Hua Qianguzhi can't draw your bones

The tears of hopeful breath slipped down silently.Revolt?She would never be able to raise her sword to him until she died, let alone to him who had forgotten his feelings at this moment.

There were two people in the room, one weeping silently and the other watching quietly.

Looking at her tears, You Ruo couldn't help breaking the silence: "Master, let me help you go for a walk. Your Majesty should be back soon at this time. When he comes back, you can scold him well... ..." At this point, she suddenly stopped, yes, a lord who is forgetful, is it useful to scold him?

"If he forgets me, it will be useless for me to do anything."

Hua Qiangu whispered, "Master and I are destined to have no fate, no matter how deep the love is, what's the use?"

Walking out of the room, the peach blossoms are in full bloom, sending bursts of fragrance, and the peach blossom elves are playing among the branches. It is obviously the season of peaches and plums, but Hua Qiangu feels that he is in a world of ice and snow. Such bright sunshine cannot penetrate the layers of haze In her heart, the gentle breeze blew by, but it made her goosebumps all over her body, and she shivered abruptly.

☆, familiar with

We have become the most familiar strangers in the world, with twists and turns and sorrows in the future.

——"Gone with the Wind"

As soon as Bai Zihua flew down the Palace of Unrequited Love, he saw You Ruo walking out of his bedroom with the help of a woman. The woman lowered her head and covered half of her face with her long hair, so she couldn't see her face clearly. Desolately: "Who are you? Why did you appear in the Palace of Heartlessness?"

Hua Qiangu raised her head when she heard the words, the master was standing under the peach blossom tree so coldly, looking at her with strange eyes, and those eyes were as indifferent as water, calm and calm, the distance between the two was only a few feet, but she felt that Thousands of miles away.

"I... I am your... apprentice..." She opened her mouth and spit out a few incomplete syllables.

"Apprentice?" Bai Zihua frowned.

You Ruo explained: "Your Majesty, she is your apprentice, and I am your grandson. You forgot the master, did you forget me too? I am the apprentice you accepted for the master."

Bai Zihua frowned even deeper: "What nonsense are you talking about? Your master passed away a few years ago, when did you find yourself another master?"

"She is not only your apprentice, but also your wife!" You Ruo hastily added.

Bai Zihua reprimanded lightly: "The more you talk, the more you go too far. Is it because you are too loose on weekdays, making you more and more lawless?"

You Ruo was in a hurry: "She is really your wife. A few days ago, you took Master to attend the Immortal Sword Conference. This is well known. You might as well ask World Honored Ones and Confucians."

"If you mess around again, you'll have to go to the back mountain and be grounded." Bai Zihua was slightly annoyed, and then glanced at Hua Qiangu, "Not everyone can come up to the Palace of Heartlessness, you trespassed on the Palace of Heartlessness, go and receive the punishment yourself." Then he walked away.

You Ruo hastily stepped forward and grabbed his sleeve, ignoring his stern eyes, and shouted: "Your Majesty and Master have worshiped the heaven and the earth, and there is a lifetime promise. Why is Master so embarrassing?" She hurriedly tore Hua Qiangu's clothes again: "Master, please speak, please tell your lord quickly, tell your lord about your relationship."

Hua Qiangu stood blankly from the beginning to the end, staring straight at the few petals on the ground, wondering what she was thinking, when You Ruo yelled, she came back to her senses, and turned Mumu's eyes , still did not look at Bai Zihua, just said lightly: "On your left arm, there is a scar left by the unfeeling pool water."

Bai Zihua was startled, and looked around secretly, and sure enough, there was a scar on his left arm at some point.

Hua Qiangu said again: "You have a sword wound on your right arm, a mole on the lower part of your chest, exactly 100 scars on your back, 64 are old wounds, 36 are scars. New injury," she pursed her lips, "if master still doesn't believe it, there are still a few imprints in private places, do you want me to explain them in detail?" After finishing speaking, she raised her head and met his gaze.

