Landing On My Heart

Only you.

Ruan Sixian stared at this sentence for a long time, feeling a hot swelling in her heart, making her chest tight.

The man didn't even bat an eye when he was blunt.

Of course, Ruan Sixian didn't know if he really didn't fluctuate at all when typing.

She stood there for a while, the crew had gone away, and she was the only one left in the lobby.

After tapping the screen for a while, Ruan Sixian typed a few words.

[Ruan Sixian]: Have you had dinner yet?

The moment she sent it out, Ruan Sixian felt a little nervous.

In the past two days, she and Fu Mingyu have not met or spoken, and she feels that there is a feeling of "cold war" between the two of them.

But now she is taking the initiative to ask for peace, right?

Ruan Sixian waited for half a minute before sending another message.

[Ruan Sixian]: Mr. Fu?

Before Fu Mingyu's response, a text message from Dong Xian came instead: Ruan Ruan, answer the phone, there is something urgent.

Less than a minute after receiving the text message, Dong Xian called.

Seeing that the caller ID was not Fu Mingyu, Ruan Sixian was slightly disappointed, and when she answered the phone, her tone was a little helpless.

"what happened?"

Dong Xian: "Your aunt is ill and has just had an operation. Would you like to come and see her?"

Ruan Sixian raised her hand and looked at the time, "Where is it?"

"The Third City Hospital."

Ruan Sixian's aunt is Dong Xian's sister, Dong Jing.

Originally the director of the admissions office of a primary school, after Dong Xian remarried, she also resigned from her position in the primary school and went to Zheng's hotel group to start a market.

Dong Jing used to do well in the admissions office, but after all, the temple is small, and she didn't really show her strength until she went to a bigger platform, and she got along well.

It was already seven o'clock in the evening when Ruan Sixian arrived at the No. [-] City Hospital, autumn night came early, and the bustle of the hospital seemed out of place in this quiet night.

Ruan Sixian went to the Inpatient Department of Cardiac Surgery according to the guidelines, and Dong Xian waited for her at the door of the ward.

Counting that the two haven't seen each other for several years, Dong Xian's eyes were a little sore the moment she saw Ruan Sixian walking over in her uniform.

When walking towards her, her footsteps were also a little vain.

"Ruan Ruan..."

She still wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Ruan Sixian's straight-to-the-point words.

"How is Auntie?"

Dong Xian got stuck on what she wanted to say, and pointed to the ward.

"Not yet awake."

"Ah."

Ruan Sixian bypassed her and walked into the ward, and saw Dong Jing lying on the hospital bed with water hanging on the back of her hand, and the nurse was busy with miscellaneous things.

I don't know if it was telepathy, but as soon as Ruan Sixian walked to the bed, Dong Jing woke up.

She opened her eyes in a daze, and was still a little dazed when she saw Ruan Sixian.

"Aunt." Ruan Sixian leaned closer, "Is it better?"

Dong Jing was admitted to the hospital early in the morning because of a heart tamponade, and an operation was arranged immediately. She woke up once in the morning, and now she has recovered a little bit of her spirit.

"Is Ruan Ruan here?"

She smiled, looked at the uniform on Ruan Sixian, and said with a smile: "I heard from your mother that you are now a pilot, it's true."

When Ruan Sixian was a child, she often went to Dong Jing's house to play. At that time, she was not married and had no children, so she treated Ruan Sixian as her own daughter.

After Dong Xian divorced, Ruan Sixian lived with her father alone, and her contact with Dong Jing faded away.

After all, she doesn't want to go, and it's not easy for Dong Jing to come to her house all the time.

Later, Dong Jing went to Zheng's Group to do marketing, and stayed abroad all year round, and the two almost never met.

"How did you get into the hospital?" Ruan Sixian asked.

"What's the matter?" Dong Jing waved her hand and asked Ruan Sixian to come closer, "These years of running business upside down day and night, my health is already failing, and you don't want to find time to visit my aunt."

