[Danganronpa] Forcing CP
Chapter 10
"Ayase-san."
Ayase, who was drowsy from sleep, was shaken up.Komaeda tapped her head a little funny: "Ayase-san, school is over, let's go back together."
"Ah." She nodded indiscriminately, straightened up, and looked around. In the haze, Yu Qianmao was no longer there.
"...Ayase-san, what are you looking for?"
"It's nothing." She shook her head and fumbled to put on her glasses, "Let's go."
The wound was still fresh when she fell, and she didn't feel much, but now that the wound has healed a little, she realized how inconvenient it was to fall to her knee.
All in all, she walks like a polio patient now, with a limp.
Well, of course, still supported by Komaeda.
She is sad to find that she has been completely reduced to a group of people who need to be cared for.
What a joke, I promised to take good care of Komaeda, why is it completely reversed now!
"Hey, Komaeda-kun..." She said guiltily, "How about...don't help me in the future..."
"..."
Komaeda's steps stopped suddenly.
She also stopped, looked at him in bewilderment, and shivered inexplicably.
She didn't know why the moment she saw Komaeda's expression, her whole body trembled.She only felt a strong cold air swarming towards her, and a cold air rushed up her back instantly, and the alarm bell in her brain rang crazily. At that moment, she even forgot that her leg had just been injured, and she just wanted to turn around and run away .
However, Komaeda's expression is quite normal, even a little abnormally normal.
He smiled gently, stretched out his hand, and touched the girl's neck: "Ayase-san, what did you just say?"
Ayase swallowed her saliva: "Well, I mean..."
"Ayase-san, do you really regret it? Don't you want to continue to get along with people like me?"
"Uh, this..."
Ayase was confused for a moment, she vaguely realized that she and Komaeda's thinking mode were not in the same channel.But Komaeda seemed to be immersed in his own world, and said slowly in a gentle and deep voice: "Ayase-san, we will always be together, have you forgotten? Ah, although I also know that people are It's just a creature that is very forgetful and very remorseful... But that's right, Ayase-san is a very popular person, I have known it for a long time, so I have always been happy to be able to get close to Ayase-san. These days, Ayase When San was in the hospital, I kept going to Ayase-san's class to inquire about your situation, you must not know about such things."
Ayase was stiff all over, but she couldn't help complaining in her mind: Why did you say it yourself!I didn't know it before, and thanks to you, I now know it!
"During this process, I found that some guys' eyes were very annoying. Anyway, I recognized it at a glance. They must like you, Ayase-san..."
Ayase: Damn, can you see that too? !I don't even know about this kind of thing!Komaeda, you're overthinking it!If someone likes me, do I like you now! ——Wait, something seems wrong! ?
"That's why I asked if I could come and see you from time to time, otherwise I'm really worried about you being there, Ayase-san..."
Ayase: Damn, how long have I been studying there, and I was fine before!Komaeda, you brain tonic emperor is really enough!
"Didn't someone say that I was Ayase-san's boyfriend before... In fact, I was very happy at that moment, so I deliberately didn't deny it. This must have caused trouble for Ayase-san, otherwise why would I hurry up?" Get me out of everyone's sight..."
Wait a minute!
What did she hear! !
This rhythm, this rhythm! ? ?
Could it be - the legendary love flag? ?
As if being shocked by electric shocks all over her body, she grabbed Komaeda's shoulders, took a deep breath and said, "I have something to tell you, please answer me seriously."
"……Yes?"
"Can you be my boyfriend?"
"..."
"...Why are you silent!? Did I misunderstand!? Wait, didn't you mean to find someone with me?"
"..."
"...really, isn't it?"
"..."
"Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa out outaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat I am sorry!!
"Ayase-san, can you say it again?"
"……Hey?"
"Okay, can you say it again?"
"Can... be my boyfriend?"
His gentle smile broke completely, and his eyes gradually turned red: "I am very happy, please give me more advice in the future!"
"Hey, why are you crying again!"
"Woo... I'm so happy... I thought I was disgusted by Ayase-san..."
"Oh my god, is it necessary to cry for such a thing!?"
"At first I was thinking of killing Ayase-san before committing suicide, but I didn't expect such a desperate mood to usher in HAPPYEND... I couldn't help crying with joy..."
"Fuck, are you serious?"
"Of course...it's a lie."
As a result, under inexplicable circumstances, Matsui Ayase left the group.
What kind of god is this Nima? !If it's a novel, this kind of plot will definitely lead to violent death!
Komaeda, who had just been promoted to boyfriend, looked nervous: "Speaking of which, Ayase-san, what do boyfriends need to do?"
"……I do not know either."
Matsui Ayase replied with a stern face.She hasn't recovered yet.She always has a feeling that the previous 16 years have been lived in vain, and the wonderful experience of this week is almost enough to sum up all the ups and downs in her previous life!
Inexplicably, there is an extra high school-level lucky boyfriend named Komaeda Nagito, how should she feel?Wait online, hurry up!
She still felt dizzy until she got on the tram under the protection of Komaeda.
Everything had taken such a big leap forward that she didn't feel it at all.
To be honest, she doesn't even know why Komaeda fell in love with her inexplicably.She even began to suspect that Komaeda's overly aggressive affection for her was entirely due to "system" problems.Because she must give Komaeda happiness, so Komaeda must like her-these likes are completely false.
She looked at Komaeda a little uneasily, just in time to catch his sneaky look at her before she could take it back, which made the latter blushed all of a sudden, and stammered, "Ayase-san... what's wrong? "
Oh my god, you're so cute, you're a foul, Komaeda-san!
"Well...I want to ask, why, I said today that I don't want your help...you reacted so strongly?"
Komaeda glared at her awkwardly: "I just want to ask why Ayase-san suddenly made such a request..."
"I just feel...it's a bit embarrassing to be taken care of by you all the time...so..."
"Ayase-san, do you know that in my opinion, the only intersection between me and you is that you are injured and I will take care of you. In fact, sometimes I think very darkly, if Ayase If San can keep getting hurt, I can always take care of you... Ahhh, Ayase-san, don't get me wrong, I just think this way occasionally, I really hope you get better soon, absolutely absolutely Don't get me wrong!"
Ayase: "...Okay, I don't misunderstand, don't cry."
So, Komaeda, were you a crybaby before! ?Obviously, when you entered the Peak of Hope, your whole body was in a state of full-on madness, cool and cocky, but you were so cowardly three years ago! ?
During the three years in Helix High School, what have you experienced!
"Well, in short... If Ayase-san says that I don't need to take care of her in the future, it means that the only interaction between me and Ayase-san will be broken. I think Ayase-san is tired of me and wants to stay away from now on. I... and then I was, uh, kind of out of control..."
"...Okay, I understand." Matsui Ayase raised her forehead. A child who lacks love is difficult to deal with. She thought of him out of good intentions, but he actually sketched out such a magnificent script in his heart... Or is it that Komaeda is simply Damn, he still feels happy doing this kind of caring thing?
