Landing On My Heart

Although the tossing didn't stop until midnight, her whole body had no strength, and her eyelids felt heavy like lead, but Ruan Sixian still didn't want to sleep.

The curtains are very good at shading, even if the neon lights in the outside world are flickering, there is no light in the room.

Ruan Sixian huddled under the quilt, chattering a lot about things, she didn't know when she finally fell asleep, and it was Fu Mingyu who woke her up the next day.

After boarding the plane, Ruan Sixian put on a blindfold to catch up on sleep, but the child next to her cried and cried the whole time, and the parents sang and hugged and walked around to no avail.

So after landing, Ruan Sixian opened her eyes and leaned back on the back chair without moving for a long while, her eyes looked a little world-weary. The girl next to the seat who borrowed her charger didn't even dare to say anything, and hurried away after saying "thank you". Get off the plane.

The plane did not stop at the bridge, and the first-class passengers boarded the shuttle bus first.

Ruan Sixian was the last one to go up, leaning her head against the car window, half-closed her eyes, as if she was about to fall asleep in a second.

When the shuttle bus slowly approached the terminal, it braked, and she slammed her head on the window, and her sleepiness disappeared instantly.

She rubbed her eyes and looked out the window at two young boys running fast across the tarmac carrying something.

Because the two boys were inexplicably familiar, so she took a few more glances and followed their destination. First, she saw the polished board, followed by a tripod, and standing beside... Zheng You'an?

"Why are you here?"

Ruan Sixian dragged the flight case and wandered to the apron. After asking, she saw an old man sitting on the chair behind. Thinking of the photos in Fu Mingyu's phone, she twitched her lips, "Is Mr. Yan here?"

Yan An, who was looking at the phone with her legs crossed, heard Ruan Sixian's voice, raised her eyes, saw Ruan Sixian's expression, and inexplicably felt goose bumps on her back.

But Yan'an has a clear conscience.

He put away his mobile phone, took a cup of coffee next to him, and took two sips calmly, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing." Ruan Sixian propped up the suitcase, looked around, and said with a smile, "I just want to ask you when will you watch a movie next time, so I'll avoid it."

"you--"

Yan An was a little annoyed, thought about it, forget it.

Don't compare yourself to women.

But he reported a letter to Fu Mingyu with good intentions, but in the end, not only did he not understand good people, but he also bit Lu Dongbin like a dog.

Turning around, I saw Zheng Youan looking at him again, so I stood up and loosened the tie, "Ask Zheng Youan, when will she want to watch a movie early in the morning and when will I go?"

After finishing speaking, he walked to Zheng Youan's side with a coffee cup in his hand, touched her shoulder, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Under the setting sun, Zheng Youan looked at the camera without raising his head, "Oh."

Yan An wanted to say something, but seeing Zheng Youan's attitude, she shut up.

When passing by Ruan Sixian, seeing that she didn't look unhappy at all, and knowing that it must have been a mess that day, she didn't bother to ask.

The shooting location behind her was also coming to an end. When Ruan Sixian turned her head, the pilots were sweating from their brows. Facing the photographer in front of them, they dared not speak out.

And Zheng Youan flipped through the photos on the display screen, frowned, "What do you think?"

talk to me

Ruan Sixian leaned over half of her body and took a look, then nodded, "It's okay."

"It's okay?!" Zheng You'an turned off the camera, and supported the tripod with his hand, "It's not bad, it means it's not good, you and your boyfriend are on the same level of appreciation."

Ruan Sixian: "...?"

Nothing in this world is eternal, but Zheng Youan is.

But now the sky is getting dark, even if Zheng Youan wants to continue to make people, he has to change the time.

She raised her hand and asked the assistant to pack the things, temporarily letting go of those poor non-professional models.

Now without Zheng You'an's answer, Ruan Sixian also knows what she is here for.

"This time you took a promotional photo for Beihang Airshow this year?"

"correct."

Zheng Youan nodded, took the water handed over by the assistant, took two sips, and rolled his eyes, "Yesterday morning..."

"Student, met by chance, not familiar."

"Oh……"

Ruan Sixian raised her hand to cover the sun, pulled the suitcase and was about to leave, and Zheng You'an asked, "Could you just come back from Singapore? Did you go to clean yourself up?"

"Otherwise? It's really delaying your blessing."

