don't be alone anymore

*I can't be sad by your side*

……

"I have clean clothes here... I also prepared a box of disposable underwear for a business trip. I put them outside. You come out to eat after washing, huh?"

Wen Yang wiped his chaotic breath with his hands, but still lowered his head, "Are you going on a business trip?"

"No, I'm not on a business trip. The meeting was temporarily canceled, so you have this opportunity... Otherwise..."

Jian Muzi forced herself to raise the corners of her lips, smiling,

"Otherwise we, Police Officer Wen, won't have any underwear to wear after taking a shower..."

"Ha ha……"

Wen Yang seemed to be smiling, and put his forehead on Jian Muzi's shoulder, and then pushed Jian Muzi.

"You go out first. Officer Wen, who has a change of clothes, is about to take a shower."

Jian Muzi closed her arms and tightened her palms,

"Okay... I'm in the living room... I ordered something you like."

Officer Wen, who lowered his head, nodded obediently.

Jian Muzi closed the bathroom door, and stood quietly by the door for a while.

It wasn't until I heard the sound of running water coming from the shower inside that I tightened my hands before relaxing a little.

She was supposed to be on a business trip next week.

After all, she wasn't from the emergency center.

After all, she is Xia Liang's most proud youngest daughter, and the teacher's most proud student.

Next week, there will be an extra-heart academic exchange meeting in Nancheng City.

She was going to attend.

However, today she made the decision not to participate.

She had to stay with Wen Yang.

She can tell what is most important.

……

Jian Muzi couldn't wait for Wen Yang to come out of the bathroom... The next emergency mission came again.

The emergency center is currently training new recruits, and most of the off-duty emergency doctors have gone to help train new recruits.

At this moment, Mingli is also on duty, and Jian Muzi really wants to find a colleague to take over, but the current situation is beyond her control.

She had no choice but to put the takeaway she had just received on the dining table.

Before leaving, she knocked on the bathroom door,

"Wen Yang."

"Ok?"

The person who had been leaning on the sink without moving, naturally heard Jian Muzi's knock on the door.

"I put the braised beef noodles you like on the dining table."

"okay."

Wen Yang thought about it...it should be Jian Muzi who came to the task.

"Go and do your work, Jian Mumu. Don't worry."

She has always been a caring Wen Yang, always has been.

Jian Muzi pursed her lips tightly.

The more you say these reassuring words, the more you can't reassure her.

During the short time she went downstairs, she made three phone calls.

I gave a call to my tutor in the UK, but unfortunately informed the other party that I could not go to Nancheng City to participate in the exchange meeting on his behalf.

For the other two calls, she called Qiao Mujun and Jiang Chen.

When she couldn't be by Wen Yang's side, all she could do was this...

Let your closest friends stay with Wen Yang, even if you can temporarily stop trying to make ends meet.

Jian Muzi is terrified now, afraid that Wen Yang will get into the corner of self-blame and sadness and won't be able to get out...

What happened today is no better than Wen Yang's empathy when facing the death of a stranger.

If those strangers can hurt the policeman's psychology, then the departure of close colleagues, comrades, and friends will only hurt Wen Yang more violently.

……

Unfortunately, Jian Muzi, the patient who just received the order, received a text message from Jiang Chen...

Wen Yang is not in the dormitory anymore, the other party has already left.

The two friends who rushed to the dormitory of the emergency center as quickly as possible used the key that Jian Muzi left in the flower pot after knocking on the door and receiving no response.

The door is locked.

It can only prove that there is no one in the room.

Feeling lucky, Jiang Chen and Jian Ting searched the house after entering the house.

The two even opened all of Jian Muzi's wardrobes, but Wen Yang was nowhere to be seen in the entire room.

After meeting with Jiang Chen and Jian Ting, Qiao Mujun immediately called Gu Yanming.

Regardless of whether Gu Yanming is busy or not, at least Wen Guodong must be informed of this matter, at least Wen Guodong can help find Wen Yang.

In the ambulance, Jian Muzi sighed deeply.

She has inexplicable intuition, but also inexplicably clear...

Wen Yang must have hid in a corner and licked his wounds alone.

Wen Yang won't let anyone find her, at least not in...

At least until Li Yanqing entered the cemetery, that person would choose to be alone.

……

After waiting all night, Gu Yanming didn't even find out that Wen Yang stayed in any hotel in the city.

Wen Yang was not home, nor was he at any friend's house.

No one knew where she had gone, only everyone who had been searching for her all night like headless chickens was left.

In the early morning, Jian Muzi checked the latest news from Qiao Mujun.

She pressed the phone off and went out the door.

Things that have been expected for a long time are just adding another layer of helplessness to the helplessness.

Doctor Jian, who was on the night shift, showed up at the emergency center early in the morning.

Jian Muzi went to Dr. Wu Chao's office.

After her shift ended yesterday, she went to the emergency room of a hospital to check Li Yanqing's handover records.

It was Wu Chao's emergency team that brought Li Yanqing to the hospital.

"Doctor Wu."

"Doctor Jane?"

Wu Chao was a little surprised. Jian Muzi seldom interacted with him, but now she suddenly appeared in his office...

"I have something to ask you."

Jian Muzi directly explained the purpose of coming, but hesitated for a moment on the specific matter.

"...do you remember...you took a policeman to a hospital yesterday with a knife wound?"

"Yes, I remember!"

Wu Chao patted his head violently, and finally found the reason why he was bored all night.

