child, but a hazy girl who looked like a willow tip in spring.Hua Manlou felt something sprouting in his heart, but he didn't want to think about it, and he didn't dare to think about it.

Lingbi's temper became worse and worse, and her possessiveness towards Huamanlou became stronger and stronger. She showed her affection more and more clearly, but Huamanlou didn't seem to understand any of her hints, and still regarded her as a Doting on like a little sister.

The stubborn young man who came with Lingbi began to become silent. Sometimes when he saw Lingbi being held in Huamanlou's arms, his eyes would suddenly shine with astonishing light, and then gradually darken and become deep.

Gradually, Lingbi could not be satisfied with the status quo. On the day of her complete recovery, she enthusiastically expressed her feelings to Huamanlou, she put everything on the table, and did not allow Huamanlou to escape in the slightest.

Pushed to the limit, Hua Manlou finally changed his face. He rejected Ling Bi with a trembling voice, and then stumbled out of the room.

The Lingbi who was left behind was pale, and her fingertips were trembling.When the young man walked in, she suddenly shed tears, then smiled slightly distorted, and said softly to the young man, "Look, he doesn't want me, he actually doesn't want me." After finishing speaking, she leaned against the head of the bed and laughed crazily stand up.

After laughing, she hissed: "Hua Man Lou, if you don't like me, then you'd better not like me for the rest of your life, otherwise I will pay you back a thousand times!"

The next day, Lingbi took the boy out of the small building.After that, she seemed to be a different person.

The former obsession with Huamanlou disappeared, and she agreed to the boy's marriage proposal.But at the same time, she started flirting with different men.Every time, when she teased each other with different men, the boy always frantically stopped her, insulted her, and even begged her, but she still went her own way.

Since the heart is dead, everything is fine.

Finally, the day of marriage arrived.Lingbi was wearing a fiery red wedding dress, and was in a daze in front of the mirror.The same young man in red suddenly walked in regardless of the obstruction, and solemnly said to Lingbi: "I've thought about it for a long time, but I can't marry you."

He talked to Lingbi a lot, from their first meeting to now.In the end, he suddenly stepped forward to hug Lingbi, and said in a deep voice: "We are all fools, but now I have decided to give up, you... give up too, don't force yourself."

Lingbi looked straight at the young man, and for a moment, her eyes were filled with water.She lowered her head and held the young man's hand, smiled, and said, "Congratulations, you're free. It's just that you're going to accompany me to finish the scene today, and I'll make peace for you tomorrow."

When Lingbi and the young man walked up to the people hand in hand and greeted each other amidst the applause of the crowd, both of them suddenly had their eyes wet.She thought in her heart, it would be great if I loved him; he thought in her heart, it would be great if she loved me.However, things can't go as expected.

At the last moment when Lingbi left the hall, the wind blew up her head curtain.In the crowd, the tall and straight man with a haggard face just appeared in front of her.

On the wedding night, different dreams in the same bed.The next day, the boy quietly left the capital with He Lishu.

Lingbi began to look after her face, and all the men she picked always looked like Huamanlou.

Empress Zhang couldn't stop her, the eldest princess couldn't reason with her, and even Zhu Youtang had nothing to do with her.She drank every day, got drunk, and when she woke up the next day, there were always different people lying next to her.

When Huamanlou reappeared in front of Lingbi, she was already drunk.She pushed away the man beside her, staggered towards Hua Manlou, looked at him for a while with drunken eyes, clapped her hands and smiled, "This one is good, this one looks the best!"

Lingbi was forcibly taken away by Huamanlou with a smile like this, and her wrist was painfully held.She was picked up by Hua Manlou and placed on the bed, her face was gently wiped, and she was carefully given hangover soup.She drank half a bowl of soup with Hua Manlou's hand, and suddenly knocked over the soup bowl with a wave of her hand, tore off Hua Manlou's belt, and climbed onto his shoulder.

Lips pressed together, Lingbi sucked delicately, she kissed passionately, but didn't get the slightest response.The body held was stiff, Lingbi frowned in dissatisfaction, then pushed Hua Manlou away fiercely, waved impatiently: "If you don't know how to serve, get out of here! Go, call the one just now. "

As soon as she finished speaking, Hua Manlou immediately pressed her down on the couch, her lips were sealed tightly.She didn't understand why the person in front of her was so presumptuous, so she pushed impatiently, but Hua Manlou seemed to have gone crazy, biting and sucking her frantically, entangled with her desperately.

