[Tutor] Lick the dog until nothing is left
Chapter 2 The first tree hole
It's a bit sad to see what's going on, I feel like I saw my former self from the host
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I think it's very realistic, most people should feel the same about the landlord's emotional experience, right?
Also, I found it really scary for girls to talk about love, because many girls I met were as soon as they fell in love with someone, their minds were full of him, the whole world revolved around him, and chatting with girlfriends was just a few words The words are inseparable, as a mother-fetal solo, I can't listen to it at all
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Alas, such a good girl, why is it someone else's?
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It's true that only scumbags attract girls
Another innocent little girl who was deceived, but if it was only her feelings that were deceived, it would be okay, the worst thing is that she was deceived and had an abortion, half her life was ruined
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Where is it okay?The landlord has delayed for ten years because of this man, how many decades can a woman have?
And judging from the timeline of the host, they should not be very old, and all their youth was wasted on a man who doesn't love you. It really makes people angry!Can you stop being so in love with your brain? ?
What's wrong with having so much time to do?Ten years is enough for you to become a master of the Internet literature circle, right?
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After reading the last paragraph of the landlord, I couldn't help but come out and take a bubble
As a person who has been there, I really feel the same way. Maybe some of the friends who commented in the building did not have such an experience, but some people are like this. It may seem silly and incomprehensible to you, but feelings are not things that can be let go just by letting go.
And generally such girls are the kind who have no experience in the world, have no relationship experience, and it is easy to be desperate when they like someone, but men like this, otherwise why do you think so many people are willing to become female college students?
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Wow, the host said that he was a writer before, and I really believe it now. Just by reading the host’s words, I can feel the charm of a male god. I actually like such a boy? ? ?
I won't be beaten to death by the landlord...
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I am willing to pick up female college students because the students have never entered the society, so they are easy to deceive.But the landlord should be more than 20 now, right?I'm already an adult, and I don't understand if I can't let it go.
If a man really likes you, he will feel sorry for you. How could it be possible for you to put down your body and chase him for so long?Ten years, no kidding!
The host doesn't understand this?
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It's easy to understand, because the poster has liked male gods since he was a child, right? It should be his first love?
Isn't it said that people are most likely to meet people who will never forget in their lifetime at an innocent age? I feel that the relationship experience of the host is very suitable. It feels a bit like watching a literary movie
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The landlord's writing is good, I collected it as a novel and read it
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……… Am I the only one who noticed that the host’s two rivals in love turned out to be good friends?And it seems that the relationship between the landlord and the two of them is also very good?
Shocked, sure enough, a woman's heart needle
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I stand at 38 brother, the hero of the host obviously doesn't love the host, otherwise it would be impossible for him to not agree to be with the host for so many years.
But I also quite understand the poster, the relationship of ten years may not be a relationship, it is an obsession, how can it be as easy to let go as you say?
I fell in love with someone back then, and left my city to go to him because of him, only to find out that I was a mistress, that idiot already had someone who was about to get married, and found out that I was cheated and broke up, but I just cried like this It was still miserable, I didn’t want to see anyone for half a month, I couldn’t sleep because of insomnia in the middle of the night, my tears fell when I heard the songs I liked when we were together, and I cried like an idiot when I was alone in front of the computer.
My relationship is only three months, let alone the landlord's ten years?
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Ten years is really scary. Should I say that the host has perseverance?
Anyway, when I am chasing a man, if the other party treats me a little colder, or rejects me once, I dare not take the initiative again, and I can't hold back this face
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Has the landlord watched "Millennium Girl. Excellent"?If you haven't seen it, I suggest you check it out.
Because you may not like him anymore, but like "the self who likes him", or just like this kind of feeling called "like".
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What LS said is too complicated. I think the reason why the host has not given up for ten years is very simple. It is unwillingness or imbalance
Think about it, you have paid so much for a man, but in the end there is no response at all, can you bear it for you?
It is the worst thing to invest without return, or that sentence: Promise me, stop being a dog licking, okay?Leave with some dignity, it's good for you and him
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Wow, there are many relationship experts in the building, I found a treasure
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The replies here are poisonous, right?The host wrote two layers in total, and you analyzed so many things?
Are all the Chinese teachers here? ?
