[Tutor] Lick the dog until nothing is left

While walking, I called Bagir and asked him where he was now.When he learned that he was still stranded in the family training ground to test the power of the new box, he immediately gave up the idea of ​​going back, and stood in the brightly lit atrium while waiting for someone while dazed.

I seemed to be thinking a lot, and I didn’t seem to think about anything. The bright and clean floor reflected the light above my head. I only looked at it for a while, and my eyes were a little uncomfortable because of the brightness, but I still stubbornly refused to look away, masochistic Usually staring at that place, in the end I didn't even want to blink my eyelids anymore.

Really, it's too dazzling...

The eyes were sore and swollen, as if tears would flow out of the eye sockets uncontrollably in the next second.

I don't know if it's because I'm getting older, but I always feel like I'm starting to cry a lot.

Obviously, I knew it a long time ago. With his character, how could he easily forget those things.While the past memories bound me, did they also keep him in place, so that I have not been able to let me into his heart for so many years?

It turned out that he, like me, was walking alone on the road of silently liking someone.If you think about it this way, it seems that you can understand him better. After all, we are also in the same position, but each has a different object to entrust our feelings to.

From the time I chose to stay no matter what, I knew that I would eventually face all of this, and I often fantasized about my own reactions, thinking over and over in my mind how to be more natural, at least not to embarrass him, Not to mention showing a shameful side, making him look down on me like this.

But now when this moment really came, I suddenly realized that I was not as strong as I thought, and I couldn’t smile and say it’s okay, I don’t care, and I can pretend it never happened no matter what.

Jealousy once again filled my heart. The real me, who has been suppressed in front of him all these years, seems to be struggling to tear off the disguise here, and walks in every corner of my body full of unwilling resentment. , They are all laughing at my incompetence and weakness, and laughing at my determination that even now I still don't have the courage to ask him what he really thinks.

As for such a not-so-good and perfect self, how can he attract his attention and make him willingly give up Kyoko and choose to spend an incomparably long life with me?

Bajir came quite quickly, and he hung the new box he just got on his waist. Maybe it was because of the good running-in. From the time he appeared to getting in the car, he always had an excited smile on his face. There are many more than usual, and I kept praising the great ideas left by Gebert Lorencini back then, and expressed verbal respect to the three contemporary scientists who realized these ideas.

I got a little headache from his noise, so I couldn't help pressing my temples, and told him in disapproval that if these boxes hadn't been developed, then the current mafia world might still be a bit calmer, not like it is now, Every now and then, families would cause unnecessary casualties in order to compete for high-end rings and box weapons.

"Haha, this sentence is similar to that of Sawada Temple. Miyagi Temple is indeed one of the people who knows Sawada Temple best as the leader himself said." Bagir said with a smile, and he was a little relieved to see his expression.

I didn't expect Li Baoen to give me such an evaluation in private, and I was a little stunned for a while.

In fact, in my opinion, the person who knows Gang Ji best is always him, the tutor who trained him to become a talent. Over the years, he has played many roles in Gang Ji's growth. He is both a teacher and a partner. They The bond between the two is different from any of us. There are many things that Tsuna could not say in front of us, but she can confide in front of Li Baoen, which always makes me feel envious.

It would be great if I can become such a character sometime. Deep in my heart, I look forward to being honest with him one day, showing my true self unscrupulously in front of him, without worrying about being hated by him.And he is also willing to tell me his troubles and fragility, and let me share all the joys and sorrows in the future with him.

If this wish can really come true, then I must be the most important person in his heart, right?

It's just that I don't have any idea about what to do to achieve this goal, so I only dare to think about it secretly.

After returning to the consultant’s manor outside the door, I took off my makeup in front of the mirror. I accidentally saw a dressing table with a table of lipsticks that hadn’t been tidied up in front of the door. Thinking of my ups and downs throughout the day, I suddenly became angry. From the bottom of my heart, I couldn't help but took out my phone and started typing in the group.

【I've always liked tuna: I'm a big fool :)】

After posting this sentence, I clicked into my personal homepage and deleted all the circles of friends related to Gangji that I posted today, but I saw the post that only had a single like and was only visible to one person He hesitated for a while, and his fingers hovered in the air for a while, but in the end he didn't press down.

At the same time, the message bar at the top began to refresh new messages crazily. It seemed that everyone was confused by my sudden sentence and raised question marks one after another.