Facing her clear eyes, Bai Zihua felt an inexplicable pain in his heart. They were very deep and clean eyes, with teardrops stained on the long eyelashes, and endless sadness surged behind the calm pupils. Thinking about making a judgment, he already heard himself saying: "Don't cry." The words of comfort blurted out, but he was secretly startled, when did he not look like himself?

As soon as his words came out, Hua Qiangu didn't respond, but You Ruo was dumbfounded. She explained dryly for a long time, but it was not as effective as the master's short words. Sure enough, Jiang is still old and spicy.

Hua Qiangu almost bit her lower lip: "You were the one who took me back to the Palace of Jueqing. I've lived here all this time. I don't know where else I can go other than here." She was betting, betting on his feelings for him.Bet on how much love he still has for her, bet that even if he forgets love, he still has concerns for her.

Bai Zihua was silent, seeing her so sad, he felt an unspeakable distress in his heart.Could it be that he forgot something?

"I know you can't accept me like this. I won't bother you until you remember everything, but I can't leave the Palace of Heartlessness, so don't drive me away, okay?" Fingernails dug into palms, Her voice was distressed, almost begging, the Palace of Unfeeling Love was her home, how many happy memories of her there were here, from the past and present, how could she be willing to leave here, how could she be willing to leave him.

Seeing Bai Zihua nodding his head, Hua Qiangu heaved a sigh of relief, and his heart was finally relieved.You Ruo almost didn't cheer, it seems that even if His Majesty forgets his feelings, he won't treat Master too badly, it seems that she thought things too badly before.

Hua Qiangu stepped forward, straightened his clothes like his wife raised her hand, and asked softly, "Are you hungry? I'll go get some food."

A faint fragrance came, and warm and soft fingers inadvertently touched his cheek, and Bai Zihua subconsciously took a step back to avoid her hand. He was not used to this kind of intimacy.

☆, unfamiliar

Hua Qiangu's eyes darkened, she put down her hands, still maintaining the corners of her lips: "What do you want to eat? I'll do it."

"I'm not hungry." Seeing the sadness in her eyes, Bai Zihua continued, "You can do whatever you want, and call me when you're done." After saying that, he turned and went to the study.

Eyes bent into a crescent shape, looking at his back, Hua Qiangu replied briskly: "Yes."

Bai Zihua went into the study room, sat at the desk, and carefully recalled the memory of that apprentice. He didn't know what he had forgotten, but his intuition told him that what he had forgotten was very important to him, and the memory seemed no longer complete. , even a piece of my heart is missing.

Turning his head, he saw a few books spread out on the table, with a bunch of distorted words printed on them, obviously someone often flipped through them, as if they were from the bookstore, he remembered that he had never read these books , and when did they bring these books back to the Palace of Heartlessness?Or was it really brought back by that apprentice, and also read by that apprentice?

Is she really his wife?Her desolate eyes have been swaying in his mind, lingering.After thinking about it for a while, I didn't have a clue, and the memory of that apprentice was blank in my mind.

It wasn't until he heard You Ruo calling him to eat outside the door that Bai Zihua put away his thoughts and walked out of the study.

The meal was quite embarrassing, You Ruo kept looking for topics, spit was flying all over the dinner table and chatting, but Master and His Majesty didn't give any face, one was more silent than the other, and the other was quieter than the other.

You Ruo talked nonsense for a long time, seeing that no one was talking, she gradually calmed down, stopped eating, put down her chopsticks, and quietly looked at the master and apprentice sitting opposite, with different thoughts.

As soon as she calmed down, the atmosphere at the dinner table became even more embarrassing.

Bai Zijing expressionlessly picked up a piece of burnt lotus root on the table and put it in his mouth.It was obviously a very strange taste, not crispy or crispy, salty and sweet, indescribably unpalatable, but he tasted the warm taste that he hadn't seen for a long time.

