[Tutor] Lick the dog until nothing is left

At this point in the story, the real climax finally ushered in.

Yes, everything I've written before is actually setting up this moment.

This breakup came so fast and so quickly that almost everyone did not expect it, because when we went there just a week ago, the relationship between the goddess and the male god was still good, who would have thought that it was only a few days, and the relationship between the two The relationship between them has undergone such a big change.

As for the most important reason for the breakup that led to all this, the male god didn't say anything, so everyone was very considerate and didn't ask.During the period, apart from the hot-blooded senior who came to talk to him once, this sudden turmoil, which was enough to cause a shock in this small circle, just stopped silently, and no one mentioned it again.

I went to find the goddess with the three messages I kept on my phone, trying to find out what was in her heart, but this time the two of us seem to have reversed. No matter how I ask, it’s okay to be tactful or straight-forward. Either way, the goddess just smiled slightly and said nothing.

Finally, I said I was tired, my throat became dry, and my voice gradually became quieter. Only then did the goddess move. She pushed the water glass in front of her to me, watched me drink it down, and finally Said with a sigh:

Natsu ちゃん, no matter what happens from now on, please...don't give up.

I was stunned, and when I looked up, I found that although she was smiling when she said such words, the depression in that smile could not be concealed no matter what, and it was clearly exposed in front of me.

There may be some kind of secret language between girls.Obviously, the antecedent of this sentence is unknown, and at first hearing it was confusing, but at that moment, I understood something inconceivably.

So I nodded, looked back at the past with the most determined eyes in my life, and told her: OK.

Whether it's the feeling of liking him, or the precious opportunity to stay by his side.

I will never give up.

This is the most important thing for me who was still young in fashion.

After bidding farewell to the goddess, I walked alone on the corridor of the school building. Looking up, I saw the smoky and blue sky, which was obviously a sight that made people feel happy at first glance, but for some reason, I couldn’t feel happy.

On the rooftop a year ago, my second confession failed, so I voluntarily withdrew, and the male god and goddess officially started dating.

A year later, another summer, I was still here, and they broke up.

To be honest, from the moment I learned that the two of them were together, I never thought it would end like this.

Everything is like a dream.

Although the conversation with the goddess, which others may not understand, has increased my self-confidence, but in fact, I still have a lot of AC numbers when it comes to chasing male gods.And the two of them just broke up, I don't want to do things that take advantage of others, I don't want people to feel like I'm waiting for such a day, so I just released the male god from the blacklist and sent a comforting text message with real feelings , there is no more text.

After all, the receiver also has dignity.

With this thought in mind, I have been waiting for a long time, and time has passed unknowingly, and winter is here again.

This year's New Year is a bit dull compared to the previous ones. I thought about it carefully and felt that apart from the slightly awkward atmosphere between the male god and the goddess, the more reason may be that Mr. R did not make trouble.

Although in his words, "Well, I'll let you go this year first," he said in a compassionate tone, but I have to say that without his annual New Year's Battle session, a lot of fun has indeed been lost.

Similarly, perhaps because the protagonist is not very interested, this year's New Year's banquet ended very early. When I left the male god's house, I realized that the time was not even nine o'clock, and I was not in a hurry I walked home, stopped and stopped on the road, and kept thinking about the faces of the gods and goddesses at dinner just now.

I always have an idea, that is, until the atmosphere between the two of them returns to normal, I will not approach the male god without authorization, because that will make me feel very awkward, as if I have become a bad person stepping on the goddess .

But now seeing their performance at night, I can't help but start to wonder if I can wait until that day.At any rate, they once liked each other. Can they really be friends again after breaking up?

Would this be too cruel for the male god, no...for the two of them?

I was thinking wildly in my mind, so that I didn't pay attention to my surroundings for a while. When I realized it, I found that I had unknowingly walked in front of the shrine, and bumped into the male god who was walking towards me. , we were all stunned.

After more than a year, he returned to being single again, and he gave me an illusion in a trance, as if he had never left my world in the past eighteen months.

But in fact, it has been a long, long time since the last time we got together face to face alone.

Because I was the first group of people to leave the meeting, the male god didn't seem to expect to see me in this kind of place. The two of them stood there and chatted for a while. When I was saying goodbye, suddenly a cold drop of something like water fell on the tip of my nose.

The male idol also felt something. Looking up, snowflakes were falling from the night sky, and they turned into water droplets when they touched the ground, leaving light-colored marks one by one.

Looks like tomorrow will be a fine day.

The male god withdrew his gaze from the sky, smiled at me, and rarely took the initiative to invite me and said: Do you want to go in together to pray for blessings?Since they are already standing here.

I nodded immediately, and decisively chose the latter between the warm bed and the love that rekindled hope.

The shrine was full of people during the New Year, but because it had started to snow, all the people who came to pray for blessings unconsciously speeded up. The seemingly long line actually waited for a while, and it was the turn of me and the male god.

Putting a few coins into the donation box, I tapped my palms twice, closed my eyes with the crisp sound of wind chimes above my head, and sincerely prayed like a god, hoping that my wishes would come true.

