Song Yu took a deep breath. After all, he wasn't as straightforward as he was when he was a child. To calm down the anger and panic in his heart, he almost gritted his teeth and said two words: "Let go."
Hearing this, Xie Sui chuckled, took a step back, pressed his fingers against the wall, and turned on the light.
His leaving took away the oppressive feeling that suffocated Song Yu.
The frozen and ambiguous air began to flow again.
The room was bright, Xie Sui stood up straight, cool and elegant, putting away his desire and looseness, and said, "Sorry, I misunderstood."
Song Yu laughed angrily at him, and gritted his teeth, "Are you so casual with everyone?"
Xie Sui's dark eyes fixed on him for a while, then smiled, then suddenly changed the subject and said, "Would you like something to drink?"
Song Yu drank a hammer and was full of anger.With a cold face, he directly refused: "That's no need, it's getting late, I should go back."
Xie Sui said suddenly: "Song Yu." His gaze fell into his eyes, and he said, "Stay here and talk about something."
Song Yu's words stopped in his throat, and he raised his head, his light brown eyes were full of surprise.
Xie Sui paused, then added another sentence, and said lightly: "I can't find anyone to talk to now except you."
The tone is understated, but there is a subtle loneliness.
Song Yu was stunned.
Yes, no matter how calmly he behaved, the situation of the man in front of him was not optimistic.He is underestimating his life, his relatives regard him as a snake and scorpion, he is alone in this city, surrounded by malice.
Thinking about his actions just now - so frivolous, does it treat everyone the same?
Song Yu was stalked in his heart, holding his breath, and felt that he really needed to have a good chat.
"Whatever to drink." It was an answer to his previous question of "what to drink".
He took off his suit jacket, put it under his arm, and walked into the house.
In the middle of the night, there was a torrential rain in City A. The rain was heavy, and the vast rain curtain could be seen from the window, blurring the bustling city.
After taking the steaming water glass, Song Yu frowned and asked him, "Are you interested in working in the Song Corporation? I can contact my dad and leave you a position at the headquarters. Overseas, you can just avoid Xie Home."
Xie Sui smiled slightly, "Thank you, but don't bother me."
Song Yu was furious for no reason: "Then don't be as casual as today, okay? Aunt Xu doesn't want to see you degenerate like this." He recalled the rumors he heard, unbelievable: "You don't think that I will come I'm looking for you because I plan to take care of you, right?"
Xie Sui turned his head and smiled: "Well, do you want to?"
Song Yu was categorical: "I don't want to!"
Xie Sui said slowly, "Oh."
Although he was very depressed by that misunderstanding, out of a complicated mood, he still went to look for Xie Sui from time to time.In fact, after they were separated when they were young, the first reunion after many years was not considered warm and romantic. Even at that time, Xie Sui was indifferent like a stranger.Song Yu also felt that the two were not in the same world at all, and there was no need for them to meet again.I don't know how things developed to this point.
He was about to leave after attending Song Wanying's wedding, but he stayed for Xie Sui.
His parents couldn't hold him back, so they agreed, and they were afraid that he would be bored, so they made him the nominal president of a subsidiary of the Song family.He only needs to sign the company's decision.
During that time in City A, he didn't know what Xie Sui wanted to do, and he didn't look for a job. He was idle every day and even raised a cat.
Keep a cat? !Do you want to plant a few more pots of grass!Do you have any sense of low life?
Finally one day, Song Yu couldn't take it anymore: "Where did you get the money to pay the rent?"
Xie Sui's slender fingers were teasing the cat, and when he heard his words, he suddenly smiled, his eyes seemed to have deep meaning: "Yes, it seems to be kicked out, what should I do?"
Song Yu: "..." What to do, he felt that he was really enough for that love!
Xie Sui moved into Changting Mansion and lived in his home.
In fact, there is no difference in life, just trying to hide it from his brother.
His brother had a kind of enigmatic hostility towards Xie Sui, like facing a scourge. Although Song Yu didn't understand, he didn't dare to step on his brother's anger.
It's just that every time Song Xu called, Xie Sui would make some noise by the side, whether it was intentional or not.
Song Xu's ears were very sharp: "Is there someone in your family?"
Song Yuxin raised it: "Ah? Yes, no, you must have heard it wrong."
Song Xu was suspicious: "Did I hear it wrong?"
Song Yu said firmly, "That's for sure."
After hanging up the phone, Song Yu gritted his teeth, and stared directly at him. Xie Sui smiled at him on the sofa with the cat in his arms, his peach blossom eyes rolled, the fundus of his eyes were cold and melting, it was too good-looking.
At the end of the season, Song Yu was still busy, from work to home.
Once I didn't know if it was because the weather was too cold and I caught a cold, so I fell asleep in the study alone.
After being pushed by Xie Sui, he regained consciousness.
Half asleep, half awake, his head ached and he couldn't open his eyes, he murmured, "What time is it?"
