[Danganronpa] Forcing CP

? Matsui actually didn't think that much, she was just a little tired of the feeling of endless waiting in the room.As for Komaeda——

As long as the system is still there, it is impossible for him to die before her.

Thinking of this, the smile on Matsui's face deepened again.

Speaking of which, until now, Komaeda had never been seen to die before she died.If she killed Komaeda directly now, wouldn't this annoying reincarnation be terminated?

Anyway, I already have one more life in my hands... It doesn't matter if I have one more.

Thinking of this, she rubbed the iron rod in her hand, feeling that all the bones in her body were itching, and every cell clamored to stab all the weapons in her hand into the opponent's internal organs.

Huha... Huha... What should I do, she seems to be a little moved.

Calm down, anyway, the two of them are still allies now, Matsui, isn't it a bit too much to throw away after using it?

Um?What is too much?What is wrong with people sacrificing everything for their own consideration and selfishness?

But at least that guy didn't play tricks behind your back to kill you, Matsui, don't you think the act of crossing a river and demolishing a bridge is a bit disgusting?

Hey, what's so disgusting about this?Are there not many such people in the world?After all, she is just the most ordinary person, and now she doesn't even care about death. This so-called order is actually a thing of restraint and class management. Is it necessary to abide by it?Is there anything wrong with thinking like sacrificing others for yourself?She is in a bad mood right now, if there is something that can make her feel happy, is there anything wrong with this behavior?

But this kind of behavior has damaged the interests of others...

oh?What are you doing to her?Did the interests of other people have anything to do with her?All the world instilled in her was malice, so why should she repay kindness with infinite tenderness and kindness?Is she a virgin or a fool?Stop kidding, what is fairness?what is lifeThey are just the most common and common carbon-based organisms in the world. What would happen if one or two of them were missing?Won't the world just keep going?So what if the world doesn't work anymore?What does it have to do with her?

But even with that said, you still can't do it, can you?

Matsui's smile froze slightly.

You can't... kill that guy, can't you?

"Ah, yes." She stretched out her bloody finger, turned around, and pointed straight at the white-haired boy behind her, "If you follow me again, I'll kill you."

Komaeda raised his hands calmly: "Matsui-san, I'm just worried about you."

Noticing that his address had been changed to "Matsui-san", Matsui wanted to laugh again, she smiled sweetly and shook the iron rod in her hand, not noticing that her mood became a little anxious: "Speaking of it, Komaeda-kun, If you are willing to kill me, the current predicament will be solved immediately? Do you want to try?"

Her eyes were very serious, and the tone was obviously joking, but he unexpectedly felt that she really thought so, which made him even more puzzled.

There are too many things about Matsui that cannot be explained by common sense, and the countless self-contradictory things make her true feelings extremely difficult to guess.

If this is playing GALGAME Raiders beautiful girls, at this time the choice should be jumped out: one, I will not hurt you.Two, if you wish, I will kill you with my own hands.

Seeing a little impatience in her eyes, Komaeda's heart skipped a beat, and he carefully chose the safest and safest answer: "I will not hurt you."

The expression on the girl's face softened, she seemed to feel a little shy and turned her head away: "Komaeda-kun, you are really..."

Her shy and contrived voice suddenly became extremely excited. She picked up the iron rod and shouted with an expression so excited that she couldn't hold back: "Since you won't kill me, let me kill you!"

After finishing speaking, she raised the blood-stained iron rod, her green eyes were faintly stained with a layer of crimson.

Second Olympic!This style of painting has changed too fast!

He obviously used the safest strategy method, but in the end it stimulated this psychosis and made her fall ill!Sure enough, hanging Matsui up and beating him up is the correct way to attack? !

Ordinary methods are of no use to this guy!

To run, or not to run?

Betting his life on the correct answer, Rao didn't know what to do for a while.