When Hua Manlou entered Lingbi roughly, although it was not the first time, she still felt a slight pain.Hua Manlou tightly clasped Lingbi's waist, slammed into her fiercely, and penetrated her.His movements were very violent, and his breathing was very rapid. He remained silent all the time, but his face was full of pain and fragility.

Finally, when Lingbi shrank inward suddenly, groaning and groaning softly in her arms, Huamanlou's eyes darkened suddenly, and she called out "Abi" in a hoarse voice.

At noon on the second day, when Lingbi woke up in a daze, Hua Manlou was sitting in front of her bed, frowning deeply, thinking about something in her heart.

Ling Bi froze at first, then sat up slowly, stretched, and said casually: "It was you last night?"

Hua Manlou's face was tense, and he responded in a low voice.After a while, he opened his lips slightly, but hesitated to speak.

Ling Bi smiled indifferently, and lazily said: "I will give you two choices, the first is to stay and serve me, and the second is to leave immediately."

Hearing this, Hua Manlou stopped breathing, and suddenly approached her, and said solemnly: "Serve you?"

Lingbi pushed him away, and said with a smile: "You don't understand? Well, let me put it another way, you stay and be my face."

"A Bi!" Hua Manlou scolded her sharply.

Ling Bi was suddenly annoyed, and said coldly: "If you don't want to, get out! To be honest, I don't need your face."

In the end, Hua Manlou still stayed, he had no other choice.

He lived in the garden arranged by Lingbi for three days, and Lingbi never came to him for the whole three days.He asked the steward of the mansion about Lingbi's whereabouts, but was ridiculed by the steward.

"This is what you should care about? There are many gentlemen who have been lifted by the princess, just wait slowly!"

Hua Manlou returned to the garden with such an answer. He stood by the window all night. When the dew wet his coat, he suddenly felt a biting cold. The cold penetrated deep into the bone marrow and made him shiver uncontrollably. stand up.

On the fourth day, Lingbi finally summoned him.When Hua Manlou was impatient and joyful, she hurried to Lingbi's side, only to find that she was surrounded by men, and she was getting bored with one of them. The entangled voice lingered in his ears, It drove him crazy in an instant.

Hua Manlou's anger almost toppled the roof of the house. He threw out the men surrounding Lingbi one by one. go outside.

Lingbi's face darkened instantly, and he said in a deep voice, "Do you know what you are doing!"

Hua Manlou suddenly pulled her into his arms, crushed her lips, snatched her breath, and entangled her little tongue.After a while, he separated from her, and murmured with heavy panting: "What am I doing, you asked me what I was doing..."

The whispering voice suddenly increased, with endless anger, "Then tell me what you are doing!" After speaking, he suddenly pressed Lingbi on the couch and began to tear her clothes.

With fiery lips, rapid breathing, and close skin, she was forcibly dragged into a strong storm by him.

When the wind and rain subsided, Huamanlou suddenly hugged Lingbi tightly, buried her head in her neck, and begged her in pain, "Abi, I beg you, please don't do this again, okay? I will do whatever you want." I promise you, whatever you want is fine, as long as you don't do this again, don't torture yourself..." At the end, he almost choked up.

After a while of silence, Lingbi suddenly laughed, her smile was like ice that couldn't be melted.She bent her eyes slightly, and said lightly: "Promise me anything, huh?"

"You can kill me." Hua Manlou's voice was very erratic.

"How can I be willing to kill you." Lingbi's voice was provocative, but her eyes were extremely cold, "You must naturally live well."

After that, Ling Bi dismissed Mian Shou and asked people to pack their luggage and prepare to leave Beijing.She is going to go to Yun □ □ doctor, her medical skills have been left behind for too long, it is time to pick them up.

Before leaving, Lingbi said to Huamanlou: "You go back, when I think about what I want you to do, I will naturally go to you."

Hua Manlou returned to the small building in a daze, and he began to wait in agony.One day, one month, half a year, one year, he waited almost numbly, waiting for the person in the distance to pick the sharpest knife, and then come over and insert it into his heart.

Two years passed quickly. During this period, Hua Manlou heard many rumors about Lingbi.Some said that she had excellent medical skills, some said that she had a good heart, some people talked about the medical center she built, and some people talked about the plague prescription she developed.She seemed to be doing just fine, and his end was getting closer and closer.