Ruan Sixian turned around and asked, "Speaking of which, I'm also curious, why did you and Yan An feel that the bed was not warm enough to go to the movies early in the morning?"

"Don't talk nonsense, we didn't sleep together."

"..."

Is this the point?

and many more.

Ruan Sixian tilted her head, very puzzled, "What do you mean? Are you dating Yan An?"

"That's it."

Is it?

Can this also be "counted"?

Ruan Sixian doesn't understand the world of their rich people, while Zheng Youan stirs the straw with a look of indifference.

"We're getting engaged."

"what?"

No matter how shocked Ruan Sixian was, the engagement of Zheng Youan and Yan An was a certainty.

Two months later, she and Fu Mingyu both received invitations to hold an engagement banquet at Warner Manor on the eve of Valentine's Day in August.

Fu Mingyu was invited by the banquet, while Ruan Sixian received an invitation from Zheng Youan himself.

In fact, during these two months, Ruan Sixian also heard Fu Mingyu talk about this matter one after another.

It wasn't sudden, the two had been discussing for a long time.

"So, this is a business marriage?"

Ruan Sixian asked.

Fu Mingyu at the other end of the video was leaning on the head of the bed, lazily flipping through the book in his hand, "Marriage is only when two families are of equal strength, they don't count."

"What is that?"

Fu Mingyu looked up at the camera, "The current situation of the Zheng family requires someone to help them."

"Is their situation already so bad..." Ruan Sixian muttered, "Last month I saw that their wedding anniversary was quite beautiful."

The wedding anniversary she mentioned was naturally Dong Xian and Zheng Taichu's.

"Because of this, the show is indispensable." Fu Mingyu said, "Two years ago, the Zheng family's capital operation and business conditions have collapsed. They..."

Fu Mingyu thought for a while, but didn't continue.

"When is your plateau flight test?"

"next month."

Ruan Sixian brought up the topic again, seeming to be very interested in this question, "Shouldn't it be, who is Mr. Yan, who is really willing to give up a lot of his forest just to win over the Zheng family?"

"Are you a banquet for charity?"

Fu Mingyu said, "Although the Zheng family is on the verge of collapse, the base of the hotel industry for many years is still there. The Yan family spends financial and material resources to help them, and the benefits they get are absolutely worthwhile. In a few years, the actual profits of the Zheng family hotel will flow into the hotel." Yan family."

He didn't say the rest, but Ruan Sixian understood.

Making this decision is nothing more than being willing to be a minister.

Although it has lost its sovereignty, it can at least avoid high debts.

As for this marriage, it was just a ruler placed by the Zheng family on the Yan family to draw the Yan family's bottom line.

Ruan Sixian propped her chin, as if she was distracted.

Fu Mingyu stood up, only his lower body remained in the camera.

He took two steps back, picked up his shirt, took it off, and threw it on the bed. He didn't wear any other clothes, and he didn't know what he was looking at with his ipad.

Ruan Sixian glanced at the mermaid line on his lower abdomen twice, scratched his ears, and pretended not to care, and said, "Did they think about you before?"

After all, if you want to "marry", Ruan Sixian thinks that Fu Mingyu is more suitable than Yan An.

"Yes."

Fu Mingyu answered so simply, Ruan Sixian didn't know what to say.

She suddenly felt a little scared.

Although this "fear" is completely redundant at this time.

"Ah..." Ruan Sixian's heart skipped a beat, and she said very softly, "It's so dangerous."

But Fu Mingyu still heard it, and he looked back at the camera, "What's the danger? I refused at that time."

"When?"

"When you hit me for the first time."

Ruan Sixian's pupils trembled, she felt that this person was too strange.

"So it's because I refused?"

Fu Mingyu walked in front of the camera, the dim light shone on his face, softening his facial features, making him seem close at hand.

"Yes, are you honored?"

Ruan Sixian stared at him for a while, shocked by his self-confidence: "You are so crazy, you dare to choose such a thing without a single word?"

What if you can't catch up?Isn't he at a loss?

"But it turns out." Fu Mingyu looked at her quietly, "I was right."

The chirping of summer insects and cicadas continued outside the window, recalling that I was brought back to that time last year.

It seems like it was just yesterday, and it seems like a long time has passed.

Ruan Sixian's eyes had tiny rays of light flowing, looking at Fu Mingyu on the small screen.

She felt it, the feeling of being firmly chosen regardless of the chips.

