The daily life of being a maid for a wealthy young master

I like you, Lier truthfully said what he wanted to say the most in his heart, and now there is nothing to hide, he just likes Chi Sheng, hates and loves him, he is deeply trapped in it and cannot extricate himself, he hates himself His legs are disabled, and he is willing to rehabilitate Chi Sheng. He wants to step on the same ground and stand at the same height as him. Originally, he wanted to wait for himself to improve before confessing, but now he can't wait. He kissed him impulsively, and if he didn't say it now, he might never have the chance to say it in the future. He said it almost desperately. As for Chi Sheng's reaction, he couldn't care so much.

"You..." Chi Sheng looked at him in disbelief, didn't know what to say, and felt very headache. He had never expected this kind of situation. The wine was already fully awake when the cold wind was blowing outside, and now he couldn't avoid it. In the past, I just thought that Lear had a little affection for him. I was ignorant for a while when I was a teenager. I didn't expect that tonight would become like this. After being confessed by two people one after another, there was no joy in my heart, only shock.

Lear was afraid that he would say something he didn't want to hear, so he quickly said: "Don't reject me in a hurry, you think I'm ridiculous, don't you, do you dislike my bad legs? I will exercise hard and do rehabilitation Yes, it won't cause you any trouble. I can do many things in my life by myself. You must be annoyed by me like this. I know I have a bad temper, and I will change it in the future. Don't you go? I I don't want you to go, I know you don't want to be my assistant, I don't mind if you are my brother's assistant, but don't ignore me, don't be nice to Zhou Chenyi? Wait for me, give me time, I will change OK."

Chi Sheng didn't speak for a while, and he was completely stunned. He was shocked that Lear would say such words, and the words he said were almost humble, with prayers, Lear tonight is too abnormal, this is still the unruly boy?Why are you so strange.

Li Er was waiting for his answer, but Chi Sheng remained silent. Li Er laughed at himself and said, "Everyone will leave me, yes, I am a useless person, not worth mentioning."

Chi Sheng felt inexplicably sad. Lear's self-defeating words reminded him of the time when he was just unemployed. He often felt that he was useless and useless. He knew the feeling of being abandoned and abandoned, and understood the pain, almost desperate, Think about when things will get better.

Chi Sheng couldn't help but comforted him: "Don't think too much, I don't mean to dislike your bad legs, nor do I hate you."

Lear suddenly raised his head to look, his eyes finally became brighter, and he said pleasantly, "Really? Didn't you lie to me to pity me?"

Chi Sheng laughed and said, "Why did I lie to you? If I disliked you, I would turn around and leave the first day I came to your house. Why wait until now?"

He just hates it sometimes, but most of the time he thinks Lear is quite cute. He knows that he is cold outside and hot inside, and he is also very careful. When he bought him a guitar as a gift on his birthday, Chi Sheng felt that this child is not good. As shown on the surface, he dislikes him so much, and he also thoughtfully asked Aunt Mei to cook longevity noodles for him, and waited for him to come back at home. To be honest, he was very moved, so he bought such an expensive gift on Lear's birthday. Give it back to him.

Lear remained silent and didn't speak, as if thinking about the authenticity of Chi Sheng's words. He had always thought that Chi Sheng was pretending to be docile on the surface, but secretly hated him. Even so, he still couldn't stop himself I don't like him, but I always have him in my heart. Chi Sheng likes to laugh very much. He has a good personality. Every time he sees him smiling, his mood will get better. Nothing is difficult in his eyes. After getting along for a long time, he is infected by him. Yes, he also wants to live a positive life.

Chi Sheng looked at the time, and it was already one o'clock in the morning. He went hiking during the day, drank some wine at night, and was made such a fuss by Lear when he returned home. , let’s talk about it tomorrow.”

Lear didn't say anything, and he wasn't going to leave, his mind was in a mess right now, how could he be able to sleep, his head was bursting, he didn't want to move at all, he was just going to lie down on the sofa.

Chi Sheng pushed his wheelchair to his side, without saying a word, picked him up and put him on the wheelchair with great effort, pushed the elevator upstairs, carried Lear to the bed, and was about to leave, Lear grabbed him by the corner of his clothes .

Chi Sheng turned around and said, "Don't try to go crazy again, I don't have the strength to get angry anymore, if you go crazy, I'll hit you right away."

"I haven't." Lear curled his lips and said, "I have a headache and can't sleep."

"Ah?" Chi Sheng immediately became nervous. He hit Lear on the head just now, and the strike was quite heavy, so it won't cause any accident, right?He didn't know what to say, he just pushed him to the back of the head last night, and hit him on the head again today, if he becomes a fool, he will have to rely on him for the rest of his life!

Chi Sheng checked his head, and Lear hissed in pain. After Chi Sheng examined it carefully, he said, "There is no wound."

Lear said, "Anyway, it hurts, both inside and outside."

