Landing On My Heart

After returning from country N, returning to the World Airline Building, and solving some miscellaneous remaining problems, the two of them returned home at dawn.

The weather has been continuous recently, the sun showed its face early, drying the freshly fruited pomegranate trees in the yard, and even the autumn wind became warm.

Fu Mingyu didn't intend to sleep all day, so he just drew a layer of tulle curtains and half leaned on the head of the bed to catch up on sleep.

When Ruan Sixian came out of the shower, she wasn't sure if Fu Mingyu had fallen asleep.

His sleeping face is always peaceful, even his breathing is very shallow.

Ruan Sixian sat by the bed and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"

The other party didn't respond.

She slowly moved up, wanting to lean on Fu Mingyu's chest, but afraid of waking him up.

When she was half bent over to fight with herself, Fu Mingyu suddenly bent her mouth, raised her hand and hugged her to his chest.

He closed his eyes and spoke softly.

"Aren't you sleeping yet?"

"I don't want to sleep." Ruan Sixian stared at the mottled sunlight on the ground with her eyes open, and Fu Mingyu's heartbeat sounded very real in her ear, "I can't sleep during the day."

Fu Mingyu didn't speak anymore, Ruan Sixian quietly leaned against his chest, listening to his breathing gradually becoming more stable.

Ruan Sixian raised her head and stroked his chin with her fingers.

"are you asleep?"

This time Fu Mingyu didn't respond anymore.

After the earthquake yesterday afternoon, he, Bo Yang and others were immediately taken to the embassy, ​​and they did not close their eyes until boarding the plane in the early morning.

Back home in the morning, Aunt Zhang prepared breakfast, but Fu Mingyu went back to the room directly after taking a shower.

Ruan Sixian knew that he was tired, so she didn't make a sound.

She also fell asleep when the autumn sunlight gradually moved from the window to the bed.

With the feeling of false alarm, Ruan Sixian slept very deeply this morning.

Aunt Zhang came to wake them up for lunch at noon, and both of them were lazy.

Auntie Zhang was cutting the branches and leaves of sunflowers, seeing that the two of them were not talking when they were eating, she said brokenly, "Mr. Fu, it's a good thing you're fine this time, you didn't know that you scared your wife to death."

Seeing Fu Mingyu looking up, Ruan Sixian stopped drinking the soup suddenly.

Under his gaze, Ruan Sixian raised her chin and said stiffly, "I don't have it..."

"Why not?" Aunt Zhang pointed to her face with a branch of pink rose, "When I saw the news, I cried so hard that I rushed out without even changing my clothes. I took my coat and chased me to the door. She put it on."

The sound of the spoon stirring in the bowl suddenly became harsh.

Ruan Sixian twitched her lips, and before Fu Mingyu could speak, she began to find a place for herself, "This news is too scary."

"That's right." Aunt Zhang added, "Your wife, she cried all the way and said what would happen if something happened to you there."

Ruan Sixian: "..."

Fu Mingyu stopped what he was doing, and looked straight at Ruan Sixian with deep eyes.

Ruan Sixian was afraid that he would say something that would embarrass her, so she pre-emptively changed the subject: "What are you doing this afternoon?"

Fu Mingyu lowered his eyes, but the corners of his mouth curled into a smile.

"Stay home with my wife."

After lunch, Aunt Zhang left on time, leaving only Fu Mingyu and Ruan Sixian in the room.

This afternoon seemed to be the same as yesterday, the sun was shining on the carpet and the carpet was warm, the newly planted flowers overflowed with faint fragrance, and even the programs on TV were replaying yesterday’s.

But these 24 hours were like a dream to Ruan Sixian.

She didn't dare to think about her state at that time, her mind was like a bomb|bomb|bomb|bomb. After a bang, her whole body was burned hot, but then it cooled down rapidly, her mind went blank, and her whole body began to tremble again.

She didn't know how she got to the Shihang Building, and she couldn't recall crying even if Aunt Zhang didn't mention it.

Even this night, which should have been spent in dreamland, she actually traversed the stretches of the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau mountains, crossed the snow-capped Mount Everest, and sailed on the boundless clouds.

This night couldn't be described as thrilling, but it was more deeply imprinted in her heart, and it clearly made Ruan Sixian realize how important Fu Mingyu was to her.

Fortunately, when I woke up at noon, everything was back to the original point.

Ruan Sixian leaned against Fu Mingyu and stared at the TV in a daze.

But his cell phone kept ringing.

