Cloud Heart of Fragrant Honey

Ning Yun stared blankly at Runyu's brows and eyes warmed by the candlelight.

She has seen many appearances of Runyu, and the Runyu in her memory is mostly calm, elegant and gentle, quick-witted, eloquent, always with a shallow or deep smile.

When did he start to become cautious, step by step, so inferior and wronged, worrying about gains and losses, and lowering himself into the dust.

Does Runyu feel inferior?Yes.

Is Runyu proud?Yes.

However, at this night, he spread out the most inferior side, and showed her the most timid and soft place.

She wanted to love him, she should love him, but she only felt that the two of them at this moment seemed to be separated by mountains and seas.

Back then, when they chatted by Luoxingtan, they were so carefree, like-minded, and connected with each other?Or, since then, is it just an illusion in her eyes?

He just followed her, pampered her, let her go, and didn't argue with her?

She had doubted this before, but it was clearly revealed in front of her.

When Ning Yun asked him to reconsider the marriage contract, she didn't want such a result. She just hoped very frankly and sincerely that he would have a chance, seriously, and not just rely on a momentary enthusiasm to make a choice.

I hope that he can think more rationally about whether he can face the results of those problems enough, hope that he can make all psychological preparations in advance, and hope that he can stop losses in time.

For thousands of years of loneliness, she was always worried that he was too obsessed. However, it was not herself who pushed him to this point step by step.

In the end, she still hurt him.

However, when Runyu said these words, it might not be a mockery of her self-righteousness.

Why did she need Runyu like this?But can anyone else be blamed for this?

She originally thought that she was the one who understood better of the two, and that she had an obligation to help him and should solve their problems.

She thought she was okay with him, she was sincere enough, she could care about him in every aspect, she could make him more frank and happy, and don't imprison her heart in the night because of a long stay.

However, in fact, it was not enough, she didn't know him enough.

She didn't expect that Runyu was not her, and Runyu wouldn't think according to her ideas. He had his own ideas, and he was always the weak one in this relationship.

Is it in his opinion that she is constantly rejecting him, or even unwilling to be with him?

If you think so, for him, she may have rejected him many times.

Every time he mustered up the courage to promise her, she hurt him more.

She always wanted to leave him a way out, but forgot that he could have a way out, but it couldn't be left for him by her.

That's why she made him feel so uneasy.

She is used to counting victory and defeat first, but she forgot that there are some things that cannot be considered failure at the beginning, such as feelings.If from the beginning, I thought about withdrawing from the relationship calmly, how could I succeed?

It's like saying at the wedding ceremony that if we divorce, we will still be friends, and the other party will not fart.It is self-cultivation to leave the stock market.

In fact, Runyu had already made a choice, but she just didn't want to admit it.

This is just a simple problem, Ning Yun thought, I was indeed wrong this time, I can solve it, our problem, since it happened, should be solved.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong!" Ning Yun squatted down neatly, wrapped his arms around Runyu's waist, buried his head in his arms, and confessed sincerely, "I just don't know what to do... I didn't learn I was... and no one taught me. It's my fault. I'm neither cool nor frank. I'm... I'm just a jerk and a coward. I leave all the problems to you, so it's like everything, I There is no responsibility."

"Yun'er, how can you say that about yourself..." Runyu looked at her with distress, "I know, you want to do better, you just want to give me better choices, but Runyu has never Other options."

Runyu took her hand and pressed it against her chest, "Yun'er, can you feel it, here is all you, only you, without you, this place is empty, there is nothing left."

"Please don't blame me," Ning Yun lowered his eyes, "I haven't seen a successful example so far. Father and mother, father and aunt Linxiu, and the emperor of heaven and mother, the years of the gods are too long. It is enough to change everything that was once beautiful, the most beautiful love vow in the world, have you heard of Runyu?"

"What?" Runyu was taken aback by her erratic thoughts.