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The owner is back!I was just called by the leader to have a talk, I didn’t expect everyone to talk so much, 233333
I read every one of them carefully. In fact, what some friends said was quite reasonable. It was the first time in my life that I knew that liking someone would be such a hard thing.
The past ten years are not long or short. In fact, the host did not think about giving up halfway through, but he finally chose to persevere because of various things.Maybe it's the same as Brother 45 said, there will definitely be some resentment, after all, I'm not a saint, it's human nature to want to get the same response after giving out my feelings.
But, I also know that only feelings in this world cannot be judged by equivalent exchange, because it is out of control. It doesn’t mean that if I like him, he must like me. Even TV dramas dare not act like this. Otherwise, wouldn't all the second males have sex with the first female?
So don't worry everyone, I have already thought about this when I made my decision.It’s just that reason and emotion are separate, and I know it’s wrong to do so intellectually, but emotionally I can’t help but demand that he treat me like I treat him, but every time I regret it afterwards… ...emmmm, just like the two pictures of the town building.
The temper of the poster is average, but the temper of the male god is very good. Sometimes I think about it differently. If there is a male who has been stalking me for ten years, I can’t drive him away, and he always forces me to reply to him. Feelings, I would be annoyed if it were me, and I definitely can't be as nice as the male god is to me.
Alas, that's why I like him. He is really a very, very good person. He is worthy of my liking and the ten years I have devoted to him.
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……… It hurts to see it, what can I say, after all, we are just spectators
I wish you happiness, sister.Never forget, there must be echoes, I hope you and him have a good ending
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The landlord's speech seems to be a senior licking dog at first glance, I feel ashamed
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If you don't really like it, who would like to be a licking dog?
Even if you lick the dog until you have nothing left o(╥﹏╥)o
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Thank you to the sisters on the 49th floor, although I really want to have a HE with him, but he is getting married soon, and the bride is not me, hahaha, maybe there will be no chance.
Although I really want to say that liking him is my business and has nothing to do with him, but in fact I am sad now. I am not an optimistic person and I am easily influenced by emotions. I saw someone on the Internet saying that I am like this It's a sign of low emotional intelligence, and I think it makes sense.
After all, my male god has a high EQ, and even when he is sad, he still finds time to comfort those who care about him with a smile. If it were me, I might have cried so much that I don’t know where I am.
When I came out of the leader's office just now, my mood fell to the bottom.
You may not believe it, my leader is the teacher of the male god, and he was the one who saw that I liked the male god at first sight and told the male god about it. Just half a year ago, he encouraged me to continue chasing the male god in a serious manner. , Said that I am the closest to the male god and the person who is most likely to be with him, but now I turned my face and refused to recognize him, and called me to the office to tell me not to do unnecessary things? ? ?
In the end, he even gave me an invitation card for the male god's engagement.
...too much.
Really too much for this man!He is the devil! !
The most devilish thing is that this devil is actually my leader, and I can't beat him.
What to do, I really want to quit now.
I stared at this invitation for a minute, and endured it so as not to tear it into pieces.
Maybe it’s because my expression is too miserable. My devil leader (let’s call him Mr. R, that’s right, the Mr. R mentioned in the town building map) glanced at me, pondered for a moment, and pretended to be Comfort me: You can still leave after you get married, not to mention that this is just an engagement ceremony, so don't pay too much attention to such things as the ceremony.
There is even a reason?
And shamefully, I was really comforted!
Maybe it's because I still don't want to believe that he really married someone I don't know, or maybe it's the blind trust in Mr. R. After hearing this sentence, I actually have a glimmer of hope.
Is this the nature of licking dogs? ?
I kind of gave up on myself.
Sometimes I think that I am really cheap, how much I like being abused so I can give it away for ten years.But I am really afraid, I am afraid that if I just give up like this, I will never meet another person like him in my future life.
So even if I was rejected, even if everyone privately advised me to stop doing this, I still persisted.
Looking at the front, you may think that I am miserable, but in fact, it is okay, because the male god is a very gentle person, and he is also very good to friends. In order not to make him feel too embarrassed, I will not do it when there are many people. Pretending to be close to him, the things between the two of us have always been communicated in private, and I can only be more open when chatting with him on LINE.
The friends around me think that I have let go now, but in fact I have not, but I am much more mature than before, so I no longer want to be the same as when I was a child, and put the problem under the sun so that everyone can see clearly .
