I accidentally died yesterday [comprehensive]

Hei Chuan bid farewell to Ah Zi, and gave her the copper coins on his body. Ah Zi shook her head and refused to take it, and then told him carefully, "Take good care of the child...he is different from us here."

"Is it different?"

Heichuan looked back at the child, and found that the child lowered his head, and he could only see the shallow twirling of his hair. This is a very small child. Heichuan couldn't think of anything different except that he was very quiet. .

However, in order to reassure Azi, Heichuan still nodded and agreed, but when he left, Azi suddenly said: "I know you are a father for the first time, but you should hug him, or at least touch his crotch Head - I know everyone panics a bit when they first become this, and so did my dad, but you gotta learn... you gotta learn to show love, at least not when the kid cuts his arm Do."

AhZi said a long and troublesome list, and Heichuan lost his mind when he listened. He looked at the father and son passing by... and imitated the other side, putting the child on his shoulders.

Perfunctorily waved at Ah Zi, "I will learn, you can go back."

He patted the child on the back and said, "Farewell."

The child struggled slightly, Kurokawa let go of his hand obediently, the child jumped off his shoulders, landed on all fours like a wild beast, the posture was natural and smooth, the child walked up to Ah Zi, hugged Ah Zi lightly, As if to say, "Goodbye."

After the child hugged Ah Zi, he came to Hei Chuan again, this time he stretched out his hand and tugged at Hei Chuan's sleeve, Hei Chuan bent down and carried him on his shoulder again, this time he really wanted to leave.

He waved at Ah Zi, turned and left.

When he turned around, Heichuan saw the child looking back, as if he was looking at Ah Zi's position.

Very sad.

Heichuan also thinks that Ah Zi is a very good girl, at least not anyone can easily take in a child and raise him up.

So he asked: "I also think Ah Zi is very good. If you are not willing to part with her, it's okay to stay with her. I mean—"

Before he finished speaking, the child stretched out his hand and grabbed his collar tightly, strangling his throat a bit. Kurokawa paused for a moment and did not continue speaking.

All the way out of the city, the child didn't take his hands off the back collar.

Kurokawa felt that he knew what the child was thinking.

Like Chilulian, he may be secretly crying under the covers, because he wants his irresponsible parents to take him home.

But these are just growing pains.

Soon—as fast as the blink of an eye—the pain would be gone, like Akari, who never mentioned her parents again, like any child in a Tokyo child care facility.

Kurokawa wanted to speed up the process.

He bought all the dry food and water, took the child up Mount Fuji, and retook the road on which the caravan came. He remembered that the deep pit where he found the piece of meat was nearby.

However, after only half of the journey, it was dark. Heichuan had no choice but to find a place to rest. Then he found that the child was wearing very thin clothes, holding his arms tightly and trembling. The child did not say anything, and did not mention it. Any request, it seems that he intends to spend the night in the jungle with shaking fever.

Kurokawa told him to climb up the tree. There were wild beasts in the forest—he didn't want the child to be eaten.After finishing the order, Kurokawa got up and went to other places to pick up slightly dry branches.

Usually when he spends the night alone in the woods, he never looks back or carves any marks on the tree, because it is not necessary, he can go wherever he goes, and he can always live well, but this time is different, if he does not carve If there is no sign, he will definitely get lost in the woods—or, in other words, lose the way back, and lose the child along with it.

It’s just that within 5 minutes of walking, there were light footsteps following behind him, like catching a cat. Every time Kurokawa turned his head, the footsteps would disappear immediately—who else?

"Come out."

Kurokawa said to the empty forest, "Help me get firewood."

There was a small sense of guilt about using child labor in my heart, but it quickly dissipated.

The child's white head emerged from behind the treetops, he jumped down, and walked to him in two or three steps—the child grew up a little bit, is it worthy of being the incarnation of "meat"?

The two returned to the resting place with the branches in their arms. Heichuan set up a shelf, hung a small bowl on it, and soaked the dry food in water. After about 15 minutes, the aroma came out.

He's pretty good at cooking.

Covering the fire with stones for a while, Kurokawa took down the bowl, let it cool down and handed it to the child.

It was the first time he had spent the night in the forest with a kid who was only waist-high—and had no idea what to do.

Fortunately, this child is very well-behaved, as quiet as if he could melt into the air at any time. He took the bowl, blew a few breaths, and drank it down.

He put the bowl over and looked up at Heichuan.

However, Kurokawa was poking the fire with branches, so he didn't see the child's eyes.He was thinking about spending the night.

