[Comprehensive] Where was your birthday this year?

Yuyi woke up in a ray of light. When she woke up, the surrounding light was so bright that she closed her eyes for a long time to get used to it. She didn't open her eyes until the light outside gradually went out.

At first glance, what Yuyi saw was the bright light emanating from her chest. She didn't understand why the Silmarillion suddenly emitted such a strong light, even the seal on her body could not cover it.

Fortunately, after a while, the light disappeared completely. Yuyi moved her hands and feet and felt that there was nothing wrong with her, so she straightened her clothes and went out of the room.

After pushing open the door, Yuyi saw Ashura standing outside who was obviously waiting for her, and immediately jumped at him with a smile.

"father!"

"Xiaoyu, are you feeling alright?" Asura held the girl steadily, looked her over carefully, and was slightly relieved after confirming that everything looked fine, "The Silmaril's light was too strong before, I can't get near you at all."

"I... feel okay now." Yuyi hesitated for a moment, she didn't know if her soul eroded by the black mud was considered good, but since she opened her eyes, her soul had been entangled in it as if it had been frozen The chill in her heart dissipated a lot, and now she can no longer find the indifference and rationality she used to calculate those servants.

Although this is a good thing in some respects, proving that after returning to her body, the light of the Silmarillion did dispel the influence of the black mud, but Yuyi found that she did not kill Matou Zouken, Counting the deaths of six servants, and how much guilt he felt for causing a catastrophe in the Weiyuan River area.

She was... completely different from before, and this change made her a little scared.

Yuyi's hesitation was not ignored by Asura, he frowned and asked: "Did something happen before?"

"Well, some bad things happened." Yuyi honestly admitted that compared with the sensitive Indra, she hoped to chat with the gentle and generous Asura about the previous Holy Grail War. Subconsciously, she I feel that when facing the dark side of people's hearts, Asura can make her feel more at ease.

Asura heard Yuyi's desire to confide in him. He felt that her daughter's accident this time made her mature and independent, and her mentality also changed subtly. In the past, she mostly kept silent in order not to worry them. Endure the bitterness outside, and only speak when it is necessary to speak.

Whether this is a good thing or a bad thing is hard to say now, so Asura just said: "Then Xiaoyu, take a rest first, I will go and tell your grandfather the news of your waking up, and we will talk about you when I come back." .”

"it is good."

Yuyi watched Asura leave the yard, and then did not go back to the room, but took a walk in the yard.Judging by the weather, it is already summer now. According to the fact that no matter how long she has been outside in the past, the ninja sect must have never passed a year. This should be the second summer.

There is still half a year before winter, and she should still have enough time to finish what she wants to do, including practicing physical skills and a huge amount of work, remembering what she remembered in the study of Matou Kariya's house, thousands of years of human beings. All historical and technological knowledge is written silently.

Recalling the luxurious house of the Matou family, and looking at the simple yard in front of her, although not shabby, Yuyi felt that it would be better if she had more time. a burden to her fathers.

Asura came back after a while. When he came back, he brought some soup for Yuyi. Seeing what Yuyi was eating, she realized that her stomach was already empty, but she didn't feel very hungry. This was probably due to the Silmaril. The nourishment of her body.

After drinking some sweet soup and eating two glutinous rice dumplings, Yuyi turned to Asura who had been sitting beside him for a long time, and suddenly she was a little afraid to speak when she met his concerned eyes.

She dare not... dare not say that she not only killed someone but also has no remorse, she not only dirty her hands but also dirty her soul, although it is not all her fault, but she did it, she committed it The irrefutable guilt of !

"Dad... I..."

Looking at Yuyi's worried and frightened appearance, Asura felt that she was facing something extremely bad, which would have such a huge impact on her that she would be afraid that what she did would be rejected by him, so he sighed lightly, and he hugged the girl Into her arms, stroking her hair and whispering: "Xiaoyu, just say what you want, you don't need to be afraid, because no matter what you have done, you are my daughter and my favorite child. "

"If you make a mistake, then I should be the one to make up for it. If you can't make up for it, then you shouldn't be the only one who bears the consequences."

Yuyi grabbed Asura's clothes tightly, she couldn't describe her feeling at the moment, this feeling that no matter what she did, someone would stand behind her and accompany her, it was really...

just perfect.

