Cheng Yiqin didn't know how long he had been crying, but felt that after the venting, his whole body became very weak, and he fell limply on Chu Yiyang's shoulder.
Chu Yiyang hugged him quietly the whole time, without saying a word, and only comforted him with gentle palms.
At that moment, it seemed that the whole world was quiet, and even the sound of the cold wind blowing the broken leaves disappeared at that moment, leaving only the amplified breathing of Cheng Yiqin and Chu Yiyang.
"I'm fine..." Cheng Yiqin's face moved away from Chu Yiyang's shoulders, and only then did he realize that there was a patch of wetness on his shoulders, which was much darker than other parts. He was stunned for a moment, speechless, " I……"
Chu Yiyang saw that he had been staring at his clothes on his drenched shoulders, so he let go of his waist with his right hand, and turned to caress his cheeks upwards, letting him look at him.
Cheng Yiqin's eyes were hazy, with crystal water droplets embedded in them, which would never fall.This tearful look actually made his whole face look clearer and clean, and it also brought some cute little grievances.
"It's okay, the clothes can be washed, as long as you feel better."
"It was too embarrassing just now..." Cheng Yiqin pursed his thin lips, realizing that he had really lost his composure just now.
Chu Yiyang raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, his movements were gentle as if he was caring for the treasure in his palm.
He smiled, a rare warm smile, "Who are you to lose, you are all mine now, what can't you do in front of me?"
"But, I... Chu Yiyang, you pinched my face again!"
Chu Yiyang's hand that was caressing his cheek suddenly pinched Cheng Yiqin's cheek. Cheng Yiqin was still in a bit of embarrassment, but because he blurted out a sentence, the embarrassment disappeared in an instant.
He seemed to have returned to his original vigor, Chu Yiyang rubbed his hair again, and said: "In the future, if you have anything in your heart, you can tell me, cry with me and make trouble with me, don't keep it in your heart, you know, let alone you She is still a pregnant woman, so maintaining a good mood is more important than anything else.”
After listening to Chu Yiyang's speech in a daze, Cheng Yiqin nodded heavily, sniffed and smiled softly.
The tears were still wet, and the eye sockets were flushed with long eyelashes. At this moment, he seemed like a little cat.
What a fool.Chu Yiyang sighed secretly.
"Let's go, go wash your face, you look so ugly now." Chu Yiyang's hand slowly moved down, passing through Cheng Yiqin's waist to wrap his arms around him.
"Tell me not to suppress myself for a while, and then say that I look ugly after crying..." Cheng Yiqin dissatisfied, "Should I say that you are duplicity, or that you do not match what you said?"
"The former, the latter doesn't sound like a good word." Chu Yiyang pretended to think for a while, and gave Cheng Yiqin this answer.
Duplicity of the big trotters.Cheng Yiqin said again in his heart.
Dean walks in a car accident.
Cheng Yiqin remembered very clearly that when they finished school that day, the lower grades stood at the door and waited for the higher grades to come out, and when they were all there, they went home together.
Cheng Yiqin was among them at the time, following the crowd and watching the children at the end.Because he was the older one, the youngest siblings were only in the first and second grades at that time.
On the way back, the dean came out to pick them up, but when he was crossing the road, he was run over by a speeding truck.
At that time, the dean was walking on the sidewalk, and the light was green at that time, the passing cars should stop, but the big truck didn't, just like this, it hit and killed a person who was closest to Cheng Yiqin in this world.
That was a living life.
When they saw that scene, the faces of the children standing on this side of the intersection were filled with panic. Some children could not react for a long time, some children started to cry loudly, and some children ignored the traffic. Danger tried to rush over, but was grabbed by an older child.
Cheng Yiqin was one of the two most sensible children, but at that time, although he appeared to be much calmer than any other child, in fact his heart was on the verge of collapse.It was he who tensed the string, gritted his teeth and forced himself to calm down.
At that time, none of the children had mobile phones, nor did Cheng Yiqin. Fortunately, a kind person helped the principal call an ambulance.
Unfortunately, the dean passed away forever before the ambulance arrived.
At that time, his bloody corpse was lying in the middle of an intersection that was still full of traffic, with the ever-changing vast sky above his head and the hard and cold concrete floor below him.
The vehicles shuttled by him, no one stopped, they all looked at him in the car and then accelerated to drive forward, seeing the clump made them shudder.