You Ruo, who was on the opposite side, was stunned, secretly admiring His Majesty's courage, and seeing that his expression remained unchanged after swallowing, he couldn't help but admire him even more.

Hua Qiangu lowered his head and poked at the rice in the bowl, um, it's really unpalatable. After so long, he hasn't improved his cooking skills at all. How did the master swallow the so many experimental products made before?She quietly raised her eyes to look at the master, but the master was still calm, with distant eyes and an indifferent expression, as if he didn't care about anything.Seeing Master put the horribly mushy piece of lotus root into his mouth, Hua Qiangu stretched out his chopsticks, and put some decent dishes on the table into the bowl for him.

Bai Zihua frowned and looked at the extra dishes in the bowl, and he didn't touch them until the meal was over.

☆, sad

After dinner, Bai Zihua went to the Changliu Hall.After he left, Hua Qiangu put away her smile, and together with You Ruo cleaned up the dishes, then silently took a book, and sat alone under the peach blossom tree to read it.In the past, when Master didn't let her go down to the Palace of Unrequited Love, she was like this, sitting under a tree with a book and waiting for him while reading, usually for a whole day.

Sometimes I fell asleep leaning against the tree trunk just looking at it. When the master came back at night and saw it, I couldn’t avoid the blame, but I couldn’t change the things I was used to. By the way, after a long time, Bai Zihua also knew that he couldn't resist her, and he was worried that her body would not be able to withstand the cold, so he returned as soon as possible, and never delayed outside.

Hua Qiangu has a quiet and elegant personality. After staying with Bai Zihua for a long time, she has gained a sense of calmness. As long as you give her a book, even if it is the Xinhua Dictionary, she will not feel boring no matter where she is.

It’s just that You Ruo is someone who can’t stand loneliness, the Palace of Heartlessness is empty, and the master only cares about reading books, and always answers irrelevant questions when talking to her, You Ruo talks to herself for a while, watching Hua Qiangu’s persistent efforts His mind was distracted, and he couldn't make her laugh when he told her jokes, so in the end he simply stayed with her in a daze.

It's just that she likes to be lively by nature, and after staying for a while, she feels uncomfortable all over her body, unable to sit still, circling the peach blossom tree like a headless fly, her heart is depressed, she wants to leave but dare not, for fear that she will leave Huaqian What happened to the bone.

Seeing her dizzy around under the peach blossom tree, Hua Qiangu sighed, closed the book and said: "If you are bored, you can go down to the palace."

When You Ruo heard this, she quickly waved her hands: "It's not boring, it's good that I stay here with Master." Just kidding, if she leaves, what if Master can't think about it?

The corner of Hua Qiangu's lips twitched a bitter smile: "Are you still afraid that I will commit suicide? Don't worry, your master and I have already been invulnerable, so it's not too hard to think about it."

You Ruo felt sad for a while, yes, so many injuries, so much pain Master came over, and when he was bruised and bruised by His Majesty, he didn't say a word, His Majesty just forgot his feelings at this time, at least he didn't point his sword at him. Master, is there anything more painful than being pierced with a sword by the one you love the most?

"Master and I go down to the hall to find Tang Bao, okay?" You Ruo suggested, "Let's go catch rolling fish, play around, and forget all the unhappy things."

Hua Qiangu shook her head: "Don't tell Tang Bao about this."

"Why?!" You Ruo dissatisfied.

"With her temperament, there might be a lot of trouble. Today, she and Eleventh Brother have finally come together. If she has a prejudice against the World Honored One because of this incident, it will only make Tenth Brother. It's a dilemma." Hua Qiangu explained.

She had forgotten everything about Tang Bao and Dongfang, but she had a faint feeling that these two people were very important to her, and she didn't want to hurt them.

She continued: "Go down, I want to be alone."

