My cat always wants to suck me

Most boys mature relatively late, but Ruan Chengyun is an exception.

It may be because of his family, or it may be because of his original personality. He is a veritable "child from other people's family" and never feels that there is anything wrong.

Ruan Chengyun always thinks about things in the long run, takes one step and sees three steps, and enjoys the sense of superiority over others, maintaining this state with extreme self-discipline.

However, what frustrated him in the end was not that he would slack off, nor was he lagging behind others due to some mistakes, but the uneasiness and bewilderment that Xing Yu gave him.

Ruan Chengyun sighed, lying on the table and looking out the window.

He thought that he probably used the wrong method, and at the same time felt a little confused.

It was already dark, and the cold wind was blowing, and the open windows were shaken and creaked.

This window has been making noises lately, and Xing Yu's hearing is sensitive, so he can't sleep well at night. Yesterday at noon, he said that he would put some oil on the folding pages to kill the sound in the cradle.

Ruan Chengyun stared at the window, feeling sore in his heart.

In the past, the two of them quarreled more fiercely, and fighting was a common occurrence, but it never made him feel so uncomfortable. His heart seemed to be clenched tightly, sore and painful.

The clock was hanging on the wall, and it was ticking. Ruan Chengyun didn't move for a long time. He didn't look up the window until he heard the sound of rain.

The weekend school was unbelievably quiet, the gate had already been locked, Ruan Chengyun didn't know where Xing Yu had gone, only that he didn't bring an umbrella when he went out.

The rain in spring is unbelievably cold.

He hesitated for a while, and finally went out with an umbrella to find someone. He found the cafeteria outside the dormitory, and then the supermarket from the cafeteria.

The lights in the teaching building were turned off, the doors were locked, and the pavilion in the bushes was empty, only the sound of the lonely rain falling and the rustling of leaves rubbing against each other echoed.

The person he was looking for could not be found anywhere.

Ruan Chengyun walked to the path and suddenly felt that the scene was familiar.

I still remember that before he took Xing Yu back to raise him, Xing Yu also lost his temper and ran out. He searched all the places by himself, and finally stopped here and met him.

But this time Xing Yu didn't show up for a long time.

Xing Yu didn't bring his mobile phone with him when he went out, and Ruan Chengyun also knew that if this person turned into a cat, no one would probably be able to find him.

After calming down, he suddenly felt powerless.

For a moment, he even wondered if his behavior of forcing people to learn was really annoying, and Xing Yu began to hate himself.

There are many things that I can't help but think about, and when I think about it, it makes people more and more scared and panicked.

Ruan Chengyun lowered his eyes, and slowly walked back along the road. The rain was splashing on the umbrella, which was disturbing. He shivered, feeling the cold belatedly.

In the past at this time, Xing Yu would always hug him seemingly shamelessly. It was really warm when the two of them leaned together, and that kind of warmth seemed to flow from the bottom of his heart and spread throughout his body.

Ruan Chengyun suddenly stopped, gritted his teeth and turned his head.

He didn't stop until he came to a row of express cabinets.

There are a lot of empty cardboard boxes next to it, which are sorted regularly, and they will be collected here at noon on weekdays. During weekend breaks, there are a lot of cardboard boxes piled up here, like a hill.

Although he didn't see a familiar figure, Ruan Chengyun had a strong intuition that Xing Yu must be here, but he was probably angry with him, so he didn't come out to go back with him.

Ruan Chengyun pursed his lips, silently looking at this place.

——Xing Yu is indeed here.

The white kitten got into a very small cuboid cardboard box like a liquid, and its hands and feet were gone, only half of its head was exposed.

It looks a little funny, but it can give the cat a very sense of security.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, he immediately peeked through the gaps of several cardboard boxes. The black umbrella covered Ruan Chengyun's eyes, revealing only his tightly pursed lips, which made the little cat a little uneasy.

Xing Yu wasn't angry with Ruan Chengyun, and he wasn't stupid. Ruan Chengyun paid so much attention to his affairs, how could he get angry with him?

It's just that he also knew that he had made a mistake, and he didn't know what to do for a while. The only way he could think of was to go out and hide for a while, and then go back when his family's softness subsided, but he didn't expect Ruan Chengyun to find him so soon. come over.

Still looks more angry.

Xing Yu is a coward in his heart, and now only this pile of cardboard boxes can give him a sense of security. He carefully observes Ruan Chengyun's reaction, as if he got into trouble when he was a child and was chased and beaten by Lu Xin.

But Xing Yu, who is in love for the first time, doesn't understand that when two people disagree or quarrel, this kind of avoidance is no different from a cold war, and it will only make the other party more uneasy.

"I know you're here."

Hearing her boyfriend's voice, the white cat trembled her ears guiltyly.

Ruan Chengyun's fingertips were cold, and then he said softly: "It was indeed my fault just now. I'm sorry for putting you under so much pressure recently."

The sound of the rain made his voice a bit ethereal. Xing Yu felt that something was wrong with the voice, so he quickly raised his ears to listen.

Ruan Chengyun took a deep breath and said calmly.