[Ou Leilei:? ? ?What happened?Wasn't it fine when I went there in the morning, happy like a ghost, still showing affection there】

[Master Lanbo, the world's number one: I don't know, in short, it's right to take a screenshot first! 】

[Bali'an Future Fog Shou: The leader of this group finally recognized his own attributes, and I feel very relieved now]

(System prompt: member "Bali'an Future Fog Guard" has been banned by the administrator for 10 days)

【Ou Leilei: ...】

【Starfall:...】

【Starfall: Lanbo, please don't say a few words】

[Lelexuan Ramen accepts takeaway business contact number XXXX: Xia Liさん What's the matter, didn't you go out with Mr. Sawada in the afternoon?Why don't you look unhappy? 】

[Master Lanbo No. [-] in the world: Yes, yes, and it was normal when I sent A Gang back just now, did something happen after I left, did he make you angry? ? 】

At this point in the topic, in fact, my anger has dropped a lot, followed by an inexplicable sense of shame, I don't really want to analyze the relationship between myself and Tsuna Ji for everyone to see, so I want to After thinking about it, I finally gave up the catharsis this time, and told them that I was fine, and that what I just said had nothing to do with Tsuna himself.

[Master Lanbo No. [-] in the world: Why is that? 】

[I always like tuna: because I suddenly remembered that I left my bag at the headquarters, you remember to find a time to help me get it back from A Gang:)]

【Master Lanbo, the number one in the world: ...】

【Master Lanbo No. [-] in the world: [Scratch your head in a daze.jpg]】

I didn't want to say more, I turned my head and clicked on the private chat interface that kept ringing, and found that Fran had swiped more than [-] messages with emoticons in just a few minutes.

Although he didn't type a word, I still understood the deep questioning feeling from the other party.

So I touched my chin and asked: Do you know what's wrong?

Fran replied in seconds: Got it.

[I always like tuna: what's wrong? 】

[Bali'an Future Fog Guard: You shouldn't tell the truth]

[I always like tuna: ………? ? ? ? ? 】

(the other party retracted a message)

[Balian Future Fog Shou: Me means that I should not question the IQ of the group leader]

... It's easy to say, these words are quite pleasing to the eye.

After returning to the group and removing Fran's gag package, I put down my phone, turned around and went into the bathroom to take a shower. When I came back, I found that there was an extra missed call on the screen, which was from Hana Kurokawa.

Maybe it was because she failed to get through after calling once, so she quickly gave up and sent me a text message, asking if I had decided on a specific date to return to Japan.

While wiping my head, I returned a voice message to her, telling her to wait for Tsuna to rest, so the exact date has not yet been determined.

After a long time, there was no new news from Heichuan. I waited for a while, and when my hair was dry and ready to go to bed, I heard a vibrate from my phone. It was she who said that she planned to leave tomorrow. matter.

I couldn't help being puzzled, and after careful questioning, I found out that it turned out that Jingzi was accidentally scratched by a vehicle crossing the zebra crossing on the way home from get off work, and suffered a small injury to her foot.Although it wasn't too serious, Kurokawa was still a little worried, so he planned to go back to China to take care of her.

Naturally, I won’t say much about this, I wish her a smooth journey, and at the same time secretly urge her to take more pictures of Jingzi’s new boyfriend and send them to me, so that I can satisfy my strong curiosity in advance Heart.

Kurokawa seemed to feel a little useless about my request, so he sent a series of ellipses, but he didn't refuse.

Early the next morning, I received a call from Gangji who was sober. He apologized wildly through the phone line, and seemed a little shy, telling me dumbfoundingly that he hadn't been drunk for a long time. At this level, I don't even have the memory of me sending him back.

As I listened, I echoed quietly from time to time, and when he finally finished speaking, I calmly told him that it was okay, there was nothing serious anyway, and by the way, I did not forget to ask him to leave my panic behind him when I left. Let Lan Bo deliver the bag in the room to me.

Tsuna-kichi agreed, and after a pause, he tentatively said in an extremely sensitive and cautious tone: "Is Xia ちゃん in a bad mood today?"

I was taken aback, then smiled and told him no.

Maybe it was because my tone this time was so natural that Tsunayoshi, who is usually very keen in observing words and expressions, didn't find any flaws.