Chi Sheng scolded: "Damn it!" He got up and was about to leave, but Lear held him back and said, "Come with me tonight, it really hurts, I'm afraid no one will know if I die from pain. "

He is very flustered now, he didn't expect what happened tonight to turn out like this, and he has nothing to regret now, he is afraid that Chi Shengsheng won't come back when he wakes up tomorrow, so he wants to watch him, as long as he stays by his side just fine.

Chi Sheng endured and endured, seeing Lear's expectant eyes and painful expression, he rubbed his eyebrows and said, "Are you still weaned?"

Lear couldn't help laughing: "Yes, you are my nanny."

Chi Sheng scolded: "Get out!"

Lear continued: "Don't go away, I won't do anything, I won't do anything to you!"

Chi Sheng was silent for a while, seeing his pitiful appearance with a bruised nose and swollen face, and he didn't pose any threat to him, so after thinking about it, he stayed.

He went to wash up, didn't take off his clothes when he came back, and lay down on the bed. Lear, who was obsessed with cleanliness, frowned slightly. Sheng became angry again, shrank his body, and lay down too, with his eyes open looking at the ceiling, his head hurt so badly that he couldn't fall asleep.

Chi Sheng was very sleepy at first, but now he couldn't fall asleep. Lear was next to him. It was the first time the two had shared the same bed since they had known each other for several months. The key was that such a speechless incident happened just now. I'm so embarrassed that I can't sleep now.

Half an hour later, Li Erte couldn't take it anymore, he felt a burst of pain, it wasn't from being hit by Chi Sheng, it was a pain in his head, he got up lightly, for fear of disturbing Chi Sheng, he opened the bedside table and gave it to him. I took two painkillers and swallowed them. There was no water to drink, and my throat was so dry that it was hard to swallow. There was water in the room, but on the table, he had to crawl for a certain distance. In the middle of the night, he really lost his energy. I didn't want to bother, so I just lay down, my throat was dry and uncomfortable.

In the quiet night, Chi Sheng's voice suddenly sounded: "Do you want to drink water?"

Lear thought he was asleep, but suddenly he made a sound, which was very loud in the empty room, and startled him. Before Chi Sheng could answer, he got up and poured him a glass of water, and Lear took it in a daze. Too much to drink.

Chi Sheng lay down again, tossed and turned, not falling asleep, and said, "It's all your fault, I haven't had insomnia for a long time!"

Lear: "..."

The small light at the bedside is on. Lear is used to sleeping with this light on. There are indeed people in Chi Sheng who can’t sleep with the light on. Comfortable.

He didn't want to think about Lear now, so he turned off the light with a snap, and closed his eyes with his back to Lear.

Lear didn't move, didn't dare to say a word, he was a little scared, but felt that Chi Sheng was next to him, and the heat was coming from his body, he calmed down a little, turned around, stared at Chi Sheng's back in a daze.

After turning off the lights, Chi Sheng didn’t fall asleep. He just lay there for a while, but he couldn’t fall asleep. He thought about having a showdown with Lear. Only after he made things clear, could he fall asleep at ease, and turned to face Lear. , whispered: "Are you asleep?"

Lear: "No."

Chi Sheng: "Tell me what you like about me?"

Lear: "..." For a moment he didn't know where to start, but when he realized it, he was already in love with it.

Chi Sheng waited for a while but didn't get a reply. He regretted asking such a question in his heart. It was too embarrassing, so he said discouragedly, "Forget it."

"I told you not to be angry." Lear's cold voice sounded, and he said slowly: "Actually, I don't know what I like you. When I found out, I was already full of you. I never knew I would I fell in love with men. Before I had a car accident, there were many girls in school who liked me. I didn’t have any feelings for them. It was annoying to be disturbed. After the car accident, I felt that I would never like me again. I have no expectations for this world, walking dead every day, muddling along, life is like a pool of stagnant water, until you appear, I am gradually and involuntarily attracted to you, watching you be stupid, watching you do things, watching you smile I think it's very interesting, I pay attention to your every move unconsciously, I don't know what liking is, I have never liked anyone, I reckon, this is probably liking."

"..." Chi Sheng was shocked beyond words.

Lear continued: "Seeing you and Zhou Chen together, I was so jealous that I went crazy, I even envied everyone who had a good time with you, my brother Jun, young lady, Zhang Wenhan and his younger brother... even I'm also jealous of my brother, why he can be your god, but you don't look at me more, I'm not bad, oh, my legs are useless."

Chi Sheng had mixed feelings in his heart for a moment. He didn't expect Lear to feel this way towards him. He never had such a mood. He only had a relationship once. Er said that in this situation, Zhang Ziming chased him. At that time, he thought he could sing well and was handsome, so they got together for no reason.

In the darkness, Lear's hand stretched out, Chi Sheng didn't know what he was going to do, and was taken aback, but Lier touched his hand on his chest, and said, "I don't want you to like others, I want to You only have me in your eyes, you only think about me, and you also like me like I like you."

Chi Sheng thought to himself: It's over, this child is seriously ill.