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As if waking up from a lengthy dream, Lin Yu slowly opened his eyes.

In front of him is the room he has lived in for more than ten years, and he can tell every piece of furniture and every decoration with his eyes closed.But looking at this scene that should be extremely familiar at this time, he felt a sense of strangeness for no reason.

Another person's residence appeared in his mind, which was much smaller than this one. The space without too many decorations was tidy and tidy, so that people could easily see the personality of the owner.The bookcase that occupied an entire wall was filled with all kinds of books, and the book signed "An Ran" occupied a separate shelf, showing the other party's love for this writer without any scruples.

--unreasonable.

The memory of getting along with that person whom he had never met before was as clear as if it had been branded into his mind. Lin Yu could even recall the other person's subconsciously trembling eyelashes when he was shy.

--unreasonable.

The beginning of the memory was when that person did not return home at night, and he received the visiting parents for the other party.Those two people didn't know his existence. When the owner of the house saw him, he also showed a surprised expression.

--unreasonable.

That person seemed to be worried about the strangeness and strangeness he showed, and he didn't show too much resistance to his intrusion, and even acquiesced in his status as "boyfriend living together".

--unreasonable.

I believe that the other party is the lover in the relationship, naturally accept all the strangeness shown by the other party, and try to maintain and deepen the relationship between the two parties. Thoughts and...feelings.

The time elapsed in memory is no different from reality, the manuscript in the computer is also the revised one, the original novel with only the beginning has completed two chapters, and the email from the editor asking about the status is also lying quietly In the mailbox—even the irritability and anxiety that had been entrenched in my chest, brought about by someone who was about to be released from prison, and could not find a way to relieve it, disappeared without a trace, and I can’t find it anymore. any trace.

Unless he really had a schizophrenia overnight, imagined that such a person was by his side, and in the process, he conducted self-guidance and enlightenment, successfully completed the work, adjusted his emotions—and still After a week, I would wake up more and more without medicine, otherwise, all of this should have happened for real.

But sure enough, still...

"...Unreasonable." Lin Yu lowered his head and murmured softly.

Whether it's that person's name and identity that I can't remember, or the unreasonable emotion and impulse in my heart, or the only vague thing in my memory, that person suspected of breaking up, and most importantly— ——Before the memory was interrupted, the person was in his arms, crying and saying that he liked him.

It was as if the other party knew from the very beginning that he would leave at that time.

Lin Yu raised his hand and gently pressed his chest.

He can be sure that the memory stored in his brain is real, but the emotion he feels at this moment—is it real?

Can he really call this sudden and infused thing "emotion"?

It seemed that the man was crying and begging him not to leave again, Lin Yu felt a tightness in his chest.This is a feeling that has never been felt before.

This is... "Like"?

——No, maybe it should be called "cherishing" more appropriately.

He cared so much about that person, even if the other person suffered a little harm, it would be unbearable for him.Even if the person who caused this kind of harm was himself.

It felt... amazing.

Reason told him that his feelings at this time were probably imposed by someone—the method might be hypnosis, or some special cutting-edge technology—but he couldn't help but immerse himself in it.

How would that person feel when he found out that he had left?Will he fall in love with other people during his absence?What kind of expression will you show when you see him again?

One question after another kept popping up, and Lin Yu even had the feeling that he couldn't think about anything except that person.

—Then let’s settle this matter first.

Lin Yu narrowed his eyes slightly.

There is still a clear impression in his mind that he has already broken up with that person. He even remembers the reason for breaking up clearly, but when and with what expression did the other party say that to him? Yes, but he doesn't even have the slightest memory.

"'The game is over'..." Lin Yu subconsciously moved his fingers as he repeated the words engraved in his consciousness in a low voice.

He didn't think that was a reason the man would give.

Then, this can only be a reminder left by the other party.

——Clearly knowing this, but as soon as he thought of that person taking the initiative to break up with him, Lin Yu couldn't help but want to find the other person, tie the other person to his side with chains, and couldn't take a step away.

So after falling in love with someone...will he become like this?

Or, it was just because the one he fell in love with was the most special person to him.

No longer thinking about these unanswered things, Lin Yu turned his head and looked at the samples of the book published under the pseudonym "An Ran" neatly placed in the bookcase and sent by the editor.