Two weeks have passed since then, and I went to Vengley’s headquarters for nothing. Even when I was on vacation, I stayed in my room peacefully, watched dramas, read novels, and occasionally updated tree holes. Tie, the day seems very peaceful.

As he said, Tsuna has been really busy for a while, but he also sent me a message in the middle, asking if he would like to go out with Lanbo, but I was given various reasons. Refused.

Whenever I apologized to him in a pretendingly sincere tone, he would smile with a good temper and say it's okay, let's talk about it when I'm not busy.But there was a little loss in the tone, and I don't know if it was my illusion.

It dragged on until May, when Li Baoen finally waved his hand mercifully, saying that it was almost done, and it was time for the family members to relax.So I quickly booked a ticket to Japan, took me, Tsunayoshi, and all the guardians of the headquarters on the plane, and finally returned to Namori Town on May 5th.

Kyoko and Xiaochun, who got the news early and were waiting at the exit, saw us, smiled at the same time, stretched out their arms and swayed in the air.

"Everyone—here, here—" Xiaochun yelled, waving her hands more frequently, looking at us with joyful reunion eyes, as bright as the sun shining from the top of the head at this moment, warm but not scorching.

Compared with her, Kyoko was a little more restrained, but the moment she saw Ping, she couldn't help but took a step forward, and happily called her brother.

Affected by such a scene, I couldn't help jumping up in my heart. I rushed forward and gave the two of them a bear hug. Smelling the faint smell of grass lingering around me, I felt that my long-standing mood was completely shaken. After calming down, my chest was full of nostalgia and tenderness.

"Great, finally seeing you again, Shirley ちゃん." Kyoko lowered her head and wiped her red eye sockets, then smiled again, grabbed my hand, her clear amber eyes wandered Looking up and down like a circle, he couldn't help but whispered, "You seem to be a lot thinner than before."

"Yeah, yeah, Xiaochun felt it too!" Xiaochun hugged me tightly, not to be outdone, her voice sounded a little muffled by the cloth, and she shook her body as if complaining, "It's all bones!"

I sniffed to make my crying sound less obvious, and told them sweetly: "It's all because I miss you."

Jingzi smiled, looked away slightly, landed behind me, nodded slightly and said: "Gang-kun, welcome back."

I turned around and saw that Gangji, who had come behind me at some point, also gave her a smile, her eyes were calm and gentle, as if I was just seeing an old friend whom I hadn’t seen for a long time but was always in contact with, there was nothing superfluous Feelings.

"Long time no see, Kyoko ちゃん." As he spoke, his eyes fell on me as if inadvertently. Seeing that I was looking at him, he bent his eyes and smiled at me. After doing all this very naturally, he Turning his eyes back to Jingzi who was talking, he asked in a rather pleasant manner, "I heard from elder brother that you seemed to be injured. Are you healed now?"

"Hey, yes, thanks to Xiaochun and Hua taking care of me, and Yuma-kun..." Kyoko blushed slightly, looked towards a certain direction in the crowd, raised her hand and waved Twice, always with a shallow and gentle smile on his face.

I was taken aback, and followed her gaze subconsciously, and saw a strange man standing there by the entrance not far away, as if he was waiting for someone.Seeing me looking over, he raised his eyebrows and smiled politely at me. His eyes were clear and straight, and he seemed to be a very gentle man. At first glance, he was somewhat similar to Gang Ji, but his temperament was more gentle, mixed with A bit bookish.

This... should be Kyoko's current boyfriend, right?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at Gang Ji behind me again, only to find that he didn't seem to notice the other party, and his eyes kept falling on me for some reason, which caught me off guard, so I looked at him for a while, I clearly saw my appearance reflected in his eyes, and it seemed to be a bit shining under the warm sunlight.

"What's wrong?" Seeing my confused face, Xu Shi blinked innocently, but the light in his eyes was soft.

"……nothing."

Following his example, I blinked my eyes twice, and turned around as if nothing had happened, but I couldn't help muttering in my heart.

Strange, does he really not care anymore?

But what happened that night when he blurted out Kyoko's name?

Fortunately, Li Baoen also praised me in this regard... But what to do, now I seem to be more and more unable to understand him.

The author has something to say: Xia Li: (scratching her head) Expert, I don’t understand

Thank you for Qiu Zhongci's cute grenade and Xiaotong, Xu Sanqing, and grape-flavored grapes for the three cute mines, yum! (*/ω＼*)