"Also, Ayase-san." His face turned red again, "Today is my birthday..."
"...Today is April 4?!"
Because Ayase has been living in the hospital for the past few days, she has no sense of time at all, and she suddenly became a little anxious: "What should I do, I haven't prepared anything... It's too late to order a birthday cake, and I didn't buy a birthday present either... Ah, what should I do, I didn't do anything..."
"Ayase-san, calm down." He pressed Ayase-san with a wry smile, "I didn't say this to ask for a gift from Ayase-san. In fact, what I want to say is... Ayase-san, thank you, I think you gave me the best birthday present. Ayase-san... I hope I can spend my birthday with you every year in the future."
"It won't work if you say your wish." Her throat was also a little flustered, "But this request, even if I don't say it, I will fulfill it... From now on, every year, I will celebrate your birthday with you .”
Suddenly, a piercing whistle sounded, and the tram shook violently.
The crowd suddenly became agitated, and then there was a loud crash, and the tram shook violently.Caught off guard, Ayase was thrown to the ground, hit the floor heavily, and her glasses were thrown flying.Countless shoes ran past her quickly, and the crowded flow of people completely blocked her sight.She stood up in embarrassment, but was hit by the people behind and hit the ground again.
Frightened, she screamed, "Komaeda—! Where are you, Komaeda?"
However, there were monstrous curses and screams all around her, and her voice was completely drowned out in this noisy torrent.
Her body had already been stepped on several times by panicked people, and her whole stomach was turned upside down.She took a chance and rolled into the gap under the seat, with her back against the cold wall, she finally had a chance to catch her breath.At this moment, there was a huge roar in the distance, and the sharp explosive sound agitated her eardrums.All the screaming was gone, leaving only the ringing in her ears.
She covered her ears with trembling hands.The pain at the root of the ear continued to intensify as the tinnitus escalated, and when her ears finally recovered, she felt something warm flow from her hand.
She put her hands in front of her eyes, which were already covered with blood.
She stared blankly at the people running past outside the seat, some fell, some rushed to the tram door and smashed the door, and some cursed.
But her world is quiet.
Quietly as if she was the only one left.
Her ears were still hurting, and the pain made her tears fall, but instead of reaching out to plug her ears, she tried to open her mouth to speak.
But she heard nothing.
She would rather believe that she was temporarily deafened by the huge roar.
Yes, only temporarily.
Her eardrums should not be broken, and she should not continue to live as a deaf person for the rest of her life.
Maybe it was her prayers that worked. After a long time, her ears could actually hear the tinny sounds again.
The flow of people outside gradually became thinner.She slowly climbed out, enduring the severe pain in her ears and knees, and without hesitation removed the bandages on her knees, and started running in the carriage.
"Komaeda... where are you, Komaeda!?"
The sequelae of tinnitus and poor eyesight caused her to run crookedly, and she actually adjusted her direction three times after walking through a short carriage.Her seldom-exercised body soon became unable to hold on. Panting for breath, she moved forward step by step while supporting the seat.
Not here, not there.
nowhere.
The boy with the dazzling white hair was nowhere to be found.
She was sweating all over from running, and her brain seemed to be on fire.She knelt down on the ground weakly, and then she suddenly had a flash of inspiration, wondering if Komaeda had already gone out.
She's an idiot—!
The carriage started shaking again.Matsui Ayase, who was sitting on the ground, suddenly felt that the floor began to tilt.
But her vision itself is problematic, and it is also difficult for her to ensure that her senses that have begun to become chaotic due to pain are correct.It wasn't until she slid down the floor until her back hit the wall hard that she confirmed that the car was indeed tilted.
She was panting heavily, the strong smell of motor oil in the air made her feel sick, and her head started throbbing again.
She knew she had to get up quickly and run to a safe place.But all the muscles in her body were in pain, and her eyesight, which was no different from being blind, hindered her movement.
She was so tired, too tired to move.
Forget it, so be it.
She leaned against the crooked wall half-abandoned, her vision blurred.
Right in the middle of this blurred field of vision, he appeared.Beautiful and dazzling white hair, like a burning flame.
"Ayase-san—!"
"...Komaeda?"
"Ayase-san, hurry up! The train is going to explode!"
He forcefully dragged the girl up and carried her on his back: "Ayase-san, hold me tight!"
The temperature of the surrounding air began to increase sharply, and the sparks from the circuit made a crackling sound that made the scalp tingle.
boom--!
A powerful heat flow swept through the carriage, and the blazing flames engulfed everything.
"It's okay, Ayase-san, it's okay..." The sweat on his face flowed like a stream, he carried the girl on his back with difficulty, and kept comforting, "We will survive."
"Komaeda..." The girl who couldn't see clearly began to cry, "I don't want to die yet...I don't want to die yet..."
"Ayase-san... No matter what the price is, I will let you live. So, please, please trust me a little more... We will definitely survive!"
Ayase sobbed and nodded.Behind him, a huge torrent of fire was sweeping towards him at a fast speed.
She felt that her hair had been curled up by the high temperature, and the hot steam against her back made her sweat profusely.The blood dripping from the ear canal stained her shoulders with bloody halos one after another.
bang bang bang-
The desperado-like urging of death came from the constantly exploding carriages, getting closer and closer.
In her mind, the electronic voice that had been silent for a long time suddenly sounded again——
"The guardian object Komaeda Nagito has been detected to be in danger of life, and the protection program is now automatically activated..."
Her body was out of control.
She broke free from Komaeda's back with strength beyond her imagination, rushed to the glass window, and slammed her fist hard on the window glass.
cluck.
Her entire face was distorted, the impact of that punch was terribly strong, and the cracked window pane shattered cleanly, but her entire arm had completely lost feeling now, and she knew that she should It's a comminuted fracture.
But even though the pain was overwhelming enough to knock her out of consciousness, she turned around with a willpower she couldn't believe, rushed to grab Komaeda, and pulled him out of the car with her good hand. .
"Ayase-san!?"
"Don't give me nonsense! Hurry up and dance for me!!"
She roared, roaring at the top of her lungs.
Outside the tram is the unbroken bridge, which is already crowded with people swarming like ants.
He still wanted to say something, but Matsui Ayase was too lazy to say anything to him. Seeing someone reaching out to respond, she pushed him out with all her strength.
The electronic sound in the brain sounded again: "The guardian's life is in danger, and the protection program is now closed."
The carriage exploded.
This time, it was behind her.
She was pushed out by the huge airflow, mixed with the fragments after the explosion, and flew out together.
She watched with a blank mind as she was getting farther and farther away from a safe place, and human beings became as small as ants, but then there was no sense of weightlessness.
She watched herself falling and falling from high altitude.
— hit the concrete floor hard. ?
