?In the middle of the night, Ayase woke up from the pain.

Her throat hurt like a fire, as if a piece of red iron had been put into it. She opened her mouth, instinctively wanting to shout something, but the sharp pain in her throat suddenly made her mind go blank, making her tremble with pain all over her body. Tears fell down instantly.

It hurts, it hurts.

She sucked in air hard, the air that was poured in seemed extraordinarily cold, gasping for air hissingly, she began to kick the quilt.

it's too hot.

She felt as if her upper body was soaked in molten lava and her lower body was soaked in ice water.

She curled up her body, resting her head on her legs, her whole body rolled into a shrimp shape.

But still very hot.

His throat was so sore that he couldn't make a sound.

The vocal cords seemed to be breaking.

She was tormented by the alternation of pain and cold and heat so that she couldn't speak, and she shed tears unconsciously.

help me...

dying.

dying.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

She tossed and turned on the bed, and finally fell to the ground with a bang.

The nurse on duty heard an unusual muffled noise in the room, and hurried over to check, only to find that Ayase, who had her face pressed to the floor, was flushed with heat.

When Ayase woke up, it was already noon.There are a few holes blown out by needles on the back of the hand, and there is an extra bag on the head.

"Because it was discovered too late, your retina may be burned out, and your vision may be affected a little in the future... It will be better by wearing specially configured glasses. You should treat it as special myopia."

Ayase listened to the doctor's words with a blank face, without saying a word.

The world became ghosted again, only this time there was no way to recover.

She reached out to grab an apple by the bed, but her fingers pierced through air.

She tried several times before she touched the entity in the empty space next to the apple in her vision.

When she finally touched the apple, she touched its smooth skin for a long time in a daze, then suddenly raised her hand and threw it viciously towards the wall.

The apple hit the wall, and with a crisp sound, it exploded.

Her eyes have since become a fraudster, constantly deceiving her senses.

This was what Komaeda saw when he entered the door.

The girl with loose hair sat on the hospital bed with her head raised expressionlessly, her eyes seemed to be blind without any focus.

"... Matsui-san." He called softly.

She turned her head silently, and his expressionless expression made him feel a little trembling.Ayase just looked at him like this, and after a while, she suddenly lay down on the bed, with her back to him, without saying a word.

Ayase herself knew that she was venting anger, but she couldn't help but control her emotions.She kept thinking, if it wasn't for Komaeda, then she wouldn't have had her throat punctured, wouldn't have had a fever, and her retina wouldn't have problems, and her world wouldn't have become so frustrating...

This is venting anger.

It's all Komaeda's fault.

This is venting anger.

It's all Komaeda's fault.

Ayase gripped the quilt with her hand, tightening it little by little.

Hearing footsteps approaching, she silently covered her head with the quilt.

The world under the quilt was dark, which made her feel a little at ease.

"Matsui-san."

His voice sounded a bit sad, and Ayase's hands trembled uncontrollably.

But she really didn't know what expression to use to face him now, so she could only roll herself up like a ostrich.

"Matsui-san, it's all my fault...I'm really sorry for making you like this..."

it's not your fault.

She retorted instinctively in her heart, but she suddenly felt that she was a little disgusted like this. Could it be that she was the one who pushed the fault on Komaeda in her heart before? What does this hypocritical thinking mean now?

contradiction.

And Komaeda continued to say: "I also know that I am a bit cheeky to say this... But the moment Matsui-san said that he wanted to be friends with me, I was really happy and happy, all because I was so happy, and the result It's my fault that I didn't firmly reject Matsui-san, and now Matsui-san has become like this... If I had rejected Matsui-san at that time, Matsui-san would not have become like this."

Say no more.

"Matsui-san, thank you very much these days... I haven't had any friends for a long, long time. Since I was very young, there have been accidents around me, and I have always been alone. This is the first time I met To someone like Matsui-san."

stop talking...

"Matsui-san, thank you... These few days are the happiest days of my life, I haven't talked to anyone like this for a long time..."

please stop talking...

"I also know that I shouldn't appear in front of Matsui-san at all... I was wondering if I could continue to be friends, but now it seems that I am too thick-skinned... Matsui-san, I am sorry to disturb you After leaving you, I will consciously get out of your field of vision ten meters away in the future."

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh please don't say no more please don't say no more please don't say no more! !

"Matsui-san, I also know about your illness... I'm sorry that I can't help you at the moment, but I will try my best to contact the best doctor in Japan, and I will bear all the surgery expenses. Please don't have Matsui-san Psychological pressure."

Say no more, say no more, say no more! !If I go on, I can’t hate you at all, I can’t blame you, I can’t let you share my heavy pressure, I can’t turn a blind eye to you, I can’t not like you ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

He paused for a few seconds, and finally said slowly in a sour voice: "Matsui-san, I'm leaving, I won't see you again, please rest assured."

Her pupils constricted violently.

Hearing the footsteps gradually fade away, and finally disappeared.She lifted the quilt, and the dazzling sunlight made her close her eyes.

When it was opened again, the world was still as if copied and dragged, showing two overlapping ghost images.

She glanced at the notebook beside the bed in a daze, stretched out her hand, grabbed the notebook several times, and finally got the notebook in her hand.After hastily flipping through it twice, Komaeda's chubby and childish characters look clean and tidy even in the double image state, obviously it took a lot of effort to copy them.

