don't be alone anymore

*don't want you alone*

……

It was a rare occasion that Jiang Chen didn't sit in the co-pilot of Jane Ting's car.

She followed Wen Yang into the back seat, and squeezed Jane Ting's palm before entering.

After hearing this, Jane shook the back of Jiang Chen's hand and plucked her lover's bangs, "Go."

……

Sometimes, the reason why people are persistent is not because of the beautiful nothingness imagined out of thin air, but because they have indeed seen beauty.

Because I have seen the beauty, I yearn for it.

Because I yearn for it, I keep looking forward...

I always feel that I have the possibility of being happy.

……

The people sitting in the car were burning their throats, lips, and hearts, but they couldn't ignore the small movements of the two friends outside the car.

31 years of being single...

If you don’t know why you insisted on being single for more than 20 years, then after getting to know these two good friends, you can finally realize your true thoughts.

She was never willing to give in.

Now, even more unwilling.

……

"Wen Zai, do you remember what I told you before?"

"I was sure that I fell in love with Xiaoting when I was a freshman, but after that, it took many years before we got together."

"Thinking back now, I still don't regret my original decision. I don't regret that I avoided the inappropriate time, and I don't regret that I worked hard because of this love..."

"Thinking about it now, if Xiao Ting and I hadn't worked hard at the beginning, we might not be where we are today, we wouldn't be together."

"...But, I actually have regrets..."

Jane in the driver's seat inevitably paused when she heard this.

Subconsciously, he clenched the steering wheel in his hand and glanced at the rearview mirror.

In the rearview mirror, her girl's eyes were still as warm as usual, but there was a little sparkle in them.

"During Christmas last year, Xiao Ting and I accidentally chatted about how she spent Christmas in England... She told me that there was no one on the street on Christmas day one year, and the whole street seemed to be only her. Alone. When she returned to the apartment, she saw that most of the flowers she bought two days before Christmas had faded, and suddenly felt an indescribable loneliness... On that day, she just wanted to see me..."

"... Now I can tell you that the only thing I regret is that I left her alone in the UK in those years, and I couldn't be by her side and guard her."

"At that time, I especially regretted the time when I was entangled with myself after I was sure I liked her...I closed my emotions for so long, and I was entangled and hesitant by myself, and I missed that time...In fact, I could have brought Give her more companionship and happiness..."

……

The person in the driver's seat shed tears, and the person in the back seat also shed tears.

Whether you can like someone or not is one thing.

Whether you can make the person you like like you is one thing.

Whether you can make the person you like not feel lonely...is another matter.

People can't control their likes.

This kind of emotion that grows unconsciously will never be controlled by reason.

However, you might choose to be a decent human being and do something less regrettable.

Don't pay too much attention to the consequences of this liking, but simply let the person you like not be so lonely.

……

The car went downstairs to Wen's house,

"Shall I drive you to the airport tomorrow?"

Wen Yang nodded,

"it is good."

She finally laughed.

Glancing at Jian Ting who was standing by the car door, he turned back to look at Jiang Chen.

"...I always feel like I ate your dog food in disguise again!"

She pursed her lips and smiled again,

"Jane heard that if it's OK, you two can come see me off together tomorrow."

"it is good."

……

Wen Yang and Gu Yanming were not the only ones in the hospital yesterday.

Qiao Mujun, who escaped from Gu's father and mother, heard the conversation between Wen Yang and Gu Yanming.

The door of the ward was half-open because of Gu's father and mother's departure.

Qiao Mujun stood at the door of the ward until Wen Yang finished speaking the truth.

Qiao Mujun didn't hide anything from Wen Yang, let alone from Jiang Chen.

When encountering a problem of being at a loss, Qiao Mujun is used to looking for Jiang Chen for advice at the first time.

Jiang Chen waited for Wen Yang for a day.

If Wen Yang doesn't contact her again, she will take the initiative to ask Wen Yang.

She guessed who Wen Yang liked.

Perhaps, as early as the day before Wen Yang's birthday this year... everyone realized it when they celebrated Wen Yang's birthday.

At that time, Wen Yang's state made her see her former self in a trance...

The self that loves without knowing it.

……

After seeing off Wen Yang and returning to the passenger seat, Jiang Chen lightly shook Jane Ting's hand.

"You saw it too, right? That time, Wen Zai was so careful picking fishbone for Dr. Jane."

"Ah."

"She never regarded her friends as people who needed special care. Because we don't need to worry about anything when we are together, and we get along very comfortably. Just like I don't care how many plates Mujun wants to eat Crayfish, can't finish it..."

"But you'll peel the shrimp for me."

"You will too. So, she is different to Dr. Jane. "

……

Early on Tuesday morning, Wen Yang went to the airport and flew to Shanghai.

The policemen of the patrol detachment, who had just been honored yesterday, applied for a few days of annual leave.

I want to go to relax, I want to go to the water town in the south of the Yangtze River, and simply waste a few days.

Before the plane closed the hatch, Wen Yang posted a message on Moments: Go to another place to be happy for a few days, don't miss me too much.

……

Now, Lu Ran can follow Jian Muzi back to the dormitory of the emergency center.

Ming Li greeted the master guard in the dormitory compound, and Lu Ran was able to pass through here without any hindrance.

