My heart hurts when I mention the abolition

The spring is warm, the spring/light is warm, and the spring breeze is blowing.

Chen Yizhen leaned against the window, flipping through a page of the book casually.

This page talks about Lu Xiaochun, a bandit in the rivers and lakes, who was murdered and his family was ruined. The words in the brushstrokes make people weep and cry blood. Readers will shake their heads and sigh with regret. The paintings are listed on the right, and you can see them at a glance when reading a book.

However, at this time, a strange smile appeared on the corner of Chen Yizhen's mouth, like the continuous drizzle of the spring breeze, although it was slender and light, it was endless.

Suddenly, she pressed her fingers on one place and stopped still. She raised her eyes halfway, looked out of the window, and looked carefully, but saw that her eyes were dull, clearly immersed in her own thoughts, and she didn't know where she was drifting away.

I don't know what to think of, the faint smile on the corner of the mouth suddenly blooms, like the epiphyllum that blooms instantly at night, short-lived, but extremely beautiful.

"Your Majesty." Madam Zheng's voice brought her back from her thoughts.

Chen Yizhen came back to her senses, turned her head and saw that it was Madam Zheng, she brushed off the broken hair on her forehead, and said "um" uncomfortably, "What's the matter?"

The smile on Madam Zheng's face could hardly contain it. She came forward with a bowl of soup and handed it to her, "Drink it while it's hot."

Chen Yizhen looked at the bowl of dark soup suspiciously, and asked, "What is this?"

Madam Zheng blinked narrowly, leaned into her ear, and whispered, "What else is it? Zhang Yuan is prescribing the medicine for recuperating the body."

Chen Yizhen was stunned, and then shook her head and laughed. She has been in ancient times for so long, and she has gradually become accustomed to the implicit expressions of ancient times.

This body-rejuvenating medicine is not really for rejuvenating the body, it is for women to help women become pregnant after having intercourse.

Most of the recuperating prescriptions in the hands of the imperial doctors are this kind, but the emperor has no other concubines in the harem, and the only empress has never asked the imperial doctor for these prescriptions, so these prescriptions have been locked at the bottom of the box with hatred.

Now that these prescriptions can finally be used, the imperial doctors suddenly feel tears welling up in their eyes.

Chen Yizhen hesitated, she did not reject having children with the emperor, since she decided to move back to the Changchun Palace, she never thought of escaping, but the bowl of medicine in front of her is reliable, it is three-point poisonous, she has no physical problems, no need You can conceive naturally after recuperation, why use this kind of medicine, if this kind of medicine is harmful to the offspring, and give birth to a deformed baby with slanted eyes and crooked nose, then she really has no place to cry.

Finally, she waved her hand and said, "I don't need medicine, take it away."

Madam Zheng was in a hurry, "Your Majesty, you can just drink it. This is the prescription that the servants got from Zhang Yuanzheng, and several imperial doctors measured it in person. It is absolutely fine."

Chen Yizhen persuaded her earnestly, "Grandma, I don't have any problems with my health, and it won't affect my children, so why bother to use prescriptions to recuperate."

Madam Zheng looked at her helplessly, not believing this, but seeing her resolute look, she couldn't help reminding: "Madam, could it be that you have forgotten the three years before, when you shared the bed with the emperor?" , the number of times is not too small, but I still can't get pregnant for a long time."

After being reminded by her, Chen Yizhen suddenly realized, no wonder Madam Zheng was so proactive in finding the prescription, and she boiled the medicine and sent it over the next day.

But how should I put it... Is it possible for her to admit that she did not have a relationship with the emperor in those three years?

Without physical contact, it is naturally impossible to conceive.

Chen Yizhen was helpless, she would definitely not be able to share the house affairs with Madam Zheng, but she didn't want to take medicine, so she could only continue to be firm, so that Madam Zheng could see her uncompromising attitude.

