don't be alone anymore

*my mood doesn't matter*

……

The lunch brought by Wen Guodong and Lin Yueqing was also prepared for Jian Muzi.

Wen Yang has just been transferred from the ICU, and it is still difficult to swallow regular food.

Liquid food is her main source of nutrition during the recovery period.

And the family members of the two parties prepared meals for the same person who was guarding the hospital bed...

Wen Guodong was a little embarrassed to meet Lin Yueqing face to face.

He is preparing lunch for his daughter, what kind of status is he?

Wen Guodong, who was popular in the drug battlefield and business field, actually scratched his head in embarrassment at this moment.

After entering the ward, I couldn't stand or sit, and I almost stuffed the thermos in my hand into the crack of the floor.

If there is such a thing as ground seams in the VIP ward.

Lin Yueqing left the ward after putting the thermos on the head of the bed. Wen Guodong also followed Lin Yueqing's example and placed the thermos on the bedside of the nearest family member.

Jian Muzi silently greeted Wen Guodong, and Wen Guodong nodded with a reddened face.

Before Wen Guodong came out of his embarrassment, he saw Lin Yueqing who was waiting by the door of the ward.

After Wen Yang was injured, Wen Guodong got to know Jian Muzi's three relatives one after another.

But he was a man after all.

I had a lot of contact with Xia Liang before...

Lin Yueqing... He really didn't say a few words.

Wen Guodong was taken aback for a moment at first, then nodded to Lin Yueqing as a greeting.

He was about to bypass Lin Yueqing, but was stopped by the other party's voice.

"Papa Wen Yang."

There was a gentle smile in Lin Yueqing's eyes,

"If you deliver the dinner, I won't come over."

Wen Guodong was slightly taken aback when he heard the sound.

He glanced at Lin Yueqing, and then laughed too.

"Leave a call, Muzi's mother."

left a call...

It will be easy to discuss the issue of food delivery in the future.

……

The Public Security Bureau gave Gu Yanming a big vacation.

The annual leave that had not been taken for five years was forcibly let go by Director Zheng.

During the one-month holiday, the deputy head of the anti-drug detachment became the person with the most idle time.

And Zhang Luzhi was also doing nothing.

The head of the patrol detachment also forcibly granted Zhang Luzhi an annual leave.

In the final analysis, these two people were powerless people who watched Wen Yang get hurt.

If you don't take a long vacation to let the two subordinates adjust their mental state, the leader is really sorry.

……

During the first two days of the holiday, both Zhang Luzhi and Gu Yanming loved to go to the ICU of the hospital.

Later, seeing that I couldn't help much when I came, I felt embarrassed to bother Jian Muzi again.

When Wen Yang was transferred from the ICU, Zhang Luzhi, who had been fishing in the suburbs for a few days, immediately appeared in the ward, but Gu Yanming was nowhere to be seen.

Wen Yang waited all day in the ward.

Everyone has been here, but Gu Yanming did not show up.

At dinner, she was puzzled and finally couldn't help holding Jian Muzi's hand, which was about to continue feeding.

There was worry in her eyes.

Holding Jian Muzi's hand, he said the word "Gu" with a breath.

Jian Muzi understood Wen Yang's meaning in an instant.

Logically speaking, Gu Yanming should be the one who appeared in the ward immediately today.

Jian Muzi stroked the back of Wen Yang's hand,

"Let's eat first, and I will ask Fade Chen and Zhang Luzhi later."

Wen Yang blinked, leaving this matter to Jian Muzi, she can rest assured.

Jian Muzi thought about it.

If Gu Yanming's lateness is really what Wen Yang and she thought, then who is better to comfort the guilty person?

She put down the bowl and spoon in her hand, and asked Wen Yang for his opinion, "If that's what you think, do you want me to tell Mu Jun?"

Wen Yang curled his lips and said "no" in a breathy voice.

Although Gu Yanming is her elder brother, Qiao Mujun is also a friend she values ​​very much.

Because of the importance, she didn't want to see Qiao Mujun always take the initiative.

If Mu Jun didn't mention this, she wouldn't choose to tell Qiao Mujun.

How did Gu Yanming get through the previous 37 years? This time, he will be able to hold on like this.

Big deal, she will call Brother Gu in two days.

Just order people who are too guilty to show up to show up immediately.

It's fine when things are said and done.

Isn't she, Wen Yang, still alive and well!

Jian Muzi took back the porridge bowl filled with nutritious rice noodles, and smiled lightly with the corners of her lips in her mouth, "Your brother...is really slow. He really should be taught a lesson."

Wen Yang hooked his lips.

If she hadn't been trapped on the bed by an injury and couldn't move, she really wanted to kiss//kiss Jian Muzi.

real kiss...

With this lovely woman who understands her well.

……

A weak body accompanied by pain, Wen Yang was rarely awake today.

The pain fell into a coma.

The waking and sleeping state improved a little after dinner.

Jian Muzi looked at the time on her phone, she finally slept for more than an hour this time.

The rare progress also injected a little sweetness into her sore heart.

When Wen Yang unconsciously fell asleep, Jian Muzi was still massaging the tiger's mouth of her right hand regularly.

Simple movements can also make Wen Yang's hand hold her hand virtual.

During the massage in the afternoon, Wen Yang was as satisfied as a child who got candy.

The back of the hand is covered with many tiny pinholes, and the blue color on the hand surface has not disappeared.

Jian Muzi saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart.

She could only find the only place on the tiger's mouth where the needle hole couldn't reach, and massage it gently.

She just sat on the side of the bed.