When I liked someone before, I wanted to let the whole world know that he was mine, but now I just want it to be something that only belongs to me and him. It is best for everyone not to interfere and disturb us.
That time in middle school was the first time he rejected me, and it was also the first time I recognized the so-called liking.
Before that, my attitude towards feelings was a bit frivolous, because of my handsome appearance, there were not many boys around me who expressed my admiration since I was a child, but I didn't like it, but it also gave me a lot of love. An illusion, that is, if such an excellent me puts down my body and takes the initiative to pursue a person, then the other person will definitely be chased by me.
Isn't it ridiculous to write it now?But I really thought so at the time.
Looking back, when I was a teenager, I didn’t have so much looking forward and backward, and I didn’t have so much timidity. What I had was only a passion and the courage to do what I wanted. Unlike now, if I am allowed to chase after the male god again, maybe after he rejects me once, I will never dare to approach him again.
This is the difference between when people grow up and when they don't grow up.
In short, now I no longer have the courage of that time, but fortunately, I had it at that time.
After the confession failed, I went home, lay on the bed and kept thinking about what he said to me, and I began to understand a little bit.
If liking is a kind of mood, it should be beautiful, produced naturally, and not controlled by any external force.As for how to better convey this feeling, everyone has different choices.
He is very careful. The reason why he said that may be that he realized that the liking in my mouth was not pure, but more of a frivolous mentality of snatching toys and displaying charm, so I thought about it and felt that I should respect him more. .
At least next time, I can't be like this anymore.
With this in mind, I went to him again the next day. When he opened the door and saw me, he was a little surprised, but soon smiled at me and welcomed me in.
I sat with him among my friends with my schoolbag in my arms, and the two of them tacitly did not mention what happened yesterday, as if that confession never happened.He also seems to have grown a lot, he is no longer at a loss when facing me as before, and after talking about it, he can get along with me more like a normal friend.
I gave up the embarrassing methods on LINE, and only occasionally talked to him in the tone of a friend. After the end, I no longer racked my brains to find new topics. I put more energy into the three-dimensional daily life Here, I want to know more about him.
Two things happened that stood out to me.
The first thing is related to Mr. R.The cause of the incident is actually very simple. It has something to do with the goddess' birthday. I didn't know it at first, but when I saw the male god's busy face in order to choose the right gift, I understood it instantly, and I felt a little sad in my heart.I really admire ⑨ on this point, because she can choose gifts for the goddess together with the male god without changing her face, and even happily chooses gifts for the goddess. Of course, there may be reasons why she doesn’t know that the male god likes the goddess.
Anyway, I can't.But there is no way, the male god is the center of our group, and the goddess is the object of his liking, so it is obviously a small matter, but after everyone is busy with it, it becomes a big event.I don't want to look too special, so I try my best to get rid of the awkwardness in my heart, force myself to join in, and put on a very happy face to offer opinions for the male god.
It really hurt me, but I also feel that I am very sensible.
After all, I can't help it, who makes the male god not like me, so I can only cater to him.
Unexpectedly, my opinion was adopted.Because the goddess' birthday is in spring, the plan is to go to enjoy the cherry blossoms, and the goddess' brother, the hot-blooded senior, will play the leading role. He will take her to the cherry blossom forest without telling her, and then we will suddenly show up to celebrate her birthday.
It was a surprise without innovation, but everyone thought it was very good and warm, so it was just like that.
Inexplicably becoming the chief supervisor of this project, I used my professionalism to arrange everyone's things to do and their appearance time one by one, ensuring that the scene was foolproof and allowing the goddess to have a perfect birthday experience.
At the beginning of that day, everything was indeed going according to my script, but unexpectedly in the middle of the accident, a person I didn't know appeared, and the person smiled at us with a pineapple head, and then all the friends They all fainted without warning!
I was terrified and almost pulled out my cell phone to call the police, but my hand in my pocket was grabbed. When I looked up, I realized that apart from me, the male god and Mr. R were still awake.
After the male god found out that I was fine, he looked shocked and puzzled. He opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but for some reason he swallowed it back. Aimed at the other two people on the field.
He frantically said to R: This is your fault again!And why does 'beep——' (coded here, Mr. Fengli's real name) appear here? !
That's when I realized that they knew each other.