There are many words in my heart that I want to say, but when it comes to my mouth, it turns into a simple sentence.

"Come back quickly."

In August, Fu Mingyu had finished his work in Singapore, but he hadn't come back yet. He was leading a team to randomly check the situation of various overseas sales departments. It was like playing flying chess. Today he was in Australia, the day after tomorrow in America, and two days later he was in America in Europe.

Zheng Youan and Yan An's engagement banquet was also this month, and Ruan Sixian received a call a week in advance, asking her to try on the dress.

There is a dress customization workshop in Jiangcheng. The owner is a rare designer in China who has obtained the membership of the Paris Haute Couture Union. He only modifies the original shape to make semi-custom dresses. The time period is short, but it is very popular in Jiangcheng.

Originally, Ruan Sixian didn't even want semi-customized clothes, and it was easy and convenient to buy ready-made clothes directly, but He Lanxiang strongly recommended this one to her, and she couldn't refuse, so she took some time to choose one, and the finished product happened to be released today, so she asked her to try it on .

After all, it was someone else's engagement banquet, so it's not good for guests to overwhelm the host. Ruan Sixian ordered a pearl white suspender mermaid dress.

The style is very simple and fits her figure well. She has no extra requirements.

She took a photo in the mirror and sent it to Fu Mingyu.

"Does it look good?"

After waiting for 2 minutes, Fu Mingyu didn't reply, and Ruan Sixian left it alone.

When I called him yesterday morning, he was still in Dubai and stayed up late at night. He should catch up on sleep now.

While waiting for packaging in the store, the waiter took Ruan Sixian to see other styles.

Anyway, being idle is idle, Ruan Sixian followed her up to the second floor to look at the new models in the cabinet.

But as soon as she went up the stairs, she heard a few familiar voices.

When her vision widened, she saw that the people standing in front of a big mirror were actually Zheng Youan and Dong Xian.

Zheng You'an was wearing a light golden long dress with tiny rhinestones inlaid on the skirt. When she moved, the skirt would shine brightly.

Dong Xian was busy next to her, sometimes saying that the waist needs to be tightened a bit, and sometimes saying that the shoulders are too tight.

Not even the matching lace gloves.

"Whatever." Zheng You'an said, "Just make up your mind."

"Impossible." Dong Xian asked someone to come and re-measure the size, "It's a once-in-a-lifetime engagement, how can it be casual."

Zheng Youan lowered his head and straightened his gloves, muttering, "Who knows if this is the only time."

Dong Xian's complexion changed, her words got stuck in her throat, and her tone changed.

"An'an, your father and I I'm very sorry for you."

They didn't notice that there was someone behind them, and Ruan Sixian could hear their voices clearly.

She frowned.

You are not sorry for her alone.

"There's nothing I'm sorry about." Zheng You'an was tired from standing, and sat on the sofa with his skirt up, patted the seat next to him, "I always have to pay something for this family, and Brother Yan'an is also good, the family has money, He is handsome and young, you think he is the best in the range of options, right?"

Seeing that Dong Xian was not sitting, Zheng Youan lowered her head and straightened her skirt, and said to herself: "If we get divorced, I can still get a lot of money, and our family should be fine by then, so I'll marry a pretty boy. Don't want him to be rich, just listen to me."

Dong Xian took a deep breath, hugged Zheng Youan, and let her head rest on her waist.

"It's okay. If he treats you badly, you can still go home."

Ruan Sixian looked behind for a while, feeling a little boring.

This scene made her very sad, as if she passed by, she was just an outsider, disturbing the scene of other people's peace.

But before she turned around, Zheng Youan saw her figure in the mirror.

"Are you here too?"

When Zheng Youan spoke, Dong Xian also looked back.

"Yeah." Ruan Sixian had no choice but to walk forward again, "I'll come get the clothes."

Zheng You'an looked back at Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian, and suddenly lifted the hem of the skirt and said, "This is too tired, I'll change it."

She went to the dressing room, but Dong Xian stared straight at Ruan Sixian.

Since the last time they met at home, the two haven't seen each other for more than half a year.

The waiter brought Ruan Sixian a cup of hot tea and put it on the table.

White smoke curled up, separating the two people's sights.

In normal times, Ruan Sixian would have left long ago.

But today is different.

After a long silence, she suddenly said, "Today is Dad's birthday."

Dong Xian froze for a moment, obviously not remembering.

