Throwing down the bear child of the Flower God[Comprehensive]

Chapter 77 ◇Emotional Love

Today's scenery is just right, the drizzle is soft and lingering, the flowers are in full bloom, and there is a peaceful and beautiful scene around.

Huamanlou stands in a sea of ​​flowers, standing quietly.There is a fresh fragrance of flowers and plants in the rainwater, which makes people intoxicated by the smell.Huamanlou stretched her brows and eyes, and stretched out her hand to gently caress the petals.

For Huamanlou, today is a very special day, because Zhu Youtang, who has never paid any attention to him, unexpectedly called him into the palace today for the first time.Just an hour ago, Wynn came to the princess mansion, and in the name of the emperor, he kindly brought Huamanlou into the palace, then led him into a sea of ​​flowers in a palace and left.

Now, Huamanlou had been waiting for half an hour, but Zhu Youtang still didn't show up.Because Huamanlou was worried and had fresh flowers to accompany him, he didn't feel that the time was difficult. After all, he had already passed two whole years of life that was even more difficult than this.

The flowers here are in full bloom and there are many types. No matter what season it is, there are flowers that can bloom here.Huamanlou groped carefully, admiring the flowers one by one, he leaned forward and sniffed the fragrance of the flowers, and suddenly asked himself in his heart, whether he could meet his little girl on this trip today?

In fact, Lingbi returned to Beijing as early as ten days ago.After Huamanlou knew about this, he did not act rashly. He didn't want to think wildly, and he didn't want to let himself have too much hope. But even so, he still didn't leave the house for ten days, as if he was afraid that if someone came to him, he would find him. If there is no one, it seems that someone will come to him.

On the tenth day, he didn't find the person he wanted to see, but he was summoned by Zhu Youtang.

Anxiety arose in his heart in vain, and there was a bit of sadness and bitterness in Hua Manlou's smile.He straightened up, and the fingers caressing the flower branches gradually left.At that moment, Huamanlou suddenly felt a little dazed. He didn't know how to live his life, he didn't know how to take the road ahead, the road ahead was boundless, and the road back was cut off. Even the suffocating pain almost left him.

The most difficult thing in a person's life is never to endure pain, but to be forgotten for a long time. Gradually, even sadness becomes worthless.

Suddenly, familiar footsteps came from a distance, step by step, the visitor walked very calmly, without deliberately covering up anything.Hua Manlou's heart trembled in an instant. At that moment, there was no sound between the sky and the earth. In his ears, there were only the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer, and his breathing became heavier and harder. Voice.

Time passed very slowly, bit by bit, itching and aching, finally, the footsteps stopped, and a delicate and slightly shy female voice sounded from behind Huamanlou.

"Are these flowers blooming well?"

Hua Manlou didn't move or speak.

Because there was no response, the delicate female voice muttered annoyedly, and then poked a finger on Hua Manlou's waist, scratching it gently.

"I'm asking you, do you still like these flowers?" This time, the female voice was not only shy, but also annoyed.

His fingers scratched his waist extremely itchy, as if he had hooked Hua Manlou's heart as well.Hua Manlou was in a trance, when suddenly he felt the strength on his waist, and then the touch of his fingers left.

Before he could think about it, Hua Manlou turned around suddenly, and grabbed Lingbi's little hand that was about to withdraw.He held it extremely tightly, and the blunt force was transmitted to Lingbi's wrist, causing Lingbi to frown slightly.

After a while, Hua Manlou spoke, his voice was hoarse, "Hua... very good, I like it very much..."

Hearing this, Lingbi smiled, "That's good, I planted these flowers, I guessed that you would like them."

Hua Manlou was taken aback, and said, "You planted these flowers?"

"Yes." Lingbi looked sideways at the sea of ​​flowers, "I have planted every flower here since I came back at the age of 13. I come back to Beijing regularly every year to see them bloom with my own eyes. Help them prune the flower branches."

From the age of 13 to the full five years.Thinking of this, Hua Manlou's hand suddenly trembled, and then gradually relaxed.

Lingbi lowered her head and lowered her eyes, raised her hand to tuck the hair from her sideburns behind her ears, then raised her head and looked straight at Huamanlou, smiling slightly, "Before, I was very sad that you... were not by my side, so I I started to learn how to grow flowers, and I thought about planting all the flowers throughout the year, so that no matter when you come to see me, I will have something you like here."

At the end, she sighed slightly and said: "Unfortunately, I never had the chance to show you these flowers."

Hua Manlou's lips moved a few times, he wanted to speak, but he couldn't, his heart seemed to be tightly grasped, his throat seemed to be choked, he couldn't speak, he couldn't even breathe All with pain.

Five years, five full years, from the age of 13 to now.During this period, he came to Beijing to accompany her for a year, but during this year, he never knew about the sea of ​​flowers she planted in the deep palace.But it turned out that every time she entered the palace, she hid in this sea of ​​flowers, with very complicated emotions, missing the people close at hand, and then planted flower seeds alone...

Just now, she said that she had no chance to bring him to see the flowers, did she have no chance, or did she not dare to bring him to see the flowers?What is she afraid of, what is she timid about?It's nothing more than... I'm afraid that even such a beautiful thing won't be able to keep him.

For five years, she was alone, with nowhere to express her feelings, and almost no one believed her, so she could only grow flowers by herself, buried those despairs and anxieties deep in the ground, hoping that they would never haunt her again.