Mr. R snorted, ignored him, looked past him and fell on me, interest flashed in his dark pupils, and the corners of his lips raised meaningfully: Well, it was just training you to respond to unexpected situations That's it, I didn't expect to find an unexpected surprise.
I subconsciously felt that he was talking about me, because according to this situation, it seems that I should also be one of the members who fainted.But I don't.
I literally felt like I couldn't wake up anymore.
At this time, Mr. Fengli also looked at me following R's gaze, raised his eyebrows, and then the two of them exchanged a tacit look in front of me and the male god.
I had a jolt.I didn't understand what that look meant, but I knew subconsciously that something was wrong.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help shrinking back.
As soon as my body moved, a person suddenly stood in front of me. The male god turned his body half sideways, and asked Mr. R and Mr. Fengli in a panic what the hell they were here for, and said not to involve irrelevant people anymore. up.
What he said was inexplicable, I looked at him a little confused, why am I irrelevant?Our lovers are not full, but friends are always there?
But the male god ignored me, he seemed a little nervous, his expression was clear and at a loss, in short, he felt very complicated at first glance, as if there was something I didn't know about hiding from me.
Inexplicably becoming the leader, I subconsciously felt that I should say something, but at this moment, my friends who had fainted for some reason woke up one after another, so this strange conversation ended here, Mr. R withdrew his gaze, and Mr. Pineapple left with a strange laugh.
After the friends woke up, they didn't know what happened. They looked at each other, and the silver-haired gentleman who had a good brain seemed to realize something suddenly, and blurted out Mr. Pineapple's name, but the male god flew over and covered his mouth.
The male god smiled awkwardly at the goddess who looked at them with a natural face, and made a random topic to muddle this matter.
I was taken aback by this operation, and I don't know whether to sigh why the male god is so proficient, or to lament why the goddess is so nervous.
What happened halfway was like a dream. It seemed that no one except me remembered this little episode. The male god soon seemed to have forgotten it, and devoted himself to celebrating the goddess' birthday.
On the way back, I couldn't help but think, is this really a dream?
But it turns out not to be.It even became an opportunity for me to still stay with the male god.
On the third night after the incident, Mr. R came to me without warning.
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The author has something to say: R: After all, Bourne is not a devil in me
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I think it's very realistic, most people should feel the same about the landlord's emotional experience, right?
Also, I found it really scary for girls to talk about love, because many girls I met were as soon as they fell in love with someone, their minds were full of him, the whole world revolved around him, and chatting with girlfriends was just a few words The words are inseparable, as a mother-fetal solo, I can't listen to it at all
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Alas, such a good girl, why is it someone else's?
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It's true that only scumbags attract girls
Another innocent little girl who was deceived, but if it was only her feelings that were deceived, it would be okay, the worst thing is that she was deceived and had an abortion, half her life was ruined
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Where is it okay?The landlord has delayed for ten years because of this man, how many decades can a woman have?
And judging from the timeline of the host, they should not be very old, and all their youth was wasted on a man who doesn't love you. It really makes people angry!Can you stop being so in love with your brain? ?
What's wrong with having so much time to do?Ten years is enough for you to become a master of the Internet literature circle, right?
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After reading the last paragraph of the landlord, I couldn't help but come out and take a bubble
As a person who has been there, I really feel the same way. Maybe some of the friends who commented in the building did not have such an experience, but some people are like this. It may seem silly and incomprehensible to you, but feelings are not things that can be let go just by letting go.
And generally such girls are the kind who have no experience in the world, have no relationship experience, and it is easy to be desperate when they like someone, but men like this, otherwise why do you think so many people are willing to become female college students?
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Wow, the host said that he was a writer before, and I really believe it now. Just by reading the host’s words, I can feel the charm of a male god. I actually like such a boy? ? ?
I won't be beaten to death by the landlord...
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I am willing to pick up female college students because the students have never entered the society, so they are easy to deceive.But the landlord should be more than 20 now, right?I'm already an adult, and I don't understand if I can't let it go.
If a man really likes you, he will feel sorry for you. How could it be possible for you to put down your body and chase him for so long?Ten years, no kidding!
The host doesn't understand this?
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It's easy to understand, because the poster has liked male gods since he was a child, right? It should be his first love?