You Ruo is still swinging back and forth between Master and His Royal Highness, hearing what she said, it’s not good to keep on brazenly, calling out the Lingxi Sword, and turning back three times at a step: "Then I'm going down? Master has something to call me, I must Call me...Master, you must call me~~"

Hua Qiangu nodded with a smile, and waved her hand to let her relax. Looking at her leaving back, the corners of her lips instantly collapsed, and she leaned against the peach blossom tree and slid down bit by bit. She knew that You Ruo Worried about herself, she also knew that her apprentice was trying to make her happy, but she was really in a bad mood, she didn't have the mood to joke at all, she was very sad, and it was not easy to show it in front of her.

She hates crying, she always thinks that crying is a sign of cowardice, but at this moment, she just wants to cry happily and send You Ruo away, and she just doesn't want her to be sad with her.

After so many years, in Changliu, in this Palace of Heartlessness, knocking out teeth and swallowing blood have almost become instinctive.

☆, Ruoji

It was not until late at night that Bai Zihua returned to the Palace of Unrequited Love. The weather was a bit cold, and the stone table in the courtyard was covered with a thin layer of mist, and his apprentice leaned against the peach blossom tree and fell asleep soundlessly, and the peach blossom petals fell on her. There are pink petals all over her body, between her hair bun and skirt, obviously she has slept for a long time.

It's just that she didn't sleep well, her brows were faintly frowned, her long eyelashes wet with tears trembled lightly, her face was already pale from the cold, Bai Zihua felt annoyed for no reason in his heart, he suddenly felt very distressed, he didn't know Why, he became less and less like himself. Seeing her trembling slightly with her arms folded in her sleep, he took off his robe, squatted down, and gently covered her body.

Hua Qiangu fell into a drowsy sleep, suddenly surrounded by warmth, a familiar smell hit her, she managed to open her sleepy eyes, saw a white shadow in front of her, knew it was the master's white robe, and grabbed it randomly The corner of the white shadow snuggled up to that figure, muttering: "Master, why are you back so late today?"

Bai Zihua was pulled and pulled by her, his center of gravity was unstable, and he fell beside her. The two of them were very close, so close that he could feel her shallow breathing. At that moment, under the starlight of the night sky, He saw her delicate and soft outline and ruddy soft lips.

"Master..." Hua Qiangu leaned towards him with sleepy eyes, her sweet breath lingered in her nostrils, and her soft lips touched his cheeks.

Bai Zihua was startled for a moment, as if a basin of cold water had been poured on his head, he immediately pushed her away and stood up.When did he actually have such a charming mind like a mortal?

Being pushed by him, Hua Qiangu also slowly came to her senses, she stood up while wearing his coat and supported the tree trunk, seeing the sharpness in his eyes, her heart throbbed with pain.

"What are you doing here? Since you're sleepy, why don't you sleep in the bedroom?" Bai Zihua asked.

Hua Qiangu pursed her lips and whispered, "Wait for you."

Bai Zihua stared at her, "waiting for you" came out of her mouth, the warmth was like a trickling stream washing away the ice wall built in his heart.

That look made Hua Qiangu feel at a loss, guessing that he might be angry because of his overstepping just now, he straightened his thoughts and said: "You don't need to look at me like that, you will definitely do what you say if you don't disturb me." Yes. If you are worried, you don't need to be so close to me in the future, um, it's just three feet away." The tone was calm and unhurried, and the words were neither arrogant nor humble.

Bai Zihua turned away his scorching gaze, and suddenly thought of what Sheng Xiaomo said today:

——That day you were punished to wade through the unfeeling pool, the senior brother was worried that you would not be able to bear it, so he diverted the water from the Wangchuan River.

——Senior brother and Qiangu became married for a long time, even if senior brother forgot the love between you, didn't he realize that he had lost his true body?

——Have you ever wondered who the unfeeling pool water scar on your left arm is for?You have been insane for more than [-] years, isn't it because of you as an apprentice?

——Brother, why don't you think about it carefully, with your character, if you didn't have deep feelings, how could you do such unethical things?I also hope that senior brother will not regret it when he thinks about it in the future. .