"Eight o'clock." With the cold and slender hand covering his forehead, Xie Sui's cold voice beside his ear, he said helplessly, "So tired?"
Song Yu's throat was very dry, like a child throwing a tantrum: "Don't go to the hospital." He hated hospitals.
Xie Sui said, "Okay, I won't go."
Song Yu was so confused that he still did his duty: "I still have a report that I haven't read."
Xie Sui gently kissed his eyebrows: "Let me help you see."
That kiss was so gentle that he still remembered it when he woke up the next day.The fever almost subsided when he woke up, but his face was still very hot when he woke up.
I hurried out, rushed to the company, and didn't regain my senses during the meeting.When he wanted to start working, he turned on the computer, only to find that Xie Sui finished his work last night.The emails were replied one by one, and even the reports of various departments were sorted out for him, and the important ones were specially selected, which was clear and neat, saving a lot of trouble.
The secretary was shocked by his work efficiency last night, but he still reported the itinerary to him in a business-like manner: "President Song, there is a charity dinner tonight."
Song Yu: "Push."
The secretary nodded: "Okay, I'll make arrangements now."
Very crisp.After all, Song Dong had explained clearly to them, and of course he would obey the prince in everything.
Mr. Song brought this company down, and no one is likely to blame him, not to mention that he is so responsible.
Song Yu sat in a daze in the office, and began to recall his feelings for Xie Sui. The more he thought about it, the more confused he became, and the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became.
It was dark outside, and in the rainy season, it really rained after a while.
Song Yu was so annoyed that he wanted to avoid Xie Sui, so he decided to send him to the Song family's old house for a night.As a result, when he walked to the door, he saw Xie Sui holding an umbrella, waiting for him by the car.
He stood there like a painting, elegant and distant, with his sleeves rolled up, revealing his cold white wrist bones, wearing a precious watch, and seemed to be looking down at the time.
No one in the company is unfamiliar with this face that has repeatedly appeared in financial magazines.
Everyone was so frightened that they almost fell down when they went downstairs.
Song Yu paused, just about to avoid him.
As a result, a black car drove over suddenly, the wheels were splashed with white flowers, and after stopping, the door was suddenly opened, and a man in a black suit with a ferocious expression came out.Qin Mo.
"Xie Sui!" After closing the car door heavily, the gentle and polite Fourth Young Master of the Qin family looked crazy now, with red eyes, he stepped forward, "Do you fucking know how long I've been looking for you?"
Xie Sui turned his gaze to his face, with a half-smile and a casual tone: "Looking for me?"
Are you tired of living?
Qin Mo approached him, on the verge of madness: "You go back with me now, I won't let the Xie family hurt you."
Xie Sui smiled and looked behind him, but his sneering expression restrained a little.
He strode forward with long legs, walked up the steps, tilted his umbrella slightly, and said with a smile: "Go home."
Song Yu said naturally, "Yes."
He has a fire in his heart now.
Qin Mo was drenched in the rain and was in a terrible state of distress. Seeing this scene, the whole person seemed to be heartbroken.His lips turned white, and he stared at Song Yu, wanting to eat him: "Song, Yu?!"
Thinking of those rumors, the corners of Song Yu's lips curled up mockingly: "Is something wrong with Mr. Qin, who is blocking the door of my company?"
Qin Mo's eyes were red, but he looked at Xie Sui, and was so angry that he couldn't choose what to say: "You were with Song Yu for the past few months when you disappeared? Aren't you very noble and capable? Now you have fallen to such a lowly place to be taken care of by others? "
Xie Sui hasn't spoken yet.
Song Yu was so annoyed that he said, "Are you mentally ill? Who told you that it was a nurturing?"
Qin Mo's teeth were shaking.
Song Yu said: "Didn't you see our love? Get out of here, you're already blind, and it won't be good if your brain gets wet again."
Xie Sui laughed beside him.
Qin Mo, however, was full of anger and despair, gently tearing apart, he looked at Xie Sui in pain.
"Why him! Why him! I knew you first! I know you still hate me and blamed me for letting you down. Now I know I was wrong. I even fell out with the Wang family because of you! Xie Sui! You What the hell do you want from me?"
Song Yu felt that he was mentally retarded, turned his head, put his arms around Xie Sui's neck, and made him bend over.
Then in the rain, she took the initiative to kiss his lips.Between the lips and teeth is the sweetness of mint.
It was raining heavily, and the two kissed.
Qin Mo felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.
Song Yu ended the kiss.Then he immediately turned his head and said to the lunatic: "Did you see it? If you see it, get out."
Qin Mo's expression was extremely painful and desperate, as if he could hardly breathe.
Song Yu had already dragged Xie Sui into the car.He closed the car door and drove straight away. Holding his breath, he drove home. Song Yu didn't say a word, and Xie Sui was also silent.
