don't be alone anymore

*Did you finally understand, I am such Wen Yang*

……

Zhang Luzhi searched around the police station, cafeteria, and emergency center, but did not find Wen Yang.

Returning to the police station in despair, when he returned to the duty room, only Li Yanqing was left.

Li Yanqing waved his hand. Today he has to work with his colleagues from the patrol team next door. "Luzi, go back."

"What about the boss?"

"It should be home, if you can't find it, forget it."

In fact, asking Zhang Luzhi to look for Wen Yang just now was just an excuse to take away the other party.

Li Yanqing watched Wen Yang grow up, and also knew Wen Yang's stubbornness.

She was a girl who refused to admit defeat since she was a child, and because of her mother's death, she became a hedgehog even more.

How can a sharp hedgehog lick his wounds while everyone is paying attention?

……

After leaving the police station, Jian Muzi didn't know where to go.

She froze on the way back from the police station to the emergency center.

I was restless, and my heart was full of shocks.

She did have some guesses about Wen Yang's mother, but she didn't expect or dare to think that the other party's death might be due to sacrifice.

Everything that made her suspicious in the past seemed to have an explanation.

Why is it that he is a student of the Media College of Shuimu University but graduated from the Public Security University?

Why did the winner of the Emerging Photography Award change careers to become a police officer?

Why did Wen Yang seldom mention his mother?

Why didn't I meet the hostess when I went to Wen's house twice?

even……

At this moment, she also remembered what Fade Chen mentioned back then...

Wen Guodong, who was the leader of the anti-drug detachment back then, resigned decisively and changed his career, probably because of his wife's sacrifice...

Because of his wife's sacrifice, the father who was also a policeman at home chose to return to the family...

Walking, Jian Muzi stopped in front of her car in the dormitory compound.

Her subconscious has already made a decision for her.

Doctor Jian, who couldn't change out of his first aid uniform, immediately drove to Wen Yang's house.

When the car drove downstairs to Wen Yang's house, Jian Muzi suddenly fell into a trance for a moment.

perhaps……

Perhaps the reason why the father and daughter still stay in this old community is also because this was once a family of three.

……

Jian Muzi visited the Wen family for the third time.

As expected, it was not Wen Yang who came to open the door.

The person outside, I hope the person inside is Wen Yang.

The people in the house also hope that the person outside the house is Wen Yang.

The anti-theft door was pushed halfway open from the inside, and the people inside and outside the room were also startled.

"Are you Doctor Jane?"

Wen Guodong still remembered Jian Muzi, and even matched Jian Muzi's appearance with her name.

In addition to the fact that Jian Muzi has been to the house twice, it is also because Dr. Jian is the person her daughter talks about and mentions the most in recent months.

Wen Yang's rare amusing moments are almost all linked to the word Jian Muzi.

"Hello, Uncle Wen."

Jian Muzi paused, frowned slightly,

"... I came to see Wen Yang for something... Is she at home?"

After all, he is not used to dealing with people, and he is not as natural as others when speaking superficially.

It's just because it's Jian Muzi, and because of the indifference in her face, even if she can't tell the lie naturally, she can still be convincing.

"Yangyang hasn't come back yet, he should have just got off work, maybe he's coming home~"

Wen Guodong glanced at the time on the phone screen, and then greeted Jian Muzi, "Come and wait at home, Yangyang should be back in a while."

Jian Muzi politely rejected Wen Guodong's kindness.

She waited in the car downstairs and had to wait until Wen Yang.

……

During the waiting time, Jian Muzi did not waste the slightest bit.

2004...

Jian Muzi pondered for a while.

Although in 04, the Internet was not as developed as it is now, but the follow-up supplementary news reports, as well as the news that was connected to the Internet at the beginning...

What if there is?

What's more, she always felt that the name "Yang Changrong" was somewhat familiar.

It's not familiar, but it's a name that even people who have been in the UK for more than ten years feel familiar.

Jian Muzi tried to type "Yang Changrong" in the Internet search bar.

She had a hunch that there was a reason why Li Yanqing told herself these three words clearly.

And the reason is precisely because these three characters are the names that can be used to find out the brief introduction of Guanghui's life.

……

Yang Changrong

Beicheng people

Director of Ningshi Public Security Bureau

The first-class hero/hero/model/model of the national public security system.

Awarded personal first and second class merits once each, and third class merits 1 times.

As a female police chief, Yang Changrong combines the majesty of the police with the tenderness of a woman, especially for women and children who are regarded as vulnerable groups.

In order to protect the legitimate rights and interests of women and children to the greatest extent, she successively organized and opened the "110" anti-domestic violence service desk, set up a women's rights demonstration squadron, and established a multi-police linkage, mutual cooperation, and joint operations. Multi-channel rapid response mechanism.

Over the past year, more than 470 cases have been received by the police, 175 criminal cases have been handled, and 96 people have been arrested.

She has always kept the suffering and safety of the people in mind, and has resolved accusations accumulated over ten years.

2004年4月28日晚8点40分。

Yang Changrong, then director of the Ning City Public Security Bureau, was attacked by gangsters during the investigation of the "1.30" case. He was shot 3 times and unfortunately died in the line of duty.

……

It is different from her husband Wen Guodong, who used to be an anti/drug policeman.

Wen Guodong once won the only personal first-class merit in his career for destroying a large drug trafficking group, and Yang Chang won the only first-class merit in his career because of her death in the line of duty and because of her sacrifice.

