don't be alone anymore

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Today's first update

*as good as it gets*

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There was a long silence on the phone.

Before calling Gu Yanming, the meaning behind the sentence "I'm doing anti-drug work" once stayed in Wen Yang's mind for a short time.

It's just a moment.

The Gu Yanming that Wen Yang is familiar with is upright and fearless, an iron-blooded anti-drug captain who is not timid in front of drug traffickers.

It can be seen from the meritorious medals the other party has received from the police that he is a real man, and also an anti-drug policeman worthy of the respect of the people and his comrades.

But today, in the face of someone he likes, or even actively pursued by the other party, the reason why this anti-drug policeman shrinks back is also because of the identity he has always been proud of.

Of course Wen Yang could tell that Gu Yanming was also interested in Qiao Mujun.

But perhaps it was because of this communication that Gu Yanming flinched.

Wen Yang didn't know whether this was the first time Gu Yanming had regressed in his life.

But also as a policeman, she was able to understand Gu Yanming's implication immediately.

"...Have you told Mu Jun what you think?"

"...My thoughts on her, no."

……

When Gu Yanming was not at home, the family members would be afraid to hear the phone ringing.

It is no longer fear, but the point of fear.

Don't do anything bad in your life, and don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door in the middle of the night.

It doesn't seem to be effective to put these words on the family members of the front-line police officers.

Although the front-line police officers are doing just things, they always scare those closest to them because of him.

Gu Yanming couldn't ignore the deep meaning in his parents' eyes every time he went out.

And as the parents get older, the expectation and sincerity in their eyes also deepen.

From the first day when he was an anti/drug policeman, he was on the verge of life and death.

In his heart, he had already made a suicide note.

Even before performing a certain task, he also told the suicide note in his heart on paper.

His suicide note was handed over to his former anti-narcotics policeman, Wen Guodong, for safekeeping.

It was also at the moment when he fell in love with Qiao Mujun that Gu Yanming suddenly understood why Wen Guodong resigned resolutely.

After losing his beloved wife, Wen Guodong chose to return to his family and chose Wen Yang.

Wen Guodong has fought for the anti-drug cause for 20 years, which is enough.

But he, Gu Yanming, was only 36 years old.

He couldn't let go of this solemn uniform and mission, and he couldn't let go of China's drug-free hope.

"... My parents are pitiful enough... I don't want to let anyone down..."

Wen Yang choked and remained silent for a while,

"...You didn't say anything nasty to her, did you?"

"..."

Wen Yang on the other end of the phone frowned instantly,

"Brother! Why are you so childish! You have to be like this...so...what did you tell Mu Jun?"

"...I said... I'm not interested in her, I'm not interested in marriage, I'm not interested in being in love..."

Wen Yang laughed angrily,

"I really appreciate that you didn't add 'Don't be too sentimental.'"

Gu Yanming choked, and almost said these words.

But when he saw the forced smile on Qiao Mujun's face, he couldn't say anything.

"you help me……"

"Shall I help you comfort her? She is my friend! It is also necessary to comfort her, not to help anyone!"

"Also, are you really going to be a bachelor for the rest of your life? If not, then you will definitely regret it."

"..."

"I understand you, but at the same time, I also think you should tell her your true thoughts. You have said so many heart-wrenching words and scary arrest/drug stories, why not tell her frankly that you like her too."

"I...haven't liked it yet!"

"Why don't you like your blushing? From the first time you saw her, you blushed when you spoke. Don't think that I couldn't see that you were tanned at that time, otherwise wouldn't I have been playing with you for more than ten years?" Was it for nothing?"

"..."

"You let her first love end so badly, hate it, Captain Gu! The excellence of my good sister is obvious, and she didn't work in the Public Security Bureau where you male policemen said, 'the yang is strong and the yin is weak'. She was chased away by others within two days." Time, don't hold me and cry! Men and women can't kiss each other! That's enough, hang up!"

Wen Yang didn't give Gu Yanming a chance to speak, so he hung up the phone directly.

She drove Wen Guodong's car to Qiao Mujun's house.

The doorbell rang for half an hour, but there was no movement in the room.

Wen Yang cast a hard look at the ceiling in the corridor.

I don't know if it's the people in the angry room or Gu Yanming.

She sent a text message to Qiao Mujun, telling him frankly Gu Yanming's heart and heartbeat, as well as the intention behind the anti-drug story.

On the other hand, as a good friend of Qiao Mujun, she also sincerely explained or kindly reminded him: It is not easy to fall in love with the police, especially the anti-drug police.

She even sent more real anti-drug cases to Qiao Mujun: I told you about many real cases in this area before. At that time, you told me that you wanted to persist, persist in knowing, and actively pursue Gu Yanming.

Mu Jun, I know you don't take feelings as a trifle, and you haven't tried love lightly so far.

So you who are so serious, you still think seriously this time, just for yourself.

I have another story I want to tell you. If you want, I will wait for you at the door.

Ten minutes later, Qiao Mujun opened the anti-theft door at home.

Wen Yang saw the redness in Qiao Mujun's eyes and the blueness in his eyes.

The two good friends just sat in the corridor by the anti-theft door.

Qiao Mujun listened to Wen Yang's story quietly, and finally agreed to Wen Yang that she would seriously consider this matter, no matter whether she insisted or not.