Isn't it said that people are most likely to meet people who will never forget in their lifetime at an innocent age? I feel that the relationship experience of the host is very suitable. It feels a bit like watching a literary movie
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The landlord's writing is good, I collected it as a novel and read it
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……… Am I the only one who noticed that the host’s two rivals in love turned out to be good friends?And it seems that the relationship between the landlord and the two of them is also very good?
Shocked, sure enough, a woman's heart needle
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I stand at 38 brother, the hero of the host obviously doesn't love the host, otherwise it would be impossible for him to not agree to be with the host for so many years.
But I also quite understand the poster, the relationship of ten years may not be a relationship, it is an obsession, how can it be as easy to let go as you say?
I fell in love with someone back then, and left my city to go to him because of him, only to find out that I was a mistress, that idiot already had someone who was about to get married, and found out that I was cheated and broke up, but I just cried like this It was still miserable, I didn’t want to see anyone for half a month, I couldn’t sleep because of insomnia in the middle of the night, my tears fell when I heard the songs I liked when we were together, and I cried like an idiot when I was alone in front of the computer.
My relationship is only three months, let alone the landlord's ten years?
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Ten years is really scary. Should I say that the host has perseverance?
Anyway, when I am chasing a man, if the other party treats me a little colder, or rejects me once, I dare not take the initiative again, and I can't hold back this face
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Has the landlord watched "Millennium Girl. Excellent"?If you haven't seen it, I suggest you check it out.
Because you may not like him anymore, but like "the self who likes him", or just like this kind of feeling called "like".
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What LS said is too complicated. I think the reason why the host has not given up for ten years is very simple. It is unwillingness or imbalance
Think about it, you have paid so much for a man, but in the end there is no response at all, can you bear it for you?
It is the worst thing to invest without return, or that sentence: Promise me, stop being a dog licking, okay?Leave with some dignity, it's good for you and him
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Wow, there are many relationship experts in the building, I found a treasure
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The replies here are poisonous, right?The host wrote two layers in total, and you analyzed so many things?
Are all the Chinese teachers here? ?
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The owner is back!I was just called by the leader to have a talk, I didn’t expect everyone to talk so much, 233333
I read every one of them carefully. In fact, what some friends said was quite reasonable. It was the first time in my life that I knew that liking someone would be such a hard thing.
The past ten years are not long or short. In fact, the host did not think about giving up halfway through, but he finally chose to persevere because of various things.Maybe it's the same as Brother 45 said, there will definitely be some resentment, after all, I'm not a saint, it's human nature to want to get the same response after giving out my feelings.
But, I also know that only feelings in this world cannot be judged by equivalent exchange, because it is out of control. It doesn’t mean that if I like him, he must like me. Even TV dramas dare not act like this. Otherwise, wouldn't all the second males have sex with the first female?
So don't worry everyone, I have already thought about this when I made my decision.It’s just that reason and emotion are separate, and I know it’s wrong to do so intellectually, but emotionally I can’t help but demand that he treat me like I treat him, but every time I regret it afterwards… ...emmmm, just like the two pictures of the town building.
The temper of the poster is average, but the temper of the male god is very good. Sometimes I think about it differently. If there is a male who has been stalking me for ten years, I can’t drive him away, and he always forces me to reply to him. Feelings, I would be annoyed if it were me, and I definitely can't be as nice as the male god is to me.
Alas, that's why I like him. He is really a very, very good person. He is worthy of my liking and the ten years I have devoted to him.
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……… It hurts to see it, what can I say, after all, we are just spectators
I wish you happiness, sister.Never forget, there must be echoes, I hope you and him have a good ending
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The landlord's speech seems to be a senior licking dog at first glance, I feel ashamed
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If you don't really like it, who would like to be a licking dog?
Even if you lick the dog until you have nothing left o(╥﹏╥)o
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Thank you to the sisters on the 49th floor, although I really want to have a HE with him, but he is getting married soon, and the bride is not me, hahaha, maybe there will be no chance.
Although I really want to say that liking him is my business and has nothing to do with him, but in fact I am sad now. I am not an optimistic person and I am easily influenced by emotions. I saw someone on the Internet saying that I am like this It's a sign of low emotional intelligence, and I think it makes sense.
After all, my male god has a high EQ, and even when he is sad, he still finds time to comfort those who care about him with a smile. If it were me, I might have cried so much that I don’t know where I am.
