[Tutor Squalo] Moon and Shark

Talking about going to watch the battle at night, in fact, I just went to maintain the battlefield as usual, and didn't stay there to watch the battle for the rest of the time.Firstly, I'm really not interested in this kind of life-and-death competition accompanied by the Declaration of Secondary School, and secondly, I hate the Balians there, and I don't want to see them more.

Squalo didn't ask any questions either.I thought he would ask, but he didn't. Even when Dino came to tell us the result of the battle, he acted very calmly, and at most he yelled a few stupid speeches like "it's not over yet, rubbish". There is no more.Every time Dino told us the result remotely, I just sat and waited with my chin in my hand. Today I heard him say that Wushou lost the battle with Balian, and tomorrow he said that Yunshou lost the battle with Balian again. Thinking of the ninth generation of Pengel in the big robot, wow, it turned out that XANXUS, an unfilial son, installed his father in it as an energy source.

I didn't feel anything when I heard it, probably in my heart before, Kudaime was not a good person either.But Dino said Jiudaime was very good to XANXUS, so I can't understand why that psycho would do such a thing.

I asked Squalo this question.I thought he would spit out some trash talk on me and make a few statements about the Second Second Declaration, but I didn’t expect him to sit there in a daze for a while, and then told me in a normal voice, even if he gave the reason, I would not will understand.Because I asked him long ago and refused to agree with their reasoning for years after that.

"That's it." I thought for a while, and I understood, "It means that we are not the same kind of people. You and XANXUS are the same kind of person, and I, I'm probably more similar to Dino or Sawada Tsunayoshi. Birds of a feather flock together The principle of dividing people into groups, we should divide..."

He opened his wound roughly again and interrupted me with a kiss.He kissed very hard, without doubt or without explanation, as if he was very angry and resistant to something; logically I hate this tough style, but I hesitated at that time and still did not refuse him.

For some reason, when I responded to him, I felt a little pitiful for him.Or I'm poor too.

...No, actually I know why.We are all compromising with each other, but there is so little room for us to compromise.Skim the pitiful little space, and the rest are all unshakable principles.

Even if I didn't say that sentence, even if he forbids me to say it, shouldn't we know it well?

——we should separate, and each take diametrically opposed paths.

But wait a little longer.Just like this starry night, in a quiet place like Bingsheng Town, in a hospital ward with the smell of disinfectant floating, when I also choose to hug him, I also want to feel his body temperature for a while longer , the rise and fall of the breath, and the shape of the body.

Burying my face into his hair feels soft and smooth, just as I imagined.During the day, I insisted on washing his hair. He had no choice but to lie there and let me wash and dry his long hair little by little.Every half a minute he impatiently asked me if I was alright, and I told him not yet, and he would snort angrily, but in the end he lay there obediently, only holding his eyes upside down. Look at me in the direction.I asked him to close his eyes and be careful of the foam splashing in, and he accused me that if I was more careful, it would not happen.I was so annoyed by this uncooperative shark, I simply kissed him on the eye, but I didn't expect this trick to have a miraculous effect, and he immediately closed his eyes.It's just that when I open it again after a while, I have to kiss him again.It was a childish game, but he didn't mind it, so he kept playing it.When I said it was finished, he looked a little regretful.

At that time, I looked at the man with the bandages still on, and thought he was so harmless lying in front of me, and I couldn't tell at all that he could be a fierce and bloodthirsty shark when he swung his sword.I suddenly had an impossible wish.I think it would be nice if it could always be like this.

And at night, when the battle for the ring unfolded in Bingsheng Middle School, which we couldn't see, and we heard the news from Dino, all the wind and sand of reality flew back, erasing the dreams and conjectures of the day.

On this night, I held Squalo and buried my face in his hair.All of a sudden I'm not sure; I'm really, really confused.

"Squalo," I asked him, "why is this happening? Isn't it easy for two people to be together? I love you, and if you love me too, wouldn't it be nice if we were together?"

What is it that stands between us?The last moment I seemed to understand very well, but this moment I am so confused.

I remember him tightening his arms.Every time Squalo hugged me, he always hugged me tightly, regardless of whether it opened his own wounds or not.

"Say it again." He whispered, instead of answering my question, he made a request first, "Luna, say it again."

I know what he wants to hear.I can't think of any reason why I should refuse to answer.

"I love you." I said.

"Say it again."

"I love you."

He was silent for a while, tightening his arms even more in the silence.I was a little worried about his injury, but he held my head and put his lips next to my ear.For a brief moment, I had a great illusion; I thought he was crying.But in fact, he just took a deep breath, and when he spoke, his breath was steady and his voice was very calm; people who want to cry will not be so calm.

"I love you too." He paused, his voice lowered, "But Luna, we all love ourselves more. We are such selfish people. You or I are the ones who put ourselves first .”

He is right.Even if I didn't think of anything at the time, I could understand what he meant.On the surface, it seems that our conflicts come from XANXUS's capriciousness and cruelty, but in fact, it was Squalo who chose him; just like I also chose how to spend my life.From beginning to end, there is nothing between us but ourselves.

His hair still smelled of the day's shampoo.I bought it at the convenience store in front of the hospital, and it is the one I have used frequently in the past six months.Until now, those mediocre aromas still remain on his beautiful hair, and by tomorrow, they will all be gone, as if they never appeared.

"...I bet that's the most philosophical thing you've ever said." I figured it was time to laugh, so I did, "So, we've got a deal?"

Squalo slightly distanced the distance between us, his gray-blue eyeballs were like two fixed lights, and two hidden sword lights that could be unsheathed at any time.He was expressionless, but suddenly he laughed.A shark's laugh; a very Squalo laugh.

"I don't make deals," he said. "No matter what you think, Luna, I won't let you go. I'll hold on to you. I'll hold on to you even if we torture each other. Don't you Delusion can get rid of me."

I thought about it.

"Sure enough, you are the kind of person I hate." I told him honestly, "But..."

Before his eyebrows frowned even tighter, I offered to kiss him.Between the brows, and the lips.

"However, since I said I love you, it can only prove that if you are not such a person, I will not love you either. Whatever you do, I have my own way of coping anyway. Torturing each other is fine, Whatever else, if this is destined to be our future, I'll accept it even if it bothers me. It's my choice."

"Love cannot be forced. I choose to love you myself, so no matter what you have done or will do, I will never regret loving you."

He was silent again for a long time.And it was like that again, hugging me very tightly, not allowing me to see his expression.Finally he said so.

"Luna, don't just say you like anyone else in the future." He said in an overly restrained tone, "Even if you are just joking, I will kill the person you mentioned. Jumping Martino also Well, anyone else, I'll kill him."

"Oh, what about XANXUS."

He stopped me and whispered an annoyed "Hello" in my ear.I couldn't help laughing.

Then, Dino rushed to the hospital and said that because Kudaime was seriously injured, Sawada Tsunayoshi was very angry, and officially married XANXUS.In other words, the big space battle between the leaders of the two sides is about to begin.If XANXUS wins in the end, I think most of the people present will die, including me.

I saw the change in Squalo's eyes and believed he saw mine too.

"It came so fast, didn't it." I smiled, "The so-called choice, the so-called mutual torture."

The author has something to say: sweet or abusive, I can't say... But I wrote this article so fast that I was afraid! !