Heavenly Confidential

Love cut off, do not want to recall sad, sad, heart like a snake, heart like crumbs.

The nightmare formed a sympathetic knot, the blood and tears in my heart kept pouring out, not stopping, outside the wine pool, the withering wind and the waning moon

I am Daji, and I am not Daji.

I was originally a nine-tailed white fox who had practiced for thousands of years in the mountains. I didn’t have a name. Even when I lived with my first master, they never gave me a name, they just called me little fox.Little fox, maybe this is the most suitable name for me.But this name was completely buried after I entered the palace instead of Su Hu's daughter Su Daji.What is buried at the same time is the innocence that has been smoothed by time.

The name of my first master was Hou Yi, yes, it was the famous hero Hou Yi who shot the sun in the legend.When I first met him, I was besieged by wolves, and I was very embarrassed. He rescued me and took me home to his wife, Chang'e, to take care of me.His wife is indeed a very beautiful woman, but it was also because she was too beautiful that it caused the tragedy between them.I don't want to talk about the turmoil between him and his wife Chang'e, and I don't want to judge who is right and who is wrong between them.Because the love in this world is only willing and unwilling, there is no right or wrong, and there is no should or should. These are all things I only understood after I got to know Xin Shou.

At the beginning, Hou Yi exhausted his spiritual power to help Chang'e digest the elixir that she had stolen from her body, and died.I will never forget the despaired expression of the master still sitting on the corridor looking at the moon when he was dying.At that time, I really hated Chang'e.Why can she stay in the sky and be her moon palace fairy when the master died for her? !I swear that I will kill Chang'e in this life to avenge my master.Therefore, I devoted myself to cultivating for thousands of years in the center of the mountain, hoping that one day I would be able to ascend to immortality and go to the moon palace to kill Chang'e who killed my master.But slowly I discovered that becoming an immortal is really not such a simple matter. If I don't experience the catastrophe, no matter how long I have practiced, I am just a demon!Just when I was most helpless, Empress Nuwa appeared and she gave me a chance. She promised me that as long as I help her destroy the Shang Dynasty, she would let me ascend to immortality.I admit that I was really dazzled by hatred at the time and agreed to Nuwa Empress to do this, but the strange thing is that until now I still have no regrets, because it was this wrong obsession that made me meet Him, suffer.

I knew that my mission was to confuse a young mortal king, known as King Zhou.I heard that he is a very violent person, he likes to kill, and he is very cruel.I think my task should be easy to complete, because such a person can provoke many bad things without my effort.

Later results proved that what I thought was right at the beginning, he was indeed a person who was easy to be provoked. You see, he didn't believe what I said during the Conferred God War. Did he agree with what I said?Whether right or wrong, he just nodded and agreed, even the wine pool and meat forest, he knew it was wrong, he still built it for me.

I remember the first time I saw him, he was sitting high on the dragon chair of the emperor, accepting the worship of me and Su Hu, his young face was full of pride, but when his eyes fell on my face, that The arrogant domineering instantly turned into an obsession.I am dismissive of this obsession, and it can even be said to be a little disgusting, but it is just an idiot who is greedy for beauty!

At that time, I really thought that my task would be easy to complete. Isn't a slut who is greedy for beauty the best thing in the world to deal with? !As long as I'm beautiful and gentle enough, are you afraid that he won't be intoxicated by my gentleness?Are you afraid that he won't listen to me? !So I started my plan full of confidence. I encouraged him to kill Zhongliang and kill innocent people indiscriminately. He would do whatever I said!I asked him to cut off the human legs to see the bone marrow, and he chopped them off. If I wanted to see if the child in the pregnant woman's belly was a boy or a girl, he ordered someone to peel off the pregnant woman's belly for me to see.Slowly, the entire Shang Dynasty was turned into a mess by me. His people turned from calling me a disaster to rebellion. He also knew that it was all because of me, but he was not willing to criticize me half a point.Since he didn't say it, I didn't say it on purpose.I want to see how long he can bear me?I just don't believe that beauty is so attractive?

