[Tutor Squalo] Moon and Shark

I was beaten obediently and did not resist.I figured it out like this, if I resist, the nature of this matter can be raised to the level of a traitor, so according to the family rules, throwing a meat grinder is fine; if I don't resist, this matter can still be discussed, Qualitative as a work error.Look, if you make a mistake and feel guilty, you will be beaten obediently.

The boss actually slapped me in the face, it hurt so much, alas.

With a gun pointed to my forehead, my mind is full of these messy thoughts.I also thought, I saw a discussion a long time ago, someone curiously asked you what was the moment when you were closest to death, how did you feel at that time, it seems that someone pretended to be pointed at with a gun, and only then did he realize the mightiness he thought before Magnificence is all fake.Guns bring extreme fear to people, probably like an antelope just before its neck is bitten off.

Then I thought again, if the superior didn't plan to deal with it lightly this time, if he just pulled the trigger like this - what would happen?After death, will I be forever ignorant, or will I have another life that I can't imagine now?

I don't want to die.But if I have to choose, then I choose to be forever ignorant.It's tiring to live.

Thinking about it later, since I still don’t want to die, since I still want to live, then of course I would also be afraid when a gun is pointed at my head; this is the instinct of a creature.I thought of the woman I let go. She cried so much that she begged that she was still young and didn’t want to die. She kept making noises. It sounded a bit noisy, but in essence the voice was the same as my silence now.

The same.

The superior asked me, do you know what I did.I said I know.He asked again if you had colluded with each other beforehand.I said no.He said that's why, once he finished speaking, and then jumped sentence by sentence, I will kill you now.

"I think she's quite pitiful... She doesn't know anything, she's just too stupid and too greedy. But after all, she didn't harm anyone." I thought, all the people I killed in one night More than her, there are many people who killed more people than her in one night, so why should she die instead of others?

"And she's beautiful," I added.

The superior beat me up again.He was such a violent man, but that's what the Mafia is all about.

Another slap in the face, it really hurts.But it’s okay if it hurts, because it means you’re still alive.Even though living means suffering, you still have to live, and you have to hold on to all the happy things, no matter how small the happiness is.

It's like I tasted the taste of my own blood, slightly sweet with the smell of rust.I want to wait out, and if I'm still alive, I'll go get some ice cream.Italian Gelato is delicious, I want pistachio and chocolate.

During the period, the superior answered a phone call, which was very short. After he hung up, he said that Jiudaimu would not kill me. He also believed that I was just suffering from stupid soft-heartedness instead of colluding with foreign enemies. However, in terms of form and procedure, It is still necessary to go through the punishment that should be given to suspected traitors.

That is torture.

I was already sitting crookedly on the ground at that time, looking up at the high iron windows and the sky behind the bars that were divided into fragments by the railings.Sicily can also have cloudy days, with clouds so heavy that there isn't even a hint of blue.I suddenly want to go to Tuscany. There is a famous movie called "Under the Tuscan Sun", which I haven't seen yet.Maybe I can go to Tuscany to see this one.

"Ok." I said.

At this time—at that time, the door of the torture room was kicked open.The superior turned his head to look at the people, and I was still looking at the sky. It didn't matter who came, I felt the same, and I was still me.That's who I am, living this life, experiencing all the things that a person like me is bound to encounter.

"—Get out of the way! Leave that idiot to me!!"

As I said just now, the superior slapped me in the face twice, right? I think it may have damaged my hearing a bit, because for the first time, I felt that the shark's loud voice was nothing, and the volume was very normal. In this cold and dark place The echoes from the torture chamber were also normal.

The superior is the confidant of Jiudaimu, and he is also a cautious and steady faction.His attitude towards Balian tends to stay away from them, and he is not willing to conflict with them easily.I can understand that, firstly, Balian is too powerful (even though their first and second in command are extremely young), and secondly, XANXUS actually planned and implemented the usurpation, killing a lot of family members, but in the end, Balian The officer corps was unharmed, and XANXUS was only imprisoned rather than executed.

It's really unfair to think about it. Whether there is nepotism or not, the treatment is different.But XANXUS aside, how can this shark, who is the same age as me and a classmate with me, do so much better than me now?I am obviously not weaker than him.Alas, unhappy, the world is not fair, the world is not worth it.

"Balrian..."

"Stop talking nonsense!! That naive, weak and stupid scum over there, stop pretending to be dead and get up!!"

Squalo was very angry, swiping the sword a few times "swish swish swish" made the surrounding dust fly.My nose itched and I couldn't help sneezing.

"—Isn't this still alive!!"

Completely ignoring my superior, he just jumped over and squatted in front of me to size me up.I touched my nose, but accidentally touched the wound, and said good morning to him with a "hiss".

"It's already noon, you idiot." He spouted a trash talk relentlessly, and fixedly looked at me with his gray-blue eyes squinted.The light from the sky through the bars shone on his face, making his eyes look like some kind of clear glass balls.

"Shark, I see," I coughed, "your eyes are like children's marbles."

"...You really are an idiot!!"

He suddenly picked me up and walked out.For a moment, I caught a glimpse of the strange expression of the superior, and thought to myself that the script is wrong, why is Romeo and Juliet next?Or evil?Or set off a flourishing fireworks for you?Wait, what the hell is this at the end, I can't remember.

The superior stood beside him, his nasolabial folds deeply wrinkled, extremely serious.Is Balian going to take over this, he asks.

"Didn't Kudaime personally write the name of this idiot on our list!!" Squalo turned his head and shouted (in a normal voice for him), "Then, of course torture is what we are best at!! What are you doing, looking down on us Balian, rubbish!!"

That's it, I'm relieved.The script is still the same script, there is nothing wrong with it.

When we were approaching Balian, I asked Squalo, who is the torturer in your team?Is it the gloomy illusionist, or the pervert who always smiles and uses a knife?

Squalo stared down at me, darkly.

"I'll come." He said succinctly.

The volume is really... never more normal.

"That's right..." I felt a little tired, so I huddled in his arms and closed my eyes to rest, "Then I can rest assured."

He seemed to have paused in his steps and tightened his arms.I remember a little pain as the wound was tightened.Like I remember it.I can't remember.

"Luna," he asked, "why did you let that woman go? Did you see her, or did you raise her?"

"Not at all... But, don't you think she looks a lot like Marlena?" When it comes to my favorite things, I am a little happy, and thinking that this proud shark has actually seen that movie—although I flipped the table after halfway through it—I was even happier.

"Marlena is Monica Bellucci, she is really beautiful." I said, "That woman is not as good-looking as her, but she is also beautiful..." Although she is not beautiful when she cries.

"Luna, you idiot!!! Garbage!! You bastard, because of this..."

He seemed about to explode.I was a little close to him, so I could only rub my poor ears and say, let’s not talk, can you be considerate of the injured, especially a poor person who is about to be injured more seriously.

Squalo stood there coldly, looking at me coldly.After a while, he started again, waiting for me to walk to the torture chamber that belonged to their Balian.

"You are a hopeless piece of rubbish, and one day you will die for trivial reasons." His complexion was scary, and his voice was scary normal, as if some flammable and explosive substances were tightly compressed together, There is this dangerous, oppressive calm.

He kicked open the door and cursed.

Then he said, "Me too."

what?

……I have no idea.

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