He forgot one thing, forgot to go to the hospital and ask how the heroic policeman was doing.

"How is the officer doing now?"

Seeing Jian Muzi's suddenly serious expression, Wu Chao already had the answer in his heart.

Hey……

Still can't save it...

"...so you came to me for..."

Jian Muzi interrupted Wu Chao's guess,

"I came to you... I want you to tell me what happened in the ambulance yesterday... The more detailed the better..."

……

Jian Muzi, who couldn't find Wen Yang, could only put herself in her shoes.

Put yourself in the shoes of what Wen Yang went through...

Put yourself in the shoes and think about what Wen Yang will face in the future...

Wen Yang will show up eventually...

But before that, Jian Muzi had to find the best way to accompany her and use her most sincere inner empathy.

She has been a doctor for several years, and what she wants to avoid most in her career as a doctor is empathy.

Because empathy will reduce her rational judgment and discrimination ability, and make her ashamed of every patient who needs her wholehearted help.

But... she fell in love with Wen Yang.

Because of this love, she must use all her empathy to understand her lover.

Because only understanding is the most effective companionship.

Her lover needs her understanding and love.

……

If Wen Guodong and Jian Muzi hadn't stopped him, the day after Wen Yang was absent from work, Director Zheng and the patrol leader would have searched for people throughout the city.

The person who knows Wen Yang best, and the person who is related to Wen Yang by blood, both of them have the same idea after facing a day and a half of fruitless searching.

Wen Yang will definitely appear at Li Yanqing's memorial service.

Even if it is not these two days, it will appear on the last day.

No matter where Wen Yang is hiding at the moment, she will definitely show up when Li Yanqing goes to the funeral.

……

The day after Li Yanqing died, Jian Muzi asked for leave and stayed in the funeral home.

She and Wen Guodong were busy helping Li Yanqing's relatives in the funeral home for several days.

What she did was for Wen Yang.

And just as they expected, on the morning of Li Yanqing's funeral, Wen Yang appeared in the condolence room of the funeral home.

She came in a brand new police uniform, straightening the brim of a police hat.

The visitor seemed not at all surprised, he would see Wen Guodong and Jian Muzi in the funeral home.

Wen Yang just felt a little guilty after seeing the faces of these two people...

She herself was pale, but she was still worried about other people.

……

On the day of Li Yanqing's death, Officer Wen, who avoided being found by others, went to the suburbs.

She found a private homestay where she didn't need to register her identity information.

Then shut myself in the room for a few days without going out.

After swallowing a few mouthfuls of porridge every day, I can no longer eat anything else.

The whole body is empty.

But even so, she still had to come to see Li Yanqing for the last time and send Li Yanqing off in person.

Moreover, she still has something to say to Li Yanqing's wife.

She had to tell Li Yanqing's family the exact last words before his death.

This is her mission.

Wen Yang looked at Jian Muzi who was watching him, and twitched the corners of his lips, "You look bad."

A shattered light suddenly appeared in Jian Muzi's eyes, but she was unwilling to attack the person in front of her.

She held Wen Yang's hand tightly, and leaned over to hug her lover who had worried her for several days.

In the past two days, when she was busy at the funeral home instead of Wen Yang, she never complained.

In her heart, this is what she should do.

She could imagine that Wen Yang wanted to do these aftermath matters.

She knows how gentle and caring her lover is, how willing to take care of and considerate others.

The other party just doesn't have the opportunity and mood to do these things, so she can do them instead.

"Uncle and I have been here to help these two days...don't worry..."

When he came, Wen Yang seemed to have calculated everything correctly.

It was even calculated that Wen Guodong and Jian Muzi would appear in the funeral parlor instead of their own.

The only thing she didn't count correctly was Jian Muzi's first sentence.

Not complaining, not angry, not worried, but "Don't worry".

She had shed tears for several days, and she thought they had dried up long ago.

However, at this moment, it still surged and swept the eye sockets.

"Jane... Mu Mu..."

Jian Muzi patted Wen Yang's back lightly, feeling the uncontrollable trembling of the person in her arms with all her heart.

She heard her choking and sobbing, and also heard all the emotions the other party wanted to express now.

"Let's go."

Jian Muzi wiped away the tear stains on Wen Yang's face with a tissue, and stroked gently with the back of her hand.

"Don't cry Wen Yang, Master Li won't be happy to see you."

She held her hand tightly and led her to the portrait.

……

From the ID photo of a police officer at the beginning of his police career, the years have not yet wrinkled the forehead of the person in the photo.

Jian Muzi and Wen Yang bowed three times to the portrait.

With the 90-degree bow comes the memory of the past.

Tears are the sculptors of memory.

Memories will be engraved in people's hearts forever.

……

In the first two years, I also heard that a new policy will be introduced in the city, which will change the treatment and staffing of auxiliary police.

Auxiliary police officers who have been in the police force for more than 15 years may automatically become regular police officers and join the ranks starting next year.

This rumor is true.

Throughout the summer, Director Zheng went to meetings in the city to fight for it.

It's just that the New Deal will be officially implemented on January 1 next year, and Li Yanqing can't wait.

Having worked in the auxiliary police force for nearly 20 years, he ended his career with the word "sacrifice".

……

In addition to the name of "sacrifice", Director Zheng also wanted to apply for posthumous first-class personal merit for Li Yanqing.

The personal first-class merit in the peaceful country is indeed as rumored in the market, and most of them are obtained in exchange for life.

……