☆, Finale
? Komaeda Nagito witnessed the reality that the girl he liked died in front of his own eyes on his 16th birthday.
The reality that the skull was like a watermelon dropped to the ground, shattered to pieces and died in front of him.
——End of the full text.
This is of course impossible.
In fact, Matsui Ayase didn't know what Komaeda Nagito would think, and she didn't have time to take care of his thoughts.
She opened her eyes abruptly, staring blankly at the front, her body twitching and shaking.
It's a nightmare.
A nightmare that is too clear to be frightening.
She hugged herself with her hands, curled up in the quilt, her upper and lower teeth chattered and collided constantly.
The world turned upside down, the sound of her skull cracking when it hit the concrete floor, the red, white and white liquid flowed out and instantly smeared all her vision, the maddening pain and the feeling of falling made her speechless with fear , can only gasp for breath.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." She didn't know what she wanted to say, what to say, what to say, she just kept going Weeping vaguely, the fear circling in her heart kept rampaging in her body, she could only keep trembling, to relieve the terror that was about to tear her whole spirit apart.
Red white red white red white.
Liquid solid brain pulp bones.
Pierced lungs, shattered leg bones, and internal organs that exploded all over the place.
"Ugh...ah..."
She couldn't even scream, she could only keep shaking, relying on shaking to relieve the insecurity brought by the weightlessness.
When her heavy panting finally turned stable, she dared to slowly lift the quilt on her body by a small opening, and a beam of cool morning light poured in from this small opening, and she timidly observed the outside world.
It is a familiar ceiling.
This is her own home.
A sense of peace of mind came over her, and she realized that the quilt on her body was soaked with sweat.She stretched out her sweaty hands, pulled back the quilt, and exposed herself to the sun.
Fresh air poured into her lungs, looking at the clear, non-ghosting world, she actually felt as if she had passed away.The golden sunlight penetrated through the window glass and floated lightly around her.
Everything is clear and there is no haze.
Today is another day.
She looked at the rising sun that had just risen, and burst into tears in an instant.
A peaceful life without waves is suitable for her.
Two-dimensional or something, it really can only be seen from a distance and not played with... Some things don't matter, it's purely because it doesn't concern me.Once it happened to her, she would regret her original decision—she was just Ye Gong likes dragons.From this point of view, she is still very grateful for this nightmare, at least from now on, she should not be too addicted to anime and games.
But such a nightmare, once is enough.After a few more times, she would really doubt whether her heart could bear this extreme fear.
At that moment, she really thought she was going to die.
Compared with death, everything else seems so small.
An ordinary person like her, who can't do anything, really chooses to live an ordinary life.
Thinking like this, she moved closer to the window and leaned out, preparing to take a bird's-eye view of the morning scenery and breathe the fresh air.
Then--
There was a wide-eyed stare at the white-haired boy from the next room.
Nagito Komaeda looked at the girl with disheveled hair and a frightened expression on the balcony on the second floor of the opposite building, hesitated for a moment, and raised her hand tentatively: "Good morning? I'm Nagito Komaeda who just moved here today..."
Before she could finish speaking, the blue-faced girl took a step back, closed the window with a bang, and drew the curtains with lightning speed, completely separating the two of them.
Komaeda, who was at a loss, had no idea how he could offend his new neighbor.However, he felt that he was subconsciously embarrassed to see the girl's disheveled appearance.
Should he just pretend he didn't see it...
Komaeda shook his head, forgetting about the episode.
Behind the curtain, Matsui Ayase crouched against the wall, her face was pale, and her eyes were filled with astonishment and fear.
"Why, why..."
The electronic voice that hadn't sounded in my brain for a long time said abruptly: "Host, I should have reminded you before... There is only one meaning for your existence in this world - to give Komaeda Nagito all the happiness you can give. If you Death, and Komaeda didn't get all the happiness you could give, and the world will restart to the point where you first met him."
"...My, meaning?"
"Yes, this is the only meaning of your life."
"...I live only to make others happy?"
"Yes, this is the only meaning of your life."
"The only, meaning?"
"Yes, the only meaning."
She said blankly: "I just want to ask, is it related to Komaeda that I was so unlucky before?"
The cold electronic voice in his head replied without hesitation: "Yes. Because if Komaeda feels happiness, then misfortune will happen to him, and all these misfortunes will be borne by you. It can be understood that he attracts All the misfortunes that happened have been transferred to you. In the future, if Komaeda enrolls with "super high school-level luck", I suggest that you can use "super high school-level misfortune" to apply for Hope's Peak Academy and continue to complete the only one in your life. significance."
She brushed off its near-black humor at the end, and continued, "So, it was Komaeda's fault that my eyesight broke? Is it Komaeda's fault that I got hit on the head? Is it Komaeda's fault that the train accident at the end? "
"From the setting point of view, this is indeed the case. If you want to offset the happiness he produces, then you must have the same degree of misfortune. The more happiness he feels, the greater the misfortune that will befall you."
"Why... why me? Why do I have to bear his misfortune?!"
"Because you made a contract at the beginning."
"Ha, ha ha, ha ha ha ha ha ha..." Although she didn't want to laugh, she laughed inexplicably, and kept laughing until she burst into tears, "What kind of reason is this... what kind of reason is this Ah! I don’t want to understand this kind of messy meaning at all! Can this also be regarded as meaning?”
"Host, with all due respect, your life itself is meaningless. The sun rises in the east and sets in the west, people get old, sick, and die, and they continue from generation to generation. You are just the tiniest and most insignificant one of them. Whether you exist or not, the truth is It has no effect on the normal operation of this world. Even, zooming in on the entire human history, the existence of human beings is meaningless."
The girl smiled sarcastically: "So, I also want to thank you for finding the meaning of living for me?"
All the strength in her body seemed to be drained, and she lay powerlessly on the tatami mat, crying loudly and joyfully at the same time.
Although she didn't know why she was laughing, she kept laughing and whimpering, and she didn't even know if she was crying or laughing.
This feeling of trembling all over the body, this rampage of fear in the body, this vertigo feeling that the whole world is spinning.
——In the end, it all turned into a boundless sense of despair that squeezed her like a swamp.
It wasn't Komaeda's fault.
This was Komaeda's fault.
I like him.
and also--
I hate him.
This is not the end of the nightmare.
This is just the beginning of the nightmare.
[Volume [-] End]?