Twenty-four hours after the incident, people continued to send messages asking about his situation.

Fu Mingyu now treats people more humanely than before. Although many of the messages in the message list are not acquaintances, he still replies one by one.

After replying to the message, he bent over and took the cigarette case on the table.

Ruan Sixian looked at his hands, and followed his movements to his face.

The moment the lighter was lit, his silhouette became clearer in the flickering fire.

The way he lights a cigarette is actually very attractive to Ruan Sixian. Although he doesn't smoke many times, Ruan Sixian always sneaks through the whole process without any trace.

But today, Ruan Sixian stared at him intently, until the white smoke blurred her vision, then she suddenly recovered and reached out to pull out the cigarette in his mouth.

Fu Mingyu raised his eyebrows sideways, "What's wrong?"

Ruan Sixian pressed the cigarette into the glass jar filled with coffee froth, and said in a low voice, "Stop smoking."

Fu Mingyu let out a casual "hmm", thinking that Ruan Sixian just felt uncomfortable from the smell of cigarettes in the afternoon.

"Don't smoke for the past two years." Ruan Sixian waved away the remaining smoke, lowered her head to pick her nails, and spoke so fast that she could not be clear, "Let's have a baby."

"Ok?"

Fu Mingyu really didn't hear clearly, he leaned sideways and approached her, leaning his ear in front of her, but still staring at the TV, "What did you say?"

But Ruan Sixian thought he was pretending not to hear, seeing him in this pose, she felt that he was implying something.

No, it should be express.

After doing some psychological work for herself, Ruan Sixian put her arms around Fu Mingyu's neck and leaned over to kiss his earlobe.

Fu Mingyu felt that she was still afraid, so he just smiled, hugged her waist, and said, "Let's go out for dinner tonight, go to that house—"

"I said," Ruan Sixian interrupted him, holding his face so that he could look at her, "let's have a baby."

The autumn wind gradually warmed up in the afternoon, and the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus sent inexplicably became a little ambiguous.

Ruan Sixian looked at Fu Mingyu nervously, but saw his eyes changing, and finally said nothing, picked her up and walked upstairs.

Ruan Sixian: "???"-

The afternoon passed quietly, the setting sun melted gold, and the autumn wind suddenly picked up, blowing off the fallen leaves, and at the same time, the branches were overwhelmed, and the pomegranates fell on the grass in the yard.

Lying on the bed, Ruan Sixian saw the scene of the pomegranate falling to the ground through a gap in the curtain, and she could see the feeling of Daiyu burying the flowers.

She felt that she was the pomegranate, and Fu Mingyu was the ruthless autumn wind.

Once she decided to have a baby, without the constraints of external conditions, Ruan Sixian saw a different side of Fu Mingyu from before, and her time and excitement reached another level.

She wondered how a 32-year-old man was so energetic after he hadn't closed his eyes almost all day.

Even after so many times, she began to suspect that this person is really only interested in the process of making children.

Before she got pregnant, Ruan Sixian became unconvinced.

After the incident one night, Ruan Sixian lost all strength, stared at the ceiling and said: "I am the one who wants to conceive in October, and you only need to have fun yourself, and you can still have a child, why?!"

"Huh?" Fu Mingyu was very puzzled, "Are you upset?"

Ruan Sixian: "..."

She touched her face, and changed the topic again, "I may have to be stabbed, or I may have to walk before the gate of hell, so I really suffer a lot."

Ruan Sixian's tone was not that serious when she said this, she was just criticizing Fu Mingyu's behavior in bed, but he thought about her words seriously.

"If you're worried about that, why don't we have a baby?"

"Ah?" Ruan Sixian concluded, "I..."

Fu Mingyu looked at her seriously, "I don't want to."

"That, that's nothing to be reluctant about." Ruan Sixian turned over, put her elbows on the bed, looked down at Fu Mingyu, and tapped his chin with her fingertips, "I'm just talking about it, but it's not that I really don't want to have children."

However, in the next few months, apart from the key process of creating a child, the couple also made a lot of efforts in other aspects.

During the pregnancy preparation stage, their living habits have almost improved to the best, and the doctor also checks Ruan Sixian regularly, but the child is still delayed.

In a blink of an eye, it is the Spring Festival again.

This year, the temperature in Jiangcheng reached the lowest level in ten years, but Ruan Sixian didn't wear skirts for the sake of beauty, and kept warm as the first element of dressing.

When her expectations for her child failed again and again, her emotions became a little sensitive.