. . . . . .

Looking at the little apprentice in front of her with her head bowed slightly and respectful, she was not at all like the cute and cute girl who acted like a baby to him when she was in a daze just now. Her eyes were clear and calm, and all the turbulent waves were hidden behind those eyes.He felt distraught for no reason.

Sheng Xiaomo's words "don't regret it" have been put on hold in his heart, he is convinced that this woman is his apprentice, and he is also convinced that the relationship between them is not as simple as just master and apprentice, but only about the fact that he married his apprentice. He still couldn't believe it and couldn't accept it.In the depths of his heart, rather than rejecting the relationship between husband and wife, it is better to say that he rejects the master-student relationship that hinders them.

"Master..." Seeing her master staring at her for a long time without moving, Hua Qiangu called out with a little uneasiness in her heart

"Don't call me Master." He recovered and blurted out, he didn't like this title very much.

Hua Qiangu panicked from the bottom of his heart, bit his lower lip, and reluctantly said: "Master forgot about the relationship between husband and wife, is it possible that Master doesn't even intend to recognize this master-student relationship?"

Seeing that her eyes were red, and she stubbornly refused to let the tears fall, she was both annoyed and distressed. The title of master is very important to her, right?What the hell did he forget?

He sighed and said: "Junior brother has told me everything, it's just..." It's just that he can't accept the identity of being a master and student and husband and wife.

Hua Qiangu stared disappointedly at the petals blown by the wind, held back tears, and said shyly, "If Master is fine, this disciple will leave first."

Before he could answer, she hastily turned around and left in a hurry.Peach blossoms were scattered all over the ground under his feet, with some residual red, as if telling his cruelty.

☆, Ruoli

With my love for you in my arms, I am like a thief with stolen goods, afraid to expose myself to the broad daylight.

—— "To Youth"

In the next few days, Hua Qiangu really kept his promise, never to have any intimate and ambiguous behaviors with Bai Zihua, followed the rules, and respected his master.He didn't wait for him anymore at night, he washed himself up early and went to sleep, and got up in the morning after Bai Zihua came down from the palace.It can be said that the two of them can't even see each other all day long.

There were a lot of empty rooms in the Palace of Unrequited Love, so she found a room with plenty of sunlight, tidied it up, planted a few peach blossoms in the room, spread out a quilt, and slept alone in it.

I don't know why, these days, every time I sleep until midnight, I often feel cold, and I always look for Master's warm body habitually. When I can't find the familiar embrace, I go to the pillow, without exception. , and then realized that such warmth was beyond hope, so she hugged her knees and curled up into a ball, keeping her eyes open until dawn.

During the day, she didn't want to go down to the palace, for fear that her emotions would affect other people. She felt that this was her own private matter, and she didn't want too many people to know about it.Regarding the matter of Bai Zihua's forgetfulness, Mo Yan still took her feelings and face into consideration, so he didn't publicize it, and the number of people who knew it was very small, including Master, the number of people who knew it was less than ten people.

You Ruo would come to see her every day, bring her a lot of food and play, and try every means to make her happy, but she would usually dismiss her with just a few words.Staying alone in the Palace of Unrequited Love sometimes reads books, sometimes takes out Master’s clothes to wash and scrub, and sometimes takes care of the flowers and plants in the yard. After a long time, she is afraid that she will not be able to speak, so she often tells the little bird When talking, sometimes I would practice oral English with a book, and when I got bored, I would find needles and thread to sew a quilt to make clothes.

She didn't know when such days would come to an end, but she didn't know what else she could do except wait, when Master awakened, when Master remembered, she suddenly understood what kind of mood Master Yunshan had in those years to wait for her.

Although she tried her best to avoid meeting the master, but under the same roof, she always kept her head down and did not look up.

In the early morning of this day, she calculated the time and figured that Master had already gone out, so she got up slowly, found a dark blue dress to put on, trimmed her hair, tied a simple bun, and inserted the hairpin that Master gave her. Since the day Master gave it to her, she has never used other hair accessories.

