don't be alone anymore

*I am right beside you*

……

Wen Guodong did not expect that Jian Muzi would take the initiative to find him on the third day when his daughter was hospitalized.

And the purpose of looking for him was to "change shift"?

According to Jian Muzi, she had something very important tonight and couldn't leave, so she could only ask Wen Guodong to stay with Wen Yang in the hospital at night.

Wen Guodong was suspicious, and felt dissatisfied for no reason.

He didn't explore why he felt dissatisfied in his heart, but he gave up the matter of escorting Jian Muzi after insisting on it for two nights... he couldn't give birth to much joy.

He should have been pleased...

If the most important person this girl said is not as important as he thought.

But when the things he expected were in front of him, he couldn't feel any joy in his heart, but mostly felt pity and distress for his daughter.

My child... what kind of girl did he fall in love with?

When entangled in dissatisfaction, people often ignore the good things they praised at the beginning.

This seems to be the "problem" of being a parent and a family member, always protecting and caring about your children.

But in the end he had done anti-drug work, and Wen Guodong's emotions and anger were not visible.

It's just awkward in my heart, but it doesn't show at all on the face.

He even smiled and said to Jian Muzi with a somewhat joyful look, "Then you should be busy, I am quite embarrassed to trouble you to take care of the sheep and sheep these two days."

Jian Muzi looked at Wen Guodong when she heard the words, and what she said seemed to be an explanation, but more like a rebuttal.

"Uncle Wen, she will never be a trouble to me."

Wen Guodong almost blurted out:

So you're not here tonight?

What is more important than my daughter?

But the father refrained from saying anything.

The words of this interrogation fully exposed the calculations in his heart, as well as the secrets he already knew in his heart.

……

Before going to bed, Wen Yang was not dissatisfied with Jian Muzi's absence tonight.

Although she herself has been out of shape recently, she has never neglected her concern for Jian Muzi.

She knew that the emergency center had recruited a lot of new people.

New doctor, new stretcher bearer, new ambulance driver.

Recently, the emergency center has been busy training newcomers up and down, and the "old people" have been taking time to bring newcomers.

Although she has a little regret in her heart, she hopes that Jian Muzi, who is in such a busy daily life, can stay in the dormitory to rest.

The most important thing is to get a good night's sleep without being implicated by your own insomnia and nightmares like the previous two days.

……

At 01:30 in the middle of the night, the father who was accompanied by the family members on the bed had already fallen asleep.

Slight snoring came from Wen Guodong's side into Wen Yang's ears very regularly.

The bed was empty.

Patients who are awake all the time will naturally not be disturbed by snoring.

Wen Yang stood by the window for a long time.

In the middle of the night in Beicheng, the place where the sky and the earth connect is still showing a dazzling light.

She stood by the window, staring into the distance in a daze.

After tossing and tossing on the hospital bed for three hours and not being able to fall asleep, I was still defeated by insomnia and could only let it trample//stepping on my mental state.

Dim eyes, expressionless face...

When you close your eyes, your thoughts take flight...

Wen Yang also didn't understand why a nightmare would repeatedly drill into his mind, constantly deepening the details and deepening the memory.

Obviously after waking up, most of the memories should be fuzzy, but because of repeatedly recalling and repeating the same dream, this nightmare has become more and more clear now...

Including things she hadn't seen, things she hadn't heard about, the moments of her mother's sacrifice.

Suddenly, Wen Yang's eyes darkened.

The right hand subconsciously tried to support the sofa behind him, but in the end the back of the sofa pressed against his staggering figure.

She sighed softly.

After all... I don't know what to do with insomnia.

She wanted to go back to work at the Bureau.

At least she has to focus on one thing, at least she has to fill all the vain time.

Physical fatigue is at least somewhat resistant to insomnia.

Wen Yang finished putting on the slipper whose left foot was crooked.

she was thinking...

Maybe go to the nurse's station and borrow some sleeping pills?

The moment he turned around, the sleeping pills in his mind flew out of the sky.

She was all too familiar with the figure standing at the door of the ward.

……

Wen Yang couldn't see the expression on Jian Muzi's face clearly.

She was in a panic at the moment, not knowing what to say.

She never expected Jian Muzi to attack suddenly.

So at this moment, I suddenly understood what Jian Muzi said - something very important tonight.

Seeing Jian Muzi walking lightly, getting closer...

On Wen Yang's face and heart, there is only hesitation and grievance, shame and uneasiness for doing something wrong.

Before the other party spoke, she lowered her head deeply.

He only dared to stare at the wound on his left hand.

"……sorry……"

She heard the other party's sigh...

It is no longer a deep sigh.

"Wen Yang..."

She was wrapped in her warm embrace.

"I don't like to hear you say those three words... Besides, you don't need to say those three words..."

The person who was comforted by Jian Muzi could only squint his eyes...

Wen Yang didn't know what else to say, what else to say.

……

Jian Muzi took Wen Yang back to the hospital bed.

She half sat on the side of the bed, patting Wen Yang's back.

She could feel that the person in her arms was a little excited just now.

Excitement and shock are not suitable for such a late night, not suitable for patients who need to rest.