This was Ruan Sixian's expected reaction.

She sighed, "Forget it, I'll go first."

"Wait a minute." Dong Xian called to stop her, "Ruan Ruan, do you still mind my relationship with your father?"

Ruan Sixian was very helpless, her heart was stabbed, but she didn't know how to say it.

I feel that talking too much is mediocrity. If I don’t talk about it, Dong Xian brought it up again.

Before Ruan Sixian could answer, Dong Xian said it herself.

"Some things, I didn't say before, because you are still young and don't understand."

She paused, "Later..."

"Say it straight." Ruan Sixian interrupted her, "There's no need to talk about what's there."

Dong Xian seemed to be thinking about her words, held back for a while, and said, "As a mother, I'm sorry for you. But as a wife, I've done my best."

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Ruan Sixian thought, washing, cooking, and taking care of her husband, she really did a good job.

"As for the reason for the divorce, I admit that I am selfish."

She said, "When Mr. Guo found me, I was 37 years old."

She bit those words very hard, "I am 37 years old, I missed it, and I will never have another chance in my life."

Ruan Sixian knew what she meant, but she didn't understand.

"Is this a conflict?"

"At first I thought there was no conflict." Thinking of the past, Dong Xian supported her head with a calm expression, "But the reality is not as good as I thought. There is nothing that does not require time and energy. I want to sign a contract with Mr. Guo , I have to follow him to travel north and south, to retreat, to export new works, and I am doomed to not be able to stay at home like before."

Ruan Sixian didn't speak, and Dong Xian's speech was not so clear, and she said again: "I am 37 years old, since I married your father at the age of 22, and for 15 years, I have taken care of my husband, taught my children, and respected the elderly. It's been like this all my life, when Bole appeared, my first reaction was to tell your father. But what about him?"

Ruan Sixian: "He..."

Dong Xian switched hands, lowered her eyes, and said to herself: "I will always remember what he said, 'You are a wife and a mother, you are now pursuing your dreams, what about your family?'"

Ruan Sixian suddenly couldn't utter the original words, and Ruan Sixian fell silent, listening to Dong Xian so quietly for the first time.

But she didn't continue that topic. Thinking of the quarrel that was locked in the door that year, she still has a headache.

"I'm quite selfish. After divorcing your father, I really never thought about taking you away. I know that I will have no fixed place for the next few years. It's not suitable for you to follow me, so I think you stay at home and follow you." Dad, studying and living are the best."

She raised her eyes to look at Ruan Sixian, the fine lines at the corners of her eyes could not be covered even by cosmetics.

"I'm sorry for you. I didn't grow up with you, and I didn't fulfill the responsibility of a mother."

Zheng Youan stayed in the fitting room for a long time, her legs were sore, she looked outside several times through the seam, and finally Ruan Sixian got up.

She took a breath and was about to go out when she heard Dong Xian say again: "Can't you give me a chance to make amends?"

The hand that opened the door stopped.

Zheng Youan backed away silently.

"never mind."

Ruan Sixian was silent for a long time, and only said "forget it".

When the secret belonging to her parents was revealed, she was a little surprised, but it was not so difficult to accept.

After all, she knew her father, who had a little bit of machismo in his bones.

Even now she can even understand Dong Xian's choice.

But so what?

The consequences of these choices should not be borne by her.

"What is there to make up for?"

Ruan Si shrugged her shoulders, "When I was a teenager, what I lacked was a doll, a floral skirt, and a pair of small leather shoes. Can you supply me now? It doesn't make sense. I don't need it now."

Dong Xian closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "Ruan Ruan, we are mother and daughter after all."

"I know, I don't deny this, you are still my mother, and I can't change it all my life, and I understand your choice now, but love needs company, and you didn't stay by my side when I needed it most , I am grown up now, I can make and buy everything by myself, and I even have a boyfriend, he is my biggest dependence."

Seeing that Dong Xian didn't seem to understand, Ruan Sixian explained word by word, "In other words, your compensation now is insignificant to me, so it doesn't mean much. There is a relationship between closeness and distance, and I belong to you." Mother and daughter who have a relatively cold relationship, but I will still call you mother, if you need it, I am married and have children, what is your identity or what is your identity, this will not change."

"But if you deliberately carve and repair it, you don't need it. It's tiring."

When she came out, the driver was still waiting for her at the door, helped her put things in the trunk, and then opened the door for her.