But after shouting out the surging "Then let me kill you", Matsui just froze in place and didn't move. After a while, her facial muscles seemed to convulse, and her body shook again , hands hanging down feebly.She supported herself on the iron rod, panting heavily with pain on her face.

After a while, she raised her head. On the blood-stained face, two lines of tears flowed slowly down her cheeks: "Komaeda-kun, why don't you run? Are you sure I can't kill you?"

Matsui was really murderous.

In fact, she doesn't know how she feels about Komaeda, does she like it or hate it?If seeing him talking to other girls makes her so violent that she wants to kill, but thinking that Komaeda might marry another girl in the future, just thinking of this possibility makes her heart pound. , beating rapidly like a heart attack, so intense that it would suddenly stop in the next second.

But she really hated him——

Because she is Matsui Ayase, Matsui Ayase who loves the existence of "Matsui Ayase" more than anyone else in the world, Matsui Ayase who loves "Matsui Ayase" who is an ordinary person more than anyone else , the only Matsui Ayase in the world who can make "her" feel that she is still deeply loved.

Only she herself is an existence that can never be hurt.

Matsui Ayase, who is an ordinary person, loves Matsui Ayase the most.Besides her, who else would pay even the slightest bit of attention to Matsui Ayase, an existence so small that she would never be remembered in death?Let her fill this body called "Matsui Ayase" with all the love that no one else can give.A life alone that doesn't feel lonely or disgusting, a life that has always been spent alone, a life that has survived because of herself—she doesn't need anything else to intervene in her Life, let alone allow the important performance of anything else to override her.

Komaeda, I love you so much.

However, I deeply love myself named "Matsui Ayase".

So, sorry-

She smiled silently, picked up the iron rod: "Since you don't want to kill me, then let me kill you!"

Come try it, Komaeda Nagito, try how the smell of death can make you suffocate and despair, let me see the fear from your heart on your face——

At that moment, a stiff electronic sound that had been silent for a long time suddenly came from his mind.

"The guardian object Komaeda Nagito has been detected to be in danger of life, and the protection program is now automatically activated..."

system! ?

A subtle sense of crisis flashed through her mind, but she wasn't ready to pay attention to this damned system.Of course Komaeda's life is in danger now, she brought it with her own hands!This time she must try the feeling of strangling Komaeda.She wanted to know what would happen if Komaeda died before her!

The electronic voice paused for half a second, then mechanically continued: "Host, please stop what you are doing now, otherwise the punishment procedure will start..."

She raised the iron rod high indifferently, thinking of the scene where Komaeda was smashed into a pile of meat sauce, it was rare for her not to feel her heart throbbing.

Instead of letting you live here all the time and make me fearful, afraid that you will like me, afraid that you will no longer like me, afraid of getting close to you, and afraid of not being able to get close to you again, it is better to kill you here now!

The next second, her body trembled.

"Punishment procedure started."

It was as if all the brain nerves had been pulled out and crushed under her feet, an indescribable pain swept through her mind like an explosion.At that moment, all consciousness was lost, as if she was experiencing the word "pain" with her soul.It was as if the whole body was charged with high-voltage electricity in an instant, and it was also like being smashed into meat sauce by a huge rock on the spot.

The pain made her eyes dark, her whole body was so numb that she couldn't feel anything, and when she regained consciousness, she was leaning on the iron rod inserted into the soil and panting unceasingly.

Her face was cold, and the tingling sensation when the liquid crawled across her cheeks reminded her that she was crying.

She was crying bitterly.

Now her whole body is as limp as a noodle, and she can't even stand up.

Until now, she was still afraid of the punishment procedure just now.She thought that she had experienced several deaths and had accumulated enough experience. Theoretically speaking, there should be nothing that would frighten her.But the system gave her a head-on blow. The punishment procedure was many times more terrifying than death. In comparison, a broken brain is a pain that is not worth mentioning.

She braced her body tremblingly, looking at Komaeda with an inexplicable expression on her face, a sense of sarcasm filled her with sadness.