Jian Muzi leaned back on the back of the driver's seat, unable to calm down for a long time...

In 2004, 18-year-old Wen Yang was in the second semester of his sophomore year.

April is the season when spring blossoms in Beicheng.

Girls who like photography and directing may be thinking about which city to shoot in the next stop.

Maybe I have also considered whether I should go to Ning City for this stop, so that I can be closer to my mother...

……

After Wen Yang left Deputy Director Zhou's office, he took a taxi to the former site of Beicheng Public Security Bureau.

The former Beicheng Public Security Bureau was not next to Beicheng No. [-] Hospital, nor was it next to Beicheng Emergency Center.

The old bureau has long been an old building waiting to be demolished.

The white walls of the three-story building had turned gray and black when it was first built.

A lot of the tiles on the roof fell off, and most of the tiles attached to the walls also fell off.

The old bureau was surrounded by stone walls last year, and there were three roads inside and outside.

According to the announcement on the wall, it will be demolished at the beginning of next month.

Wen Yang sat by the roadbed opposite the old bureau, watching the old site of the Beicheng Public Security Bureau for a long time.

That was the place where she would come to when she missed her parents when she was a child and went to school.

Wen Yang doesn't just miss Wen Guodong.

For a girl, she misses her mother Yang Changrong even more.

But Yang Changrong was working in Ning City, so she could only find Wen Guodong who was closer.

Wen Guodong is not someone who is often in the police station.

Fathers who go out to handle cases often pass by their daughters.

Wen Yang sometimes came to the police station just to catch a glimpse of people in police uniforms, people who looked like her parents.

She witnessed with her own eyes that the color of Chinese police uniforms changed from green to blue.

It was also at that time that the child who came to the police station to chat and comfort was like a child who grew up eating a lot of food. He became the most familiar family member of the police in the police station, and also became a child grown up by the "old people".

……

Wen Yang just sat on the edge of the embankment, weeping quietly.

She lowered her eyes slightly, not wiping the tears that fell.

She is quietly watching the opposite building through tears, through eyes that are both clear and blurred.

The past that was trying to be dusty, the memories that were trying to be sealed, came one after another.

The happiest and most painful things for people are also memories.

This is the 13th year since she lost her mother.

April 4th at the end of the month is a full 28 years.

……

When it was close to 8 o'clock in the evening, the sky was already dark.

The person leaning on the driver's seat finally saw the familiar figure behind the front windshield.

In an instant, he reached out to open the door.

However, the next moment, the hand on the doorknob made no further movement.

Jian Muzi frowned, and after hesitating to get out of the car...

Get out of the car, then what?

She couldn't directly state that she already knew Wen Yang's family story, nor could she bluntly state everything she had guessed or already confirmed.

She stared at Wen Yang who was getting closer, step by step.

The slow pace of the other party seemed to be stretched in her heart, inch by inch.

After all, he opened the door and got out of the car.

For those who have never hesitated, even a moment of hesitation can't match the desire to be with you.

Even if all the giving is insignificant, even the effect of consolation may be the fulfillment of the other party...

Jian Muzi still wanted to do this.

She couldn't watch Wen Yang alone, couldn't watch Wen Yang return home lonely and lonely.

She didn't want to see a person with an indifferent expression put on another look of being brave and happy after entering the corridor...

As if nothing had happened, as if the injury had never been experienced.

……

"Wen Yang."

What was clearly visible was Wen Yang's slight stunned after Jian Muzi uttered her voice.

Wen Yang's mind was completely empty at the moment.

Walking home from the old bureau with a tired body, I suddenly heard my name downstairs, and was still a little dazed for a while.

She looked at the source of the sound, broke the trance of the world in front of her eyes, and looked at the other party carefully and seriously.

"Jane Muzi?"

Jian Muzi's footsteps stopped.

She came from the darkness, and it became clearer before Wen Yang's eyes.

Wen Yang saw the outline of the other party, saw the warmth in the other party's eyes, like the warm light that had been hiding under the glacier for a long time.

"...Why isn't it called Jian Mumu?"

The person who tried to cheer himself up was slightly startled when he heard this.

She didn't expect Jian Muzi to care about this.

"Jian Mumu, it seems that you are used to me calling this name... My skill in naming names is really good..."

Wen Yang raised a smile.

What she thought was a bright smile was extremely ugly to Jian Muzi.

In the next second, Jian Muzi took the initiative to hold Wen Yang's hand.

She let go of the throbbing in her heart, filled with other emotions.

She knew that now she was full of heart and eyes, only distressed.

……

"Eat with me...I didn't have a good dinner..."

When pulling people, it is restrained and decisive, and it is throbbing and sad.

When lying, Jian Muzi rarely stuttered, a little powerless.

Wen Yang was first held by Jian Muzi's hand by accident, first because of such intimacy, and then because of the sudden invitation from the other party.

Jian Muzi has never asked her to do something...

Compared with her own red eyes, the abnormal Jian Muzi instantly caught Wen Yang's attention.

Is Jian Muzi unhappy?

……

"Okay~ I'll have dinner with you~ Where are you going?"

Officer Wen, who answered decisively, cared more about the people he cared about than himself.

Her sadness can be licked alone, but when Jian Muzi needs her, she is willing to give it all.

Willing to give, willing to accompany, willing to let go of yourself.

……