☆, the first volume of characters is released
?Matsui Ayase
Height: 165cm
Eyes: dark green
Hair color: aqua blue
Talent: Super high school-level escape expert (after meeting someone), student of class 77
Hidden Attribute: Misfortune at the Super High School Level
Forcibly bound object: Nagito Komaeda
Gu Shanchuan
Height: 166cm
Eyes: brown
Hair color: wine red
Talent: Super high school-level kite maker, student of the class of 74
Hidden Attribute: Super high school-level rage
Taniyama Yuko
Height: 169cm
Eyes: lead gray
Hair color: light green
Talent: Super university-level bioelectronics researcher, student of the 73rd class
Hidden Attributes: Super High School Level Tucao Maniac
Ueshima Sakazaki (mentor)
Height: 177cm
Eyes: amber
Hair Color: Blonde
Status: Tutor of Bioelectronics
Hidden Attribute: Super high school level research madman
Asanuma Rain
Height: 152cm
Eyes: golden
Hair color: deep purple
Talent: A super high school level biomechanical modifier, a student of the 78th class
Hidden attribute: Super high school-level sick girl?
☆、Fanwai·You in my eyes
? Komaeda still remembers the first time he met Matsui.
When he opened the door, the opposite door opened at the same time, and the frightened girl rushed into his field of vision.
The dark green eyes of the same color as his looked at him nervously, and the somewhat messy aqua blue hair was tied in a ponytail, making her look energetic and playful.
Even with a frightened expression on her face, she still couldn't hide the soft aura emanating from the girl from the inside out.
"Good morning, Matsui-san. What a coincidence, do you want to go to school together?" He greeted, but as soon as the words came out, he regretted a little.He is very aware of his unlucky or lucky physique, and he had originally planned to keep the minimum contact with the neighbors after this move, but this decision was subconsciously made by him at the first sight of Matsui Ayase broken.
This made him a little annoyed, maybe it was Matsui's timid expression and the warm atmosphere around him that made him feel safe, and made him involuntarily cross the bottom line he set.
The girl looked even more nervous: "Ah, Komaeda-kun, okay, okay, what a coincidence."
Komaeda didn't know why the girl was so nervous when she saw him. He guessed that she might not be good at communication and words, so he patiently waited for her to continue talking.
To be honest, Matsui's stuttering, stumbling speech, and flushed face from nervousness made Komaeda inexplicably a little funny, but he had to admit that Matsui's appearance was quite cute.
"Ah, ah, ah, that... Komaeda-kun..."
Komaeda wanted to laugh even more, seeing the girl "ahhhh" for a long time, unable to say a word in embarrassment, he really wanted to tell her "it's okay, take your time, I can wait for you forever", But he reckoned that this would make Matsui, who was already nervous and about to smoke, explode directly, so he just waited patiently where she was, waiting for her to say the next thing.
Komaeda is actually quite a withdrawn person. Although his childhood experience allowed him to pretend to be friendly and gentle to have friendly conversations with other people. After a long time, this has even become part of his personality. However, this mechanical The formula-like way of communicating makes him feel that he is completing a certain task, and with the constant bad luck befalling him or the people around him, he is also used to keeping a distance from the people around him.
Therefore, no matter how beautiful Matsui is, he still feels that it is better for him to stay away from her - if he feels kind to her, it is for her own good that he should stay away even more.
Even if I feel a little happy in my heart, let's stop here.
—Well, just a little bit happy.
really.
However, reality did not give him a chance to stop there.
A flower pot that fell from the sky hit the head of the girl who was caught off guard.
He instinctively stretched out his hand and helped the fainted girl.Her aqua-blue hair was already covered with dirt and fragments of flower pots, and blood oozed from the back of her head little by little, crawling out hideous marks on her fair face.
His mind went blank.
This is the mistake he brought, and he must bear it.
He picked up the girl and started running wildly.
Matsui's injuries were not serious, and his blood-smeared face looked scary, but in fact it was just because of the broken skin.But the sequelae of the concussion are a bit serious.
"...Maybe there may be a deviation in vision?"
"It's better to be more careful recently." The doctor said casually, "Actually, it's not a big problem..."
Komaeda looked at the girl lying quietly on the bed.She is not awake yet, she is sleeping peacefully with her eyes closed.The long sky-blue hair had spread out and covered the entire pillow, making her face look even smaller, as if her whole body was curled up in the hair.
Matsui doesn't look like the type who is good at communicating with people, and it is estimated that no classmates will come to the hospital to see her.
He secretly said that he was offended, took out the mobile phone from her coat, dug out the address book, and notified her parents.
The first one to call was Matsui's father.
"Huh? Ayase was hit? Did he die? Didn't he die? It's okay if he didn't die. We Ayase have a big life, hahahahaha... so be it, I still have a job, if she wants Signed the critical illness notice, you can notify me again."
Komaeda: "..."
The next call was Matsui's mother.
"Ayase is hospitalized? Yoshida, take this account book and review it again..."
In order to arouse the other party's sympathy, he deliberately used a more serious statement: "Yes, Matsui-san has been in a coma for a while..."
"Well, yes, the report will be given to me tonight... What did you just say?"
"I said Matsui-san has been in a coma for a long time."
"Replay tonight's presentation again, let me see if there are any gaps... Ayase is unconscious? Are you okay? Hey, the slide just now is delayed by 0.5 seconds, it looks better... ..."
"...not serious, but there may be a short-term impact on vision."
"Oh, then it's okay, Ayase is very independent, we don't need to worry about this kind of thing. That's it."
Hearing the sound of hanging up, Komaeda suddenly felt that the parents were ridiculous.
Is Matsui-san usually raised like this?
Ayase she is very independent.
——This kind of independence is probably forced out.
Thinking of how Matsui stammered and didn't know what to say just now, Komaeda rarely felt angry.Matsui's reaction, which was close to interpersonal barriers, made him feel a little uncomfortable, and thinking that even Matsui's parents would not come to the hospital to visit her, let alone other people, he felt even more sad.
Anyway, this is also his fault, so let him take care of her these few days.
Thinking like this, he deliberately ignored the little joy in his heart.
He just took care of her out of a sense of duty.
He was sure.
To Komaeda's surprise, after a few days of observation, he found that Matsui was not the person he had imagined, who had difficulty speaking and communication barriers.Rather, Matsui is a very lively and talkative person, and this kind of lively and talkative person can also be called "chatterbox" in a sense.But in his absence, Matsui seemed rather silent.At least several times, he saw Matsui staring out the window in a daze.
Matsui is probably a person who is quite afraid of being lonely.Whenever she saw him coming, her listless eyes suddenly brightened as if she had seen the light.
This feeling of being needed made Komaeda a little new and a little unaccustomed, but he knew that he didn't hate this feeling, and even felt that he was slowly beginning to like the feeling that someone was expecting him to come quickly.
He doesn't know whether this kind of friendship should be called friendship or fetters, but in short, every time Matsui smiled and said "Komaeda-kun, you are here", his heart seemed to be taken care of. Like a beam of light.
Komaeda, who was just planning to take care of Matsui in the hospital for a few days, suddenly felt a little bit reluctant when he thought of the decision he had made to distance himself from Matsui after he recovered from his illness.
and Matsui
Ayase, who was drowsy from sleep, was shaken up.Komaeda tapped her head a little funny: "Ayase-san, school is over, let's go back together."