In the month approaching New Year's Eve, she counted the time every day, and when the day of her period came, she always paid attention to her situation.

As soon as the morning passed and her period had not yet come, she immediately got up from the bed and went into the bathroom with the pregnancy test stick.

But the result is still the same as previous months.

She sighed, walked slowly back to the room, lay on the bed and buried her head in the quilt.

"What's wrong?" Fu Mingyu was awakened by her movement, raised his hand to turn on the floor lamp by the window, and leaned against her ear with his upper body half propped up, "Are you having a nightmare?"

"No." Ruan Sixian clenched the quilt tightly with her fingers, and turned her back to Fu Mingyu, not wanting him to see her frightened expression, "Tell me... Is it because I have been affected by high-altitude radiation in recent years?"

The working environment of pilots inherently has problems such as hypoxia, dryness, and noise. At the same time, they are also exposed to high-altitude radiation environments and electromagnetic fields for a long time.

Although the company has established personal annual average radiation exposure records for crew members, Ruan Sixian also checked on time. Her annual average radiation exposure did not exceed 1 millisievert, and she herself deliberately avoided short-term gradient climbs or lateral movements during the flight. Reroute to optimize flight patterns to reduce exposure.

She didn't pay attention to this issue before, but when she was unable to conceive a child for a long time, this matter was infinitely magnified by her.

"You also know that most of the male colleagues in the company have daughters because of these effects. Who knows if they can't have children if they are placed on women."

Ruan Sixian was behind the light, Fu Mingyu couldn't see her expression clearly, he could only detect her emotions from her voice.

"Don't worry." Fu Mingyu held her hand on her lower abdomen, "It's only been a few months, don't worry, some of my friends have been planning to conceive for a year or two, and they are all healthy."

Ruan Sixian closed her eyes, and forced down the uneasy thoughts in her heart, "Will it come?"

"Yeah." Fu Mingyu lay down again, with his chin resting on the top of her head, closed his eyes and said softly, "It will definitely come, I even thought about our child's name."

"You don't even know the gender yet, so you figured out a name?"

"Well, both men and women can use it."

"What? Let me see if it sounds good."

"Fu Guangzhi."

There was three seconds of silence in the dark night, then Ruan Sixian jumped up and hit him with a pillow.

"Fu Mingyu, you are sick!!!" -

After that night, the anticipation in Ruan Sixian's heart broke out again.

But she no longer keeps herself in a state of being cautious all the time, doing what she should do, and even went to the beach to take a bath for a few days during her vacation.

In the spring of the following year, everything came back to life, the cherry trees in the yard bloomed, and when the wind blew, the pale pink flowers fluttered and fell, spreading out the ground colorfully.

Later, when the flowers withered and borne fruit, Fu Mingyu's child still did not come, but he had to face the departure of another life.

Doudou was brought home by Fu Mingyu when he was 24 years old. At that time, he was already an adult dog.

After so many years, it has come to the end of its life.

When Ruan Sixian went to the Huguang Mansion again, she didn't need to lock her up anymore, because she didn't have the strength to pounce on Ruan Sixian again, curled up in the nest all day long, and the dog food in the basin was consumed less and less day by day.

Naturally, Fu Mingyu couldn't delay his work because of Doudou's situation, but he and Ruan Sixian frequently went back to the Huguang Mansion to spend the night during this time.

"Alas..." Looking at Doudou sleeping in the nest, Ruan Sixian squatted in front of it, and touched its head for the first time, "If it wasn't for me, it could have lived with you."

"What's going on with you recently." Fu Mingyu touched her chin, "Is Lin Daiyu possessed? So sentimental."

Ruan Sixian just felt a little sorry for Fu Mingyu, she leaned her head on Fu Mingyu's shoulder, and whispered, "I know you're sad."

The day Doudou left was a sunny day. Fu Mingyu personally watched the veterinarian inject Anle into it.

Ruan Sixian received a call from Fu Mingyu in the hospital, and when she arrived at the Huguang Mansion, Doudou's breathing was already extremely shallow.

Fu Mingyu shook its paw, then touched its chest, feeling its last heartbeat.

Until Fu Mingyu withdrew his hand, Ruan Sixian heard him sigh.

She had never seen Fu Mingyu have such a time, the sadness in his brows and eyes was so strong that he couldn't get rid of it, but he had to accept this helpless fact.

Ruan Sixian suddenly felt sore and hugged him from behind.

"Honey, don't be sad, our baby is here to accompany you."

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