Walking into the elevator, Song Yu thought about explaining, staring at the changing floor numbers without looking sideways: "I just showed him the show, I don't want him to pester you anymore."
Xie Sui: "En? What did you play?"
Song Yu: "Just... act as a lover."
Xie Sui turned his head, with a slight smile in his eyes, and said slowly, "Actor? Haven't we always been lovers?"
Song Yu tilted his head in astonishment, a rush of heat rushed into his mind, and his mind went blank.
Ding, the elevator has reached the top floor.
He walked out almost like escaping.
... Is Xie Sui crazy, or is he crazy.
Maybe I'm crazy.
The ambiguous atmosphere was as thin as a sheet of paper, but no one tried to pierce it.
In the past few days, they have been communicating with each other at home, and Xie Sui also behaved very naturally, as if patiently accommodating him.
Song Yu was in a daze, so he turned to Song Wanying who was on her honeymoon for help, explaining the situation clearly with half truth and half lie.
Song Wanying couldn't help laughing: "Everyone lives in your house, is it a lover relationship or something? Don't think so much, just go to her room tonight and settle the relationship."
Song Yu: "... Forget it."
When the company was on vacation, Song Yu and Xie Sui proposed to go to Jingcheng.
In fact, when he raised this question, he felt anxious all over his heart. He wanted to know Xie Sui better, but he also knew that Xie Sui's boyhood was not good, and Jingcheng might be a nightmarish memory.
He looked at Xie Sui tentatively, but met a pair of dark smiling eyes.
The man opposite smiled and said, "Okay."
Song Yu raised the corners of his lips happily.
He followed Xie Sui's life trajectory, from Lianyun Street to Jingcheng No. [-] Middle School, and visited them one by one.No. [-] Middle School newly renovated the school gate, and repainted the outer wall to cover up the old graffiti.
Xie Sui's former classroom has been abandoned.
It's just that in every location, he has nothing worth recalling.
Song Yu sometimes walks through the playground, as if he can see that silent, withdrawn, gray boy who was always alone more than ten years ago.
His grandmother's house is in Jingcheng.
When one day passed, the old man's eyes were red with excitement, and he smiled tremblingly and wiped his tears for a long time, and invited them in.
In the summer of Jingcheng, it is hot and dry during the day and cool at night.
Grandma is getting old, and she likes listening to operas. While they were waiting for their meal, "Locking Sack" was playing on TV, babbling and lingering.
Song Yu sat on the sofa, stunned for a long time, and suddenly sat up solemnly like some upper body, tilted his head and said, "If you moved to Jingcheng with Aunt Xu, you would have told me, and I should have followed .”
Xie Sui never liked to make assumptions, he just smiled and agreed with him and said, "En."
Song Yu said, "Then my mother should also agree, after all, grandma is here."
Xie Sui: "Yes."
Song Yu was also amused by his naive thoughts, and jokingly said: "Then I will transfer to your school, transfer to your class, and be at the same table with you."
Xie Sui smiled lightly: "I can't ask for it."
Song Yu joked: "It will definitely be very kind to you at that time, and protect you from those bad things and those bad people."
Xie Sui laughed, and the lights came down, with tenderness in his eyes.
Song Yu said, "Then maybe we've been together since high school."
"En," Xie Sui couldn't bear the tenderness in his heart anymore, and kissed the young man's lips with a smile in his voice: "It's love at first sight."
Song Yu was frightened to death, he couldn't laugh or cry and pushed him away, "Don't make trouble, my grandma is still here."
Xie Sui laughed hoarsely.
The sporadic stars outside the window are dotted on the night, and the TV singing is melodious, as if passing through the time like water, slowly coming.Sing slowly, "He taught me to put away the remaining hatred, avoid coquettish anger, and reform myself, change my love, stop falling in love with passing water, turn around in the sea of bitterness, and realize Lan Yin early."
Turn around in the sea of bitterness, and realize Lan Yin early.
Song Yu felt cold all over.
It was as if the whole person had sunk into the depths of the sea, had a splitting headache, and couldn't even breathe.
The suffocation and coldness, the unspeakable sadness and regret, made my heart squeeze together.In the end, all the content of the dream was completely forgotten, only the line of the play rang in my mind.
His whole body was very uncomfortable.
There is even a faint smell of blood in the mouth, which is very faint and fills the nasal cavity.
His thinking was thick and stiff, and his brain seemed to be filled with heavy black mud.
Finally, he was awakened by a complicated voice.
"Host."
Song Yu woke up suddenly, opened his eyes, sat up, panting heavily.
Sweat wet hair, the kind of sadness in my heart can't go away.
Floating in front of his bed was a bluish figure, "Song Yu" in blue and white hospital gown, and 008 who had disappeared for some time.
Song Yu has no time to talk to him now.
Covering his head, he desperately tried to recall the content of the dream, but he couldn't.
008 sighed, with an extremely complicated expression, stepped forward and reached out to touch Song Yu's forehead.
