Fragrant honey ashes like frost, my life wishes to lead the dust

Not far from Xuanji Palace is Luoxing Tan, Runyu stands alone on the white bridge with her hands behind her back, childhood memories come to mind.

Although it was just scattered fragments, they were all bad memories. He remembered that he was always bullied by friends of the same age. No, in their eyes, he was just a horned alien, how could he be considered a friend!

Runyu laughed at herself, tightly clenched her hands under her sleeves to suppress her emotions.

After returning to the heaven, Bai Xi came to Luoxing Tan to find Runyu. Bai Xi knew that Runyu's memory of the day's events had slowly recovered.

She didn't even return to Xuanji Palace, she knew that as long as there was something on her mind, he would come to Luoxingtan whenever she was unhappy.

Looking at Runyu's back, Bai Xi's heart ached as if being grabbed by her hands, she slowly walked up the white bridge and stood beside Runyu, "I've seen Suli come on."

Hearing this, Runyu looked sideways at Bai Xi's prophecy but didn't know what to say, "She, she's okay."

Holding Runyu's hand, "Runyu, do you want to see her very much, do you have a lot to ask her?"

Looking into Bai Xi's eyes, Runyu took her hand back, wrapping her tightly around her, "Xi'er, I..."

Bai Xi covered Runyu's thin lips with her feet, "Don't say anything, just follow your heart in everything, and don't do things against your will."

Runyu raised her hand and pulled Bai Xi's hand over her heart, "Xi'er, I want to see her."

Bai Xi nodded, "Okay, I'll accompany you."

Runyu and Bai Xi stepped into Dongting Lake again, and Runyu stopped every step. Every scene and thing in Dongting Lake was a painful memory for Runyu.

When he was young, he was squeezed out by the little carps in the lake. His mother gouged out the dragon's horns and scraped off the dragon's scales in order to conceal his real body. He didn't understand why his mother would do this to him.

Thinking of the pain at that time, Runyu's hands were trembling, and suddenly Runyu's hands tightened and calmed down, and continued to walk forward.

Seeing Runyu like this, Bai Xi felt extremely regretful and took Runyu's hand and walked back.

Runyu turned around and looked at Bai Xi, "It's okay."

As the two walked in front of the door, Runyu's memory came back to his childhood again. He saw Suli walking towards him step by step, "Li'er, good boy, you will be like them in a while."

Suli ruthlessly swiped the knife and gouged out Runyu's horns, "You are a red carp, not a little dragon, and now you are just like them." Suli touched Runyu's wound, "Go, play with them."

Runyu's whole body was shaking, her expression was in a daze, Bai Xi hugged Runyu, "Don't think about it anymore, let's go back, shall we?"

She was wrong, maybe it's best to forget those memories, maybe Runyu shouldn't have come at all.

Runyu hugged Bai Xi tightly, and heard Bai Xi keep saying that I was wrong in her arms.

Runyu gradually pulled back her thoughts and looked up at the door plaque, "Yun Mengze...isn't it Li Ze..."

"Xi'er, I'm fine, let's go!"

The door opened slowly, and Yanyou came out and made a gesture of invitation, "The hall is finally waiting for you."

Runyu took Bai Xi's hand and walked into Yunmeng Lake.

Behind the blue gauze curtain in Yunmengze came the sound of the piano, and Su Li, who was dressed in red, was playing on the strings with her slender hands, and a child in white was sitting next to her with a pastry in his hand.

Yanyou took a step forward but was stopped by Runyu raising his hand. Runyu took a deep breath, held Bai Xi's hand tightly, adjusted his mood and nodded to Yanyou.

Yanyou took another step forward, "Benefactor, Your Highness Ye Shen is asking to see you."

As soon as these words came out, the sound of the piano stopped right away, and Su Li pressed down on the strings with his panicked hands.The children next to him were also taken aback.

There was a moment of silence in Yunmeng Lake, Yanyou stepped forward to raise the gauze curtain for Runyu, seeing that it was too late for Runyu Suli to escape, Suli had to turn his back.

