don't be alone anymore

*this is who i like*

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Before the marathon logistics support training started, it was difficult to maintain the spirit of Police Officer Wen in class.

Last night, he obviously closed his eyes tightly and tried hard to let himself fall asleep.

The temperature of the room is suitable, the thickness of the quilt is suitable, but the only thing that can't be up and down is her thoughts and mood.

At the age of 31, I finally welcomed my first love object...

Wen Yang is completely in no mood to care that the other party is not the gender expected by others.

She has friends who are same-sex partners by her side.

After all, she is 31 this year, not 18.

At the age of 31, she already has mature three views and positive emotional cognition.

Before that, she respected every kind of love sincerely.

51%: 49% of the mind, looking forward to the gender of the partner if possible.

The 1% more men than women is indeed due to the deviation caused by social and environmental factors.

She is not afraid at all that she does not have the power to ignore the unfairness of the world... She just deeply believes that if she falls in love with someone of the same sex, then there are a lot of responsibilities to consider and bear.

After all, it's still the same sentence...

She is 31 years old, not 18.

An 18-year-old may only worry about herself, but a 31-year-old cannot.

She has a family she cares about very much.

If because of her choice, the person she cares about is affected... She will feel very sorry.

More importantly, if the partner she meets is of the same sex, the country she loves has no way to give her love a public identity.

And her identity as a public security policeman cannot allow her to go abroad or form a partner with someone of another nationality.

Wen Yang knew that he fell in love with someone...

However, the mood at the first moment was not the jump or joy as expected.

……

Sleepless until early morning, the body is only tired.

The light movement on the other bed was actually noticed as early as the first time.

Wen Yang's heavy eyelids trembled, not waking up.

What woke up before the body was thoughts, and the first thing that rushed into my mind was the last thought before going to bed: she fell in love with Jian Muzi, when she didn't even realize it.

When you realize that you are in love with someone, you will suddenly find that... everything in the past can actually find some clues.

Then you laugh at yourself over and over again, and it's amazingly dull.

……

Jian Muzi got up lightly and went to the bathroom.

When Wen Yang opened his eyes, he only saw a silhouette.

Hearing the sound of running water in the bathroom, Wen Yang struggled to get up.

His back was leaning against the wall, his legs were crossed on the bed, his eyes were empty and confused.

There were too many things in her mind, and she hadn't been able to rest for almost a night, so there was a dull pain in her temple.

One hand subconsciously rubbed his temples, while the other pressed his eyes.

I always feel that my eyes are swollen and ugly.

She continued to sit on the side of the bed for a while, trying to get some mess out of her mind.

Next, she still had to face Jian Muzi.

If she was careless...and she revealed her thoughts before she had made up her mind, Wen Yang deeply felt that he had to dig three feet into the ground and bury himself in order to get by.

……

In private, Jian Muzi seldom tied her hair up.

After washing in the bathroom, Jian Muzi walked out of the bathroom while removing the hair tie that bound the end of her hair.

She turned sideways and turned to the TV wall, so Wen Yang, who was inexplicably attracted, caught the attention of Wen Yang who was inexplicably attracted to the movement of fiddling with the hair rope in the second half.

The person sitting on the bed suddenly froze his entire upper body...

And the opening remarks that had been calculated several times were also swallowed into the throat.

……

Taking advantage of the situation, she put the hair rope on her wrist, and after turning around, Jian Muzi faced the awake person who was stunned beside the bed.

Their eyes met, this time, it was Jian Muzi who smiled at Wen Yang first.

"woke up?"

Early in the morning, Wen Yang knew... Jian Muzi's voice could be very gentle and touching.

Wen Yang stiffened his throat and choked up a bit,

"Well, good morning...Jane, Mumu."

Jian Muzi's smile deepened upon hearing the sound.

Seeing the stuttering Wen Yang after waking up really made her feel cute.

Perhaps because he slept with his eyes closed last night, Wen Yang's insomnia didn't show up as much this time as before.

There are no dark circles, light bags under the eyes, and slightly swollen eyes can completely make up for the puffiness that may appear in the early morning.

Girls, when they reach a certain age, they will be a little swollen in the morning.

Jian Muzi didn't notice Wen Yang's abnormality, and Wen Yang's entanglement continued until the training class.

……

In the past in the Economic Investigation Detachment, Wen Yang hardly participated in the logistics support work of this kind of competition.

And Jian Muzi was not in the country at all before. When she returned to the emergency center last year, the annual marathon in Beicheng City had already ended.

It is also the first time to participate in the logistics support work of this kind of event, so the training naturally has to listen carefully.

Before entering the classroom, Wen Yang hesitated for a long time...

Do you want to sit apart from Jian Muzi for a while?

She is already so entangled now, if she still has to sit with Jian Muzi...

Police officer Wen was in a state of confusion and struggled for a long time, but finally dismissed the reasons he had thought about many times.

She could indeed come up with a reason to sit with her colleagues.And as long as she mentions it, she is very sure that Jian Muzi will not say anything.

But Jian Muzi couldn't say anything, but Wen Yang couldn't stop thinking.

Her inadvertent care for Jian Muzi has already made her feel... Jian Muzi doesn't say that it doesn't mean she doesn't care.