When Ruan Sixian was chatting with Dong Jing, Dong Xian stood behind her all the time without saying a word, watching the two silently.

After ten minutes passed, Ruan Sixian felt that Dong Jing's speech was a little weak, so she planned to leave.

Dong Jing saw what she meant, and quickly took her hand, "Ruan Ruan, Auntie will tell you something else."

"Ok?"

Dong Jing glanced at her sister behind her, and sighed: "You see, when your parents divorced, you didn't want to go with your mother. Later, when your father passed away, your mother asked you to live together, but you didn't want to. Auntie knows that your parents Divorce has a psychological impact on children, but so many years have passed, and you have grown up, so you should be able to understand your mother's choice at the beginning. Marriage is sometimes beyond your control. If the relationship is gone, it will be gone. If it goes on, it will be mutual torture. But Parents always love their children, so don’t hold back anymore, there’s only one mother, where else can you find another one?”

When Dong Jing said this, Ruan Sixian turned her head to look at Dong Xian, she frowned, her eyes were red, the moment she met her gaze, the tip of her nose became sour, and her eyes instantly moistened.

Ruan Sixian turned her head and continued to listen to Dong Jing.

She was just trying to persuade Ruan Sixian not to be angry with Dong Xian, even if she wanted to be angry, all these years would be enough.There are so many divorced families these years, and I have never seen one who has no relationship with her mother like Ruan Sixian.

Ruan Sixian responded without a word, no matter what her aunt said, she would agree.

Ruan Sixian didn't leave until Dong Jing was tired again and could hardly keep her eyes open.

"Auntie, take a good rest, and I will come to see you another day."

Dong Jing was already asleep when she said this, and there was no echo.Ruan Sixian went out with her belongings, and Dong Xian followed.

"Ruan Ruan." Walking to the door of the ward, Dong Xian called her to stop, "I'll take you home."

"No need, I'll take a taxi myself." Ruan Sixian turned to face her, "Also, don't wait for me outside my house in the future, it's annoying."

Hearing the word "annoying", Dong Xian realized that she was coaxing her aunt when she promised to be good just now.

Her loose expression collapsed a little bit.

Ruan Sixian took out a card from her bag and stuffed it into Dong Xian's hand.

"This is the money you sent me over the years. I haven't touched a penny. You can keep it for yourself."

Dong Xian didn't pick it up, the card dropped to the ground, and no one picked it up.

She stared at the old card on the ground, and all the perplexity and helplessness she had squeezed for more than ten years erupted at this moment.

It's not that she didn't think about harming her children when she got divorced, but it wasn't her own fault that a marriage came to an end. At that time, Ruan Sixian was young and ignorant, so she could tolerate it.But now that Ruan Sixian is still in her twenties, she really can't understand.

"Ruan Ruan, why can't you accept the fact that I divorced your father? I admit that in order to take care of your mood, your father and I have never quarreled and blushed in front of you. Suddenly talking about divorce, you may I can't accept it, but can't you really see the changes in us during that time?"

Ruan Sixian touched her cheek with the tip of her tongue, but did not speak.

Of course she didn't think divorce was wrong, but how could Dong Xian be so confident that she didn't know anything?

They divorced when Ruan Sixian was 14 years old, and she was in the third year of junior high school.

In the afternoon of the third day of junior high school, there is one more class than that of the first and second day of junior high school, and school ends at 10 pm every day.It takes 10 minutes to go from school to home, but there is still a small road, which only takes [-] minutes, but there is a low wall in the middle.

At that time, Ruan Sixian, another little girl who was traveling with her, was unwilling to climb over the wall, so she walked the path by herself every day.

Her house is in an old alley, facing north is a passage facing the main road, facing south is a small path, usually there are no people, and this path is the path after climbing over the low wall and passing an abandoned construction site.