One hand was massaging Wen Yang's tiger's mouth regularly, and the other hand was flipping through the paper book that hadn't been touched a page these days.

Now that Wen Yang was sleeping soundly, she was finally able to turn a few pages with a little peace of mind and really look into it.

When it was late at night, Wen Yang slept for a full two hours.

Jian Muzi left the ward with some joy.

After washing up, I plan to go home and rest on the hospital bed.

The family members' hospital bed has been dragged to Wen Yang's bedside according to Wen Yang's request.

It was next to Wen Yang's hospital bed, and the middle of the two beds could only allow people to walk sideways.

Jian Muzi patted the pillowcase on the hospital bed lightly, and suddenly remembered something important.

She left the bed and walked to the locked wardrobe, and opened the lock carefully.

……

Wen Yang's cell phone...

The day after Jian Muzi handed it over to Xia Zhizhou, Xia Zhizhou returned the mobile phone with a replaced screen and returned to normal use.

Jian Muzi has not been able to open it.

She wanted to wait until Wen Yang came out of the ICU to check whether there were any secrets in the phone.

Of course it's a secret, otherwise Wen Yang wouldn't be worried about it.

If it wasn't for Wen Yang's luck to survive, then this mobile phone would become the owner's last concern in this world.

Although Jian Muzi didn't say how to deal with the broken screen, Xia Zhizhou still thoughtfully collected all the broken screens from the screen changer.

The broken screen that was replaced was carefully stored in a small cloth bag and returned to Jian Muzi.

So, now there are three things locked in the closet.

A small cloth bag with a broken screen, a mobile phone with a new screen, and a new unopened Apple//iPhone.

Last month, Apple released a new phone.

After learning yesterday that Wen Yang will be transferred out of the ICU this morning, Jian Muzi went to a nearby digital mall to buy the latest mobile phone.

As for this new model, she will find an opportunity to give it to Wen Yang tomorrow.

……

Standing by the closet and looking at the things in the closet hesitantly for a while, Jian Muzi finally stretched out her hand and took out the mobile phone with the screen replaced.

She returned to Wen Yang's bedside with her mobile phone, and the person who was about to go to sleep had lost all sleepiness at this moment.

……

A four-digit mobile phone code.

Jian Muzi first tried the phone owner's birthday: 0309.

wrong password.

Without hesitation for a second try, she tried her own birthday: 1219.

The successfully unlocked mobile phone reminds me of the past period of time...

Those days, why did the person on the bed avoid people like that when entering the password...

It turns out that this password has been that person's secret since then.

……

Jian Muzi scanned the phone records and information area one by one.

Inexplicable intuition caused trouble, and she finally tapped the memo with her fingertips.

……

A different kind of memo, like a diary, is loaded with the mood of the owner.

The time starts from June 2017, 6...

Until 7:13 in the morning when Wen Yang was injured.

……

2017年6月1日10：11

Even though I know I won't have this opportunity, I still can't help but imagine the scene of confessing to you.

How should I confess to you?

Do you want to go to a flower garden full of flowers?

But it seems that I can already imagine that you will look at me with disgust, and then say to me: Wen Yang, do you want to be a bee?

2017年6月2日5：02

Do you want to go back to the bar where we first met?

Flying for more than ten hours in exchange for a confession?

High-cost, low-efficiency confession will be disgusted again, right?

But I still want to tell you seriously:

Meeting you that night in London was the best thing in my life.

2017年6月3日19：56

It's so unseemly when you're on duty.

I think of you every time I stop.

I wonder if you treated a few emergency patients and family members coldly today...

Do you think you had a good meal today?

January 2017, 6 4:2

I like you... How should I restrain myself?

After touching you, every bone in the body is clamoring: how much I like you.

January 2017, 6 5:21

Confession is no small matter.

Confession...

It may be something that will never happen in this life.

January 2017, 6 5:22

When you encounter love, it will help you figure out how to start.

I liked you from the beginning.

always liked you...

That's enough.

……

January 2017, 8 31:00

Regret not saying goodbye?

In fact, if we were given a chance, we might not be able to say goodbye properly.

When it comes to parting, it is impossible to tell yourself that you will become strong if you are strong, and you will not really accept it just because you tell yourself to accept it.

Memories will go hand in hand, imprints will go hand in hand...

How much I worry that one day you will become me, and how much I deny my desire to confess.

I love you more than anything.

I love you, Jian Muzi.

……

January 2017, 9 21:11

Today's sunshine is very good, so good that I feel warm in my heart...

So good that I can face my vampire self again...

How can I say I love you,

At the same time, desperately absorbing warmth from you?

I'm sorry, Jian Muzi.

……

January 2017, 9 28:6

If I sacrifice...

At least as your best friend.

that's enough.

You must meet a good person.

Someone you love and who loves you dearly.

that's enough.

I started to believe in the existence of the soul.

If this life can't accompany you to the end after all,

I want to accompany you in another way.

I heard that people with obsessions are infinitely reincarnated...

That's fine, I'm obsessed after all.

My obsession is you, Jian Muzi.

……

January 2017, 10 9:7

I just went to Uncle Zheng's office to submit a job transfer application.

More than all the medals of honor,

At this moment, I just want a security, a security that can make you feel at ease in the future.

No matter how we go on in the end...

I don't even want you to worry about me anymore.

The publicity office is very good, and it is the place closest to my dream.

See you at the weekend and you will know that I love you.

Where would I want to see a movie.

What I want to see is your present life, future life, and eternal life.

I love you, Jane Muzi.

Do you want to stay with me?

……