One day, when Huamanlou was pruning the branches and leaves of the flowers and plants, the dusty Lingbi suddenly appeared in front of him.Her laughter was very relaxed and cheerful, she walked into his side, hugged him and said: "Hua Man Lou, I finally found a cure for your eyes!"

Huamanlou remained silent for a long time, but hugged him tightly.

Lingbi stayed in the small building, and she began to treat Huamanlou's eyes.Huamanlou cooperated with the weird acupuncture and the pungent medicinal bath without any complaints.For him now, as long as Lingbi is willing to be by his side is enough.

Every day, Lingbi would apply ointment on the brocade belt to cover Huamanlou's eyes.She told Hua Manlou that his eyes would be healed if he continued to apply the medicine for three months.

The relationship between Lingbi and Huamanlou began to ease. She lived in the small building every day, always hugging Huamanlou and acting like a baby as before.She talked with Hua Manlou about her experience in the past two years, and Hua Manlou listened carefully, occasionally asking for details seriously.

One day, while talking with Hua Manlou, Lingbi suddenly mentioned something stupid about her when she was young.When Hua Manlou teased her about her gluttony, she suddenly bent down and laughed, then threw herself into Hua Manlou's arms to wring his mouth.

I don't know who started it first, but the soft lips stuck together.Lingbi and Huamanlou greeted and encouraged each other warmly.Gradually, the lingering kiss became more intense, and the naked and exposed skin rubbed together, bringing a tingling sensation.

When Hua Manlou entered Lingbi gently, he suddenly pressed against Lingbi's ear, gasped and said, "Abi, I really want to see how you look."

Three months passed quickly, and when the last day came, Lingbi went out to get the medicine as usual, but did not return for a long time.

Hua Manlou's eyes were covered with brocade, sitting in front of the window and waiting quietly.He waited until the sun set, but instead of Lingbi, he waited for Lu Xiaofeng.

Lu Xiaofeng's voice, which is usually lively, is extremely tense today.He spoke wisecracks, but dryly.He removed the brocade belt for Huamanlou, then handed a letter to Huamanlou, and said in a harsh voice, "This, she gave it to you..."

Twenty years of darkness finally ushered in the light, and Hua Manlou's eyes became sore due to the soft light of the setting sun.He held the letter tightly in his hand, opened it tremblingly, and saw that there was only one sentence on it.

"I've thought about what you promised back then. From now on, I won't allow you to see me."

His fingers trembled, and the piece of paper fell to the ground.Hua Manlou's eyes flickered, and then leaned against the window, showing a fragile and melancholy smile.He turned around slowly, and saw Lu Xiaofeng's eyes were reddish, and he turned his face away in embarrassment.

"Lu Xiaofeng," he said with a steady voice, "I can see, isn't this a very good thing?"

Lu Xiaofeng tremblingly said: "Good thing, this is of course a great good thing."

"Yeah, it's a good thing." Hua Manlou turned around and looked out the window, softly said in the long-lost brightness, "From now on, I can see all the beautiful things in this world, I can see blooming flowers, I can see the streams in the mountains, the fallen leaves in autumn, I can see my relatives, I can see my friends, it’s a pity..."

A sigh passed softly, and gradually dissipated in the air.

"Unfortunately, the person I most want to see will never be seen again."

The author has something to say: This is the BE episode after holding it back for two days. After writing the sweet and sad story, it's really f***ing, it's special.Those who say that I am not cruel, my master, hehehe, I am holding back all the abuse here!Not convinced!

The abuse in this chapter is not nonsense, the choice is different, the result is different.If Huamanlou had spent a long time in retreat for the first time in the small building, he would have missed the two letters from Lingbi. Without those two letters, he would not have made up his mind to go to the capital to accompany a lover to him in half a year. A child with a strange mind.

If he didn't go to the capital to accompany Lingbi, the relationship between the two of them would weaken and they would have nothing to say.Hua Manlou focused on improving himself and traveling around, then his understanding of martial arts would be faster, and the second retreat would be logical, and then he would miss the opportunity to recognize his feelings and miss the news that Lingbi had fallen into the disaster area.

Because Huamanlou went to the disaster area to find Lingbi, so he and Lu Xiaofeng avoided the Jinpeng incident, and he didn't go to Kaifeng in the episode, so he met Shangguan Feiyan.

Because of the choice, Huamanlou became more resistant to her feelings for Lingbi, and because of the choice, Lingbi became more paranoid, and eventually hated Huamanlou.

It is never anything else that makes people go to destruction, but the ordinary choices in every day.