[Bungo Stray Dogs] With the Light and the Dust

The person who said this sentence had a calm expression, his eyes were so clear to the point of ruthlessness, and his voice was clear and firm in the silent night.

Osamu Dazai was stunned, and raised his hand to cover half of his face.

His eyes stayed in the void for a while, then he closed his eyes as if he was tired of something, and said softly, "That's right."

“[Not knowing how to live]….”

The burning flame made a "crackling" sound alone.

——

Bei Chenguang, who felt that he was just telling the truth in a very ordinary way, went to the fire and squatted down, picked out the roasted soft fruit, tore off the dry and hard skin, sniffed it, and handed it to Osamu Dazai, "You can eat it. "

"That...you don't need to take care of me to such an extent." Osamu Dazai paused, put down his hand covering half of his face, showing a helpless expression.

Bei Chenguang stretched out his hand and didn't move.

Dazai had no choice but to take it, and then watched Bei Chenguang pick out the fruits one by one and put them in front of him, and even put them in a very neat row.

"You said, the only thing that you can't see the novel that Oda has finished makes you a little bit unwilling." After arranging the fruit, Bei Chenguang sat down opposite him, and his tone was a little lighter, "Then... Do you want to listen to that novel written by Oda?"

If you look closely, you will find that her pale gold eyes are a little more focused when she says the last sentence than at other times.

"Of course, it's really good to be able to read Odasaku's novel in my lifetime..." Under the moonlight, a boyish smile appeared on Osamu Dazai's face, "That's great."

"But only one page a day."

"……Hey?"

So is this telling him to [live well for the content on the next page]?

"Miss Guang, you really do everything you can to keep me alive." Dazai Osamu couldn't laugh or cry.

"Then do you want to live?"

"Well~ It's a little bit, after all, the chips are too tempting."

Still no sincerity.

Bei Chenguang closed his eyes, tied his hair behind his ears, and then slowly began to talk about the content of the novel she had long memorized.

The first page is the continuation of the story about a killer who no longer kills. The killer explains his reasons for not killing any more.

【Man lives to find salvation for himself. 】

Bei Chenguang is actually not suitable for this kind of role of reading stories.

Because no matter how interesting a story is, it will become dull when read in a flat tone.

If you want to compare, maybe even the monk chanting scriptures is more vivid than her reading novels.

But Osamu Dazai rested his chin on one hand and listened very seriously.

It's like looking at the world he worked so hard to protect through this story.

Watching from afar, then smiling contentedly.

This is the only world where he lives and writes novels.

——

The night was getting darker, and the extinguished fire left a residual heat on the ground.

Osamu Dazai was lying on his side with his eyes closed, his body covered by a large black coat, slightly curly black hair hanging down the side of his face, his skin had a cold whiteness, and he looked too thin.

Breathing in the dark flattens.

Bei Chenguang's open eyes were not sleepy, she stared at Dazai Zhi who seemed to be sleeping for a while, then got up and walked out of the cave quietly.

The wind blew past her, but it didn't touch her body, and the undulating tide occasionally passed her feet, but it didn't wet her body.

She stopped by the sea and looked up at the sky.

Through the stars in the sky at night, you can see the core of the world at a deeper level, where all the rules that can be said and cannot be said in the world start from here.

Layers of chains wrapped around the core separate the core of the world from the world.

"【Book】."

Bei Chenguang said in a low voice, a bright color called disgust appeared on his fair face with little expression.

But soon, the color was wiped from her face, and she regained her calm appearance.

Standing on the coast, Bei Chenguang stretched out her hand, and a faint light flowed from her fingertips, wading through the night, to the core of the restricted world.

Not surprisingly, he was blocked by chains.

The stream of light melted without any resistance, and landed on the chain that was an obstacle.

Part of it was inevitably absorbed by the chains, but part of it infiltrated and quietly merged into the core of the world.

"This world——" Bei Chenguang put down his hand, and wrote the rules on the core of the world in a whisper, "We don't exclude outsiders."

There was a moment of silence between heaven and earth.

After the anomaly that changed the rules of the world disappeared, the wind blowing from the other side of the sea blew the ends of her hair.She glanced at the sea level from a distance, half closed her eyes, turned and walked back.

Bei Chenguang walked into the cave with a slightly cold sea breeze, and stood at the entrance of the cave for a while before going further inside.

Her footsteps were light and soundless, and she stopped when she passed by Osamu Dazai.

Dazai Zhi was no different from when she went out, lying on his side with a large coat covering his body, but the repulsion that Bei Chenguang could have seen shrouding him had disappeared.

That's what rules do.

[This world does not exclude outsiders] This rule has already been established.

Bei Chenguang gently pulled up Osamu Dazai's coat that had slipped off a little and fixed it, and when she was about to withdraw her hand after pulling it up, her wrist was caught by another hand wrapped in bandages.

Osamu Dazai held Bei Chenguang's hand and slowly opened his eyes, meeting her gaze.He suddenly bent the corner of his mouth, sat up with his other hand supporting his body, and the coat that was originally on his shoulders slipped down to his waist.

"Miss Guang, what did you do?" His expression was still a little sleepy, but there was no sleepiness in his eyes.

Bei Chenguang let him hold his hand, and only said, "It's something that must be done."

"Miss Guang, you are not actually a human being." Osamu Dazai didn't care about Bei Chenguang's side answer, and came to the conclusion on his own.

The author has something to say: Dazai: Brewing emotions

Light: I break

I am obviously a sand sculpture, why should I... (smile fades away)

Kaiwen had a good time, and Cavin crematorium.The feeling of being in Calvin all the time, I now experience 1551

It's really hard for the leader to kill him, it's hard to write about Wuzhen and Heishi's slaughter (choked up)

Hikari: I will last a second for Dazai.

Zai: Can live but don't have to :D