Several children, including Cheng Yiqin, were stopped by passers-by, preventing them from entering the dangerous road.
Cheng Yiqin didn't cry, he just felt a pain in his heart, as if two hands were grabbing his beating heart, the force was getting tighter and tighter, making him unable to breathe, almost unable to breathe.
So that for a long time in the future, he didn't dare to think about it again.Memories are too painful, every time I think of it, even breathing hurts.
Afterwards, Cheng Yiqin learned that the reason why the vehicle involved in the accident was speeding was because the owner of the vehicle was being chased by the police for illegally transporting private goods.
No wonder the police came so fast. The moment the dean had an accident, the police came behind.Cheng Yiqin thought to himself.
The orphanage has always been supported by the dean alone, and later also kind-hearted brothers and sisters came to help, which also shared a lot of the dean's pressure.
After the dean passed away, all the children in the yard were adopted by kind people.
Cheng Yiqin was with an aunt who was unable to speak due to an accident. Fortunately, Cheng Yiqin himself was able to get into a good university and planned to study hard to earn money to support this aunt.
Cheng Yiqin has a very good personality. Auntie likes to listen to Cheng Yiqin talking about all kinds of interesting things. He can always amuse Auntie successfully and bring joy to this small but warm bungalow.
One day, my aunt asked him if he wanted to learn something, it could be singing, painting, or carpentry.Whatever he likes.
At that time, Cheng Yiqin had just finished his high school entrance examination and stayed at home to help his aunt with work every day.He thought that the aunt was just asking casually, but what he didn't expect was that what the aunt said was true. He said that he wanted to learn the piano, so the aunt really took him to the piano store to sign up.
But because their family still had no money to buy the piano, the aunt asked him to go to the piano store to practice the piano, and the fee was about [-] per hour.
The reason why Cheng Yiqin wanted to learn the piano was because he felt that beautiful pure music could calm his impetuous heart. Since his aunt couldn't speak, he played the best tunes for her.
They also lived together for several years. At that time, in Cheng Yiqin's opinion, if they could stay together like this for a lifetime, it seemed to be enough.
During the summer vacation before his freshman year, he went out to work under the scorching sun every day. Although he was tired, he was also satisfied.
I remember that one night, he was temporarily pulled down by his boss to work overtime again, and he didn't get home from get off work until after eleven o'clock in the evening.
Their city has a lot of rain in summer, but unfortunately, the rain started to fall at ten o'clock in the evening, and it became heavier and heavier, and it turned into a downpour at eleven o'clock.
At this time, the last bus was gone, and the road was empty and there were no taxis passing by.
Standing under the eaves, Cheng Yiqin felt the coolness brought by the heavy rain. Occasionally, raindrops splashed on his face. The cold touch made him shiver. He gently rubbed his arms with his hands, trying to warm himself.
The rain was so heavy that it threatened to flood the area.
Since there was no means of transportation and no rainproof items, Cheng Yiqin wanted to wait for the rain to stop and walk back. If he walked faster, he would be able to get home in about an hour.
The boss pushed a bicycle out behind him, and after closing the shop door, pushed it to Cheng Yiqin's side, "Xiao Cheng, why are you going back in such heavy rain?"
"I'll wait a little longer, the rain will definitely stop." Cheng Yiqin gave the boss a faint smile.
The boss took out a raincoat from the basket at the front of the bicycle and handed it to Cheng Yiqin to put it on, while he himself planned to slam on his bicycle and rush home quickly.
Cheng Yiqin naturally declined the boss's kindness, and after the boss left, he began to wait for the rain to stop alone.
The rain didn't stop until the next day, but Cheng Yiqin had already arrived home safely the night before.
It was my aunt who came to pick him up, and picked him up with a raincoat on her little electric donkey.
Auntie can't speak, can't use words to express what she wants to express.But when Cheng Yiqin looked into her eyes, he understood all the thoughts in her heart.
The rain was still heavy, soaking Cheng Yiqin and his aunt's trouser legs, but when Cheng Yiqin sat on the back seat and hugged his aunt's waist tightly, a great warmth was surging in his heart.
In his view, happiness is actually that simple.
Unfortunately, the good times are not long.
He always thought that he and his aunt could live together forever, so he never thought that this day would come.