It was really hard for her to imagine how long it would take to write this thick notebook.

Putting down the notes, she lifted the quilt and jumped to the ground.

Because the world in her eyes had gone wrong, she staggered and almost fell to the ground, but she didn't care, and she didn't even have time to put on her shoes, so she stumbled and ran out.

Don't be kidding, I finally became friends with you——

His throat was sore as if being pulled by a saw, and his vocal cords seemed to be numb.

She was running in this crooked and tricky world.

Everyone else is a useless backdrop that just needs to be transcended.

Only him.

only he—

must be found.

When she saw the white-haired boy in front of her, she no longer cared about the damage to her throat, and shouted hoarsely, "Koma———"

But the voice that he shouted with all his strength was as small as the words of gnats, and was quickly drowned in the air.

He stopped and turned around slowly.

"... Matsui-san?"

He looked at Ayase who was panting and stumbling as if she might fall at any moment, he was also startled, and instinctively stretched out his hand to support her.

But she didn't care about anything else, grabbed his shirt collar, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't want to see you again."

"……Hey?"

"It was so hard to become friends with you, so I don't want to see you again."

She said seriously, seeing the white-haired boy's expression change from a little bit of astonishment to joy.

When this guy smiles, I feel like the whole world is blooming.

After the double image, it became two Komaeda, and the lethality doubled.

Ayase thought bitterly.

Who knew that in the next second, Komaeda hugged her: "Ayase-san, I'm really touched... woo woo woo... This is the first time someone is willing to be friends with me like this, woo woo... ..."

Why is this guy crying all of a sudden!

Ayase, who was still a little hesitant about her decision, was immediately softened by Komaeda's crying, and the hesitation was thrown out of the sky.Feeling like being coquettishly acted by a big dog, Ayase felt a little helpless, so she touched his hair and stroked it soothingly twice.She even sighed with emotion, Komaeda's hair was as soft as cotton candy, how did those stupid hairs stand up - this dull person didn't notice at all, Komaeda's name for her had changed.

"Ayase-san, can you always be my friend from now on?"

"Ah, of course..."

"Ayase-san, can we go to school together in the future?"

"That's what I said..."

"Ayase-san, can I have lunch with you?"

"This, it's okay..."

"Ayase-san, it's a deal! We will always be together in the future!"

"……Hey?"

"Aya~Se~san~~~~ As expected, people like me are not qualified..."

"No, no... Well, whatever you say is what it is..."

"Then, it's agreed."

Although she felt that Komaeda's tone was a bit weird, she still gave a slow "hmm".

Isn't it just to go to school together, small meaning.

Why don't we make lunch together, Komaeda doesn't seem like someone who can cook...

On her side, she had already started to think about the dishes in the future, so she couldn't see it naturally, and Komaeda, who rested his chin on her shoulder, showed a creepy smile on his face.

Well, it's an agreement, to be together forever.

Afterwards, Ayase was scolded bloody by the doctor.

Only then did she realize how dangerous it was to run out without adapting to the new visual point.According to the doctor, it is not only possible to step on the steps unsteadily and fall directly, but there have also been examples of sprained legs due to wrong focus of vision and wrong strength of legs when running.

To make matters worse, because of forced vocalization, her vocal cords were injured a second time, which is no longer to the extent that she can recover after a few days of recuperation.

"If you use your voice again, just wait for your vocal cords to fail."

The doctor snorted coldly, turned his head and began to lecture Komaeda with a guilty face, which made Komaeda shrunk abruptly.

but--

If you train, just train, what is that sour tone, "Young people nowadays are really terrible", "You guys are awkward, you have to break your body to be comfortable", "Men should give way more Girlfriend, don't be stingy and angry with other girls, do you understand", what is this!

Komaeda, nod your head!What do you want with a taught expression!

Ayase felt that she had complained about her incompetence.As a person with a disabled voice, she could only sit on the bed and silently protest with her eyes.

"Ayase-san? Are you hungry?"

——Why do you always look like you are eager to feed me when I show a protesting expression!Komaeda, are you planning to be a breeder? ?

"Ayase-san, you can only drink plain porridge these days...be patient for a while."

Ayase stared at the ghosted Komaeda with bulging fish eyes, stared for a while, then turned her head away silently, pretending to be arrogant.

"Good job."

Then it was shunned by a large dog...

Ayase always felt a little frustrated.

"By the way, Ayase-san... Do you want to tell your parents about your eyes?"

Ayase subconsciously shook her head.

Anyway, as long as she didn't die, they probably wouldn't care about her.

On the parents' side, it doesn't matter whether they care or take care of them... Anyway, it's been like this since I was a child, so it doesn't matter.

Just give her money.

Yes, just give her the money.

Komaeda keenly sensed that something was wrong with her mood, and changed the subject tactfully: "Speaking of which, Ayase-san... the doctor said that you can get glasses in the afternoon."

Ayase's eyes lit up instantly.

"are you happy?"

nod nod.

"Then drink the porridge."

Shaking his head.

"Ayase-san..."

Don't, don't show that expression!

Ayase, who had already drank the porridge to the point of vomiting, took the bowl with tears streaming down her face - she didn't care about Komaeda's semi-coquettish expression at all, it was too foul!

Isn't it just porridge, she drinks it, can't she drink it! ?

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