"Mommy, I've heard a saying that medicine is three-point poisonous. I'm really worried that drinking medicine will affect the development of offspring. I don't want to drink it. You allow me a period of time. If there is no news after a year or two, I will drink medicine again." Not too late."

She is still young, let alone a year or two, she can conceive in three to five years.

Madam Zheng sighed, and wanted to persuade her again, but Chen Yizhen had already turned away, not looking at her.

She had no choice but to sigh and take the soup down.

Chen Yizhen shook his head, and was about to lower his head to continue reading, but Shuanglu came over again and asked her, "Ma'am, have you finished reading all the scriptures in the right ear room? Can the maidservant put them in a box and put them in the warehouse?"

She has read a lot of story books over the years, and it is estimated that it can fill two bookshelves, so she specially packed a room to store those story books.

Hearing this, he was puzzled, "The script is well placed there, why did you pack it in the cage?"

Shuanglu pursed her lips and said, "Your maidservant and Shuangshu, Madam Zheng discussed it, and decided to place the Son-Giving Avalokitesvara bestowed on you by your ancestors in the right ear chamber, offering incense to the Buddha every day, and making a good offering. "

Chen Yizhen opened his eyes wide, "Oh my God! Have you already made your own decision?"

Shuanglu glanced at her cautiously, and said hesitantly, "Although it's the servants' fault for not asking your mother for instructions, but Mother Zheng said that if you ask for instructions, you will definitely not agree. This is the kindness of the ancestors, you You can’t let down your ancestors.”

Chen Yizhen helped his forehead helplessly.

Seeing that she didn't intend to get angry, Shuanglu breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately became lively again, leaning close to her, chattering.

"Your Majesty, the servants are also doing it for your own good. You have been in the palace for four years, but you have not been pregnant. Even if the Emperor doesn't say anything, it will be a long time. What about the Empress Dowager? What I care most about in my heart must be the matter of the heirs."

Chen Yizhen suddenly found that after moving back to Changchun Palace, everyone's attention was focused on her stomach.

This is just the beginning, and it is not hard for her to imagine how these people will keep nagging in her ears for a long time to come.

She waved her hands feebly, letting them decide for themselves, "You can figure it out for yourself, just one thing, don't come here and disturb me today."

Shuanglu immediately responded excitedly: "Hey, yes, I thank you, Madam, the slaves will leave."

Chen Yizhen shook her head, being interrupted by them, she didn't even have the thought of swaying and reminiscing.

In the evening, the emperor came to Changchun Palace.

Chen Yizhen greeted her out, wondering if she was in a different mood, seeing the emperor at this moment, she actually felt a rare sense of discomfort and sweetness.

"Your Majesty." Even the voice was lower than usual.

The emperor took her hand and helped her up, "It's cold outside, go in first, why are your hands so cold?"

Chen Yizhen replied with a smile: "Perhaps it is too windy outside."

The emperor said: "In the future, when I come here, I don't need to come out to greet me. Don't I have legs to go in by myself?"

Chen Yizhen nodded naturally, she is not a masochist, it would be nice to save her some time.

She hadn't mentioned these things before. Firstly, it was because her relationship with the emperor was not good enough to be fully trusted and caring. She had to say that in this era, she was born as two people with unequal status. She may never be able to completely fall in love with this person in front of her like modern times.

Secondly, the thorn in the Chen family has always been a rift between them that cannot be brought up. She dare not neglect etiquette, for fear that the emperor's affection for her will fade later, and the family members will be held accountable.

The two walked in, the emperor waved his hand and let all the servants go down, leaving only him and Chen Yizhen in the hall.

The emperor hugged her waist, put his hands on her waist, massaged gently, and asked with concern: "Is it still uncomfortable?"

Chen Yizhen thought that the emperor asked everyone to go down to whisper something to her, but in the end, he didn't expect it to be this kind of thing.

She glared at him, "Your Majesty, please be serious."

The emperor laughed helplessly, "Why am I not serious? What I am asking is serious things."

