[Tutor Squalo] Moon and Shark

In retrospect many years later, it turned out that he was always close to many times.When she asked him if he knew her real name, he should have written it down, even though he couldn't pronounce it, but he knew it; when she walked into the Balian building without knowing it, XANXUS ordered him to kill When she was with her, he should have refused directly.In fact, he wouldn't touch her, and he wouldn't touch her no matter what, but just a moment of confusion and hesitation made things different.

Always close.Just a little bit, and things would be different.

Survival rate of plane crash?approximately equal to 0.When he knew this, he actually didn't feel anything.It was as if the whole person had been emptied, feeling nothing at all.

The death he is familiar with is flesh and blood, it is close and real, not like her, it just disappeared, and then the news said that the plane crashed and presumed death.

"The world is so big, anything can happen." Lusilia comforted him, "mo~ don't be too sad, Squalo."

sad?He is not sad.

Nothing feels.

Started to have a headache, a headache for no reason, that lasted day and night.Outside of work, I would be in a daze, not knowing what to do.One day when he came back to his senses, he actually bought a pistachio-flavored ice cream on the street, which was still her favorite shop.The boss looked around in confusion, and asked him, where is that beautiful oriental girl, she likes my ice cream the most, have you broken up?

"us……"

He took a slow bite of the ice cream.Green cream.really weird.

"...Yeah, we broke up."

The boss looked at him sympathetically, sighed, and said don't lose your mind, if you really can't let go, just chase her back.We both think that girl loves you very much.Then the regular customers around him toasted to him, and they all agreed, and one of them said, yes, that girl's eyes are full of light when she looks at you.

He walks the streets of Sicily alone.Every slab here looked familiar, as if he had walked with her before.For so many years, she has bought food from every small store, so the owner and diners of every store are asking him, where is your beautiful girlfriend?It turns out that she is also beautiful in the eyes of others. The smiling and generous oriental girl they said sounds really strange.Did they know she was a mafia too?

Headache.Unstoppable headache.Pain makes people irritable and makes people not want to think too much about other things.

— Squalo, you stop adding to our Balian bill.

—Trash Shark, stand up.

——Hehehe, if you don’t want to live anymore, let the prince kill you.

"Hey!! If you are so free, get out of here and go to work!! And the bastard BOSS... Hiss—what are you doing! Damn it!!"

Headache.Still have a headache.

He bought desserts, bought a lot, put them in the refrigerator for a while, poured them out, and bought them again.He pays her rent on the apartment.He watered her flowers, but the stupid trash plants died anyway.Her goldfish also died.After all, he doesn't know how to raise things at all.It turned out that he didn't know how to raise things at all.

He once thought that if he didn't support her, that idiot would starve himself to death.But in fact, he doesn't raise anything at all.

Have a headache all the time.

He started drying his hair himself, instead of waiting for it to dry itself like before, or someone would come and blow it for him, and he would say cherish it while drying, such a beautiful hair that no one else wants to have.He deposits money in her account and does not allow others to apply for a death declaration.

— What a waste of money.

—What do you think you are doing?

— Garbage shark, go away.

--Meaningless.

Not many things in this world make sense.He met Luna when he was 11 years old and they have been together ever since.We've been together for ten years.The sudden disappearance of such a person is like cutting his life in half, and cutting off half of his flesh and blood; and he gradually realizes that in the next ten years, the third decade, until At the end of life, this person will never appear again.

Does this matter make sense?

It's all meaningless things, so he can do whatever he wants.Meaning is not required.

headache.It hurts all the time.

But the pain is get used to.Used to it.

Destiny - if there is such a thing, then - is strange.Always interrupt your "original thought" in a rude way, overthrowing the past plans, and again and again.

He thought he could protect Luna, but he didn't; he thought he lost her, but she came back to him.

From Italy to Japan, he followed the trail of Vongola's ring all the way; what he thought was easy, but gradually moved in an uncontrollable and weird direction.The boss he selected wants to participate in the boring battle for the ring and play games with the little ghosts, so let's play.Anyway, if the remaining life is not used to do these things that he always thinks are extremely important, what else can he use it for?

He has nothing else to do, and no one else to protect him.

On that battlefield full of sea water, his headache became more and more severe.However, when he saw the shark swimming, he suddenly felt that this was not bad.He remembered that in the past many years, there was always a foolish shark who called him a foolish shark. If she knew that she would end up being a shark's food, would she laugh?

...Probably not.You can cry, you can scold him while crying.When he cut off his own left hand, she slapped him severely; every time he was hurt, she also looked at him with angry eyes.Even if XANXUS threw something on his head, she could live alone for half a day.

Thinking about it now, I was really an idiot in the past, that idiot has already shown it so clearly, doesn't it mean that he doesn't know anything if she doesn't tell her?

My head hurts...but it will be gone soon.It doesn't hurt to die, probably.

No one ever told him that he would see hallucinations before he died.He thought he would see her again after he died.She was the same, the same, with the innocent goofy eyes, the sullen "I hate you, Spelby Squalo," and the smell of chocolate on her lips when they kissed.

She is so cute.This idiot... is so cute.

He thought it was hallucination.Besides the hallucinations before death, what else could make him see her?

When he woke up in the hospital the next day and found her sleeping peacefully beside him, he was really stunned for a long time.Then, it took him a long time to make sure she was a real being, and not his headache finally causing him to go insane.

When he calls him, she will respond, and will carefully say that she has amnesia, with a very guilty and embarrassed look.He said something, it was just a very common sentence in my impression, but she just laughed.

It is his favorite smile: the eyes are slightly bent, and the beautiful face is innocent as if it has never been hurt.

It was the smile he thought she would never show him again.She had admitted that she would never forgive him again.But now she not only came back to him, but also smiled at him, kissed him tenderly and patiently, and breathed warmly and steadily.

He had an idea: It's okay not to remember.

Luna, who lost her memory, was so gentle that he was at a loss.She smiled, spoke softly, even though she pretended to be fierce and scolded him, her eyes were slightly bent.She washed his hair and kissed his eyes to make him close them, her lips were incredibly soft.

... If she could smile at him like this all the time, as if all barriers, disagreements, and stalemates never existed, then it would be fine not to remember.He alone can remember.

She is as gentle as a phantom.While saying that they are different people so it is best to separate, hug him and say "I love you".He had never been successful in the past, he had never been able to get her to say it directly, but now she said it, and said it clearly, and more than once.He wondered for a moment whether she would evaporate out of thin air, so he could only hold her tightly in his arms; it was night, and from the window of the hospital, it was a night scene unique to small towns: what time were the lights, stars twinkling, mountains The silhouette reminded him of Italy.

"I love you too……"

They have known each other for 11 years.In No. 11, he was finally able to tell the truth; he had thought it was boring, stupid, impossible to happen to him, and had been reluctant to admit it.But now he was able to speak, and it was smooth, even hollow.

Probably because, as he said those words, he also remembered that there was a battle going on tonight in which he was supposed to be involved.

"...but we all love ourselves more."

She wasn't a phantom, but his momentary weakness was.Those weak evasions—all phantoms.He decided his life direction a long time ago. No matter how painful it is, he will walk in the established direction and climb over it.

So does Luna.So does his Luna.

No change.will not change.The differences between them will never change.