I can't remember exactly which day, Ruan Sixian jumped off the low wall with her schoolbag on her back, and saw her mother get off a Mercedes-Benz just after passing the construction site.

She hid behind the abandoned prefab house and watched from a distance, and she didn't come out until Dong Xian turned into the path.

After a long period of time, Ruan Sixian saw that Mercedes several times one after another.

Sometimes they would stop there for a long time, and the two of them didn't know what to say in the car.

Sometimes that man would get out of the car, open the trunk and take something for Dong Xian.

Ruan Sixian had never seen the man's appearance clearly, she just thought he was a little fat and old man.

Another time, she saw the man give Dong Xian a small box, Dong Xian took it, put it in the bag and turned to go home.

Ruan Sixian then went home and went to find Dong Xian's bag while she was cooking, and found it was a necklace.

Ruan Sixian's family is poor, and she has never seen any jewelry, but based on her own guess, this thing should be worth a lot.

So Dong Xian didn't know that the divorce was not Ruan Sixian's heart knot, this was.

A few months later, Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian's father filed for divorce.

The divorce tug-of-war lasted for several months, during which Dong Xian moved out.Ruan Sixian didn't know where she lived, maybe in that man's house.

Later, Ruan Sixian's father finally agreed to divorce and asked Ruan Sixian who she wanted to live with.

Without even thinking about it, Ruan Sixian directly said that she would live with her father.

Then the two sat face to face for a long time without speaking.

Finally Dong Xian stood up and said, "Okay."

Ruan Sixian couldn't tell what she felt psychologically at the time, she thought that Dong Xian would talk to her a lot and would persuade her to follow her, but she just said yes.

After a few days, there was no one thing about Dong Xian at home, and Ruan Sixian realized it belatedly.

Ah, as expected, I was still abandoned.

Ruan Sixian was lost in thought for a long time, but was finally pulled back by Dong Xian's words.

"Ruan Ruan, it's not my fault that I divorced your father. It's unfair for you to treat me like this."

"My father is poor and incompetent, but at least my father is devoted to you."

Ruan Sixian just left such a sentence, turned around and left.

Dong Xian couldn't react for a long time, she didn't understand what Ruan Sixian's words meant, why did it involve "single-mindedness"?

When she woke up, Ruan Sixian's figure had disappeared in the elevator.

Walking out of the inpatient department, it was already dark.

Ruan Sixian stood on the side of the road waiting for the car, staring at the traffic in a daze, not noticing a black car slowly stopped in front of her.

Zheng You'an rolled down the car window, raised his sunglasses, and after confirming that it was Ruan Sixian, he asked, "Why are you here?"

Ruan Sixian returned to her senses, glanced at her, Zheng Youan asked again: "Are you sick?"

"No." Ruan Sixian said, "I'm going to visit my relatives."

"Oh, I'm also here to see relatives." Zheng Youan asked, "How are you doing over there, are you okay?"

Ruan Sixian looked at Zheng Youan, not knowing what to say.

She thought, if she hadn't seen the car at that time, or if Dong Xian had been tougher then, she might have followed Dong Xian, and now she and Zheng You'an might be good sisters.

"It's okay, go in quickly." Ruan Sixian said, "There is a car coming from behind."

After Zheng You'an left, Ruan Sixian hailed a taxi, the driver asked her where she was going, she thought about it, and reported the address of Bian Xuan's bar.

After arriving at the place, I found that today was the weekend and there were so many guests, Bian Xuan was too busy to touch the ground.

Ruan Sixian sat for a while and then went back.

During the period, the phone kept ringing, and she was annoyed, so she turned off the mute, thinking about when to change a phone card.

It was less than ten o'clock when she arrived at Mingchen's apartment. She walked very slowly and met an old lady walking her dog on the way.

The Chihuahua was very fierce and yelled at Ruan Sixian, scaring her back several steps.

Seeing that Ruan Sixian's eyes were red, the old lady immediately picked up the dog and apologized: "Oh my little girl, I'm sorry, my dog ​​is just a bit fierce and doesn't bite people, so don't be afraid."