The waiters outside didn't know, but the emperor knew that last night was the empress's first time, and the first time was unavoidably cautious, he was afraid of hurting the empress.

Chen Yizhen snorted, embarrassed to lay down his hand, lowered his head, was silent for a while, and hummed softly: "It's all right now."

The emperor nodded slightly, "That's good, I specially ordered the imperial dining room to make some nourishing meals, so you can nourish your body."

Hearing this, Chen Yizhen covered his lips, chuckled, and raised his eyebrows to look at him, "The concubine only heard that after that incident, there were only people who nourished the kidneys of men, but I haven't heard of anyone who nourishes the body of women."

The emperor was taken aback for a moment, and then his face darkened instantly. He stepped forward, grabbed her hand, and gritted his teeth, "The queen knows a lot. It seems that I have gained a lot of inspiration from the book recently. How about handing the book to me?" Give it to me, let me be inspired too."

Chen Yizhen's complexion changed drastically, and he hurriedly protected his little ones, "Your Majesty, you are busy with everything, how can I let idle books bother you."

The emperor smiled, "No, I also want to know what my queen is thinking recently."

Chen Yizhen blurted out, "That's not easy, I will tell you personally that you don't need to read those miscellaneous books."

"The most worrying thing for my concubine recently is sister Lin's injury."

After the words fell, the two of them paused for a long time, the emperor let her go, he let out a long sigh, touched her head, and comforted her: "Don't worry, the people I sent out already have clues, and I think they can find Master Du Yi soon." .”

Chen Yizhen nodded, thinking of sister Lin's injury, he was no longer in the mood to make jokes.Using the ointment borrowed by Princess Wei Le, the scars on sister Lin's forehead became lighter, but the scars can still be seen. Zhang Yuanzheng comforted them and said that as sister Lin grows up, these scars will gradually fade away. Become shallower, maybe you won't be able to see it when the time comes.

But both she and her cousin know that it is true that the step by step becomes shallower, but it is impossible to say that it cannot be seen at all.

She forced a smile, and led the emperor to go in, and showed him a painting she had collected recently. That painting was plum blossoms among the four gentlemen of plum, orchid, bamboo and chrysanthemum. She wanted to embroider two purses with plum blossoms, one for the emperor and one for her.

A few days later, the old lady, my aunt, and my mother asked to see me.

They heard that she had moved back to Changchun Palace, and that the emperor had already stayed in Changchun Palace and came here to explain things.

The old lady patted her hand and sighed: "You have a big heart since you are young. Grandma has always believed that you are a child with good fortune. As expected, grandma doesn't say much. She only hopes that the relationship between the empress and the emperor will be harmonious, and that the prince will be crowned as soon as possible." , In this way, the empress will be able to rely on her for the rest of her life."

Chen Yizhen lowered his head obediently, and patiently waited for his grandmother's nagging.

After the old lady is finished, it is the eldest aunt.

The eldest aunt smiled and said: "Auntie only hopes that the family will be fine. Now, Sister Ning has successfully reconciled and Sister Lin has been taken away. You are safe and sound in the palace. Auntie has nothing to worry about." .”

Finally, there is the mother.

The mother talked a lot, and it was complicated. After a while, she happily took her hand and told her that she had finally made it through. Don't worry about getting pregnant and let everything take its course. She was afraid that she would not get pregnant because she had been in the palace for three years. I am anxious about pregnancy.

After a while, he hugged her again and cried, saying that the family was incompetent and could not help her, and she had to carry everything in the palace by herself.

Chen Yizhen was helpless, hugged his mother back, patted her on the back comfortingly, and said softly: "Don't worry, my daughter is fine now."

She originally wanted to keep the three of them for lunch, but the old lady firmly refused, saying that the family could no longer help her, so she must not be dragged down any longer.

Chen Yizhen had no choice but to send them away with a sigh.

The author has something to say: it’s almost over, there’s not much left~