"The mountain has no mausoleum, the river is exhausted, the winter thunder is shaking, the summer is raining and snowing, and the heaven and the earth are united, so I dare to say goodbye to the king." Ning Yun said with a smile, "Look, the most decisive oath made by a mortal is nothing more than that to a god. A hundred years in the mortal world is fleeting, but even so, how many people have gray hair?"

"It turns out that Yun'er never believed that we could last forever?" Runyu looked at Ning Yun sadly.

"No, that's not what I mean." Ning Yun shook his head and looked at him with a smile, "How the world is, what the mountains and rivers are like, what the four seasons are like, circumstantial evidence is useless, and there is no need to believe it. It's only us, only ourselves. Only then can we control our own feelings, control ourselves, I used to believe in nothing but myself, but now, I want to believe in you—"

Runyu was shocked by her words, "Yun'er..."

"Let me finish," Ning Yun interrupted him, took Runyu's hand with both hands, and continued, "You said you like me, so I believe it. But you said you want a long time, what is Long-term? Long-term is day and night, day, month, year, and you for the rest of your life. Long-term cannot be promised by one person, it needs the efforts of two people, and it can only be judged at the last moment of life.

"Now, I want to believe that we can do it. Therefore, we need to work hard from now on, to work together, to share everything in life, to rely on each other, to stand together through thick and thin, and to share weal and woe. At the same time, we will need compromise, tolerance, and trust. Believe in yourself, and believe in the other person as much as you believe in yourself.”

"Can you? Are you willing? Try, no matter in the face of any problem, any dilemma, any difficulty, you can trust each other just like you believe in yourself - believe in me, and we can also stick to our commitment and work hard Do you want to be together for a long time?

"It's very difficult, very difficult, especially at the very beginning. Can you believe me?" Ning Yun looked at him with unusually serious eyes.

Runyu looked at Ning Yun, his hand could touch her face as long as he moved forward a little.She looks so slender and beautiful, that face, he has described countless times in his dreams, only those eyes, those are eyes that he will never be able to describe, even if the most beautiful words in the world are piled up, they may not be enough to describe her one cent.

However, he never thought that her lips could exude such a fragrance. Of course, she is cute enough on weekdays, but her words today are like thorns of thorns, making him feel so sweet, even if he falls For a moment she let him die to fulfill her long promise, and he was willing.

When he thought he loved her enough, she could always become more lovely and make him unable to extricate himself.

"Yun'er..." Runyu sighed, "Of course I trust you. I'm even willing to trust you more than I trust myself." Because he knew that she was so good, ten thousand times better than him.

"Then," Ning Yun raised a smile, "You know, many people swear to the sky that each other is just a sweet talk when they are in love, and it is just a word used to deceive the other party and themselves. Many times, they may not believe it themselves, but they say it to others. The other party listens, but I'm different, you know, I've always been serious, you have to understand what kind of thing you promised. If, you promised me, but didn't do it—"

She looked up into his eyes, and there was a hint of anticipation in those beautiful star-studded eyes. Suddenly, her heart moved, "I will cut off your feet and put you in a golden cage." , so that you only have me, only me, and you can only belong to me alone."

Runyu held her close to her arms with the enthusiasm that she almost strangled, and said a word in a soft voice that became hoarse, "Okay."

Ning Yun suddenly felt a sense of peace of mind, which she knew came from Runyu.But she herself felt more at ease and believed more firmly that they could go farther and farther hand in hand.

"So, since you want to confess to each other, how about—" Ning Yun tilted his head and smiled slyly, "Let's start with Runyu, you insist on going to the Xuantian Spiritual Realm alone? Now you can tell me why you insist on going to the Xuantian Spiritual Realm?" Are you in danger? It's useless to change the subject!"

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In addition, the "cutting off the feet" was actually meant for Runyu. It's not that Ning Yun really thought so and couldn't do it, but that Runyu needed such a more definite promise. Wide, this one is more beautiful...