"Ah." She nodded indiscriminately, straightened up, and looked around. In the haze, Yu Qianmao was no longer there.
"...Ayase-san, what are you looking for?"
"It's nothing." She shook her head and fumbled to put on her glasses, "Let's go."
The wound was still fresh when she fell, and she didn't feel much, but now that the wound has healed a little, she realized how inconvenient it was to fall to her knee.
All in all, she walks like a polio patient now, with a limp.
Well, of course, still supported by Komaeda.
She is sad to find that she has been completely reduced to a group of people who need to be cared for.
What a joke, I promised to take good care of Komaeda, why is it completely reversed now!
"Hey, Komaeda-kun..." She said guiltily, "How about...don't help me in the future..."
"..."
Komaeda's steps stopped suddenly.
She also stopped, looked at him in bewilderment, and shivered inexplicably.
She didn't know why the moment she saw Komaeda's expression, her whole body trembled.She only felt a strong cold air swarming towards her, and a cold air rushed up her back instantly, and the alarm bell in her brain rang crazily. At that moment, she even forgot that her leg had just been injured, and she just wanted to turn around and run away .
However, Komaeda's expression is quite normal, even a little abnormally normal.
He smiled gently, stretched out his hand, and touched the girl's neck: "Ayase-san, what did you just say?"
Ayase swallowed her saliva: "Well, I mean..."
"Ayase-san, do you really regret it? Don't you want to continue to get along with people like me?"
"Uh, this..."
Ayase was confused for a moment, she vaguely realized that she and Komaeda's thinking mode were not in the same channel.But Komaeda seemed to be immersed in his own world, and said slowly in a gentle and deep voice: "Ayase-san, we will always be together, have you forgotten? Ah, although I also know that people are It's just a creature that is very forgetful and very remorseful... But that's right, Ayase-san is a very popular person, I have known it for a long time, so I have always been happy to be able to get close to Ayase-san. These days, Ayase When San was in the hospital, I kept going to Ayase-san's class to inquire about your situation, you must not know about such things."
Ayase was stiff all over, but she couldn't help complaining in her mind: Why did you say it yourself!I didn't know it before, and thanks to you, I now know it!
"During this process, I found that some guys' eyes were very annoying. Anyway, I recognized it at a glance. They must like you, Ayase-san..."
Ayase: Damn, can you see that too? !I don't even know about this kind of thing!Komaeda, you're overthinking it!If someone likes me, do I like you now! ——Wait, something seems wrong! ?
"That's why I asked if I could come and see you from time to time, otherwise I'm really worried about you being there, Ayase-san..."
Ayase: Damn, how long have I been studying there, and I was fine before!Komaeda, you brain tonic emperor is really enough!
"Didn't someone say that I was Ayase-san's boyfriend before... In fact, I was very happy at that moment, so I deliberately didn't deny it. This must have caused trouble for Ayase-san, otherwise why would I hurry up?" Get me out of everyone's sight..."
Wait a minute!
What did she hear! !
This rhythm, this rhythm! ? ?
Could it be - the legendary love flag? ?
As if being shocked by electric shocks all over her body, she grabbed Komaeda's shoulders, took a deep breath and said, "I have something to tell you, please answer me seriously."
"……Yes?"
"Can you be my boyfriend?"
"..."
"...Why are you silent!? Did I misunderstand!? Wait, didn't you mean to find someone with me?"
"..."
"...really, isn't it?"
"..."
"Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa out outaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat I am sorry!!
"Ayase-san, can you say it again?"
"……Hey?"
"Okay, can you say it again?"
"Can... be my boyfriend?"
His gentle smile broke completely, and his eyes gradually turned red: "I am very happy, please give me more advice in the future!"
"Hey, why are you crying again!"
"Woo... I'm so happy... I thought I was disgusted by Ayase-san..."
"Oh my god, is it necessary to cry for such a thing!?"
"At first I was thinking of killing Ayase-san before committing suicide, but I didn't expect such a desperate mood to usher in HAPPYEND... I couldn't help crying with joy..."
"Fuck, are you serious?"
"Of course...it's a lie."
As a result, under inexplicable circumstances, Matsui Ayase left the group.
What kind of god is this Nima? !If it's a novel, this kind of plot will definitely lead to violent death!
Komaeda, who had just been promoted to boyfriend, looked nervous: "Speaking of which, Ayase-san, what do boyfriends need to do?"
"……I do not know either."
Matsui Ayase replied with a stern face.She hasn't recovered yet.She always has a feeling that the previous 16 years have been lived in vain, and the wonderful experience of this week is almost enough to sum up all the ups and downs in her previous life!
Inexplicably, there is an extra high school-level lucky boyfriend named Komaeda Nagito, how should she feel?Wait online, hurry up!
She still felt dizzy until she got on the tram under the protection of Komaeda.
Everything had taken such a big leap forward that she didn't feel it at all.
To be honest, she doesn't even know why Komaeda fell in love with her inexplicably.She even began to suspect that Komaeda's overly aggressive affection for her was entirely due to "system" problems.Because she must give Komaeda happiness, so Komaeda must like her-these likes are completely false.
She looked at Komaeda a little uneasily, just in time to catch his sneaky look at her before she could take it back, which made the latter blushed all of a sudden, and stammered, "Ayase-san... what's wrong? "
Oh my god, you're so cute, you're a foul, Komaeda-san!
"Well...I want to ask, why, I said today that I don't want your help...you reacted so strongly?"
Komaeda glared at her awkwardly: "I just want to ask why Ayase-san suddenly made such a request..."
"I just feel...it's a bit embarrassing to be taken care of by you all the time...so..."
"Ayase-san, do you know that in my opinion, the only intersection between me and you is that you are injured and I will take care of you. In fact, sometimes I think very darkly, if Ayase If San can keep getting hurt, I can always take care of you... Ahhh, Ayase-san, don't get me wrong, I just think this way occasionally, I really hope you get better soon, absolutely absolutely Don't get me wrong!"
Ayase: "...Okay, I don't misunderstand, don't cry."
So, Komaeda, were you a crybaby before! ?Obviously, when you entered the Peak of Hope, your whole body was in a state of full-on madness, cool and cocky, but you were so cowardly three years ago! ?
During the three years in Helix High School, what have you experienced!
"Well, in short... If Ayase-san says that I don't need to take care of her in the future, it means that the only interaction between me and Ayase-san will be broken. I think Ayase-san is tired of me and wants to stay away from now on. I... and then I was, uh, kind of out of control..."
"...Okay, I understand." Matsui Ayase raised her forehead. A child who lacks love is difficult to deal with. She thought of him out of good intentions, but he actually sketched out such a magnificent script in his heart... Or is it that Komaeda is simply Damn, he still feels happy doing this kind of caring thing?
"Also, Ayase-san." His face turned red again, "Today is my birthday..."