When Ruan Sixian stood by the side of the road, she was not in a hurry to get in the car.

She recalled what she said to Dong Xian today, as if a thorn in her heart had finally been pulled out, she was relieved, but it also hurt a little.

It's just that she didn't expect that she would subconsciously say, "I still have a boyfriend, and he is my greatest reliance."

It's fine if you don't think about it, but when you think about it, you will miss him especially.

Just when the phone rang, Ruan Sixian took it out and took a look. Several hours passed before Fu Mingyu replied two words to her.

"nice."

The indifference seemed to be perfunctory.

"I'm furious."

Ruan Sixian didn't eat anything all morning, her stomach was empty, and when the wind blew, she felt like Lin Daiyu.

As she walked towards the car, she called Fu Mingyu.

After two beeps, the other party quickly picked it up.

"When are you coming back!"

Ruan Sixian stepped into the car, "Your girlfriend is starving to death on the side of the road!"

"Miss me?"

"Yes." Ruan Sixian leaned on the car door and said angrily, "I miss you, can you come back soon?"

"Row."

"Then you—" Ruan Sixian stopped suddenly in the middle of speaking.

She felt that the voice was not only on the phone, it seemed to be very close to her.

The wind stopped, but a familiar smell of fir trees slowly wafted around.

Ruan Sixian was standing by the car door, being hugged from behind.

"Well, I'm back."

Hearing his voice, Ruan Sixian was still a little bit overwhelmed, and didn't look back, for fear that she would find herself hallucinating as soon as she turned around.

But the temperature of his body came directly from behind her.

In the end, she turned around, looked at him without blinking, and stretched out her hand to pinch his thigh.

"See if I'm dreaming." Seeing Fu Mingyu frowned, Ruan Sixian said, "Oh, it hurts, it's not a dream."

Fu Mingyu twitched his eyebrows, "Then why are you pinching my thigh?"

Ruan Sixian asked without answering, "When did you come back?"

"just."

"Oh……"

The car was still parked on the side of the road, and the door was waiting.

"Get in the car first, don't stand here."

Ruan Sixian got into the car as promised and sat in the back seat.

But as soon as Fu Mingyu came up, she immediately got into his arms.

Although we haven't seen each other for a long time, Fu Mingyu can still keenly feel that something is wrong with her.

"what happened?"

Ruan Sixian said sullenly: "I just went to get clothes, and I met Zheng Youan and my mother."

"What did you say?"

"Actually, it's nothing." Ruan Sixian sighed deeply, "My mother said today that she wanted to make up for me, so I told her no need."

She rubbed her chin on Fu Mingyu, "I'm so tired, it's unnecessary, and—"

She raised her head and looked at Fu Mingyu's jaw line, her nose was a little sore, "I told her, I have a boyfriend, and my boyfriend is now my biggest reliance."

Fu Mingyu lowered his head, looking at the person in his arms, his Adam's apple moved slightly.

He had some emotions surging in his heart.

When she returned to Mingchen's apartment, Ruan Sixian subconsciously pressed her own floor.

Fu Mingyu took her hand and pressed another floor.

"Go upstairs."

"Ah."

Probably because of the long absence, Ruan Sixian was very obedient.

Bo Yang had already arranged for someone to bring back all of Fu Mingyu's luggage, and there were still many gift boxes on the living room table.

Ruan Sixian glanced at those things and asked, "The gift you brought back?"

"Ah."

Fu Mingyu agreed, and added, "Give it to my mother."

"What about me?" Ruan Sixian walked slowly, holding her hand, "Do I have a present?"

"Have."

Ruan Sixian reached out to him, "Show me quickly."

He didn't get anything in his hand, but he hugged him into his arms.

After a lingering kiss for a while, Ruan Sixian's cheeks flushed, and she gently pushed him away.

"Whoever wants this gift is nothing new."

As soon as he finished speaking, Fu Mingyu turned around and took out a blue velvet box from the cabinet behind him.

He opened it, and inside was a diamond ring.

"This, is this a gift for me?"

"No." Fu Mingyu took her hand and put it on the ring, "The gift is mine."

Ruan Sixian stared at him blankly.

"Accept a husband, do you want it?"

Seeing Ruan Sixian staring at him blankly as if she still didn't understand, Fu Mingyu kissed the back of her hand, and changed the way he said it.

"will you marry me?"