The bluish light is very faint.
The taste of blood in the mouth gradually faded away, the sadness and regret in my heart were expelled by some reassuring force, and my brain returned to clarity.
Song Yu slowly let go of his hands, his light-colored eyes gradually no longer hurt, he calmed down, and the first sentence he raised his head to ask was: "What did I dream about."
008 flinched, and hesitated: "It's nothing. It was a nightmare, and I'll help you get rid of those negative emotions."
Song Yu's gaze was extremely cold.
008 gritted his teeth and said, "You see, I'm useless. You forgot it when you woke up. I can't help you get it back."
Song Yu stared at him for a long time, and the dream he had been having repeatedly for a long time was finally approaching at this moment.
He didn't bother to talk nonsense, and said calmly: "It's just right that you're back. I've always wanted to ask you."
008 suddenly stiffened.
Song Yu said frankly, "Actually, I am Song Yu."
008's weak and pale face panicked for a moment, but soon he burst into a smile: "What, I am Song Yu."
Song Yu's mood was extremely bad, he sneered: "Fake, don't pretend."
008 was anxious: "Host, why do you have such an idea? Don't you remember Song Lan? You have forgotten the memories of your family in your previous life? And you came in after reading a book. This is the book. The world in the world. How could you be Song Yu."
Song Yu: "Don't. Your acting skills are really bad."
Song Yu stared at it coldly: "If you don't tell me the truth, I'll have a showdown with Xie Sui now."
008 became angry when he heard the word Xie Sui, and the blue light beside him exploded violently twice.
"What's the difference between a showdown and a showdown! What have you done during the time I've been away! The protagonist must know that you are Song Yu, the Song Yu in City A! I told you not to approach Xie Sui, that's For your own good, what are you doing!"
Song Yu raised his eyebrows: "For...for my own good?" Isn't he out of his mind?
008 was so angry that he was running around in circles.
"Oh, why did you! Why did you come to this step again! Forget it," he said to Song Yu with his head downcast, "Why do you think I've been there for so long? It's not because of your good deeds. The Lord God doesn't care too much." Knowing how it will end, when you come to Jingcheng, the plot is completely changed. The development of many things is also force majeure. Now you can only treat a dead horse as a living horse doctor."
Song Yu twitched the corner of his lower lip: "Speak humanly."
008 was almost begging him, broken and helpless: "As long as you don't be with Xie Sui."
Song Yu: "..." 008 is even more stupid to come back.
008: "It's just such a small request, I beg you. The Lord God and I are desperate. Boss, host, Dad, you can transfer away after this semester is over. Xie Sui is not pitiful now, can you Everyone who helped has helped too. Jingcheng really has nothing to miss."
Song Yu frowned: "What the hell."
008: "Boss, hold on for a while, just for a while, if the conditions don't allow it, the Lord God wants to let you go right now."
Song Yu was taken aback, can't he leave?He even resisted the question a little subconsciously.
008: "This semester is over! Just this semester is over! I beg you not to be with Xie Sui during this time, don't like him!"
Song Yu looked at this face exactly like his own, remained silent for a long time, and asked the question in his heart.
"Why do you keep emphasizing that."
008 is about to cry.
"Well, anyway, just listen to what I say. I'm really doing it for your own good."
The bluish light around the system shone on Song Yu's face, his skin was white to transparent, but sickly but fierce, he said lightly, "You tell me the truth, and I will promise you."
008 screamed like a cat stepping on its tail: "Impossible!"
Song Yu did not lie to him: "Oh, I will go and confess my love to Xie Sui tomorrow."
"!!!"
"..."
008 was so angry that he shut himself up, "Anyway, it will be you who will regret it then!"
After finishing speaking, he no longer cared about Song Yu, and got into his head.
Song Yu was stunned and shouted twice, but 008 refused to come out anyway.His heart was messed up by an unknown dream, and he was quieted down by this stupid system.
He thought, he really is Song Yu.
What is it in the dream, it feels that there is a deviation from "Gentle Control"...
His last life?In the dream, the self in the previous life seemed to be a sick child.
"008."
Song Yu said softly, "I've changed my mind. If you tell me what's wrong with me, I'll promise you."
The slightly blue light moved. 008 seemed to be persuaded, and sighed in his mind.
He didn't know how many times he sighed tonight.
008 said: "You are not sick now, but you are also insane if you are sick!"
He gritted his teeth when he said the word "crazy", and he didn't know how much resentment it was.
"I said that I am Song Yu, not a counterfeit. The terminal illness you should have was on me. What a big deal, you can talk to Xie Sui casually after five years, and you can return to reality. It's not because of you Make it like this."
It hummed: "Also, I'm really not a fake."
But he never denied Song Yu's guess.
Song Yu was slightly stunned: "Terminal illness..."
008 said: "The Lord God and I both regret it, especially regret it. I'm so mad, why is he so obsessed, obviously you are... so annoying."