Pushing open the door, I saw the master sitting in the courtyard reading a book by himself under the tree.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Bai Zihua raised his head and met her inquiring eyes. Before she could ask, he had already answered: "I have nothing to do today, so I didn't go down to the palace."

Hua Qiangu was even more embarrassed, being seen by him, now she couldn't pretend she didn't see him and go back to sleep, she had been avoiding him for the past few days, one was because she didn't know what to say when they met, One was because she didn't want to see his strange eyes, which made her heartache.

Now she didn't close the door, nor did she go out, she froze there for a while.

"What are you doing here? Come and eat." Bai Zihua said calmly.

"Yes." She walked over and sat down respectfully opposite him.

There were two bowls of peach blossom soup, several dishes, and a small dish of shortbread on the table.

"You Ruo brought this back for you." Bai Zihua took a small piece of shortbread for her, and You Ruo told him that Xiao Gu liked it very much.

"Thank you, Master." Hua Qiangu looked at his serious profile and said in a daze.Master is so gentle, and everything is so unreal, as if the alienation of the past few days does not exist at all.

She picked up the shortbread in the bowl and was about to put it in her mouth, but the greasy taste hit her, and she felt nauseated, so she hurriedly spit out the shortbread in her mouth.

Bai Zihua quickly poured a cup of tea for her and handed it to her. Hua Qiangu retched a few times, took the tea that Master handed over, rinsed his mouth and felt that nothing serious happened.

"How is your body different these few days?" Bai Zihua asked her.

"It's nothing, I guess I haven't eaten well these days." She waved her hand to express that she doesn't care, she lives alone in the Palace of Unrequited Love every day, and she doesn't feel hungry. She usually forgot to eat, and now she feels uncomfortable, probably because of a stomach problem up.

Bai Zihua grabbed her wrist to feel her pulse, but she withdrew her hand and smiled at him. She wasn't that weak yet, and she was always diagnosed like a seriously ill patient. She should be diagnosed even if she is not sick. Sick, not to mention that she didn't want to disturb the warm moment in the morning.

☆、heart wall

Hua Qiangu sat down next to him again, the two of them didn't speak, they ate the breakfast in front of them silently, there was only the clear and crisp sound of clinking dishes between the tables, occasionally the master would bring her a few dishes, and she would eat them all Next, but never serve him food again.

The meal was quiet and warm, and after the meal, as usual, the two of them sat under the tree and read a book together, but Hua Qiangu no longer snuggled up next to Master, but sat across from him.

The breeze blew, and the falling flowers were colorful. The sun shines through the peach blossom tree and sprinkles spots of light circles on the stone table. A ray of light shines through the branches on Bai Zihua's handsome side face. When she woke up, she felt as if she had been separated from another world, and Hua Qiangu was instantly fascinated.

She has always known that Master is very good-looking. Master's good-looking is not as charming as killing her sister. It is a very handsome and heroic good-looking. It's just that in the past, the momentum was too strong and the aura was too strong, so it was easy to be ignored by others. At this moment The master seems to have restrained his aura, just sitting there quietly reading a book, his body is a little less sharp and a little more elegant. He obviously looks less than 30 years old, but he feels very stable and at ease.

"What are you looking at?" Bai Zihua's words woke her up from her contemplation.

"Back...back to Master, no...didn't look...what are you looking at." She hurriedly stood up and stammered.

Seeing the awe in her eyes, Bai Zihua sighed and asked, "We used to get along like this?"

Hua Qiangu bit her lip and replied in a low voice: "No."

Bai Zihua also stood up, walked into her suddenly, and stared down at her: "What should it be like?"

Hua Qiangu was suddenly at a loss for words: "I...I don't know." The past relationship between the two of them can't be summed up in a few words.

"I don't know?" He frowned, "Then how do you know you don't get along like this?"