——And just a week later, my aunt unfortunately died in a car accident.
Another car accident.
Cheng Yiqin was thinking, why do the people closest to him always leave him in this way?Is it his problem...
At that time, Cheng Yiqin was once again on the verge of collapse. After receiving the call from the hospital, he didn't think about anything, and ran out without even saying a word to the boss beside him.
Along the way, he fought back the pain and tears and ran desperately. When he arrived at the hospital, he was panting heavily while holding the nurses to ask about the situation. After learning the situation, he hurried to the operating room to wait anxiously.
The waiting process was long and painful, and Cheng Yiqin was tortured almost to the point of going crazy. No one could understand his feelings at that time, no one.
When the aunt was pushed out, she had already left. For a while, the operating room was shrouded in a heavy atmosphere that was enough to suffocate, and it could not dissipate for a long time.
Cheng Yiqin forgot how he walked out of the hospital, and how long after his aunt was buried, he no longer remembers all of this.
Or rather, he didn't want to think about it.
Cheng Yiqin didn't even tell Chu Yiyang about these painful pasts, it was much better after crying.
At this moment, he and Chu Yiyang were sitting on the sofa together, being held in Chu Yiyang's arms, and a comedy movie was playing on the TV that could make people laugh out loud.
But neither of them smiled.
"I scared you just now..." After a long silence, Cheng Yiqin suddenly spoke.
"Huh? How do you say it?" Chu Yiyang was quite puzzled by the word "scared".
"Xiaoqiang in your eyes just cried like that. He is obviously a person who doesn't shed tears easily. It's really embarrassing to cry in front of you like this..."
It seems that Cheng Yiqin is still struggling with the problem of not being able to shed tears. Chu Yiyang touched his forehead, but was gently pushed away by Cheng Yiqin, "What are you doing?"
Chu Yiyang tested the temperature of Cheng Yiqin's forehead and put his arms around Cheng Yiqin's shoulders again, "Check to see if you have a fever, are you burnt out, if not, why are you just talking nonsense here?"
"What nonsense did I say?"
"You think it's embarrassing to cry in front of your husband?"
Chu Yiyang had already comforted Cheng Yiqin with these words, although Cheng Yiqin was still struggling with this, Chu Yiyang did not show the slightest bit of impatience.
"no……"
"That's right, what do you think, huh?"
It was this single syllable with a rising ending, Cheng Yiqin smiled softly, and nodded vigorously, "I will try my best not to get entangled in this matter."
"Well, this is my good lady."
A deep and magnetic voice came from above his head, but it was the three words "good lady" that made Cheng Yiqin couldn't help but chuckle.
Hearing it for the first time, although he didn't quite get used to it, he felt a bit of sweetness coming out of his heart.
"Are you feeling better now?" Chu Yiyang suddenly asked again.
Cheng Yiqin raised his head away from Chu Yiyang's shoulders, and replied firmly: "It's okay, you can watch this movie well."
After the voice fell, Cheng Yiqin shifted his gaze to the TV screen.
Chu Yiyang hugged him quietly the whole time, without saying a word, and only comforted him with gentle palms.
At that moment, it seemed that the whole world was quiet, and even the sound of the cold wind blowing the broken leaves disappeared at that moment, leaving only the amplified breathing of Cheng Yiqin and Chu Yiyang.
"I'm fine..." Cheng Yiqin's face moved away from Chu Yiyang's shoulders, and only then did he realize that there was a patch of wetness on his shoulders, which was much darker than other parts. He was stunned for a moment, speechless, " I……"
Chu Yiyang saw that he had been staring at his clothes on his drenched shoulders, so he let go of his waist with his right hand, and turned to caress his cheeks upwards, letting him look at him.
Cheng Yiqin's eyes were hazy, with crystal water droplets embedded in them, which would never fall.This tearful look actually made his whole face look clearer and clean, and it also brought some cute little grievances.
"It's okay, the clothes can be washed, as long as you feel better."
"It was too embarrassing just now..." Cheng Yiqin pursed his thin lips, realizing that he had really lost his composure just now.
Chu Yiyang raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, his movements were gentle as if he was caring for the treasure in his palm.
He smiled, a rare warm smile, "Who are you to lose, you are all mine now, what can't you do in front of me?"
"But, I... Chu Yiyang, you pinched my face again!"