008 shut up in time and continued to shut himself up in his mind.
Hearing this, Xie Sui chuckled, took a step back, pressed his fingers against the wall, and turned on the light.
His leaving took away the oppressive feeling that suffocated Song Yu.
The frozen and ambiguous air began to flow again.
The room was bright, Xie Sui stood up straight, cool and elegant, putting away his desire and looseness, and said, "Sorry, I misunderstood."
Song Yu laughed angrily at him, and gritted his teeth, "Are you so casual with everyone?"
Xie Sui's dark eyes fixed on him for a while, then smiled, then suddenly changed the subject and said, "Would you like something to drink?"
Song Yu drank a hammer and was full of anger.With a cold face, he directly refused: "That's no need, it's getting late, I should go back."
Xie Sui said suddenly: "Song Yu." His gaze fell into his eyes, and he said, "Stay here and talk about something."
Song Yu's words stopped in his throat, and he raised his head, his light brown eyes were full of surprise.
Xie Sui paused, then added another sentence, and said lightly: "I can't find anyone to talk to now except you."
The tone is understated, but there is a subtle loneliness.
Song Yu was stunned.
Yes, no matter how calmly he behaved, the situation of the man in front of him was not optimistic.He is underestimating his life, his relatives regard him as a snake and scorpion, he is alone in this city, surrounded by malice.
Thinking about his actions just now - so frivolous, does it treat everyone the same?
Song Yu was stalked in his heart, holding his breath, and felt that he really needed to have a good chat.
"Whatever to drink." It was an answer to his previous question of "what to drink".
He took off his suit jacket, put it under his arm, and walked into the house.
In the middle of the night, there was a torrential rain in City A. The rain was heavy, and the vast rain curtain could be seen from the window, blurring the bustling city.
After taking the steaming water glass, Song Yu frowned and asked him, "Are you interested in working in the Song Corporation? I can contact my dad and leave you a position at the headquarters. Overseas, you can just avoid Xie Home."
Xie Sui smiled slightly, "Thank you, but don't bother me."
Song Yu was furious for no reason: "Then don't be as casual as today, okay? Aunt Xu doesn't want to see you degenerate like this." He recalled the rumors he heard, unbelievable: "You don't think that I will come I'm looking for you because I plan to take care of you, right?"
Xie Sui turned his head and smiled: "Well, do you want to?"
Song Yu was categorical: "I don't want to!"
Xie Sui said slowly, "Oh."
Although he was very depressed by that misunderstanding, out of a complicated mood, he still went to look for Xie Sui from time to time.In fact, after they were separated when they were young, the first reunion after many years was not considered warm and romantic. Even at that time, Xie Sui was indifferent like a stranger.Song Yu also felt that the two were not in the same world at all, and there was no need for them to meet again.I don't know how things developed to this point.
He was about to leave after attending Song Wanying's wedding, but he stayed for Xie Sui.
His parents couldn't hold him back, so they agreed, and they were afraid that he would be bored, so they made him the nominal president of a subsidiary of the Song family.He only needs to sign the company's decision.
During that time in City A, he didn't know what Xie Sui wanted to do, and he didn't look for a job. He was idle every day and even raised a cat.
Keep a cat? !Do you want to plant a few more pots of grass!Do you have any sense of low life?
Finally one day, Song Yu couldn't take it anymore: "Where did you get the money to pay the rent?"
Xie Sui's slender fingers were teasing the cat, and when he heard his words, he suddenly smiled, his eyes seemed to have deep meaning: "Yes, it seems to be kicked out, what should I do?"
Song Yu: "..." What to do, he felt that he was really enough for that love!
Xie Sui moved into Changting Mansion and lived in his home.
In fact, there is no difference in life, just trying to hide it from his brother.
His brother had a kind of enigmatic hostility towards Xie Sui, like facing a scourge. Although Song Yu didn't understand, he didn't dare to step on his brother's anger.
It's just that every time Song Xu called, Xie Sui would make some noise by the side, whether it was intentional or not.
Song Xu's ears were very sharp: "Is there someone in your family?"
Song Yuxin raised it: "Ah? Yes, no, you must have heard it wrong."
Song Xu was suspicious: "Did I hear it wrong?"
Song Yu said firmly, "That's for sure."
After hanging up the phone, Song Yu gritted his teeth, and stared directly at him. Xie Sui smiled at him on the sofa with the cat in his arms, his peach blossom eyes rolled, the fundus of his eyes were cold and melting, it was too good-looking.
At the end of the season, Song Yu was still busy, from work to home.
Once I didn't know if it was because the weather was too cold and I caught a cold, so I fell asleep in the study alone.
After being pushed by Xie Sui, he regained consciousness.
Half asleep, half awake, his head ached and he couldn't open his eyes, he murmured, "What time is it?"