When I came out of the leader's office just now, my mood fell to the bottom.
You may not believe it, my leader is the teacher of the male god, and he was the one who saw that I liked the male god at first sight and told the male god about it. Just half a year ago, he encouraged me to continue chasing the male god in a serious manner. , Said that I am the closest to the male god and the person who is most likely to be with him, but now I turned my face and refused to recognize him, and called me to the office to tell me not to do unnecessary things? ? ?
In the end, he even gave me an invitation card for the male god's engagement.
...too much.
Really too much for this man!He is the devil! !
The most devilish thing is that this devil is actually my leader, and I can't beat him.
What to do, I really want to quit now.
I stared at this invitation for a minute, and endured it so as not to tear it into pieces.
Maybe it’s because my expression is too miserable. My devil leader (let’s call him Mr. R, that’s right, the Mr. R mentioned in the town building map) glanced at me, pondered for a moment, and pretended to be Comfort me: You can still leave after you get married, not to mention that this is just an engagement ceremony, so don't pay too much attention to such things as the ceremony.
There is even a reason?
And shamefully, I was really comforted!
Maybe it's because I still don't want to believe that he really married someone I don't know, or maybe it's the blind trust in Mr. R. After hearing this sentence, I actually have a glimmer of hope.
Is this the nature of licking dogs? ?
I kind of gave up on myself.
Sometimes I think that I am really cheap, how much I like being abused so I can give it away for ten years.But I am really afraid, I am afraid that if I just give up like this, I will never meet another person like him in my future life.
So even if I was rejected, even if everyone privately advised me to stop doing this, I still persisted.
Looking at the front, you may think that I am miserable, but in fact, it is okay, because the male god is a very gentle person, and he is also very good to friends. In order not to make him feel too embarrassed, I will not do it when there are many people. Pretending to be close to him, the things between the two of us have always been communicated in private, and I can only be more open when chatting with him on LINE.
The friends around me think that I have let go now, but in fact I have not, but I am much more mature than before, so I no longer want to be the same as when I was a child, and put the problem under the sun so that everyone can see clearly .
When I liked someone before, I wanted to let the whole world know that he was mine, but now I just want it to be something that only belongs to me and him. It is best for everyone not to interfere and disturb us.
That time in middle school was the first time he rejected me, and it was also the first time I recognized the so-called liking.
Before that, my attitude towards feelings was a bit frivolous, because of my handsome appearance, there were not many boys around me who expressed my admiration since I was a child, but I didn't like it, but it also gave me a lot of love. An illusion, that is, if such an excellent me puts down my body and takes the initiative to pursue a person, then the other person will definitely be chased by me.
Isn't it ridiculous to write it now?But I really thought so at the time.
Looking back, when I was a teenager, I didn’t have so much looking forward and backward, and I didn’t have so much timidity. What I had was only a passion and the courage to do what I wanted. Unlike now, if I am allowed to chase after the male god again, maybe after he rejects me once, I will never dare to approach him again.
This is the difference between when people grow up and when they don't grow up.
In short, now I no longer have the courage of that time, but fortunately, I had it at that time.
After the confession failed, I went home, lay on the bed and kept thinking about what he said to me, and I began to understand a little bit.
If liking is a kind of mood, it should be beautiful, produced naturally, and not controlled by any external force.As for how to better convey this feeling, everyone has different choices.
He is very careful. The reason why he said that may be that he realized that the liking in my mouth was not pure, but more of a frivolous mentality of snatching toys and displaying charm, so I thought about it and felt that I should respect him more. .
At least next time, I can't be like this anymore.
With this in mind, I went to him again the next day. When he opened the door and saw me, he was a little surprised, but soon smiled at me and welcomed me in.
I sat with him among my friends with my schoolbag in my arms, and the two of them tacitly did not mention what happened yesterday, as if that confession never happened.He also seems to have grown a lot, he is no longer at a loss when facing me as before, and after talking about it, he can get along with me more like a normal friend.
I gave up the embarrassing methods on LINE, and only occasionally talked to him in the tone of a friend. After the end, I no longer racked my brains to find new topics. I put more energy into the three-dimensional daily life Here, I want to know more about him.
Two things happened that stood out to me.