Chu Yiyang's hand that was caressing his cheek suddenly pinched Cheng Yiqin's cheek. Cheng Yiqin was still in a bit of embarrassment, but because he blurted out a sentence, the embarrassment disappeared in an instant.
He seemed to have returned to his original vigor, Chu Yiyang rubbed his hair again, and said: "In the future, if you have anything in your heart, you can tell me, cry with me and make trouble with me, don't keep it in your heart, you know, let alone you She is still a pregnant woman, so maintaining a good mood is more important than anything else.”
After listening to Chu Yiyang's speech in a daze, Cheng Yiqin nodded heavily, sniffed and smiled softly.
The tears were still wet, and the eye sockets were flushed with long eyelashes. At this moment, he seemed like a little cat.
What a fool.Chu Yiyang sighed secretly.
"Let's go, go wash your face, you look so ugly now." Chu Yiyang's hand slowly moved down, passing through Cheng Yiqin's waist to wrap his arms around him.
"Tell me not to suppress myself for a while, and then say that I look ugly after crying..." Cheng Yiqin dissatisfied, "Should I say that you are duplicity, or that you do not match what you said?"
"The former, the latter doesn't sound like a good word." Chu Yiyang pretended to think for a while, and gave Cheng Yiqin this answer.
Duplicity of the big trotters.Cheng Yiqin said again in his heart.
Dean walks in a car accident.
Cheng Yiqin remembered very clearly that when they finished school that day, the lower grades stood at the door and waited for the higher grades to come out, and when they were all there, they went home together.
Cheng Yiqin was among them at the time, following the crowd and watching the children at the end.Because he was the older one, the youngest siblings were only in the first and second grades at that time.
On the way back, the dean came out to pick them up, but when he was crossing the road, he was run over by a speeding truck.
At that time, the dean was walking on the sidewalk, and the light was green at that time, the passing cars should stop, but the big truck didn't, just like this, it hit and killed a person who was closest to Cheng Yiqin in this world.
That was a living life.
When they saw that scene, the faces of the children standing on this side of the intersection were filled with panic. Some children could not react for a long time, some children started to cry loudly, and some children ignored the traffic. Danger tried to rush over, but was grabbed by an older child.
Cheng Yiqin was one of the two most sensible children, but at that time, although he appeared to be much calmer than any other child, in fact his heart was on the verge of collapse.It was he who tensed the string, gritted his teeth and forced himself to calm down.
At that time, none of the children had mobile phones, nor did Cheng Yiqin. Fortunately, a kind person helped the principal call an ambulance.
Unfortunately, the dean passed away forever before the ambulance arrived.
At that time, his bloody corpse was lying in the middle of an intersection that was still full of traffic, with the ever-changing vast sky above his head and the hard and cold concrete floor below him.
The vehicles shuttled by him, no one stopped, they all looked at him in the car and then accelerated to drive forward, seeing the clump made them shudder.
Several children, including Cheng Yiqin, were stopped by passers-by, preventing them from entering the dangerous road.
Cheng Yiqin didn't cry, he just felt a pain in his heart, as if two hands were grabbing his beating heart, the force was getting tighter and tighter, making him unable to breathe, almost unable to breathe.
So that for a long time in the future, he didn't dare to think about it again.Memories are too painful, every time I think of it, even breathing hurts.
Afterwards, Cheng Yiqin learned that the reason why the vehicle involved in the accident was speeding was because the owner of the vehicle was being chased by the police for illegally transporting private goods.
No wonder the police came so fast. The moment the dean had an accident, the police came behind.Cheng Yiqin thought to himself.
The orphanage has always been supported by the dean alone, and later also kind-hearted brothers and sisters came to help, which also shared a lot of the dean's pressure.
After the dean passed away, all the children in the yard were adopted by kind people.
Cheng Yiqin was with an aunt who was unable to speak due to an accident. Fortunately, Cheng Yiqin himself was able to get into a good university and planned to study hard to earn money to support this aunt.
Cheng Yiqin has a very good personality. Auntie likes to listen to Cheng Yiqin talking about all kinds of interesting things. He can always amuse Auntie successfully and bring joy to this small but warm bungalow.
One day, my aunt asked him if he wanted to learn something, it could be singing, painting, or carpentry.Whatever he likes.