"Eight o'clock." With the cold and slender hand covering his forehead, Xie Sui's cold voice beside his ear, he said helplessly, "So tired?"
Song Yu's throat was very dry, like a child throwing a tantrum: "Don't go to the hospital." He hated hospitals.
Xie Sui said, "Okay, I won't go."
Song Yu was so confused that he still did his duty: "I still have a report that I haven't read."
Xie Sui gently kissed his eyebrows: "Let me help you see."
That kiss was so gentle that he still remembered it when he woke up the next day.The fever almost subsided when he woke up, but his face was still very hot when he woke up.
I hurried out, rushed to the company, and didn't regain my senses during the meeting.When he wanted to start working, he turned on the computer, only to find that Xie Sui finished his work last night.The emails were replied one by one, and even the reports of various departments were sorted out for him, and the important ones were specially selected, which was clear and neat, saving a lot of trouble.
The secretary was shocked by his work efficiency last night, but he still reported the itinerary to him in a business-like manner: "President Song, there is a charity dinner tonight."
Song Yu: "Push."
The secretary nodded: "Okay, I'll make arrangements now."
Very crisp.After all, Song Dong had explained clearly to them, and of course he would obey the prince in everything.
Mr. Song brought this company down, and no one is likely to blame him, not to mention that he is so responsible.
Song Yu sat in a daze in the office, and began to recall his feelings for Xie Sui. The more he thought about it, the more confused he became, and the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became.
It was dark outside, and in the rainy season, it really rained after a while.
Song Yu was so annoyed that he wanted to avoid Xie Sui, so he decided to send him to the Song family's old house for a night.As a result, when he walked to the door, he saw Xie Sui holding an umbrella, waiting for him by the car.
He stood there like a painting, elegant and distant, with his sleeves rolled up, revealing his cold white wrist bones, wearing a precious watch, and seemed to be looking down at the time.
No one in the company is unfamiliar with this face that has repeatedly appeared in financial magazines.
Everyone was so frightened that they almost fell down when they went downstairs.
Song Yu paused, just about to avoid him.
As a result, a black car drove over suddenly, the wheels were splashed with white flowers, and after stopping, the door was suddenly opened, and a man in a black suit with a ferocious expression came out.Qin Mo.
"Xie Sui!" After closing the car door heavily, the gentle and polite Fourth Young Master of the Qin family looked crazy now, with red eyes, he stepped forward, "Do you fucking know how long I've been looking for you?"
Xie Sui turned his gaze to his face, with a half-smile and a casual tone: "Looking for me?"
Are you tired of living?
Qin Mo approached him, on the verge of madness: "You go back with me now, I won't let the Xie family hurt you."
Xie Sui smiled and looked behind him, but his sneering expression restrained a little.
He strode forward with long legs, walked up the steps, tilted his umbrella slightly, and said with a smile: "Go home."
Song Yu said naturally, "Yes."
He has a fire in his heart now.
Qin Mo was drenched in the rain and was in a terrible state of distress. Seeing this scene, the whole person seemed to be heartbroken.His lips turned white, and he stared at Song Yu, wanting to eat him: "Song, Yu?!"
Thinking of those rumors, the corners of Song Yu's lips curled up mockingly: "Is something wrong with Mr. Qin, who is blocking the door of my company?"
Qin Mo's eyes were red, but he looked at Xie Sui, and was so angry that he couldn't choose what to say: "You were with Song Yu for the past few months when you disappeared? Aren't you very noble and capable? Now you have fallen to such a lowly place to be taken care of by others? "
Xie Sui hasn't spoken yet.
Song Yu was so annoyed that he said, "Are you mentally ill? Who told you that it was a nurturing?"
Qin Mo's teeth were shaking.
Song Yu said: "Didn't you see our love? Get out of here, you're already blind, and it won't be good if your brain gets wet again."
Xie Sui laughed beside him.
Qin Mo, however, was full of anger and despair, gently tearing apart, he looked at Xie Sui in pain.
"Why him! Why him! I knew you first! I know you still hate me and blamed me for letting you down. Now I know I was wrong. I even fell out with the Wang family because of you! Xie Sui! You What the hell do you want from me?"
Song Yu felt that he was mentally retarded, turned his head, put his arms around Xie Sui's neck, and made him bend over.
Then in the rain, she took the initiative to kiss his lips.Between the lips and teeth is the sweetness of mint.
It was raining heavily, and the two kissed.
Qin Mo felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.
Song Yu ended the kiss.Then he immediately turned his head and said to the lunatic: "Did you see it? If you see it, get out."
Qin Mo's expression was extremely painful and desperate, as if he could hardly breathe.
Song Yu had already dragged Xie Sui into the car.He closed the car door and drove straight away. Holding his breath, he drove home. Song Yu didn't say a word, and Xie Sui was also silent.
Walking into the elevator, Song Yu thought about explaining, staring at the changing floor numbers without looking sideways: "I just showed him the show, I don't want him to pester you anymore."