"...Today is April 4?!"
Because Ayase has been living in the hospital for the past few days, she has no sense of time at all, and she suddenly became a little anxious: "What should I do, I haven't prepared anything... It's too late to order a birthday cake, and I didn't buy a birthday present either... Ah, what should I do, I didn't do anything..."
"Ayase-san, calm down." He pressed Ayase-san with a wry smile, "I didn't say this to ask for a gift from Ayase-san. In fact, what I want to say is... Ayase-san, thank you, I think you gave me the best birthday present. Ayase-san... I hope I can spend my birthday with you every year in the future."
"It won't work if you say your wish." Her throat was also a little flustered, "But this request, even if I don't say it, I will fulfill it... From now on, every year, I will celebrate your birthday with you .”
Suddenly, a piercing whistle sounded, and the tram shook violently.
The crowd suddenly became agitated, and then there was a loud crash, and the tram shook violently.Caught off guard, Ayase was thrown to the ground, hit the floor heavily, and her glasses were thrown flying.Countless shoes ran past her quickly, and the crowded flow of people completely blocked her sight.She stood up in embarrassment, but was hit by the people behind and hit the ground again.
Frightened, she screamed, "Komaeda—! Where are you, Komaeda?"
However, there were monstrous curses and screams all around her, and her voice was completely drowned out in this noisy torrent.
Her body had already been stepped on several times by panicked people, and her whole stomach was turned upside down.She took a chance and rolled into the gap under the seat, with her back against the cold wall, she finally had a chance to catch her breath.At this moment, there was a huge roar in the distance, and the sharp explosive sound agitated her eardrums.All the screaming was gone, leaving only the ringing in her ears.
She covered her ears with trembling hands.The pain at the root of the ear continued to intensify as the tinnitus escalated, and when her ears finally recovered, she felt something warm flow from her hand.
She put her hands in front of her eyes, which were already covered with blood.
She stared blankly at the people running past outside the seat, some fell, some rushed to the tram door and smashed the door, and some cursed.
But her world is quiet.
Quietly as if she was the only one left.
Her ears were still hurting, and the pain made her tears fall, but instead of reaching out to plug her ears, she tried to open her mouth to speak.
But she heard nothing.
She would rather believe that she was temporarily deafened by the huge roar.
Yes, only temporarily.
Her eardrums should not be broken, and she should not continue to live as a deaf person for the rest of her life.
Maybe it was her prayers that worked. After a long time, her ears could actually hear the tinny sounds again.
The flow of people outside gradually became thinner.She slowly climbed out, enduring the severe pain in her ears and knees, and without hesitation removed the bandages on her knees, and started running in the carriage.
"Komaeda... where are you, Komaeda!?"
The sequelae of tinnitus and poor eyesight caused her to run crookedly, and she actually adjusted her direction three times after walking through a short carriage.Her seldom-exercised body soon became unable to hold on. Panting for breath, she moved forward step by step while supporting the seat.
Not here, not there.
nowhere.
The boy with the dazzling white hair was nowhere to be found.
She was sweating all over from running, and her brain seemed to be on fire.She knelt down on the ground weakly, and then she suddenly had a flash of inspiration, wondering if Komaeda had already gone out.
She's an idiot—!
The carriage started shaking again.Matsui Ayase, who was sitting on the ground, suddenly felt that the floor began to tilt.
But her vision itself is problematic, and it is also difficult for her to ensure that her senses that have begun to become chaotic due to pain are correct.It wasn't until she slid down the floor until her back hit the wall hard that she confirmed that the car was indeed tilted.
She was panting heavily, the strong smell of motor oil in the air made her feel sick, and her head started throbbing again.
She knew she had to get up quickly and run to a safe place.But all the muscles in her body were in pain, and her eyesight, which was no different from being blind, hindered her movement.
She was so tired, too tired to move.
Forget it, so be it.
She leaned against the crooked wall half-abandoned, her vision blurred.
Right in the middle of this blurred field of vision, he appeared.Beautiful and dazzling white hair, like a burning flame.
"Ayase-san—!"
"...Komaeda?"
"Ayase-san, hurry up! The train is going to explode!"
He forcefully dragged the girl up and carried her on his back: "Ayase-san, hold me tight!"
The temperature of the surrounding air began to increase sharply, and the sparks from the circuit made a crackling sound that made the scalp tingle.
boom--!
A powerful heat flow swept through the carriage, and the blazing flames engulfed everything.
"It's okay, Ayase-san, it's okay..." The sweat on his face flowed like a stream, he carried the girl on his back with difficulty, and kept comforting, "We will survive."
"Komaeda..." The girl who couldn't see clearly began to cry, "I don't want to die yet...I don't want to die yet..."
"Ayase-san... No matter what the price is, I will let you live. So, please, please trust me a little more... We will definitely survive!"
Ayase sobbed and nodded.Behind him, a huge torrent of fire was sweeping towards him at a fast speed.
She felt that her hair had been curled up by the high temperature, and the hot steam against her back made her sweat profusely.The blood dripping from the ear canal stained her shoulders with bloody halos one after another.
bang bang bang-
The desperado-like urging of death came from the constantly exploding carriages, getting closer and closer.
In her mind, the electronic voice that had been silent for a long time suddenly sounded again——
"The guardian object Komaeda Nagito has been detected to be in danger of life, and the protection program is now automatically activated..."
Her body was out of control.
She broke free from Komaeda's back with strength beyond her imagination, rushed to the glass window, and slammed her fist hard on the window glass.
cluck.
Her entire face was distorted, the impact of that punch was terribly strong, and the cracked window pane shattered cleanly, but her entire arm had completely lost feeling now, and she knew that she should It's a comminuted fracture.
But even though the pain was overwhelming enough to knock her out of consciousness, she turned around with a willpower she couldn't believe, rushed to grab Komaeda, and pulled him out of the car with her good hand. .
"Ayase-san!?"
"Don't give me nonsense! Hurry up and dance for me!!"
She roared, roaring at the top of her lungs.
Outside the tram is the unbroken bridge, which is already crowded with people swarming like ants.
He still wanted to say something, but Matsui Ayase was too lazy to say anything to him. Seeing someone reaching out to respond, she pushed him out with all her strength.
The electronic sound in the brain sounded again: "The guardian's life is in danger, and the protection program is now closed."
The carriage exploded.
This time, it was behind her.
She was pushed out by the huge airflow, mixed with the fragments after the explosion, and flew out together.
She watched with a blank mind as she was getting farther and farther away from a safe place, and human beings became as small as ants, but then there was no sense of weightlessness.
She watched herself falling and falling from high altitude.
— hit the concrete floor hard. ?
☆, Finale
? Komaeda Nagito witnessed the reality that the girl he liked died in front of his own eyes on his 16th birthday.
The reality that the skull was like a watermelon dropped to the ground, shattered to pieces and died in front of him.
