[Tutor Squalo] Moon and Shark

If I am strong enough.If I am strong, cool enough, and omniscient enough, I should endure the grief, turn grief into strength, and unleash a powerful force to fight the enemy to the death; the whole scene is cold and poignant, and sadness also shows great power.

Unfortunately, I am not such a powerful person.On the contrary, I am very unpromising.

So I burst into tears.While crying, I completely forgot that Cerbero told me "not to interfere excessively", and I also completely forgot that the mysterious person said that I was an unstable factor and could not use my powers recklessly.

I had only one thought at the time: I'm going to kill that guy.I can't save Squalo anymore, I'm going to kill that guy.

At that time, I really regretted not listening to Squalo and training my melee ability.Even though I know intellectually that even if I listen to his words, my fighting is no match for this kind of enemy, but at least I can kill him faster.

I really can't remember the exact order of battle.Anyway, I am weak in melee combat, so I can only pounce on it tenaciously like a brown sugar, relying on uninterrupted teleportation to drag the enemy down, so as to create opportunities for others to attack.I just remember that Tsunayoshi Sawada was responsible for Yeka's fatal wound, and I just sat on the ground with injuries all over my body. When I saw the enemy was dead, I went to Squalo while crying, and continued to cry while holding him.

As for the latter, how did Tsunayoshi Sawada and the others defeat the Avengers, how did they discover the true identity of the mysterious person, and then how did they interpret the truth of the world and the secret of 7... What does that have to do with me?

My Squalo is dead.

Before, in a world ten years later, when 32-year-old Squalo said in a hoarse voice that he had lost me three times, I would comfort him by saying we were the mafia and we should have done it anytime Will lose the opponent's preparation.Sure enough, those words can only be uttered by reason, and they are words that you don't know how painful it is if you haven't experienced it.

From that point on, my memory is crying, crying until my eyes are swollen, but I still continue to cry.Balian's people had nothing to do with me, and they couldn't drag me away from Squalo, as if they were very worried.

Maybe it was because I was crying in the dark and ignored the world affairs, in my impression, the ending of that incident was very sloppy.God knows how they suddenly persuaded the mysterious person not to make trouble, and lifted the curse of all the children of the rainbow.

To me, there is only one important thing: Spelby Squalo is not dead, and Mamun created an illusion heart for him at the critical moment.Relying on this heart, he survived, and not long after the war, he was alive and kicking quickly. Apart from a large scar on his chest and back, he seemed to have no sequelae at all.

He has no sequelae, I have.Until a long time after the war, when I mentioned that he was stabbed in the heart by Yeka, I would cry, and I would not stop crying.

In this regard, Squalo is always mad and helpless, telling me why I cry more and more as I get older, but at the same time he is very proud.Dino whispered to me that Squalo had shown off to him more than once, that I loved him so much that I couldn't bear him to get hurt a little bit.Of course, this is my succinct and generalized version. Squalo’s original words are more subtle and secondary, but that’s what it means.

After everything was over, many wounded were recuperating in Bingsheng's hospital.I still feel that it is really abnormal that foreigners appear in this small place every three days, or foreigners who behave strangely, but they have not attracted the attention of the authorities.But considering that this world is very abnormal, I'd better not take it too seriously.

XANXUS was hospitalized for treatment, and the people of Balian would of course circle around this little princess character boss.Squalo is almost in good health, but he is ordered by the little princess to run errands every day, buying this and that, not this one, not that one, and this guy is exhausted to death.Others are better off, such as Lusilia, who sits by the window like a caring big sister, coaxing the little princess to eat and drink medicine.

I was sitting on a hospital bench that day, watching Squalo run in and out, getting darker and darker, and finally going back and forth like a rage.But even so, he did not refuse XANXUS's wayward request.not a single one.

I was like, I kind of envy XANXUS.No matter what he does, there will always be a bunch of people around him, including this majestic shark.When he was young, he refused to accept anyone, and he wanted to fight all over the world on his own, but now he is willing to be XANXUS's younger brother, fight for him, and let him survive at the cost of his own life; XANXUS looked like an old lady when he was on the saddle.

Of course, I'm not saying that I want to be like XANXUS or take his place.I am also very happy being Lin Zhongyue, and I have no complaints.It's just that, as a human being with complex emotions, after almost crying blindly, only seeing the person I love circles around others, I feel quite disappointed.

...Correct, it's sad.

I am so sad.For this reason, but also for other reasons.

"Squalo."

On his 55th run in and out, I called him over.He was panting for breath and was about to run for the 56th time, his expression was ferocious like a ghost, his lifeless eyes radiated murderous intent, as if he could violently kill the wayward boss inside at any time.But the so-called "as if" is a synonym for "no matter what".

"what happened?"

He walked to me and sat down, exhaled, his expression relaxed a little, showing a bit of fatigue.I stretched out my hand to hug him, but he didn't try to be aggressive, but leaned on me obediently.Looks really exhausted.

"We..." I hesitated, "Let's break up."

For a full ten seconds, the scene was completely silent.Originally, Sawada Tsunayoshi and his group had just appeared and extended their hands to greet us. After I finished saying this, they disappeared quickly, and even deceived doctors and nurses away.

Then a light on my shoulder.Squalo slowly raised his head, the expression on his face was ten times more ferocious than before.

"What did you say?"

I retracted my hand and stopped hugging him.

"Let's break up," I said, "I'm serious."

Squalo took three deep breaths.Then he stood up, walked to the door of the ward, and said in an overly calm tone: "Boss, I'll take a leave of absence."

A water glass flew out and hit him on the head.This probably amounts to acquiescence, because Squalo strode over and dragged me out.

"Let's talk alone." He squeezed out the words between his teeth, and squeezed my hand very hard, as if he was afraid that I would run away.

I silently followed behind him.Squalo led me all the way to a hotel, and told the front desk murderously to open a room.The front desk was gentle and kind, but looked at me with doubts, probably suspecting that I was a poor girl who was being coerced.

The hotel is quiet, quieter than a hospital.There is a mirror in the elevator, and I saw Squalo's face from the reflection, which was ugly as expected.What surprised me was myself. At first I thought I was languid, cowardly, and standing beside Squalo, but the woman in the mirror looked calm and straight, with a look of determination Firm and unchangeable.

No wonder Squalo looked increasingly ugly.

As soon as the door was closed, he hugged me and pressed me onto the bed, imprisoned me in a prison surrounded by his body, looked down at me, and said, "Say it again."

I turned my head and grabbed a strand of his silver hair.He was sweating from running around today, and his hair was matted into locks, not so smooth as silver and as light as fog.

"Let's break up," I said again, "I don't want to be with you anymore."

The author has something to say: A bland ending is impossible!