"Komaeda-kun, why don't you run away? Are you sure I can't kill you?"

She said so, like a chick who was thrown out of the nest just after breaking its shell, shivering and facing this completely strange and hostile world.

Komaeda, Komaeda, are you as innocent and ignorant as you appear to be?

What role did you play in this?

She thought about it seriously for the first time, and she barely realized that there was something wrong with her bondage with Komaeda before the punishment procedure started.Until this time, she suddenly realized something was wrong.

The system didn't care about whether she came to the door to choke her neck before, or stepped and kicked Komaeda just now, but this time she just picked up the iron rod, and the system stopped her.

This is because she didn't really want to kill him before, she just wanted to scare him, and the system assumed that this was a reasonable behavior; but this time, she really wanted to kill Komaeda here, so the system couldn't wait to stop it Her actions—is that so?So the system can read her consciousness?

And the system's panic reaction is probably... If Komaeda dies, there will be some terrible changes or deviations—and such deviations are fatal to the "system".

Komaeda had to live, to a certain threshold, before she could die...and before that, she had to die again and again instead of him—is that so?

In other words, why is she sure that Komaeda has no memory anymore?Because he acted like he didn't know her?Maybe she thought her face didn't change, but in Komaeda's eyes she looked different every week.For example, in the eyes of Komaeda, maybe the person who dies every week is another person with the same name and surname, and then the new neighbor with the same name "Matsui Ayase" keeps moving in next door, and the events of contact and death are repeated... So is Komaeda's extraordinary fondness for her a cumulative result at all?Because Matsui Ayase died before, so I can't help but love Yajiu for the new Matsui Ayase?

Wait, it seems something is wrong again. According to this explanation, Komaeda should at least have a little impression of the name "Matsui Ayase", so that she wouldn't behave so plainly when she announced the name in the second reincarnation.

But the system attaches so much importance to Komaeda, there must be something crucial about the "truth" in him, and it is still necessary to ask.

"Komaeda-kun, I want to ask you a question. If you don't answer well, I'll blow your head off?" She stood up while supporting the iron bar, still threatening her mouth, trying not to let the other party see She was actually so weak that she couldn't even pull out the iron rod, "Besides me, have you ever known anyone else named 'Matsui Ayase' before?"?

☆、The strange beginning of the if world

? Let me introduce myself first.

My name is Matsui Ayase, I am 18 years old, and I am currently worrying about which university to go to. I am a fashion magazine model externally, and a game dead house internally.

The fluffy white fur lying on my back is my neighbor and schoolmate Komaeda Nagito, externally... let's say it is my boyfriend, internally it is my nanny.

"You are very heavy, Komaeda, can you let me down!" I finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and pressed his head, buried his face in the quilt, and wrapped him into a ball with the quilt at lightning speed.

His fluffy head appeared on the top of the quilt, like a lump of radish emerging from the soil: "But I also want to watch you play games!"

"Get out! My fans are already very upset that you idiot make strange noises every time! Don't come when I play games next time!"

"Even if you say so, Ayase, I will come!"

"I'll lock the door!"

"Don't forget that I have the keys to your house!"

Looking at Komaeda with a dead pig face that is not afraid of boiling water, I dropped the handle in my hand, screamed "Aww" and began to impose holy sanctions on him-that is, violent beatings.

"Komaeda, go die, die, die! I didn't give you the key to my house because you came to interfere with my live game!!"

When I was a sophomore in high school, I started my life as a Niconico game live host. At first, I was making horror games, and no one was watching them.Later, because of a live broadcast of an H game in which a moron follows a girl, it became popular inexplicably.Maybe it's because my style of explaining without any ups and downs sounds very similar to Siri, maybe it's because I'm quick, accurate, and relentless when I face girls, or maybe it's because girls playing butter games give some nerds strange fantasies— —In short, I also became a well-known live host of NICO inexplicably under the circumstances that I also feel very strange.