"I don't know, I...I just know that Master and I were not like this in the past." She explained incoherently.

"Be more specific." He really wanted to know.

"Master thinks, do we look like a husband and wife?" She suddenly mustered up her courage and asked.

"I don't know even if I'm a teacher." This is the first time for him to be a teacher and a husband. He doesn't know what to do, otherwise he wouldn't make her sad again and again.

Hua Qiangu's chest rose and fell slightly, she approached him suddenly, grabbed Master's arm, closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembled slightly, she stood on tiptoe, kissed him cautiously,

The petals on the ground suddenly danced and were scattered by the wind. The peach blossom spirit circled happily around the two of them. The sun was shining and warm. His heart suddenly lost control, and it was beating violently in his chest. The flaps got closer and closer, his throat constricted, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down.She wrapped her slender waist with both hands, tightening them tighter and tighter.

The warm touch came from her lips, it was just a simple touch and caress, it didn't go deep, but it made his heart sway, his heart beat, he tightened his arms more and more, unconsciously prying her lips open, tongue Sliding into her mouth, sweeping around, sucking around her tongue.The desire that has been suppressed for a long time, once there is an outlet to vent, it will be out of control.

Hua Qiangu wrapped her hands around his neck, the sweet and hot movements aroused his lust more and more, the surrounding air was evacuated, she was slightly suffocated by his kiss, and gave a low smack.

He suddenly woke up, and immediately pushed her away, Hua Qiangu was pushed unsteadily, fell to the ground, raised her head to look at him in disbelief.

Looking at her lips that were kissed red, he was shocked and angry. When did he have such an ugly desire?

The shame and defense in his eyes stabbed her hard.It was like this again, just now he was clearly moved, but in a blink of an eye he became so indifferent and heartless again, is it a shame to fall in love with her?She smiled indifferently, and the walls of her heart that had been disintegrated began to be rebuilt little by little.

☆, whirlpool

Wrapped like silk

Like shackles wrapped in gold makeup and jade

falling like snowflakes

beautiful live to die

If love can break through, it will be lonely after all

Forget the cause and effect

Persevering, persistent, vain promise

I wasted so much of my youth

Wasted in years and months, missed in samsara

I am the one who is forgotten

familiar silhouette

Mottled with tears

looking but not touching

love is indescribable

——"Can be read but not said"

She stood up, straightened her back, stroked her hair, straightened her clothes, put away her embarrassment bit by bit, the warmth in her eyes was gone, only indifference and awe remained.

He bowed down to him, and said in a respectful and distant tone, "It's my disciple who was rude, from now on...it won't happen."

Hearing such unemotional words and cold tone, Bai Zihua suddenly raised his head, feeling an inexplicable throbbing pain in his heart, as if he was being gripped tightly by something.

He wanted to reach out to help her, but his indifferent attitude for many years made him unable to make such a warm gesture. He wanted to comfort her and tell her that it was not her fault, but a sense of shame came to his heart, reminding her Looking at the nasty things he did just now, admonishing those dirty thoughts he just moved, a sense of self-loathing arises spontaneously.

He just stood there, tall and tall, with no expression on his sharp-edged face, Hua Qiangu suddenly became disheartened, it was like this, it was like this again, it was obviously in love, it was obviously in love, But refused to accept, refused to admit.She straightened her back and moved her lips: "If your lord is fine, this disciple will leave first."

Bai Zihua's heart tightened, the sadness in her eyes was so obvious.He knew that this time, it really hurt her. When she mustered up the courage to kiss him just now, her body even trembled. He felt so clearly how afraid she was of being rejected by him, and for her like that, He was really rejected.But she didn't quarrel, didn't quarrel, didn't even blame her, she almost accepted it, he knew that if he didn't do anything at this moment, the two of them would never be able to go any further, and their distance would only run in opposite directions in the future, gradually drifting away.

And he, in the end, did nothing.