……

Every day outside of work, Wen Yang always finds a suitable time to call grandma.

On this day, it took a long time for the phone to be picked up.

Since my grandfather passed away, my grandmother, who didn't want to trouble her children, has been living alone in the old house.

During the day, a nursing-type nanny is hired to help with cooking, housework, and take care of the elderly by the way.

Wen Yang hadn't even said a few words to his grandmother when he heard her unconsciously crying out in pain.

"Grandma, are you sick?"

The nanny at home took a few days off to go back to her hometown to visit relatives. The old lady is at home alone. Wen Yang is very worried that the old man will not report her illness.

"No, sheep, I'm not sick."

"Grandma, a small illness is treated with a small treatment, and the minor illness was dragged into a serious illness and hospitalized. You are the hardest one! If you have any discomfort, you must tell me!"

Wen Yang's intuition is not groundless at all.

The old lady had a lot of pimples inexplicably two days ago.

On the calves and between the waist and abdomen, one after another, there is still an inexplicable itching and pain.

Perhaps it was the granddaughter's care and persuasion that helped, the old lady endured for two days and finally told Wen Yang the truth today.

"I started to have long bags two days ago, and it has grown a lot."

Hearing about the long bag all of a sudden, Wen Yang thought he was an old lady because he was allergic.

Severe allergies should not be delayed, especially after hearing that the old lady was itchy and painful, Wen Yang temporarily changed shifts with Li Yanqing and drove the old lady to the hospital.

When he saw his grandmother in the old house, Wen Yang realized that it was most likely not an allergy.

Where can allergies have pimples of this color?

She immediately drove to the hospital with her grandmother, and the doctor issued a hospitalization order after the examination.

It turned out that the pimple that affected the old lady's walking was actually herpes.

Herpes in the elderly is not something that can be solved by simple treatment.

Wen Yang went through the hospitalization procedures for his grandma non-stop, and the old lady was immediately arranged to be admitted to Beicheng Second Hospital, which is the best for treating herpes.

The Second Hospital is not located in Dongcheng District, but on the other side of Beicheng District, in the suburbs of Xicheng District.

After arranging for grandma to be admitted to the ward, Wen Yang drove another two hours back to the old house to get some change of clothes and daily necessities that the old lady was used to.

Seeing a doctor means that after the elderly get herpes, they usually need a treatment cycle of 7 to 15 days.

If you are hospitalized for at least 7 days, it is not something that temporary living items can handle.

What's more, the old lady used to sleep with her own pillow, Wen Yang had to go back to the old house.

……

Wen Yang notified the two uncles and aunts.

Since his mother passed away, Wen Yang rarely saw the elders in the old house except during the holidays.

Although Wen Yang is very close to his cousin Yang Yulong, he has a lot of opinions on the elders of his mother's family.

In recent years, opinions have become more and more popular.

After all, she is getting older. The old lady has been admitted to the hospital once or twice a year in recent years.

It seems that the old saying is true: there is no filial son before the bed for a long time.

Of the two uncles, one used the excuse of taking care of the grandson to shirk the evening escort, and the other used the excuse of work as an excuse to shirk.

As for grandma's only living daughter, auntie?

You can play mahjong, you can be busy renting a house, or you can be busy picking up your grandson and granddaughter, but you just don’t have time to take care of the old mother who is hospitalized.

They usually leave with a lunch during the day, which is the behavior almost every time the old lady is hospitalized.

But the old lady is hospitalized, how can she leave her around?

The old lady, who was sober, refused to hire a nurse.

I always think that I have given birth to four children, even if there are only three left now, I will always be much luckier than the parents of the only child.

Isn't it easy for the three children to take care of her in shifts?

The three children are all in Beicheng City, and they are all counted in front of her. If a nurse has to be hired to take care of her, where will she put her old face?

But what about the old lady's children?

You can come here for a while, but you can't stay here all the time.

In the end, only the father and daughter named Wen worked hard.

When facing the children, the old lady has a soft temper.

Grit your teeth and just swallow it in your stomach.

Although I knew that my granddaughter and son-in-law would be exhausted once I was hospitalized, and I also knew that the other three biological children were useless, but I didn't dare to ask the children, and I didn't want to hear unpleasant words that might slap my face.

The old lady also felt sorry for Wen Yang and Wen Guodong, but in the end, the desire not to lose face prevailed.

She couldn't say something like "you can hire a nurse"...

You may not be able to speak until you die.

If these words were spoken, it would be like vetoing her life.

Vetoed the life she had worked so hard for her children.

Speaking of which, she is a kind person.

Because of kindness, I feel sorry for my granddaughter and son-in-law.

Because of her kindness to the child, she still wanted to believe those excuses and evasions that she knew were perfunctory.

However, on the other hand, she is an unkind and selfish person.

Because he is unkind and selfish, he makes full use of the kindness and benevolence of others.

After all, she was not Wen Yang's mother, but she passed on her obsession with giving back to her children to Wen Yang who had lost her mother.

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As for Wen Yang?

Wen Yang is by no means a benevolent person, nor is he a saint.

Regarding the matter of grandma, what Wen Guodong and her were most concerned with was that they couldn't see the past.

They can't pass the test in their own hearts, and they can't come and go like other relatives.

Because he can't see the past and is pitiful, he is willing to replace his wife and mother and stand in front of an old man to be filial and kind.

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