——End of the full text.
This is of course impossible.
In fact, Matsui Ayase didn't know what Komaeda Nagito would think, and she didn't have time to take care of his thoughts.
She opened her eyes abruptly, staring blankly at the front, her body twitching and shaking.
It's a nightmare.
A nightmare that is too clear to be frightening.
She hugged herself with her hands, curled up in the quilt, her upper and lower teeth chattered and collided constantly.
The world turned upside down, the sound of her skull cracking when it hit the concrete floor, the red, white and white liquid flowed out and instantly smeared all her vision, the maddening pain and the feeling of falling made her speechless with fear , can only gasp for breath.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." She didn't know what she wanted to say, what to say, what to say, she just kept going Weeping vaguely, the fear circling in her heart kept rampaging in her body, she could only keep trembling, to relieve the terror that was about to tear her whole spirit apart.
Red white red white red white.
Liquid solid brain pulp bones.
Pierced lungs, shattered leg bones, and internal organs that exploded all over the place.
"Ugh...ah..."
She couldn't even scream, she could only keep shaking, relying on shaking to relieve the insecurity brought by the weightlessness.
When her heavy panting finally turned stable, she dared to slowly lift the quilt on her body by a small opening, and a beam of cool morning light poured in from this small opening, and she timidly observed the outside world.
It is a familiar ceiling.
This is her own home.
A sense of peace of mind came over her, and she realized that the quilt on her body was soaked with sweat.She stretched out her sweaty hands, pulled back the quilt, and exposed herself to the sun.
Fresh air poured into her lungs, looking at the clear, non-ghosting world, she actually felt as if she had passed away.The golden sunlight penetrated through the window glass and floated lightly around her.
Everything is clear and there is no haze.
Today is another day.
She looked at the rising sun that had just risen, and burst into tears in an instant.
A peaceful life without waves is suitable for her.
Two-dimensional or something, it really can only be seen from a distance and not played with... Some things don't matter, it's purely because it doesn't concern me.Once it happened to her, she would regret her original decision—she was just Ye Gong likes dragons.From this point of view, she is still very grateful for this nightmare, at least from now on, she should not be too addicted to anime and games.
But such a nightmare, once is enough.After a few more times, she would really doubt whether her heart could bear this extreme fear.
At that moment, she really thought she was going to die.
Compared with death, everything else seems so small.
An ordinary person like her, who can't do anything, really chooses to live an ordinary life.
Thinking like this, she moved closer to the window and leaned out, preparing to take a bird's-eye view of the morning scenery and breathe the fresh air.
Then--
There was a wide-eyed stare at the white-haired boy from the next room.
Nagito Komaeda looked at the girl with disheveled hair and a frightened expression on the balcony on the second floor of the opposite building, hesitated for a moment, and raised her hand tentatively: "Good morning? I'm Nagito Komaeda who just moved here today..."
Before she could finish speaking, the blue-faced girl took a step back, closed the window with a bang, and drew the curtains with lightning speed, completely separating the two of them.
Komaeda, who was at a loss, had no idea how he could offend his new neighbor.However, he felt that he was subconsciously embarrassed to see the girl's disheveled appearance.
Should he just pretend he didn't see it...
Komaeda shook his head, forgetting about the episode.
Behind the curtain, Matsui Ayase crouched against the wall, her face was pale, and her eyes were filled with astonishment and fear.
"Why, why..."
The electronic voice that hadn't sounded in my brain for a long time said abruptly: "Host, I should have reminded you before... There is only one meaning for your existence in this world - to give Komaeda Nagito all the happiness you can give. If you Death, and Komaeda didn't get all the happiness you could give, and the world will restart to the point where you first met him."
"...My, meaning?"
"Yes, this is the only meaning of your life."
"...I live only to make others happy?"
"Yes, this is the only meaning of your life."
"The only, meaning?"
"Yes, the only meaning."
She said blankly: "I just want to ask, is it related to Komaeda that I was so unlucky before?"
The cold electronic voice in his head replied without hesitation: "Yes. Because if Komaeda feels happiness, then misfortune will happen to him, and all these misfortunes will be borne by you. It can be understood that he attracts All the misfortunes that happened have been transferred to you. In the future, if Komaeda enrolls with "super high school-level luck", I suggest that you can use "super high school-level misfortune" to apply for Hope's Peak Academy and continue to complete the only one in your life. significance."
She brushed off its near-black humor at the end, and continued, "So, it was Komaeda's fault that my eyesight broke? Is it Komaeda's fault that I got hit on the head? Is it Komaeda's fault that the train accident at the end? "
"From the setting point of view, this is indeed the case. If you want to offset the happiness he produces, then you must have the same degree of misfortune. The more happiness he feels, the greater the misfortune that will befall you."
"Why... why me? Why do I have to bear his misfortune?!"
"Because you made a contract at the beginning."
"Ha, ha ha, ha ha ha ha ha ha..." Although she didn't want to laugh, she laughed inexplicably, and kept laughing until she burst into tears, "What kind of reason is this... what kind of reason is this Ah! I don’t want to understand this kind of messy meaning at all! Can this also be regarded as meaning?”
"Host, with all due respect, your life itself is meaningless. The sun rises in the east and sets in the west, people get old, sick, and die, and they continue from generation to generation. You are just the tiniest and most insignificant one of them. Whether you exist or not, the truth is It has no effect on the normal operation of this world. Even, zooming in on the entire human history, the existence of human beings is meaningless."
The girl smiled sarcastically: "So, I also want to thank you for finding the meaning of living for me?"
All the strength in her body seemed to be drained, and she lay powerlessly on the tatami mat, crying loudly and joyfully at the same time.
Although she didn't know why she was laughing, she kept laughing and whimpering, and she didn't even know if she was crying or laughing.
This feeling of trembling all over the body, this rampage of fear in the body, this vertigo feeling that the whole world is spinning.
——In the end, it all turned into a boundless sense of despair that squeezed her like a swamp.
It wasn't Komaeda's fault.
This was Komaeda's fault.
I like him.
and also--
I hate him.
This is not the end of the nightmare.
This is just the beginning of the nightmare.
[Volume [-] End]?
☆, the first volume of characters is released
?Matsui Ayase
Height: 165cm
Eyes: dark green
Hair color: aqua blue
Talent: Super high school-level escape expert (after meeting someone), student of class 77
Hidden Attribute: Misfortune at the Super High School Level
Forcibly bound object: Nagito Komaeda
Gu Shanchuan
Height: 166cm
Eyes: brown
Hair color: wine red
Talent: Super high school-level kite maker, student of the class of 74
Hidden Attribute: Super high school-level rage
Taniyama Yuko
Height: 169cm
Eyes: lead gray
Hair color: light green
Talent: Super university-level bioelectronics researcher, student of the 73rd class
Hidden Attributes: Super High School Level Tucao Maniac
Ueshima Sakazaki (mentor)
Height: 177cm
Eyes: amber
Hair Color: Blonde
Status: Tutor of Bioelectronics
Hidden Attribute: Super high school level research madman
Asanuma Rain
Height: 152cm
Eyes: golden
Hair color: deep purple
Talent: A super high school level biomechanical modifier, a student of the 78th class
Hidden attribute: Super high school-level sick girl?