If she made up a reason to sit with the other person today, the other person would definitely notice something.

Most of the time, they won't feel that Wen Yang likes her, but they may mistakenly think that she doesn't want to be close to him.

Just thinking about the possibility...

At the moment of the final choice, Wen Yang subconsciously followed Jian Muzi and sat beside Jian Muzi decisively.

Wen Yang sighed deeply in his heart, and his jaw involuntarily touched the table.

Fortunately, Jian Muzi chose the seat neither in front nor in back...

In the training with hundreds of people, her depression in the middle can also appear less abrupt.

However, there was Jian Muzi by her side...she couldn't remain so decadent for too long.

Wen Yang pressed his forehead against the edge of the table, and took out the mobile phone in his pocket.

Before pretending to swipe the phone, he did not forget to "vomit" to Jian Muzi, "I hate this kind of training class the most."

Even though the tone was the same as usual, Jian Muzi couldn't make Jian Muzi feel the pain of someone hiding under the table.

……

Click on Weibo, after browsing the new Weibo for the past few days, I started to browse the popular searches, and after I finished the popular searches, I started to browse the hot topics again.

In short, Wen Yang took his mobile phone and scanned everything that could be scanned.

She tried to make herself look into what was presented on the phone screen.

It's just that the words are words and they are connected together, and she recognizes them, but what she reads skips her eyes but doesn't enter her heart.

Although it looked like he was scrolling through Weibo, his mind was still on the person beside him.

It seemed as long as a century had passed...Wen Yang finally got a life-saving straw—the lecturer of the training course.

She could finally straighten up, take out her pen and notebook, and pretend to be a good student.

Throughout the class, Wen Yang memorized half a notebook.

She didn't know what she remembered.

Just following the training instructor... whatever the instructor wrote on the whiteboard, she memorized something.

Halfway through the notes, the male colleague who also came to the training on the other side seemed extremely embarrassed.

Wen Yang next to him has been scribbling and writing, and he has not moved a word beside him. Isn't the gap in listening to the class a bit too big?

And Jian Muzi on the other side...

If she hadn't noticed Wen Yang's anomaly at the beginning, then after seeing Wen Yang scrambling to write for a long time, she could be sure that Wen Yang was a little strange today.

Although she has never attended classes with Wen Yang or had the experience of attending classes together, she also knows that Wen Yang, like her, has always been a person who pays attention to efficiency.

People who pay attention to efficiency naturally pay attention to simplicity.

A streamlined person who takes notes without any choice when attending lectures...

This is so abnormal.

After hesitating, Jian Muzi tapped Wen Yang's desktop with the tip of her pen.

The person who was writing quickly paused suddenly, and then smiled at Jian Muzi.

"what happened?"

"What's the matter, Jian Mumu?"

Jian Muzi frowned lightly,

"You today...Wen Yang, what's wrong with you?"

"I?"

Wen Yang turned sideways and pointed at himself, and then made a funny face, "Ah~ You said I took notes? I'm just too tired of going to this kind of training class, talking about a bunch of things that I don't have. Later There are cameras..."

Wen Yang grasped the excuse that flashed in his mind, and pointed to the camera at the back of the classroom, "I can't scan my phone and I can't chat, so I have to take notes, it's all about practicing calligraphy."

This answer sounds flawless, and it is very Wen Yang's character.

But it sounded too complete, but it made Jian Muzi fall in love with her.

The more Wen Yang explained it like that, the more she felt that Wen Yang was hiding something in his heart.

……

Throughout lunch, in order to show that he was still online, Wen Yang tried his best to chat with Jian Muzi on as many topics as possible.

During this period, she spent almost all of her mental energy trying to suppress the sight she wanted to escape as much as possible.

Faced with the person she had just discovered that she liked, she subconsciously wanted to avoid the other person's sight.

Being able to avoid sight means being discovered by the clever Jian Muzi...

Wen Yang could only hold his trousers with one hand, and met Jian Muzi's eyes as usual.

At a certain time, she still felt emotional in her heart.

Feeling that the person I like is Jian Muzi...

Feeling that this object...doesn't have to be chosen.

It's not that Wen Yang couldn't choose, but that she couldn't fault Jian Muzi.

Even if it was the coldness that she had complained about in the past with her lips pursed, in fact, she had never felt that way in her heart.

……

This is the person I like~

All the good things are on her body, but I have nothing.

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Wen Yang spent the time before afternoon class lying on his bed.

If she didn't pretend to be taking a nap, she didn't know how long she could last without being discovered by Jian Muzi.

At this time, there is a nap link that can be avoided. Even people who do not usually have the habit of taking a nap choose to sleep when they are asleep.

Perhaps because of lack of rest last night and listening to "chanting sutras" for a long time in the morning, the person who got on the pillow quickly entered a nap state.

The room in the guest house was quite quiet, except for Wen Yang's shallow breathing while sleeping.

A awake person cannot perceive the sound of his own breathing.

Jian Muzi left the bed and walked lightly to Wen Yang's bed.

She pursed her lips, and finally made a move.

She helped the person who was lying on the bed in a deep sleep back to face up.

After exhausting all this effort, his eyes shone slightly.

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