Hua Qiangu turned around and left, her blue skirt fluttering, a jasper hairpin fell silently in her black hair, her unbound hair was entangled in the wind.Seeing her leaving back, Bai Zihua's mind went blank, and his thin lips moved: "Don't go." The cold voice scattered in the wind, fragmented.

After that day, Hua Qiangu moved the house farther away from Bai Zihua's bedroom. The Jueqing Hall is very big. Although they are under the same roof, Bai Zihua leaves early and returns late, and Hua Qiangu goes to bed early and wakes up late. There is no intersection.

Bai Zihua was born cold, and he never knew how to coax a girl. If he had only felt guilty for this woman at the beginning, then every time he had a short lingering day, her soft lips, slender waist, and intoxicating eyes would When the obsessively entangled arm came into his mind from time to time, the scalding and painful scar on the left arm told him that he was moved.

He often wondered what kind of cause and effect made him marry his apprentice without complaint or regret.Before Wangqing, how deep was his love, how much love did he have, so that after walking across the Wangchuan River, he would still never forget this love.How deep has the heart of Taoism, which has been ruthless and desireless for thousands of years, fallen into?What kind of him is he like that?

All of them, all of them, were constantly being cut, and the reasoning was still chaotic, densely woven into a net, and he was trapped in it overwhelmingly. Among them, it turned out that long before he knew about love, he had already fallen into her vortex.

He couldn't understand, couldn't figure it out, and his heart, which had always been transparent, gradually fell into a demonic barrier without knowing it.

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Since Hua Qiangu fell out with her master that day, she has completely stayed in the Palace of Unrequited Love, spending most of the time in the study every day. She is not happy here, but she is reluctant to leave because there is him here.

Every time You Ruo talked to her, she didn't match her words, and made You Ruo extremely anxious. She knew that something must have happened between Master and His Majesty, but every time she asked Master, Master pressed his lips tightly. Yes, more and more silent.Master seldom spoke before, but she could always feel a kind of vitality in Master, but now she couldn't see that kind of vitality in Master, and occasionally the death in Master's eyes would make her tremble with fear.

However, Sha Qianmo sent voice transmissions to Hua Qiangu several times asking her to come out to play, but Hua Qiangu refused with all kinds of excuses. After so many times, no matter how careless he was, he faintly felt that things were a little weird.On this day, he landed on Huadao with the fire wind in his arms, and he refused to leave. He sent a voice transmission to Hua Qiangu, telling her that if she didn't come, he would go to Changliu to find her.

Hua Qiangu was forced to have no choice but to sneak down to the hall to meet him.

Sha Qianmo held her in his arms and looked at her carefully. Seeing that she was safe and sound, he was relieved.Sighing at her, he didn't speak, just stared at her resentfully.

Hua Qiangu was stared into hair by him, and asked: "Sister, what's the matter, what's the matter for calling me out in such a hurry?"

Sha Qianmo twitched her lips: "Can't I come to you if there's nothing wrong? I've called you so many times and you didn't come out, making my sister think that something happened to you."

Hua Qiangu laughed twice: "What can happen to me?"

"Did that master of yours trap you in the Palace of Heartlessness and not let you out?" Sha Qianmo couldn't help gnashing his teeth when he thought of the grievances with Bai Zihua.Thinking of his handsome appearance, he is suave, suave, and amiable, so why did he fall in love with such an ice cube, and he must not marry.

"No, no, it's because I don't want to go down to the palace myself, and I've always felt tired recently." Hua Qiangu quickly explained, this is not an excuse, it is true that I often feel sleepy recently.What's more, she is willing to draw the ground as a prison, otherwise how can the little heartless palace trap her, in fact, it is him who traps her.

Sha Qianmo looked left and right at her face, kneaded it like dough, and said distressedly: "Little one, why does my sister think you've lost weight?"

Hua Qiangu touched her face, and said to Sha Qianmo laughingly: "Where did you lose weight, you must have gained weight. Is it difficult for sister to hug me just now?"