The relatives of Director Ming mentioned by the janitor turned into a meaningful glance at Jian Muzi's place.

Lu Ran followed Jian Muzi into the dormitory and stopped on the same floor, one left and one right.

One knocks, one opens.

……

Lu Ran and Ming Li started their second love.

After all, like a complete football game, the love between the two ushered in the second half.

The first love, many years ago, was given to each other.

The second love, many years later, was still given to each other.

On that day, the day when the ambulance where Mingli was in collided, they made a decision to be together again.

That night, Lu Ran informed Jian Muzi of the matter on the phone.

Very complicated mood.

There is happiness, there is joy, there is indifference, and there is also the feeling of finally being like this.

That night, Ming Li also knocked on Jian Muzi's door.

She said something to Jian Muzi, something that sounded like an explanation, but was actually a word of emotion.

She said that the love of adults seems to only lead to the vastness.

She was too lazy to manage new relationships.

All the stickiness, pain, love, deepness, and even hatred were given to that person.

She used to think that her life was enough.

At least, luckier than those who have never tasted love.

At least, she once had such a person.

However, she never expected that when she met that person again, her heart would still lose the beat it had had for more than ten years.

It was only at that moment that she clearly realized that she still had longings and expectations for this... in the deepest and most imperceptible corner of her heart.

It's just that in the past ten years or so, that feeling has melted into the darkness, causing her to temporarily ignore it.

She has been waiting for that person, the one she can't forget.

……

Qiao Mujun didn't show up in the cafeteria of the police station and emergency center these days.

The reason was not that Wen Yang was not there, but that she changed the place where Gu Yanming was squatting and followed her to the hospital.

She handed over her worries about Wen Yang to Jiang Chen, who she trusted the most, and then waited for Gu Yanming, who was hospitalized due to injuries.

Also because of Qiao Mujun's appearance, the two elders of the Gu family basically disappeared in the inpatient area of ​​the hospital the next day.

On the first day, when it was time to eat, the two elders of the Gu family would bring soup and meals to the hospital...

But when I came back the next day, I saw Qiao Mujun handing Gu Yanming the bowl and chopsticks in the ward...

This scene, not to mention how excited the two parents were.

It seems that what Wen Yang said... This girl named Qiao Mujun really likes her son.

Under the watchful eyes of both parents, Gu Yanming couldn't say any words of rejection to Qiao Mujun.

Not seeing each other for two months, he really thought that Qiao Mujun had given up.

During this time, he actually thought of her occasionally.

And firmly believe that only occasionally.

Thinking of the girl who had taken the initiative, he was chilled.

I thought that I would never see you again after saying such serious words that day.

He himself was not ready to say goodbye.

But he never thought that after two months, he still saw her.

And this time, the opponent seemed to be more aggressive.

"I will do it myself."

Captain Gu's last stubbornness.

Eldest man, how can you let a girl feed you when you eat?

Not a child!

Mother Gu glanced at her son who didn't know how to be interested.

Such a good opportunity, this silly boy didn't know how to grasp it?

With a dazed look, how could he look like her son?

She whispered in Gu's father's ear,

"Your son is so stupid, how did he become the vice-captain?"

"Speak as if it's not your son."

"He's not like me."

"He's not like me either."

The voices of the two elders complaining about their sons were not low at all, and they still complained in front of their sons.

In order to protect Captain Gu's last face, Qiao Mujun insisted on staying in the bathroom before laughing out loud.

And the son who was rejected by his parents was sitting on the bed with a flushed face and staring at the bull's eye.

It is not true to say that my parents are not, nor is it not to say so.

The anger in my heart, I can't get up or down, and I'm suffocating in my chest/mouth.

That afternoon, the parents, who were smarter than their son, consciously disappeared in the hospital.

Before leaving at noon, the two elders held Qiao Mujun's hand for a long time and chatted cheerfully.

Apart from talking about family matters, Gu Yanming was handed over to Qiao Mujun.

So, during the few days when Wen Yang was sitting on the small bridge in Wuzhen and looking at the flowing water, Brother Gu received Qiao Mujun's "attention" in the hospital.

Qiao Mujun didn't have Baba as a 24-hour escort either.

She just came over to deliver meals to Gu Yanming with a thermos at every meal time.

On the first day, only the cabbage was fried by myself.

The next day, there was extra rib soup...

……

Wen Yang found a well-received homestay in Wuzhen.

Adjacent to the second floor of the small bridge and flowing water, you can enjoy the picturesque scenery by opening the wooden windows.

Stone bridges, flowing water, black boats, boatmen, and tourists...

The atmosphere of the market is frozen in such a picture, and there is an illusion of slowing down time.

Occasionally, she would stop and go aimlessly.

Occasionally, she would sit by the window on the second floor, looking at the street scene in a trance.

Occasionally, she would sit in a small shop facing the street, choosing a seat by the window to observe the crowd.

She stayed in Wuzhen for a few days, and except to report to Wen Guodong that she was safe, she hardly used her mobile phone.

Later, she changed the ticket for the return flight.

She still didn't want Jian Muzi to fall in love with her, and she didn't choose to return after the vacation was over.

She just didn't want Jian Muzi to be lonely anymore.

……