I accidentally died yesterday [comprehensive]

Longing for someone's eyes to be on me all the time, this kind of feeling is too pitiful.

Heichuan felt a little sympathetic to each other. You must know that when he was a child, he also looked at Ms. Heichuan with this look, like a baby bird just hatched, but he quickly got rid of this ignorance and became a quiet child.

He took out the cat food bowl from his pocket and put it on the cabinet. After all, it was made of stone, so it was still a bit heavy. He squatted down and looked directly at the child: "Of course, it doesn't matter when you leave, anyway, you are so tall." Children, many of them have already entered the battlefield."

"It's okay to leave, just go outside for a walk and see Xintiandi."

"but."

He propped his head on one hand, "You can make any decision, no matter what kind of person you want to meet, or what kind of master you want to go to, or where you want to live in seclusion, it doesn't matter."

"But this desire is best for yourself."

"Don't be angry because of me, or anyone else."

"It's not worth it after all."

He patted the child on the shoulder: "You have begun to grow up and make decisions for your own life like an adult."

The child looked at him, his red eyes were as bright as a fire in the sky, and it seemed that spots of light could appear at any time, completely reflecting his figure.

The child didn't say anything, just turned around and walked out of the bedroom. Heichuan found that he was barefoot and didn't wear shoes, but that's okay, when he got cold, he wouldn't do such rash things again.

Young creatures yearn for a warm and comfortable nest, but when they grow up, they know that it is just a biological inferior instinct.

"So he just left?"

Monk Dayou spit out when he heard this, and poked his nose into Kurokawa's face, and Kurokawa moved his face away with his hand, "After all, you can't make any promises in the face of this kind of thing, just like when you graduated from primary school, hugging Looking at the teacher's thigh and crying non-stop, saying that I don't want to leave or leave, but after the summer vacation, I will find that I am just farting, and human beings can't stand any promises."

"Although I don't understand, I always feel that you are making excuses for yourself." Monk Dayou hurriedly put on the straw sandals, "I'll go find him."

Heichuan watched Monk Otomo go away, and then gazed further into the depths of the forest, "Do you have to look for it—"

"It's a child's own decision."

"Give him a little autonomy—"

"Go and find—"

Dayou took off his straw sandals and threw them over, "Be careful, I will deduct your meal money."

Dayou went down the mountain nervously, and was going to take a look at the intersection or the tea stand of the inn. After all, if the child wants to leave, he will definitely take the road.

But Kurokawa went into the forest, he came to the creek near Jinyuan Temple, this is not deep and not shallow, Kurokawa once fished here, he heard the gurgling water in the distance, and heard the stones falling The sound of "plop" and "plop" in the water.

Heichuan pushed aside the leaves, and saw the child throwing stones into the water, the light gray head——he suddenly remembered that when the child was a pudding, the color of the head was like cotton candy, probably because the pigment would deepen later .

"Hey."

When Heichuan made a sound, the child was startled, and he stood up, "I'm building a boat, I'll leave later."

"What ship?"

"Raft, from here, to the mouth of the sea, and then out to sea."

"where to?"

The child shut his mouth tightly and did not continue speaking.

Kurokawa knelt down and drew a world map on the ground, "Look, this world is really very big, you can go to any place you want, this country is undergoing a renaissance, and that country has formed an invincible fleet. It's the prosperous age—you see, this is the world."

"you and me."

Kurokawa twisted a grain of sand from the ground, "smaller than dust."

"Do not."

The child stretched out his hand and drew a big circle and said, "Amon is so big."

"Bigger than the world."

Heichuan knew what he was going to say, and smiled, as expected, he was still a child.

"Hey, don't get angry and stay here."

"Are you still leaving?"

"You know...the truth is always cold and you can't find anything warm."

The child did not speak.