The first thing is related to Mr. R.The cause of the incident is actually very simple. It has something to do with the goddess' birthday. I didn't know it at first, but when I saw the male god's busy face in order to choose the right gift, I understood it instantly, and I felt a little sad in my heart.I really admire ⑨ on this point, because she can choose gifts for the goddess together with the male god without changing her face, and even happily chooses gifts for the goddess. Of course, there may be reasons why she doesn’t know that the male god likes the goddess.
Anyway, I can't.But there is no way, the male god is the center of our group, and the goddess is the object of his liking, so it is obviously a small matter, but after everyone is busy with it, it becomes a big event.I don't want to look too special, so I try my best to get rid of the awkwardness in my heart, force myself to join in, and put on a very happy face to offer opinions for the male god.
It really hurt me, but I also feel that I am very sensible.
After all, I can't help it, who makes the male god not like me, so I can only cater to him.
Unexpectedly, my opinion was adopted.Because the goddess' birthday is in spring, the plan is to go to enjoy the cherry blossoms, and the goddess' brother, the hot-blooded senior, will play the leading role. He will take her to the cherry blossom forest without telling her, and then we will suddenly show up to celebrate her birthday.
It was a surprise without innovation, but everyone thought it was very good and warm, so it was just like that.
Inexplicably becoming the chief supervisor of this project, I used my professionalism to arrange everyone's things to do and their appearance time one by one, ensuring that the scene was foolproof and allowing the goddess to have a perfect birthday experience.
At the beginning of that day, everything was indeed going according to my script, but unexpectedly in the middle of the accident, a person I didn't know appeared, and the person smiled at us with a pineapple head, and then all the friends They all fainted without warning!
I was terrified and almost pulled out my cell phone to call the police, but my hand in my pocket was grabbed. When I looked up, I realized that apart from me, the male god and Mr. R were still awake.
After the male god found out that I was fine, he looked shocked and puzzled. He opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but for some reason he swallowed it back. Aimed at the other two people on the field.
He frantically said to R: This is your fault again!And why does 'beep——' (coded here, Mr. Fengli's real name) appear here? !
That's when I realized that they knew each other.
Mr. R snorted, ignored him, looked past him and fell on me, interest flashed in his dark pupils, and the corners of his lips raised meaningfully: Well, it was just training you to respond to unexpected situations That's it, I didn't expect to find an unexpected surprise.
I subconsciously felt that he was talking about me, because according to this situation, it seems that I should also be one of the members who fainted.But I don't.
I literally felt like I couldn't wake up anymore.
At this time, Mr. Fengli also looked at me following R's gaze, raised his eyebrows, and then the two of them exchanged a tacit look in front of me and the male god.
I had a jolt.I didn't understand what that look meant, but I knew subconsciously that something was wrong.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help shrinking back.
As soon as my body moved, a person suddenly stood in front of me. The male god turned his body half sideways, and asked Mr. R and Mr. Fengli in a panic what the hell they were here for, and said not to involve irrelevant people anymore. up.
What he said was inexplicable, I looked at him a little confused, why am I irrelevant?Our lovers are not full, but friends are always there?
But the male god ignored me, he seemed a little nervous, his expression was clear and at a loss, in short, he felt very complicated at first glance, as if there was something I didn't know about hiding from me.
Inexplicably becoming the leader, I subconsciously felt that I should say something, but at this moment, my friends who had fainted for some reason woke up one after another, so this strange conversation ended here, Mr. R withdrew his gaze, and Mr. Pineapple left with a strange laugh.
After the friends woke up, they didn't know what happened. They looked at each other, and the silver-haired gentleman who had a good brain seemed to realize something suddenly, and blurted out Mr. Pineapple's name, but the male god flew over and covered his mouth.
The male god smiled awkwardly at the goddess who looked at them with a natural face, and made a random topic to muddle this matter.
I was taken aback by this operation, and I don't know whether to sigh why the male god is so proficient, or to lament why the goddess is so nervous.
What happened halfway was like a dream. It seemed that no one except me remembered this little episode. The male god soon seemed to have forgotten it, and devoted himself to celebrating the goddess' birthday.
On the way back, I couldn't help but think, is this really a dream?
But it turns out not to be.It even became an opportunity for me to still stay with the male god.
On the third night after the incident, Mr. R came to me without warning.
—————☆☆☆60L I always like tuna☆☆☆—————
The author has something to say: R: After all, Bourne is not a devil in me
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