Xie Sui: "En? What did you play?"
Song Yu: "Just... act as a lover."
Xie Sui turned his head, with a slight smile in his eyes, and said slowly, "Actor? Haven't we always been lovers?"
Song Yu tilted his head in astonishment, a rush of heat rushed into his mind, and his mind went blank.
Ding, the elevator has reached the top floor.
He walked out almost like escaping.
... Is Xie Sui crazy, or is he crazy.
Maybe I'm crazy.
The ambiguous atmosphere was as thin as a sheet of paper, but no one tried to pierce it.
In the past few days, they have been communicating with each other at home, and Xie Sui also behaved very naturally, as if patiently accommodating him.
Song Yu was in a daze, so he turned to Song Wanying who was on her honeymoon for help, explaining the situation clearly with half truth and half lie.
Song Wanying couldn't help laughing: "Everyone lives in your house, is it a lover relationship or something? Don't think so much, just go to her room tonight and settle the relationship."
Song Yu: "... Forget it."
When the company was on vacation, Song Yu and Xie Sui proposed to go to Jingcheng.
In fact, when he raised this question, he felt anxious all over his heart. He wanted to know Xie Sui better, but he also knew that Xie Sui's boyhood was not good, and Jingcheng might be a nightmarish memory.
He looked at Xie Sui tentatively, but met a pair of dark smiling eyes.
The man opposite smiled and said, "Okay."
Song Yu raised the corners of his lips happily.
He followed Xie Sui's life trajectory, from Lianyun Street to Jingcheng No. [-] Middle School, and visited them one by one.No. [-] Middle School newly renovated the school gate, and repainted the outer wall to cover up the old graffiti.
Xie Sui's former classroom has been abandoned.
It's just that in every location, he has nothing worth recalling.
Song Yu sometimes walks through the playground, as if he can see that silent, withdrawn, gray boy who was always alone more than ten years ago.
His grandmother's house is in Jingcheng.
When one day passed, the old man's eyes were red with excitement, and he smiled tremblingly and wiped his tears for a long time, and invited them in.
In the summer of Jingcheng, it is hot and dry during the day and cool at night.
Grandma is getting old, and she likes listening to operas. While they were waiting for their meal, "Locking Sack" was playing on TV, babbling and lingering.
Song Yu sat on the sofa, stunned for a long time, and suddenly sat up solemnly like some upper body, tilted his head and said, "If you moved to Jingcheng with Aunt Xu, you would have told me, and I should have followed .”
Xie Sui never liked to make assumptions, he just smiled and agreed with him and said, "En."
Song Yu said, "Then my mother should also agree, after all, grandma is here."
Xie Sui: "Yes."
Song Yu was also amused by his naive thoughts, and jokingly said: "Then I will transfer to your school, transfer to your class, and be at the same table with you."
Xie Sui smiled lightly: "I can't ask for it."
Song Yu joked: "It will definitely be very kind to you at that time, and protect you from those bad things and those bad people."
Xie Sui laughed, and the lights came down, with tenderness in his eyes.
Song Yu said, "Then maybe we've been together since high school."
"En," Xie Sui couldn't bear the tenderness in his heart anymore, and kissed the young man's lips with a smile in his voice: "It's love at first sight."
Song Yu was frightened to death, he couldn't laugh or cry and pushed him away, "Don't make trouble, my grandma is still here."
Xie Sui laughed hoarsely.
The sporadic stars outside the window are dotted on the night, and the TV singing is melodious, as if passing through the time like water, slowly coming.Sing slowly, "He taught me to put away the remaining hatred, avoid coquettish anger, and reform myself, change my love, stop falling in love with passing water, turn around in the sea of bitterness, and realize Lan Yin early."
Turn around in the sea of bitterness, and realize Lan Yin early.
Song Yu felt cold all over.
It was as if the whole person had sunk into the depths of the sea, had a splitting headache, and couldn't even breathe.
The suffocation and coldness, the unspeakable sadness and regret, made my heart squeeze together.In the end, all the content of the dream was completely forgotten, only the line of the play rang in my mind.
His whole body was very uncomfortable.
There is even a faint smell of blood in the mouth, which is very faint and fills the nasal cavity.
His thinking was thick and stiff, and his brain seemed to be filled with heavy black mud.
Finally, he was awakened by a complicated voice.
"Host."
Song Yu woke up suddenly, opened his eyes, sat up, panting heavily.
Sweat wet hair, the kind of sadness in my heart can't go away.
Floating in front of his bed was a bluish figure, "Song Yu" in blue and white hospital gown, and 008 who had disappeared for some time.
Song Yu has no time to talk to him now.
Covering his head, he desperately tried to recall the content of the dream, but he couldn't.
008 sighed, with an extremely complicated expression, stepped forward and reached out to touch Song Yu's forehead.
The bluish light is very faint.