Kurokawa pulled a blade of grass from the ground, "Monk Otomo told me that I should say something pleasant to you, but look——"

Kurokawa bent the grass again and again, the green grass stems began to rot, and sticky juices came out, until the last time, the grass stems broke completely, "Gentle words are a deception that covers your eyes. If I say it, you Will reflect again and again, pain, but numb yourself, trying to ignore the torture I inflicted on you - this is torture."

Heichuan pulled up another piece of grass, broke it neatly, and then handed it to the child, "Isn't this very good?"

"If you choose to continue to leave."

"As long as you make up your own mind."

"You can also stay and wait until the moment you can no longer bear it, or the moment you suddenly wake up, and leave cleanly."

2.

Otomo was very surprised that Kurokawa found the child as soon as he made a move, and the three held a small meeting. Otomo said, "I'm going to Musashi Kingdom."

Takeda Shingen has integrated the corps, and there are few defeats. The wealthy families in the country rarely resist, which is a rare place of peace.

And because of the Oda Shangluo incident, there are bloody storms everywhere in Kyoto, as if it is going to repeat the Onin Rebellion 90 years ago.

Monk Dayou intends to leave this chaotic place as soon as possible.

They packed their luggage for three months and left Kyoto. Monk Otomo, relying on his excellent reflexes, sneaked into a monastery in Musashi and became a monk.

Kurokawa also settled here with his children.

After he was relieved, he began to use the stone bowl recklessly.

Although the stone bowl can travel through time and space, the landing location is fixed. For example, he landed in Edo after the first time travel, and still landed in the pagoda after the second time travel.

Kurokawa experimented for the third time. He walked out of the monk's room and asked the child who was counting leaves in the yard, "How long have I been away?"

The child counted on his fingers, "Three months."

The time he travels through is not fixed, it can range from one month to three months.

After the child finished speaking, he got up from the steps, "Tianhai is looking for you."

Dayou has a new dharma name in this monastery, called "Tianhai".

Kurokawa originally thought it would be a big event, but he didn't expect Tianhai and a group of monks from the temple to make soybean miso in the yard, "What are you planning to do with this?"

Tianhai was very happy to see Kurokawa, "You are here, let's prepare miso together so that we can sell it to Takeda Shingen in the future."

"Is he going to send troops to fight?"

Tianhai said: "I heard that they want to attack Oda Nobunaga, so they buy miso everywhere in the country to make military rations."

Tianhai was a little excited. After all, he had been brooding over Oda Nobunaga's title of "The Demon King of the Sixth Heaven", and felt that Master Kong Deng's prophecy seemed to imply something.

This sense of crisis reached its peak after Takeda Shingen died of a bizarre illness before he sent troops, and Oda conquered Omi.

At this time, rumors have been raging among the people that Oda Nobunaga was born as a devil-level figure who blocked the spread of Buddhism.

What's more important is his unpredictable and magical luck.

Tianhai told Kurokawa and the child that he was going to Omi to visit, while Kurokawa told the child that he should pay attention to his own safety.

"Are you leaving again?"

the child asked.

"Yeah, maybe not coming back."

"I……"

"I've been thinking, if you really don't come back, it will be fine." The child held the Jiedao that he got from Jinyuan Temple in his hand, "In this way, I don't have to wait over and over again, and regain hope over and over again." Put it down again."

"It's like living in an endless hell."

"Amon, I'm very sad."

"Don't go, or, never come back."

"I see." Kurokawa sighed, "Then I'll go to another country."

He touched the child's head, "Then I'm leaving."

"No."

The child suddenly refused, "What I said is, don't appear in this world, otherwise I will definitely go to you."

"It's like waiting for you over and over again in the past."

The child must find himself annoying.

Heichuan left the monastery very consciously like Monk Otomo, took all his belongings, found a deep mountain and wild forest to stay, and then filled a stone bowl with water when the full moon was full. When the moon was reflected, he prayed in his heart , you must leave this time.

If you don't leave, the child will definitely be angry.