Then Runyu knelt down and said respectfully, "My Lord Dongting, the little god Runyu is being polite." He bowed down and bowed deeply to Suli.

Bai Xi bowed slightly, "Bai Xi has seen the fairy."

Suli always turned his back to Runyu, with a flustered expression, "Why did God do such a great gift, it's ruining my concubine's life."

Runyu got up, "Do what you should do, and the gods can afford it."

Runyu took out a pair of Danqing from her sleeve, "The little god is confused, so I ask the immortal to enlighten me."

Suli always turned her back to Runyu: "I have lived in a shabby room for a long time, isolated from the world, and God is afraid that I have asked the wrong person."

Runyu unfolded the scroll, "Recently, I came across a painting by accident. I have heard for a long time that the emperor of Dongting has a good knowledge of the past and the present. Today, I am here to enlighten you."

Suli glanced sideways at Danqing without saying a word, and the child next to him saw the person in the painting, "Hey, mother." The child looked at Suli and realized that he had said something wrong, and quickly covered his mouth with his hand.

Runyu turned to look at Yanyou, "Can I have a conversation with Mr. Dongting alone."

Yanyou knew how to lead the child out of Yunmengze.

Bai Xi looked worriedly at Runyu and turned to leave, but she was stopped by Runyu.Bai Xi was startled, and Runyu shook her head slightly to signal Bai Xi to stay.

There were only three people left in the gauze curtain, and the silence of the three was very awkward.

Suli calmed down and turned around to break the silence, "I don't know Danqing, I'm afraid I will disappoint God."

Runyu looked at Danqing, "The string of spirit fire beads on the woman's wrist in the painting is the most precious treasure in the heavens. There are only two of them in the world. One was hired by the Emperor of Heaven when he was married, and the other was given to the woman in the painting. Shark bead red rustle, meet and never leave, this line of Tibetan poem vows to each other is deeply affectionate, the word rustle must be familiar to the immortals!"

"I..." The woman in red was speechless,

"The inscription is the alias 'Beichen Jun' of His Majesty the Emperor of Heaven in his early years. This title is only used by people who are very close to him. Who can get a portrait painted by the Emperor of Heaven himself, and write a poem with his alias to express his affection."

"When the Mouse Immortal was on trial, he mentioned the taboo of Suli's name many times. The Heavenly Emperor and Empress looked very abnormal. It must be self-evident what kind of relationship this Fairy Suli has with the Heavenly Emperor."

"Xiaoshen has been studying hard in the Provincial Economic Pavilion since he was a child. He has never forgotten the characters and anecdotes of the six realms. Only the word Suli seems to have been heard before, but he has no impression. It is the same as my childhood memory, without a trace. , It seems that this Fairy Suli is an old friend with a deep relationship when I was young. Someone deliberately erased my childhood memories, and forgot this person and this name together.

I'm sorry Li'er, my mother is on a road of no return, and I can't implicate you.

Bai Xi looked at Suli, don't you understand even now?Under the nest, there are eggs.

"God has thought too much."

Runyu didn't expect this to be the case, the woman in front of him still refused to recognize him.

"Is it really me who is overthinking? The dragon clan of the Heavenly Emperor practices fire spells, and the little god is also a dragon clan, but he practices water spells. From this, it can be inferred that the birth mother of the little god is a member of the water clan, and the fairy Suli in this painting, Treading the waves to catch fish, most of them also come from the aquarium, and the shark beads mentioned in the poem are the mermaid tears, and it happens that the little god also has a string, which he carried since childhood and has never left his body."

Suli pretended to be indifferent and said: "Sulli is already dead, so why should God go into it further."

"That day when the mouse fairy went to die, it seemed that he had planned for a long time to avenge the dead fairy Suli. On the surface, he also alienated the emperor and empress, and severely defeated the bird clan. But in the eyes of the little god, this layout lacked some rules and foresight In fact, it didn't really shake the foundation of the bird clan. It was more like the method of sacrificing the mouse fairy's golden cicada to escape its shell when the Queen of Heaven was in trouble. Tracing back to the source, the only explanation is that Suli didn't die. , planned actions again and again to target the queen."