After doing all this, I opened my eyes and subconsciously looked to the side. I saw the male god folded his hands, his clear and warm brown pupils were still closed, and his face had a devout expression that I had never seen before, warm yellow The street lamps illuminated his face, making the curve of his profile more and more distinct.

At such a close distance, even the small shadow of his eyelashes can't hide anywhere. I just need to reach out and touch him, but I don't.Just staring at the small half of his face facing me, I realized in a daze that his face had changed significantly compared to when we first met. Now that he looks like an adult, even his height has been raised a lot, and he is completely a big boy.

Recalling the first time we met, the picture of him being beaten up by Mr. R because of his inability to recite his lines suddenly entered my mind, and I almost didn't laugh out loud.I pursed my lips and looked at him for a while, I looked away, threw two coins into the wooden box again, folded my palms together and said: Please don’t put the request on me just now, I’m going to make another wish now.

If you can, then please let this boy beside me be safe and happy, and everything goes smoothly.

When I opened my eyes again this time, the male god had already stood up straight and was waiting. When he noticed my gaze, he quickly looked back, and when his eyes met, he smiled, as warm and soft as ever, as if there was nothing wrong with me. any haze.

The two of us walked out of the torii gate side by side, and walked down the long stairs, neither of us spoke.It wasn't until the last step left us that I stood on the side of the wide road and took a deep breath, then I smiled and said goodbye to him.

However, just as I turned around, his voice suddenly sounded behind him, he stopped me, and said to me in a gentle tone that I could never resist: I'll take you back, Natsu ちゃん.

I'm in a daze.

It's been a long time since he called me that.

In fact, I forced him to call Natsu-ちゃん at the beginning. Before that, he always called Miyagi-さん, Miyagi-さん, which made me a little uncomfortable, so I asked him to change it. .And before I appeared, he always only added ちゃん after the name of the goddess |, and he always called ⑨ by his first name.

Later, when he was with the goddess, he probably didn't feel good about it, so he changed his address from "Natsu ちゃん" to the well-behaved "Xia Li", and he didn't use such fancy suffixes anymore.

The winter nights always seem very long. We walked along the track of the road all the way to the third-chome where we lived. A steady stream of snowflakes fell on the top of the head and eyelashes, and some even flew into my collar, freezing Make me shudder.

But even so, I still didn't have the idea of ​​speeding up my pace. Walking leisurely on this snowy street in line with his pace was somewhat romantic.

Looking at the gradually piled up snow scene, I breathed the cool and icy air, and for some reason my heart suddenly opened up.

I suddenly wanted to tell him a lot, so I opened my mouth, breaking the seemingly warm tranquility.

I told him the three text messages that the goddess had sent me before she "disappeared", and also told him my answer at that time.I saw streaks of white mist spraying out of my mouth and dissipating quickly, so I couldn't help but smile with my eyes bent.

I said: The reason why I haven't bothered you as much as before in the past six months is because I don't want others to think that I am taking advantage of the situation, and if I still do it like I did in the first grade, you will definitely be embarrassed.

He froze for a moment, turning his head to look at me.

Feeling that gaze fall on my right cheek, I looked calm and continued in the usual tone: But I still like you.

Having said that, I stopped and stretched out my hand to pull the cuff of his windbreaker, forcing him to follow me and stand on the same spot.

I raised my head and looked at him who was already a head taller than me, and my eyes met his directly, neither dodging nor avoiding, and it was full of bright light that I didn't even know.

I like you, so I am willing to change for you.

Maybe you are tired of hearing such words, but I still can't help but say - I can wait for you, until the day you really want to understand.

Or one day you suddenly told me that you have someone who you want to spend your life with from now on, and you feel that we are really not suitable... I will leave.

And in the days before, can you not drive me away?Just let me stay by your side, even if I can't do anything, but at least, I can accompany you like the wind and flowers, and witness all the laughter and tears in your future life.

and so--

Stop rejecting me.

May I?

The male god looked at me with an emotion in his eyes that I had never seen before.

I can't tell what kind of emotion it was, but I clearly remember the way he looked at me at that time, the brown eyes that didn't have any offensive color at all, and were extraordinarily warmed by the dim light on the side of the road The soft, clear eyes reflected my appearance, and it felt as if he was seeing me for the first time.

It’s weird.

But then, the idea was thrown out of my mind.

Because the male god just kept a slightly bowed posture and stared at me, nodded lightly but solemnly, and said:

it is good.

A smile appeared on his face, and the corners of his eyes were also bent, and he said to me softly:

You don't need to make any changes for me, you just have to be yourself.

After this conversation, it was like a mutual agreement between two people. I opened my eyes wide in surprise, a trace of tears welled up in my eyes, and I forced them back in the blink of an eye.

"Ok!"

——Then, it's a deal, okay?

—————☆☆☆101L I always like tuna☆☆☆—————

The author has something to say: the memory killing is over, it is still a very real chapter

The next chapter starts to switch from the forum body to the daily life after ten years, 270 is ready to be beaten (doge)

Secretly changed the mouth!