The taste of blood in the mouth gradually faded away, the sadness and regret in my heart were expelled by some reassuring force, and my brain returned to clarity.
Song Yu slowly let go of his hands, his light-colored eyes gradually no longer hurt, he calmed down, and the first sentence he raised his head to ask was: "What did I dream about."
008 flinched, and hesitated: "It's nothing. It was a nightmare, and I'll help you get rid of those negative emotions."
Song Yu's gaze was extremely cold.
008 gritted his teeth and said, "You see, I'm useless. You forgot it when you woke up. I can't help you get it back."
Song Yu stared at him for a long time, and the dream he had been having repeatedly for a long time was finally approaching at this moment.
He didn't bother to talk nonsense, and said calmly: "It's just right that you're back. I've always wanted to ask you."
008 suddenly stiffened.
Song Yu said frankly, "Actually, I am Song Yu."
008's weak and pale face panicked for a moment, but soon he burst into a smile: "What, I am Song Yu."
Song Yu's mood was extremely bad, he sneered: "Fake, don't pretend."
008 was anxious: "Host, why do you have such an idea? Don't you remember Song Lan? You have forgotten the memories of your family in your previous life? And you came in after reading a book. This is the book. The world in the world. How could you be Song Yu."
Song Yu: "Don't. Your acting skills are really bad."
Song Yu stared at it coldly: "If you don't tell me the truth, I'll have a showdown with Xie Sui now."
008 became angry when he heard the word Xie Sui, and the blue light beside him exploded violently twice.
"What's the difference between a showdown and a showdown! What have you done during the time I've been away! The protagonist must know that you are Song Yu, the Song Yu in City A! I told you not to approach Xie Sui, that's For your own good, what are you doing!"
Song Yu raised his eyebrows: "For...for my own good?" Isn't he out of his mind?
008 was so angry that he was running around in circles.
"Oh, why did you! Why did you come to this step again! Forget it," he said to Song Yu with his head downcast, "Why do you think I've been there for so long? It's not because of your good deeds. The Lord God doesn't care too much." Knowing how it will end, when you come to Jingcheng, the plot is completely changed. The development of many things is also force majeure. Now you can only treat a dead horse as a living horse doctor."
Song Yu twitched the corner of his lower lip: "Speak humanly."
008 was almost begging him, broken and helpless: "As long as you don't be with Xie Sui."
Song Yu: "..." 008 is even more stupid to come back.
008: "It's just such a small request, I beg you. The Lord God and I are desperate. Boss, host, Dad, you can transfer away after this semester is over. Xie Sui is not pitiful now, can you Everyone who helped has helped too. Jingcheng really has nothing to miss."
Song Yu frowned: "What the hell."
008: "Boss, hold on for a while, just for a while, if the conditions don't allow it, the Lord God wants to let you go right now."
Song Yu was taken aback, can't he leave?He even resisted the question a little subconsciously.
008: "This semester is over! Just this semester is over! I beg you not to be with Xie Sui during this time, don't like him!"
Song Yu looked at this face exactly like his own, remained silent for a long time, and asked the question in his heart.
"Why do you keep emphasizing that."
008 is about to cry.
"Well, anyway, just listen to what I say. I'm really doing it for your own good."
The bluish light around the system shone on Song Yu's face, his skin was white to transparent, but sickly but fierce, he said lightly, "You tell me the truth, and I will promise you."
008 screamed like a cat stepping on its tail: "Impossible!"
Song Yu did not lie to him: "Oh, I will go and confess my love to Xie Sui tomorrow."
"!!!"
"..."
008 was so angry that he shut himself up, "Anyway, it will be you who will regret it then!"
After finishing speaking, he no longer cared about Song Yu, and got into his head.
Song Yu was stunned and shouted twice, but 008 refused to come out anyway.His heart was messed up by an unknown dream, and he was quieted down by this stupid system.
He thought, he really is Song Yu.
What is it in the dream, it feels that there is a deviation from "Gentle Control"...
His last life?In the dream, the self in the previous life seemed to be a sick child.
"008."
Song Yu said softly, "I've changed my mind. If you tell me what's wrong with me, I'll promise you."
The slightly blue light moved. 008 seemed to be persuaded, and sighed in his mind.
He didn't know how many times he sighed tonight.
008 said: "You are not sick now, but you are also insane if you are sick!"
He gritted his teeth when he said the word "crazy", and he didn't know how much resentment it was.
"I said that I am Song Yu, not a counterfeit. The terminal illness you should have was on me. What a big deal, you can talk to Xie Sui casually after five years, and you can return to reality. It's not because of you Make it like this."
It hummed: "Also, I'm really not a fake."
But he never denied Song Yu's guess.
Song Yu was slightly stunned: "Terminal illness..."
008 said: "The Lord God and I both regret it, especially regret it. I'm so mad, why is he so obsessed, obviously you are... so annoying."
008 shut up in time and continued to shut himself up in his mind.
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