☆、Fanwai·You in my eyes
? Komaeda still remembers the first time he met Matsui.
When he opened the door, the opposite door opened at the same time, and the frightened girl rushed into his field of vision.
The dark green eyes of the same color as his looked at him nervously, and the somewhat messy aqua blue hair was tied in a ponytail, making her look energetic and playful.
Even with a frightened expression on her face, she still couldn't hide the soft aura emanating from the girl from the inside out.
"Good morning, Matsui-san. What a coincidence, do you want to go to school together?" He greeted, but as soon as the words came out, he regretted a little.He is very aware of his unlucky or lucky physique, and he had originally planned to keep the minimum contact with the neighbors after this move, but this decision was subconsciously made by him at the first sight of Matsui Ayase broken.
This made him a little annoyed, maybe it was Matsui's timid expression and the warm atmosphere around him that made him feel safe, and made him involuntarily cross the bottom line he set.
The girl looked even more nervous: "Ah, Komaeda-kun, okay, okay, what a coincidence."
Komaeda didn't know why the girl was so nervous when she saw him. He guessed that she might not be good at communication and words, so he patiently waited for her to continue talking.
To be honest, Matsui's stuttering, stumbling speech, and flushed face from nervousness made Komaeda inexplicably a little funny, but he had to admit that Matsui's appearance was quite cute.
"Ah, ah, ah, that... Komaeda-kun..."
Komaeda wanted to laugh even more, seeing the girl "ahhhh" for a long time, unable to say a word in embarrassment, he really wanted to tell her "it's okay, take your time, I can wait for you forever", But he reckoned that this would make Matsui, who was already nervous and about to smoke, explode directly, so he just waited patiently where she was, waiting for her to say the next thing.
Komaeda is actually quite a withdrawn person. Although his childhood experience allowed him to pretend to be friendly and gentle to have friendly conversations with other people. After a long time, this has even become part of his personality. However, this mechanical The formula-like way of communicating makes him feel that he is completing a certain task, and with the constant bad luck befalling him or the people around him, he is also used to keeping a distance from the people around him.
Therefore, no matter how beautiful Matsui is, he still feels that it is better for him to stay away from her - if he feels kind to her, it is for her own good that he should stay away even more.
Even if I feel a little happy in my heart, let's stop here.
—Well, just a little bit happy.
really.
However, reality did not give him a chance to stop there.
A flower pot that fell from the sky hit the head of the girl who was caught off guard.
He instinctively stretched out his hand and helped the fainted girl.Her aqua-blue hair was already covered with dirt and fragments of flower pots, and blood oozed from the back of her head little by little, crawling out hideous marks on her fair face.
His mind went blank.
This is the mistake he brought, and he must bear it.
He picked up the girl and started running wildly.
Matsui's injuries were not serious, and his blood-smeared face looked scary, but in fact it was just because of the broken skin.But the sequelae of the concussion are a bit serious.
"...Maybe there may be a deviation in vision?"
"It's better to be more careful recently." The doctor said casually, "Actually, it's not a big problem..."
Komaeda looked at the girl lying quietly on the bed.She is not awake yet, she is sleeping peacefully with her eyes closed.The long sky-blue hair had spread out and covered the entire pillow, making her face look even smaller, as if her whole body was curled up in the hair.
Matsui doesn't look like the type who is good at communicating with people, and it is estimated that no classmates will come to the hospital to see her.
He secretly said that he was offended, took out the mobile phone from her coat, dug out the address book, and notified her parents.
The first one to call was Matsui's father.
"Huh? Ayase was hit? Did he die? Didn't he die? It's okay if he didn't die. We Ayase have a big life, hahahahaha... so be it, I still have a job, if she wants Signed the critical illness notice, you can notify me again."
Komaeda: "..."
The next call was Matsui's mother.
"Ayase is hospitalized? Yoshida, take this account book and review it again..."
In order to arouse the other party's sympathy, he deliberately used a more serious statement: "Yes, Matsui-san has been in a coma for a while..."
"Well, yes, the report will be given to me tonight... What did you just say?"
"I said Matsui-san has been in a coma for a long time."
"Replay tonight's presentation again, let me see if there are any gaps... Ayase is unconscious? Are you okay? Hey, the slide just now is delayed by 0.5 seconds, it looks better... ..."
"...not serious, but there may be a short-term impact on vision."
"Oh, then it's okay, Ayase is very independent, we don't need to worry about this kind of thing. That's it."
Hearing the sound of hanging up, Komaeda suddenly felt that the parents were ridiculous.
Is Matsui-san usually raised like this?
Ayase she is very independent.
——This kind of independence is probably forced out.
Thinking of how Matsui stammered and didn't know what to say just now, Komaeda rarely felt angry.Matsui's reaction, which was close to interpersonal barriers, made him feel a little uncomfortable, and thinking that even Matsui's parents would not come to the hospital to visit her, let alone other people, he felt even more sad.
Anyway, this is also his fault, so let him take care of her these few days.
Thinking like this, he deliberately ignored the little joy in his heart.
He just took care of her out of a sense of duty.
He was sure.
To Komaeda's surprise, after a few days of observation, he found that Matsui was not the person he had imagined, who had difficulty speaking and communication barriers.Rather, Matsui is a very lively and talkative person, and this kind of lively and talkative person can also be called "chatterbox" in a sense.But in his absence, Matsui seemed rather silent.At least several times, he saw Matsui staring out the window in a daze.
Matsui is probably a person who is quite afraid of being lonely.Whenever she saw him coming, her listless eyes suddenly brightened as if she had seen the light.
This feeling of being needed made Komaeda a little new and a little unaccustomed, but he knew that he didn't hate this feeling, and even felt that he was slowly beginning to like the feeling that someone was expecting him to come quickly.
He doesn't know whether this kind of friendship should be called friendship or fetters, but in short, every time Matsui smiled and said "Komaeda-kun, you are here", his heart seemed to be taken care of. Like a beam of light.
Komaeda, who was just planning to take care of Matsui in the hospital for a few days, suddenly felt a little bit reluctant when he thought of the decision he had made to distance himself from Matsui after he recovered from his illness.
and Matsui
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Cultivation, I have a world of high martial arts
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The years when I explored the fairyland
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Turning danger into fortune: My adventures are a little bit weird
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Steady cultivation of immortality, the entire cultivation world is my home
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Star Rail Simulation, but surrounded by characters
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After I became the infinite flow boss
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