Suli was very relieved to hear Runyu's words, my carp had grown up, "Yeshen's many inferences are nothing but inferences, God please come back!"

Runyu laughed at herself, and opened her skirt, "This is the scar left by my mother when she scraped my scales back then. The scales in other places have grown out, but this piece of skin with reversed scales is the scar of my life! The scar of my life! pain!"

Looking at the hideous scar on Runyu's chest, Bai Xi's heart was pierced like a knife. He must have been in so much pain at that time, and the dragon's reverse scales did not touch him, and how he endured the torment again and again.

Suli swept the things on the table like a madman, "Don't say any more, your mother died long ago, I am not your mother, and you are not my son."

When the 'dang' guqin fell to the ground, the strings broke, just like Runyu's heart at this time.

Runyu knelt heavily in front of Suli, "The one who gave birth to me, the one who destroyed me, and the one who abandoned me are all my mother. I will pray again today to repay the kindness of my birth mother for nurturing me!"

Suli stepped forward and pulled Bai Xi, "Go, take him away quickly, I don't want to see you again." Suli was hysterical, "Go, you go."

Runyu got up and pulled Bai Xi to lift the gauze curtain.

Su Li within the curtain could no longer restrain herself from calling softly, "Li'er."

Hearing Suli's shout, Runyu stopped, closed her eyes slightly, and took a deep breath, Xi'er, luckily I still have you.

Outside the door, Yanyou led the child to watch Runyu come out, and walked out step by step without saying a word. The steps were heavy and full of sadness, which made people unable to open their mouths.

Bai Xi stopped in front of Yanyou, looked at Runyu who was walking forward, and said, "Please Yanyou, please help me pass a sentence to the fairy. The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and the child wants to support but does not want to be loved."

Chui Mou looked at Li'er and reminded, "Tian Hou has many eyes and ears, this place is no longer safe, you should leave quickly."

After all, Suli is Runyu's biological mother, so she cannot just watch her die tragically.Originally thought that yesterday's remark would wake Suli up, but she still didn't want to recognize Runyu.

Bai Xi catches up to Runyu and holds his hand.Runyu turned around and looked at Bai Xi with a desolate smile, and tears fell quietly, dripping on their tightly clasped hands.

When Runyu walked away, there was an idiotic shout from Yunmeng Lake, "Li'er, Li'er!"

The child next to Yanyou was unknown, so he pulled the corner of Yanyou's clothes, "Brother Yanyou, mother is calling me"

Yanyou squatted down, "No, she is calling the real carp."

Li'er tilted her head and asked in doubt, "The real Li'er? Am I not Li'er?"

Yanyou looked inside the cave and shook his head, "We are all carps, but not the carps in her heart."

At that time, the child was a little dizzy when he heard that it was a carp and not a carp.

Yanyou patted the child's head, "Go and play.

The child was no longer entangled in Li'er's question, and turned away from Yanyou.

Yanyou stepped into the cave, Suli called Li'er for a while, and denied it desperately for a while.

Yanyou took a step forward, cupped his hands and said, "Mother, Bai Xi asked me to tell you that the tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and the child wants to be raised but will not be loved."

Suli was startled when he heard this, and stood up to look at Yanyou.

"Also, Bai Xi said that Queen of Heaven has many eyes and ears, so let us leave quickly."

Suli wiped away her tears, "Leave, I can still go there, I have been hiding for thousands of years, I can't recognize my son, I have nowhere to complain..."

Susu left his hand and gently stroked Yanyou's face, "Mother Yanyou has been sorry to you for so many years, I am not a good mother, you can take Li'er away, the farther you go, the better."

How long has it been since my mother talked to me like this, Yanyou knelt down, "Mother, what about you?" After all, Yanyou still hasn't called mother like he did when he was a child, and some things will not go away after all.

Suli didn't answer and walked into the curtain in a daze, I don't want to hide anymore, it's time to settle all the grievances.

If you dare to come, Tuyao, then we will die together. It is time for you to pay back the blood debt of several thousand. Father, brother, I will ask you for your sins in a short time.