"Agreement," Lin Yu was a little lost in thought when his gaze stayed on the book that the man was reading when he was sitting on the sofa, "...?"

At that time, how did he answer?

"Okay," the person in memory kissed the corner of the eyes of the person in his arms, "I will find you, so..." He pressed the other's lips, "—don't run."

It's really like his style.

Standing up, he took out the book and opened it. Lin Yu looked at the words printed on the paper, recalling that person's concentrated expression while reading.

He will find that person as agreed.

——As for the rest, he will naturally think about it at that time.

"So..." Lin Yu gently stroked the pages of the book with his fingertips, "...don't run away."

Otherwise, he might lose control and really lock that person by his side.

The wind with the residual coolness of the night penetrated through the gap, sending the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus that marked the season into the room.

Jun Yanshu sat up and leaned against the head of the bed in a daze.

He was so tired from crying last night that he just leaned on Lin Yu's arms like that, not even knowing when he fell asleep.

Sure enough...it was impossible to see how that person left.

I can't say how regretful it is, after all, it was something that was expected from the beginning, and even the sadness and sadness I thought were much less than expected.I just don't know if it was because I vented out last night, or because I knew the ending early in the morning.

It's just...it still feels a little unreal.

Obviously, he can still smell the breath left by that person in his nose, and the things used by the other person are still in place, but the feeling that there is one person missing in the room is so clear that it cannot be ignored.

The mobile phone with a silver-gray casing lay quietly beside the pillow, and Jun Yanshu stared at it for a long time before reaching out to pick it up.

10:35

A missed call.

Looking at Yin Jianxiu's name displayed on the screen, Jun Yanshu was stunned for a while before realizing that he had made an appointment with someone and invited him to dinner today.

Reluctantly pulling himself together, Jun Yanshu rubbed his sore eyes and called Yin Jianxiu back.

The phone was connected quickly, and Yin Jianxiu's gentle voice came from the other end, making people feel inexplicably stable: "Are you up?"

"...Mmm." With a low reply, Jun Yanshu paused before remembering to speak, "Sorry, I slept too deeply and didn't hear the call."

Probably because he was crying too hard, his voice sounded unbelievably hoarse at the moment, and it was easy for the people on the other side to notice the strangeness.

"Are you feeling unwell?" A worried voice came into his ears, and Jun Yanshu was stunned for a moment before answering: "No."

"It's just." Knowing that his voice sounded very unconvincing, he paused and added, "...I have a cold."

"Have you taken your medicine?" The person opposite seemed to hesitate for a while, "If you're not feeling well, why don't you go out today?"

The brain was a little sluggish to analyze the meaning of this sentence, Jun Yanshu looked at the extremely empty room in front of him, and it took a while before he gave a negative answer: "I'm fine... It's okay, don't change the time .”

Yin Jianxiu was silent for a longer time before replying: "Okay."

"Then I'll come and pick you up." Hearing what he said, Jun Yanshu replied "Yes" in a low voice.

He doesn't feel like talking too much right now.

After hanging up the phone, Jun Yanshu sat on the bed for a while before getting up to wash and change clothes.

Yin Jianxiu came over quickly, and Jun Yanshu even felt a little dazed when he saw the other party's car parked downstairs.

Last Friday, he seemed to be in a similar mood when he got into this person's car.

Watching Jun Yanshu lower his head and fasten his seat belt, Yin Jianxiu looked away from his reddened eye sockets, and didn't ask the other party why he looked like this. He just turned the steering wheel and turned the car, and drove towards the outside of the community: " Where are you going?"

"...Renmin East Road." Jun Yanshu took a moment to answer before answering.

Naturally, he had already decided on the location, but at that time, he never thought that when he passed, he would be in the mood he is now.

Turning his head to look at Yin Jianxiu, who was worried about his own mood and became quiet, Jun Yanshu was stunned for a long time before he said softly, "Thank you."

It appeared more than once when he needed company the most, allowing him to get rid of the depression and depression that seemed to be able to swallow people up.

"What?" Yin Jianxiu glanced at him, and raised the corner of his mouth as if amused, "I don't remember anything I need you to thank."

"...It's nothing." Jun Yanshu shook his head gently, and slightly bent his eyes, "Turn left in front."

He felt a little better.