I am a fox, the difference is that I am a fox who has practiced for thousands of years and has gradually become human. I will be moved by him holding hands in the middle of the night and begging me to call him by his nickname Xinshou, and I will be touched by him in the imperial garden. Give me the hairpin with my own hands, and sometimes I will be moved by his promise of "As long as you say you like it, even if it is my life, I will give it to you without hesitation", and will be moved by his careful care every time .Gradually, I began to feel unbearable towards him, and I began to hope that he would drive me away, so I deliberately picked Bo Yikao, the son of King Wen of Zhou, to make him jealous, but he was really jealous, and he chopped Bo Yikao into pieces I ordered the meat sauce, but I didn't feel half harsh on me.Afterwards, I created terrible tortures such as burning and potting. I wanted to let him know what a vicious woman I was, and make him afraid to stay away from me, but he just said lightly, as long as you like it.

I like it? !I really like it?I once stared into Xin Shou's eyes and asked, and he nodded.Then I said, I want to eat Bigan's heart.Then Bigan's heart appeared in front of my eyes.I said, I like the queen's eyes, and I want the queen's eyeballs, so his first wife's eyeballs were brought to me.

I said, you know that you will lose the world because you spoil me.

He said, I know it would be tasteless to own the world without you.

I said, you know I am a very poisonous woman.

He laughed, I am also a vicious man, we are mutual.

Afterwards, the days were still passing day by day, and the Shang Dynasty was also weakening day by day. Yang Jian and the others hit Chaoge, and the Shang Dynasty was finally about to perish. He walked to my Chonghua Palace and stood opposite me as usual. ,Smile.

I said, look, I told you a long time ago that you would lose the world because of me, do you regret it now?

He said, I have already said that it would be boring to own the world without you.

I said, is it because of my beauty?

He said, no, just because you are you.

This is the answer I have thought of but never dared to believe. His liking is just because I am me, and all he believes is because he really likes me.

I said it's not worth it.If you knew the truth, you would hate me.

He just smiles.

I said, I am a fox, a nine-tailed white fox who has cultivated for thousands of years, and my mission is to destroy your world, because you blasphemed the Nuwa Empress.She promised me that as long as I destroy your dynasty, she will turn me into a fairy.

He said, I always thought you were not a mortal woman, but I didn't expect you to be. Fortunately, you are a fox. I was thinking about how to protect you.

I said, don't you hate me?

He laughed, as you said, I was the one who insulted Empress Nuwa, it was my fault, it has nothing to do with you, even if you don't come, there will be someone else.Fortunately, it was you who came.I have been very happy with you for the past few years.

I laughed too, yes, I would rather be the one who destroys you and your world with my own hands than someone else.

He laughs, I know.But now I'm leaving, I've guarded you for so long, now I'm going to guard my dynasty.But can I hug you again before I go?I know you used to think about other things when you were in my arms, but this time it's just about me, okay?

I nodded, enjoying his embrace for the first time with all my heart, feeling a little sad, this is the last time I lie in his embrace, it turns out that his embrace is so warm, I have never felt it with my heart before.I heard him say in my ear, live well.Then he let go of me, and resolutely turned around to complete his last mission, martyrdom.

I stood on the highest attic of the Chonghua Palace, watching the fire that burned his body silently. There was no tear in my eyes from beginning to end. I knew that the fire burned the space between me and Xin Shou. All the fate in this life, but I also know that the fire is his arrogance, he can give up the world by himself, or lose the world for me, but he will definitely not become a prisoner of his former courtiers.He would rather die proudly than live humblely.

He is a king, a real king.

Then, I was captured by Yang Jian and the others, and Yang Jian rescued me in the execution ground under the order of Empress Nuwa. I saw Empress Nuwa again, and exchanged my chance of becoming a fairy for Xin Shou to reincarnate.

And I have been imprisoned in Lihun Huahai for thousands of years, and I miss the man who held my hand and asked me to call him Xin Shou in the middle of the night when no one was around... Every day, every day...

Until one day, Yang Jian, whom he hadn't seen for thousands of years, suddenly reappeared in Lihun Huahai with his wife Ao Cunxin, the third princess of Xihai who had been separated from him. This time, I don't know if it's fate or sin...

Regardless of fate or evil, I believe I will jump down without hesitation, just like Xin Shou will do the same.Because, I'm just me, and he's just him. When I meet him, I'm destined to be obsessed with him. There's no reason...