I have lived across from Komaeda for more than a year. Although we have maintained a small amount of communication during this period, it is only to meet and say hello, and then go about our lives separately.

Until one day, my game inventory was almost exhausted. When I went to Akihabara to scan the goods, when I was checking out, I looked up and found that this white hair was actually a cashier.

I believe that at that moment, my eyes became dead fish eyes.

He was obviously taken aback too, especially when he saw me blankly covering my face with a bunch of big breasts and big breasts covered with unknown white liquid, blushing and wearing all kinds of lace OL outfits, JK outfits, black silk and white silk games When the cassette fell in front of him, there was an obvious look of reverence on his face, which was almost like looking up from a mountain.

...So why is it reverence! ?

"Then Matsui-san, are you sure that what you want to buy is "The Consolation of the Absolutely Private Realm ♂ Master", "Mind Control♀ Milk Burst Girl", "Pants Sanctuary: Even My Sister Can Show You"..."

"You don't have to pronounce the name!" I said through gritted teeth.If the cashier is just a stranger, I can even report the games I need one by one and ask him to pick them up, but this kind of game store in Akihabara is full of R18 posters in a gloomy and remote place, and I ran into the neighbor next door Feeling, but let me have a rare embarrassment and shyness.

This is probably the feeling of the three-dimensional face base.

And I was bumped into buying this kind of disc...

At this moment, I even had the urge to kill someone.

He laughed and nodded: "Okay, Matsui-san, the total is 36000 yen. Is it cash or credit card?"

My face got darker.

After paying, I put the card in my schoolbag and was about to run out, but Komaeda stopped me again: "Matsui-san, the boss said that you can get a limited edition poster when you spend a certain amount. According to the The cassette you bought speculated about your interests... this is for you."

I took the poster stiffly—

Above is a group of girls in swimsuits who are happily on the beach, or spread their thighs, or rub their chests, or kneel and twist their waists.

Komaeda, you're actually here to humiliate me! ?

My brain seemed to be congested for a moment, and I really wanted to tear up the hot poster in my hand and smash it on his face.But my eyes accidentally glanced at the poster, and I suddenly felt that the style of this poster seemed familiar.

"This poster was drawn by Fukasaki Kureto..."

Even if you say so! !Even if it was drawn by Mr. Fukasaki!

I held the poster tightly, and thought for a while between shooting it directly on Komaeda's face or tearing it up and smashing it on Komaeda's face, and finally put the poster very spinelessly into my schoolbag .

"Why do you work here?" I looked at the brighter smile on his face and asked through gritted teeth.

He smiled innocently: "Isn't Matsui-san also working as a model? Speaking of which, it seems that I saw Matsui-san on "JELLY" last time."

"...Do you still read fashion magazines?"

"Hey, that's not true... But Matsui-san is very famous, isn't he, and being on the cover was actually quite a sensation in school at the time."

"Oh, actually, it was because the girl who was supposed to be on the cover had diarrhea and couldn't take pictures, so I pulled me temporarily." I really didn't know what to reply, so I said nonsense, a bit regretful why I asked him why he was working here , I could have gone out at this time...

"Well, but at least it shows that Matsui-san has the ability to support the cover. Matsui-san should be able to become a very good model in the future." He smiled softly.

I don't know if his smile is too non-aggressive or his attitude is too peaceful. There is no reaction like "Why Matsui, you still play this kind of game is so disappointing" that I imagined, I tense His nerves gradually relaxed, and he replied with a normal attitude: "I didn't think so far, and I'm satisfied that I can earn back the money from the game cartridges."

"Really... But Matsui-san's daily outfit is very different from what I imagined, because I used to see Matsui-san dressed very trendy, but today's simple outfit of shirt and jeans is quite surprising .”