She had planted flowers for five years, and she had also waited for him for five years, but he had only waited for her for two years, and he already felt pain to the bone, almost dying.

After a long while, Lingbi said softly: "Hua Manlou, when I saw you today, I wanted to ask you a question. I can only feel at ease if you answer this question yourself."

Hua Manlou smiled wistfully, and said in a shy voice, "Tell me."

Ling Bi looked at Hua Manlou's face, but suddenly she didn't know where to start.After a while, she lowered her head slightly, bit her lips and said: "In the past two years, I have traveled to many places and met many outstanding men who are about my age. Some of them... want to marry I."

As she was talking, she suddenly saw Hua Manlou's eyes darken in an instant, and the smiling Hua Manlou seemed to have returned to the way she was two years ago, quiet but almost crazy.She was apprehensive, she clenched the corner of her clothes tightly in her hands, and said, "I, I didn't agree to them. In the past two years, I have been thinking about our relationship."

After a pause, she continued: "In the past, you always felt that I was young, so I must not know what you really want. You have caused me a lot of grievances, and I, I have also given you a lot of torture. Let's... get even..."

Hua Manlou said "Okay" in a deep voice, and his big hand holding Lingbi's wrist relaxed a little more, and his thumb lightly pressed on the delicate and soft skin at the center of Lingbi's wrist, rubbing it carefully.

Seeing this, Lingbi felt a little uncomfortable on her face, she struggled, trying to get rid of Huamanlou's big hand.Unexpectedly, just after she shook her a few times, Hua Manlou pulled her into his arms.

When the warm embrace with the scent of grass and trees surrounded Lingbi, her face suddenly burned up and became red.She raised her hand to beat Huamanlou, a little annoyed, a little annoyed, "Huamanlou!" Her voice trembled slightly, "I, I haven't finished yet!"

"Tell me." Hua Manlou leaned forward and hugged Lingbi tightly, lowered his head and put his chin on Lingbi's temples, then said in a hoarse voice with his brows trembling.

Lingbi was helpless, and there was some helplessness in her voice, "In the past two years, I have helped many people outside and saved many lives. I have been thinking, if I hadn't met you back then, I would still be here today. It will look like this. There has always been a beast in my heart. I can't control it, so I can only endure and suppress it. For so many years, I have been ruthless, and I want to kill this beast completely. It never occurred to me that what I should learn to do is how to live with it."

Hua Manlou listened quietly, his brows and eyes slowly relaxed.

"Since I met you when I was eight years old, you gave me all the sunshine and the whole world. How could I leave you, how could I not love you, and love others? Two years ago, I ran away , I, I just don't want to force you, I just want to tell you that even if you really don't love me, it doesn't matter..."

"It doesn't matter whether you love me or not. It doesn't matter who you love or who you are loved by. It doesn't matter where you are. I just want to tell you that I don't want to force anything. I just want to be somewhere in this world. With you, I feel that everything in the world is worth loving."

"In the past two years, when I helped others, I felt that I was helping you. When I accepted other people's kindness, I felt that these kindnesses were sent to me from afar. Huamanlou, I love you, because I love you, so I am willing to get along well with the beast in my heart, because I love you, so I sincerely love everything in the world."

In an instant, Hua Manlou's heart trembled, as if countless waves were surging, rolling, and beating in his heart.He seemed to see all the scenery in the world, so gorgeous, so dazzling.

In his arms, Lingbi was already crying like a child. She sobbed and clutched his skirt tightly, leaned against him, then tried to raise her head, blinked desperately, trying to see him clearly with her tearful eyes clearly.

"Huamanlou..." She cried aggrievedly, her crying tightly wrapped Huamanlou's heart, "I don't want to practice medicine that only loves you, it's too useless. But I don't want to Imagine being like my master, forcing myself to be ruthless, and then practice the way of medicine to love the world with great enlightenment, I think clearly, what I want to practice in the future is to love all the ways of medicine in the world because I love you."

Hua Manlou hugged Ling Bi tightly, his eyes were slightly red, and his breathing was already very rapid.He hugged her, almost breaking her waist, as if nothing could make him feel at ease.

"Hua Man Lou!" The crying voice suddenly raised, Ling Bi stretched out her hands, trying to tiptoe to hug Hua Man Lou's neck.Her eyes were already blurred, and in the dimness, she seemed to feel that Hua Manlou was bending over to cooperate with her. She cried, shouted, and asked loudly with all the strength in her body, "I came today to ask you something. If so, I want to ask you, I want to ask you..."

"I love you."

A gentle and firm male voice sounded in Lingbi's ear, with a hint of hoarseness and confusion.Lingbi finally laughed. She hugged Hua Manlou tightly, and when she was about to speak, Hua Manlou pinned her head and sealed her lips tightly.

The drizzle was still lingering, and he wove it into a soft silk scarf with his thin and dense rain, and then gently wrapped the kissing couple.The flowers bloom leisurely, swaying quietly under the bath of rain.

Drizzle, flowers, lovers.

The weather is fine today.

The author has something to say: I have finally reached this point in writing, and I am crying myself. The two love each other, it is so beautiful, and it is not easy.If two years ago Huamanlou could reluctantly let go, then today, after Lingbi said these words to him, even if Lingbi really doesn't love him anymore, he will never let go.

The weather is just right today, and I wish all the readers who read this article to be able to love the person they want to love, to do what they want to do, to have a smooth life, to protect themselves from the wind and rain, and not to be pityed by others, just so proud Then, step by step, embrace the one you love generously.

bless all of you!