However, when he opened his eyes, he saw the noisy woods, the roaring water and the wild wind, and the dancing birds in the mountains and forests. This kind of natural landscape could only have appeared hundreds of years ago.

He was about to stand up, when he heard light footsteps like the wind behind him, and then someone jumped on him, Kurokawa fell forward and was pressed into the water, a thin sharp knife pierced through the monk's robe, rubbing through his skin, into the cracks in the bottom of the water

"Gudong-"

Kurokawa spit out a mouthful of bubbles.

There seemed to be the sound of countless waves crashing in my ears, and it seemed like tiny bubbles bursting instantly, "Oh, oh——"

"You disappeared for a year."

A very strange voice sounded.

"And then I said to myself."

"When you show up again, I will definitely kill you."

Heichuan waited for a long time, but the person on his back did not move for a long time. Heichuan turned over skillfully in the water, and looked at the person who wanted to kill him through the swaying water waves.

As the water surface swayed, Kurokawa saw slightly darker gray hair, like ashes from a stove, and his eyes were not as bright as when he was a child.

It seems that because the ratio of the eyes to the face is small, the cuteness of childhood has also disappeared.

Kurokawa spit out a bubble.

Tell the other person that you can't drown.

The man pulled out the Jie Dao very slowly, as if he was doing some ceremonial movements, the blade was slowly pressed down, everything was like a slow-moving movie frame by frame, full of stiffness.

Kurokawa stretched out his hand, and his wet hand covered the man's face, rubbing the water on the man's face.

Through the swaying water waves, the opponent's face changed like a kaleidoscope. Heichuan never saw his expression clearly, so that in the end, the man put down the knife, got up and left without saying a word, and Heichuan didn't see him either.

Heichuan got up from the water and looked at the background of the person leaving, it had grown to the size of a teenager.

So... this is growing up, reaching puberty?

"He really left?"

"No wonder the unreasonable growth in height this year...it turns out that it is to prepare for going out."

Even though Tianhai said so, Heichuan still felt that there was a small possibility...to prepare for killing him.

However, it is difficult to guess the mind of adolescent children.

It's no surprise to have any ideas.

"But the two of us have made an appointment."

Kurokawa said: "When he wants to see the new world outside, he can leave."

"...This can be regarded as the first step for the chicks to leave the nest. Besides, you are not a child anymore, you can handle whatever happens, right?"

"It's really hard for kids to guess."

Tianhai was also frowning. During his trip to Omi, he rescued a person. It was Oda Nobunaga's nephew, the number one beauty in the Warring States Period, Ashi, and Asai Nagamasa's second son, Wanshou Maru.

When Tianhai went there, the war was in turmoil. Ashi's eldest son, Wanfumaru, was killed by Toyotomi Hideyoshi. Then he somehow rescued his second son, Wanshoumaru, and brought him back to the monastery for adoption.

However, there are many children like this who lost their parents because of the war, and Wanshou Wan is not very conspicuous here.

It's just that Wanshou Wan seems to have a bad temper like a noble young master, who likes to ignore people and picks and chooses what to eat.

In such a comparison, I feel that the child is really relieved.

"Be hungry."

Kurokawa calmly put forward his idea, "It's okay if you don't want to eat, anyway, you won't starve to death just because you miss two bites of rice."

"That's right..."

"...It's not right at all."

Tianhai strongly disagreed.

"Children should be taught well."

He has dealt with countless nobles in the capital, and he always has to show 12 points of patience when facing such a big man. If he is not careful, he may make a big mistake. He can't be harsh and harsh, and he can't add sticks. He has to be soft-spoken like a mother as gentle.

"His uncle is Oda Nobunaga, and there are many other noble relatives. There must be someone who is very happy because of his presence—I mean, even though he is only a child, he is a very powerful child."

This is indeed a very valuable child.

But what Kurokawa didn't expect was that Tianhai unexpectedly joined Tokugawa Ieyasu by mistake... Speaking of which, when he heard the name Tianhai, he should have thought of something.