I was also a little annoyed at the mention of this topic, and shook my schoolbag: "I can't help it, the girls in school just like me to dress like this, maybe I am suitable to dress like that... Although I don't reject it if I wear it that way. Yes, but it will make people feel weird to buy a game disc and still dress like that."

It’s not that Akihabara doesn’t have people with strange costumes. In fact, Akihabara is full of COS, but the two-dimensional and three-dimensional boundaries are quite obvious.If I dress like I'm going for a magazine photo shoot, I'm going to be taken for a weirdo—like a guy in a suit and tie suddenly shows up in a crowd of people in T-shirts.

"That's true." Komaeda nodded understandingly, "But I still prefer Matsui-san like today, who looks more like a neighbor than an idol that needs to be admired."

I was inexplicably funny when I heard this: "Hey, I'm just an ordinary high school student... I don't look like an idol. And you just need to tell the school that I went to Akihabara to buy the abnormal butter game of otaku, and I will immediately You're going to be a street rat."

Japan's tolerance for otaku is not high at all. If a serious gamer like me is discovered, I'm afraid I will be excluded.

In order not to be isolated, I have been trying to keep pace with most people in the school.Although they also said that they can play games, they probably thought I was just playing mobile games that everyone can play.Instead, we usually communicate more about makeup, fashion matching, and love skills.

Damn, my single dog actually wants to comfort those girls who quarreled with their boyfriends, and finally became an emotional expert out of nowhere.

——Fall, what's going on!

Although it is very difficult for other girls to talk about not having a boyfriend in high school, fortunately, I have done well enough in other aspects, so no one stabs me with this topic.But after doing a lot of love counseling, everyone agreed that it is impossible for an experienced person like me to not have a boyfriend!So everyone spread the word that I actually have an underground boyfriend, but I just didn't want to make it public.

——Fall, what logic!You guys turned me into a boyfriend!

But not having a boyfriend is nothing compared to being a gamer.If it gets out that I'm a dead gamer, I think my group of girls around me will turn from fans to black in an instant!

"I won't tell about this matter, Matsui-san, don't worry." Komaeda seemed to see my concerns, and comforted him, "I also ask Matsui-san to keep the matter of my part-time job here a secret, and I also I don't want to be excluded in school."

My heart was temporarily put back in place.Although I don't know if Komaeda is reliable, but he can make such a guarantee, at least it shows that he is willing to cooperate.

"Speaking of...Matsui-san, are you NICO's live host 'Kiise'?"

Although his voice was very gentle and gentle, the content was no less than a thunderbolt.

Why does he know that my NICO account is called 'Kiise'! !Is this guy going to take off all my vests! ?

"you you you you……"

"Ah, actually, just now I thought Matsui-san's voice is a bit like Kiiseo's... And Matsui-san bought "Sen no Kiseki", right? You said on Twitter last time that you would broadcast this game...Let's talk Matsui-san's name is too similar to Kiiseo... Well, seeing Matsui-san like this, it seems that I hit the spot."

The feeling of having my vest stripped off gave me a sense of grief that cannot be hidden.

"Can I come to your house to watch you play games next time?"

I refused straight away: "No."

Keeping a guy who knows everything about me watching me play games...it just feels gross.I don't want to have any connection between real people and the Internet. It is precisely because of the separation of real interests and reality that I can show my true self online without any scruples.

"Matsui-san, I don't have any extra money to buy game consoles, and I came here to work because the living expenses are running low... I'm really interested in games, please."

"I want it from your parents." I frowned and refused to let go.

His delicate face was covered with a layer of shadow, and the lake green eyes were also stained with a layer of water: "My parents, when I was very young, because of a plane crash..."

The two of us stared at each other in silence for a long time, and finally I nodded with a little guilt in my heart, "Then you come."

After a long time, when I think about this scene, I feel that I was deceived by Komaeda's beautiful face at that time.

Just as stupid as me, I just unconsciously led the wolf into the house. ?