Wiping away the tears that filled her eyes at unknown times, Yuyi didn't hesitate any longer, and told Ashura everything she did during her participation in the Holy Grail War, whether it was a crime of murder or a despicable and shameless conspiracy , she didn't hide the slightest bit.

Asura listened quietly the whole time, until Yuyi finished talking about all her deeds, expressing her confusion with a trembling voice.

"I don't know what to do...Dad, I wasn't like this before! I'm afraid, if I don't feel guilty about doing this kind of thing in the future... I will talk to those who ignore my will and ignore my life, just for What's the difference between a cruel god who acts in his own interest?!"

This is what Yuyi fears the most. Ever since she woke up, the light of the Silmarillion dispelled the maliciousness of the black mud. Her rationality told her that she should condemn herself for what she had done before, but her conscience didn't say anything about it. Response, everything she did was to go home, she neither broke her promise nor sowed dissension, she won the war by virtue of her own ability, and she deserved the name and felt at ease, so there was no need to feel guilty.

Asura covered the girl's hand with his own, gently held her unconsciously clenched fist, and said in a low voice: "People live in this world, and many things don't go as you expected. , Xiaoyu, you didn’t do anything wrong in the Holy Grail War, but that doesn’t mean what you did was good.”

"It's never right to take someone's life, but you have to do it under such circumstances. If so, what should you do?"

Yuyi raised her head blankly, this was the question she couldn't get an answer for, she subconsciously held her breath and concentrated, waiting for Asura to explain her doubts, at this moment, no matter what Asura said, she would remember it in her heart, this was due to any A daughter who walks on the road of life shrouded in fog will have the trust in her father.

If the person in front of Yuyi at this moment is not Asura, she will not become what she will be in the future, trusted, looked up to, and respected by people... A child's growth depends on the teaching of his parents, although Yuyi's growth path is uneasy and difficult , only this is no different from others.

"When you live in this world, you must be in awe. Only in this way can you be upright, have rules in your words, and stop your actions. Xiaoyu, your fear of your own actions stems from this, from your awe of life and human nature. Don't be confused about this, and don't need to be confused about the future, your fear at this moment is the most powerful rope to restrain your words and deeds, and you who can perceive it so clearly will definitely not become what you fear!"

The fear disappeared at that moment, or it could no longer affect Yuyi's thinking. The girl stared blankly at her father, looking at his gentle and firm eyes, which were full of support and trust for her , she understood that she would no longer be afraid of her own changes.

She will, as her father expected, have awe of everything in the world, and use this to discipline her words and deeds. She... will definitely become a child that makes him proud!

"I see, thanks, Dad."

Asura laughed, he opened his arms, and Yuyi jumped in without hesitation, hiding in his warm arms and secretly laughing.

Even though she has encountered a lot of misfortunes, she is still lucky because she has the best father in the world.

After solving the psychological problem, the rest is to finish the things set in the original plan.

Yuyi was not in a hurry to put physical training on the agenda. She decided to write down the books such as the general history of the world that she had memorized at Jiantong's house first, so as not to forget them after a long time. After all, she memorized them by rote and did not practice In-depth study and understanding, it is easy to forget.

After saying hello to her family, Yuyi began to immerse herself in writing the book silently. During the process, she sighed more than once about the ease of use of the quill pen, and her wrists were sore after writing too much with the brush.

However, the paper in this era of Ninja could not meet the standard for writing with a quill pen. The development of new paper required a lot of preliminary preparations, and the time was too late, so even though it was easy to make a pen, Yuyi still chose to write silently with a brush.

A month later, Yuyi walked out of the room with a thick book in her arms, and presented the results in front of the elders in the family. Time and energy were not allowed, and she only wrote two copies of each book silently. The content was understood, which saved a lot of effort when introducing the contents of the book to the elders.

The content of each volume has amazed people who lived in ancient times.

From agrarian society to industrial society, from light industry to heavy industry, what Yuyi has brought is the fruits of a world that can only be obtained through the development and accumulation of thousands of years. The interconnection of airplanes, bicycles, and electronic equipment is like a night in the sky to ancient people. Like Tan, it is something they dare not even think about.

The benefits are obvious. They don't have to grope forward in the unknown, and the clear direction is already in front of them. They just need to accept this challenge and try their best.