"I admit that it is out of my own selfishness to let you enter Z University, because Z University is the only school in China with top-notch design and finance departments, but in fact you have many choices, art schools have more many."

"So...the pressure you are under these days actually comes from me."

Xing Yu's originally anxious heart froze instantly.

What are Ruanruan talking about?

Isn't he mad at himself?

Ruan Chengyun continued to speak.

"If you really don't like it, forget it."

Ruan Chengyun never thought that he would compromise on something one day, but now he suddenly resigned to his fate.

Xing Yu is different from him.

He has always been alone, President Ji is not at home all year round, and Aunt Chen has her own family after all, he is used to being independent, but Xing Yu suddenly broke into his life forcefully and tied him together.

In the past half a year, the two have hardly been separated, but he didn't feel too tired.

Something that has never been obtained before will hit him in his arms one day, it is too precious and too rare.

Xing Yu broke his life and naturally became a very special existence, so Ruan Chengyun didn't want to be separated from him in the future, four years or longer.

No one would like to drink white water after tasting the sweetness.

But Xing Yu is used to living with his family.

Although he has a cold temper, he is not lonely. Now they cannot be separated, maybe it is only because of adulthood. For Xing Yu, even if they will be separated in the future, it is not so unbearable.

However, Xing Yu always pampered him. Gradually, Ruan Chengyun unconsciously began to rely on this person, and began to be unscrupulous.

Until today, he suddenly realized that this was wrong.

No one can make choices for Xing Yu, cats should be free.

"I won't force you anymore, so you don't need to hide from me."

Ruan Chengyun's words completely panicked Xing Yu.

He didn't hide.

No, he's not hiding because of that!

The white cat immediately struggled to jump out, but he was too anxious, and the cardboard box was too small, so he lost his balance and rolled down from the shelf, rolling all the way to the ground, Xing Yu was thrown to pieces.

Finally breaking free from the small cardboard box, the white cat rushed directly into the rain, jumped onto Ruan Chengyun's body, and hurriedly hooked his clothes with its small paws.

"I didn't! I didn't hide! I was just afraid that you would be angry, Ruan Ruan...don't leave me alone."

Ruan Chengyun held the umbrella handle and looked at the cat that jumped into his arms in surprise.

He was sure that it was Xing Yu's voice, but the fur in front of the cat had grown a little, and there were three red lines between the eyebrows on the back, which looked a little strange and more eye-catching.

But it is true that Xing Yu is right.

Ruan Chengyun blinked, the cat in front of him disappeared, replaced by the figure of Xing Yu, the boy landed lightly on the ground, hugging the person in front of him tightly.

"Ruan Ruan, don't get angry, okay? I will never be lazy in the future, and I won't make you angry."

Xing Yu touched his cold hand, and hid him in his arms even harder: "That's not the case, you have never been my pressure, and you have never forced me to do anything."

"You are my motivation."

"I probably understand what you mean." He looked seriously into Ruan Chengyun's eyes and said, "We will always be together and never separate."

"You have always been very important to me."

"Before, now, and later."

A flash of lightning flashed across the sky, and the ensuing thunder shook the sky. Ruan Chengyun didn't know what kind of mood he was in. He looked at Xing Yu for a while, trying to move his eyes away, but his face was held.

Xing Yu felt very clearly that Ruan Chengyun was retreating.

Compromise itself means helplessness and uncertainty.

For the future, for the other party, and for what you were sure of.

This is not what Xing Yu wants.

And he has a strong intuition that if he doesn't make it clear, they will definitely go further and further apart in the future, and this is what he can't bear the most.

There are too many reasons to give up, but there is only one reason to go on.

The most critical factor is not grandiose love, nor illusory fate, but trust.

Only two people who trust enough can tolerate each other, support each other, and go on firmly in a long life.

Xing Yu's gaze was firm, but Ruan Chengyun felt that his hands were trembling a little. This person who had always done whatever he wanted was afraid.

It's not the first time that Xing Yu often shows this kind of fragile emotion in front of him, but he has never been so intuitive that time.

Ruan Chengyun felt a little distressed.

In fact, Xing Yu has been working hard, but they are not mature enough to be entangled by this kind of problem.

They should all trust each other more.

The knot in his heart slowly unraveled and raised his eyes, Ruan Chengyun slapped his hand away: "It doesn't matter, you can figure it out yourself."

Xing Yu was stunned for a moment, and then the heart he held slowly fell into his stomach. He breathed a sigh of relief, and circled him again: "Ruan Ruan, don't scare me in the future, don't think so much."

"You were the one who hid first."

Ruan Chengyun had a sore hand and threw the umbrella to him. Xing Yu finally realized that he chose the worst way to deal with the problem, and rubbed his ear aggrievedly.

"I just try to hide from my mother every time I finish the exam, I'm used to it..."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Xing Yu took his hand and walked back. After walking a few steps, Ruan Chengyun suddenly looked back at him.

"Has your adulthood passed?"

Xing Yu froze instantly.

Ruan Chengyun smiled: "Before you turned back into a cat and couldn't talk, and you didn't have those few red lines on your body."

"So yes or no, think about the answer."

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