"If you have insomnia, just close your eyes in bed. It's also good to lie down, so that your body can at least get some rest."

The person in his arms nodded...

"Jane Mumu..."

"Ok?"

"You have to go back to the dormitory to sleep."

Jian Muzi laughed,

"If you know why I came here, you should be able to guess that I will suffer from insomnia when I go back."

What Jian Muzi said was straightforward enough.

The worries and worries in my heart because of Wen Yang were all revealed in this sentence.

In this world, you are not the only one who suffers from insomnia for reasons I cannot yet determine...

And myself, and me because I miss you.

I will lose sleep because of your insomnia, and sleep peacefully because of your sleep.

……

The patient lying on the pillow visibly frowned and became tangled.

Wen Yang was moved by Jian Muzi's words, but also worried because of Jian Muzi's words.

She also didn't want Jian Muzi not to get a good rest.

Jian Muzi has to be on duty tomorrow morning.

After thinking about it, she took those words of persuading the other party back to the dormitory to heart.

She turned sideways and moved to the area behind her, retreating to the side of the bed, even almost to the edge.

The uninjured right hand patted the bed, and the uninjured left thumb and index finger picked up a corner of the quilt...

"Come on, Jian Mumu, each of us takes a step back."

Each of us takes a step back...

It's not a concession, but you have fulfilled my concern, and I have fulfilled your concern.

……

Jian Muzi came here in the middle of the night.

Before coming to the ward, she even thought about where she should stay tonight.

The sofa in the ward is good enough for her to take a nap tonight.

If Wen Yang is indeed suffering from insomnia as she expected, then she doesn't need a resting place at all.

If Wen Yang sleeps peacefully beyond her expectations, then she believes that she can sleep peacefully anywhere.

However, the only thing she didn't expect was...

Although the patient on the bed did suffer from insomnia, he also arranged an unexpected position for her.

Patients with insomnia for many days gave up two-thirds of the beds.

Wen Yang turned his body sideways, and a hospital bed became a bed for two people to rest.

Jian Muzi gathered her right hand, hesitated for a while, but finally couldn't resist Wen Yang's stubborn gaze.

She sighed inwardly.

Wen Yang had no idea what kind of turmoil such a move would bring to her heart.

Wen Yang's... the burden of being obedient and not obedient.

Let her feel helpless and deeply sweet burden.

……

Wen Yang grabbed Jian Muzi who wanted to get up again,

"Jian Mumu, it's okay. Are you a clean freak or me? I've said it's okay!"

Wen Guodong was not even allowed to sit on his own bed casually at home, but now he allowed Jian Muzi who came from outside to sleep on his hospital bed like this.

Wen Yang gave up the pillow, and rested his head on the pillow he took from the sofa.

She couldn't sleep on both sides, and the height of the pillow was lower than her, which didn't make any sense.

……

Jian Muzi lay down for a while, and finally recovered as usual and turned sideways.

She also gave up one-third of the bed to Wen Yang, trying to make him lie face up.

"It's not good for you to press your right hand like this."

"What about you? Your left hand is also pressed! Doctor Jian, don't do to others what you don't want to be done to others."

Jian Muzi gave Wen Yang an angry look.

Police officer Wen, who has a lot of truth, is not to be outdone in the hospital bed.

Enduring the throbbing in her heart, Jian Muzi had no choice but to turn her attention back to Wen Yang's insomnia.

"Wen Yang, can you tell me honestly...how long have you been insomnia?"

"..."

Wen Yang was speechless for a long while.

It's just remembering how long it's been.

……

"You are too smart, Jian Mumu...I can't lie to you...When I stayed in the suburban homestay...I didn't sleep for long..."

Cut to the heart.

The expected things have been confirmed, but the psychological construction before asking the question has been done in vain.

Jian Muzi turned her head sideways and buried it in the pillow.

There were hidden her lower lip biting tightly, the blood stains from the biting, and her eyes that were already swollen.

……

There was no sound in the ward for a long time, only the slight sound of Wen Guodong on the bed of a family member beside him.

Wen Yang confessed his real situation with his back to Jian Muzi, and failed to notice the changes of the people behind him.

Until she felt it was long enough, long enough to hear Jian Muzi's even breathing.

Only then carefully turned over, facing Jian Muzi sideways.

She raised her lips.

I don't care at all and don't want to care about my insomnia anymore.

Compared to insomnia, compared to entanglement and evasion, persuasion and staying away deep in my heart...

At this moment, she just wanted to immerse herself in this moment, and having Jian Muzi by her side was a happy moment.

She slowly closed her eyes, and when she was extremely entangled in her heart, she chose to be selfish once.

She followed what Jian Muzi said, even if she closed her eyes and rested.

Until you feel your right hand being wrapped and clenched by the other hand.

She wanted to open her eyes, but her vision was covered by the other hand.

……

"Jane Mumu?"

"Shh~ rest, Wen Yang."

……

I am by your side, holding your hand, and accompanying you along the way.

Regardless of thorns and obstacles, regardless of rough waves, regardless of wind and rain.

If it's a nightmare, you can also feel the power conveyed by my palm.

If you are insomnia, you can also feel the warmth of my palm.

……