Ruan Sixian didn't speak, and ran all the way into the elevator.

It took more than ten seconds for the elevator to go up, and Ruan Sixian arrived before she had time to straighten her expression.

She pulled the flight case and rubbed her eyes as she walked home.

The voice-activated light came on, and when she looked up, she saw Fu Mingyu standing at the door of her house.

"where did you go?"

"How did you come?"

The two spoke in unison, and after Fu Mingyu finished speaking, he saw Ruan Sixian's expression was wrong.

He approached slowly, leaned over to sniff Ruan Sixian's face, "Are you drinking again?"

This time Ruan Sixian didn't deny it, she responded in a low voice, and then walked past Fu Mingyu to open the door.

She walked into the living room, put down the flight box, and Fu Mingyu followed behind her, standing next to the TV.

"I saw your message after I was busy, but no one answered my call."

"Oh, I didn't look at my phone, sorry."

Ruan Sixian turned around and looked at Fu Mingyu, her throat suddenly tickled.

Just now she just turned on the light at the entrance casually, and when it shines into the living room, Fu Mingyu is faintly illuminated, making it seem like this person is not real.

But even so, this person standing there actually gave Ruan Sixian a feeling of wanting to hug her.

Ruan Sixian rubbed her belly.

It may be due to the recent ovulation period and the excessive secretion of oxytocin to produce this feeling.

Drink plenty of water to speed up your metabolism.

She looked at Fu Mingyu and said, "Boss Fu, I want to drink water."

Fu Mingyu looked into her eyes, trying to see something from her eyes.

After a few seconds, he gave up, turned around and went to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot water.

When she came out, Ruan Sixian had already taken off her shoes and was sitting on the sofa, with her legs curled up and her knees hugged.

Fu Mingyu handed her the water glass.

Ruan Sixian took it, drank it all in one gulp, and finally choked.

Fu Mingyu sat next to her and patted her on the back. The distance between them was less than a fist.

When he reached out to pat Ruan Sixian's back, his arms formed a circle around her body.

When the palm fell gently, it seemed to hug her.

But in the next second, it was lifted again, and the sense of encirclement disappeared immediately, followed by a feeling of emptiness in my heart.

Every second, Ruan Sixian wanted to grasp the fleeting feeling of hugging, how much she wanted him not to lift his hand, but just put it on her back like that.

"what happened to you?"

Fu Mingyu didn't wait for an answer, and looked down at her. Instead, she buried her face completely in her knees, like a baby shrunk in the mother's womb, "Do you want to hug it?"

Ruan Sixian: "..."

Before she could think about what to say, Fu Mingyu suddenly reached out to wrap her arms around her, and pressed her head against his chest.

"If you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence."

Of course Ruan Sixian had nothing to say.

She is very insecure now and wants to have a hug to rely on indulgently.

And the temperature of his embrace was just right, and there was a clear and pleasant smell.

Ruan Sixian sniffed greedily twice, her face pressed against his chest tightly, itching up and down.

There was silence in the house, and it started raining again outside the window.

The autumn rain is more lingering than the spring rain. It passes through the leaves sparsely, making a series of delicate and lingering sounds, which are entangled with Fu Mingyu's breathing, and it is difficult to distinguish them from each other.

After an unknown amount of time, the rain stopped, and the lights of Wanjia outside gradually went out.

Ruan Sixian felt a few strands of fine hair brushed against her cheek by Fu Mingyu's breath, itching a bit, so she moved her position.

A voice suddenly sounded from above.

"Don't rub it anymore, you will be charged interest if you rub it any longer."

?

Ruan Sixian raised her head for a second, "What interest?"

She straightened up to look at Fu Mingyu, and his hand naturally slipped to her waist.

Fu Mingyu tilted his head and looked down at her, "For example, give me a kiss?"