The monk's robes on his body come from Kongenji Temple, and they are of very good quality. They are most suitable for practitioners like Shugenshi who travel around the mountains all the year round, and they can be worn as a quilt at night.

Looking at the sky, the moon was on the treetops, and the insects in the forest began to be quiet.

He took off his monk's robe, handed it to the child, and said, "Cover it on your body."

Herokawa didn't give up impatiently or say anything else, the child took it, covered his body obediently, and fell asleep leaning against the fire in a slightly bright place.

Heichuan was a little cold, he sneezed, then sat up cross-legged facing the fire, propped his head on his arms, and fell asleep half-drowsily.

After sleeping for about two or three hours, the indigo sky was slightly whitish, all kinds of birds preparing to eat bugs and bugs eaten by birds restarted their day's activities, chirping sounds sounded, and Kurokawa was in such an environment Wake up, but he's used to it.

Heichuan moved his legs. He is an inhuman with a big secret hidden in his body. Of course, he will not suffer from blood circulation due to inactivity for a long time, but he seems to have bumped into something.

He looked over, and saw a curled body tightly leaning against his legs, covered with his monk's robe.

This kid sleeps badly enough.

You can come over from such a distance.

There was still a little spark in the firepit. Heichuan picked it up with a branch, lit it again, and cooked a meal on it again. The child smelled the fragrance and got up, staring straight at the boiling water.

"Let's go somewhere after eating."

It was already bright, and Kurokawa extinguished the remaining fire in the firepit, saying this to the children.

"You know my name is Kurokawa Misami."

Hei Chuan walked in front, talking to the child behind him, but there was no voice behind him to answer, but Hei Chuan had already thought of the child and nodded very quietly.

"You also know how I got my name. It represents my origin and past, and how I first came into contact with humans."

"Not in the hospital, not at home, and not in the company of many, many family members."

"It's just in a field with a lot of miscanthus."

"There are a lot of Miscanthus in this world, and there are also a lot of lost children like me—so there is nothing to complain about. Not everyone in the world has parents—it's just the norm to not have one."

"do you understand?"

Heichuan turned his head and looked at the child. The child raised his head and looked straight at him. From the first contact between the two, the other party didn't call him any intimate name, and he didn't even speak to him.

The same is true for Heichuan—he didn’t use any behavior that might mislead the children, because he would tell the children the truth immediately—the children would be very happy to know his life experience, because Heichuan was so happy back then.

"so what?"

This was the first time the child spoke, and his voice was stuttering, as if he didn't speak often.

"Just to tell you the truth." Heichuan stopped, and told the child very calmly that they will go to the real birthplace of the child later - not the City Lord's Mansion, nor any messy Zen masters and monsters.

He was just a piece of meat picked up by the side of the road. He and Monk Dayou almost lost their heads, and then this piece of meat suddenly turned into a child, and inexplicably became his direct blood relative.

Kurokawa believes that no matter how young a child is, he has his own ability to judge. It is best to tell the truth and not hide anything for the sake of so-called tenderness.

——It's like, this world is cruel, but it's just showing its true colors early.

Heichuan walked forward and found the deep pit along the path of the caravan. It was still a stone pit that had been excavated, and the traces of the caravan's destruction still remained here.

Heichuan jumped in, stood at the bottom of the pit, and said to the child, "This is where you were born."

The child didn't respond, just lowered his eyes, as if he was looking at him or at the deep pit. Heichuan climbed up, patted his dusty hands, "Okay, let's go."

He said a word, but the child behind him didn't respond. Heichuan turned his head and found that the child was slowly sliding in while holding onto the stone wall, squatting at the bottom of the pit, shrunk into a small ball, with his arms tightly around himself.

"Hey."

Kurokawa yelled.

The child lowered his head and turned his back to him, refusing to pay attention.

Hey, my ancestors.

Heichuan sighed, jumped down again, and carried the child up with one hand - if the child was an adult, and then told Heichuan that he would stay in this pit for ten or eight years to practice, then Heichuan would definitely not bother him.

It's not this kind of retaliatory harm to oneself, as if when they first met, they scratched their arms with porcelain pieces in order to test something.

The child struggled violently. He had great strength. After Heichuan let go of his hand, the child jumped to the ground. Heichuan wanted to get closer. The child picked up a stone from the ground and threw it at his feet, "Go."

"clatter."

The small rock hit the ground and bounced off, Kurokawa stopped.

He didn't insist, turned over and supported the stone wall and jumped up. He sat on the edge of the pit with his legs drooping, as if he was going to have a long talk, "You are angry."

The child turned his back and hugged tightly into a ball, and did not turn around until late at night.