At that time, Cheng Yiqin had just finished his high school entrance examination and stayed at home to help his aunt with work every day.He thought that the aunt was just asking casually, but what he didn't expect was that what the aunt said was true. He said that he wanted to learn the piano, so the aunt really took him to the piano store to sign up.
But because their family still had no money to buy the piano, the aunt asked him to go to the piano store to practice the piano, and the fee was about [-] per hour.
The reason why Cheng Yiqin wanted to learn the piano was because he felt that beautiful pure music could calm his impetuous heart. Since his aunt couldn't speak, he played the best tunes for her.
They also lived together for several years. At that time, in Cheng Yiqin's opinion, if they could stay together like this for a lifetime, it seemed to be enough.
During the summer vacation before his freshman year, he went out to work under the scorching sun every day. Although he was tired, he was also satisfied.
I remember that one night, he was temporarily pulled down by his boss to work overtime again, and he didn't get home from get off work until after eleven o'clock in the evening.
Their city has a lot of rain in summer, but unfortunately, the rain started to fall at ten o'clock in the evening, and it became heavier and heavier, and it turned into a downpour at eleven o'clock.
At this time, the last bus was gone, and the road was empty and there were no taxis passing by.
Standing under the eaves, Cheng Yiqin felt the coolness brought by the heavy rain. Occasionally, raindrops splashed on his face. The cold touch made him shiver. He gently rubbed his arms with his hands, trying to warm himself.
The rain was so heavy that it threatened to flood the area.
Since there was no means of transportation and no rainproof items, Cheng Yiqin wanted to wait for the rain to stop and walk back. If he walked faster, he would be able to get home in about an hour.
The boss pushed a bicycle out behind him, and after closing the shop door, pushed it to Cheng Yiqin's side, "Xiao Cheng, why are you going back in such heavy rain?"
"I'll wait a little longer, the rain will definitely stop." Cheng Yiqin gave the boss a faint smile.
The boss took out a raincoat from the basket at the front of the bicycle and handed it to Cheng Yiqin to put it on, while he himself planned to slam on his bicycle and rush home quickly.
Cheng Yiqin naturally declined the boss's kindness, and after the boss left, he began to wait for the rain to stop alone.
The rain didn't stop until the next day, but Cheng Yiqin had already arrived home safely the night before.
It was my aunt who came to pick him up, and picked him up with a raincoat on her little electric donkey.
Auntie can't speak, can't use words to express what she wants to express.But when Cheng Yiqin looked into her eyes, he understood all the thoughts in her heart.
The rain was still heavy, soaking Cheng Yiqin and his aunt's trouser legs, but when Cheng Yiqin sat on the back seat and hugged his aunt's waist tightly, a great warmth was surging in his heart.
In his view, happiness is actually that simple.
Unfortunately, the good times are not long.
He always thought that he and his aunt could live together forever, so he never thought that this day would come.
——And just a week later, my aunt unfortunately died in a car accident.
Another car accident.
Cheng Yiqin was thinking, why do the people closest to him always leave him in this way?Is it his problem...
At that time, Cheng Yiqin was once again on the verge of collapse. After receiving the call from the hospital, he didn't think about anything, and ran out without even saying a word to the boss beside him.
Along the way, he fought back the pain and tears and ran desperately. When he arrived at the hospital, he was panting heavily while holding the nurses to ask about the situation. After learning the situation, he hurried to the operating room to wait anxiously.
The waiting process was long and painful, and Cheng Yiqin was tortured almost to the point of going crazy. No one could understand his feelings at that time, no one.
When the aunt was pushed out, she had already left. For a while, the operating room was shrouded in a heavy atmosphere that was enough to suffocate, and it could not dissipate for a long time.
Cheng Yiqin forgot how he walked out of the hospital, and how long after his aunt was buried, he no longer remembers all of this.
Or rather, he didn't want to think about it.
Cheng Yiqin didn't even tell Chu Yiyang about these painful pasts, it was much better after crying.
At this moment, he and Chu Yiyang were sitting on the sofa together, being held in Chu Yiyang's arms, and a comedy movie was playing on the TV that could make people laugh out loud.
But neither of them smiled.
"I scared you just now..." After a long silence, Cheng Yiqin suddenly spoke.
"Huh? How do you say it?" Chu Yiyang was quite puzzled by the word "scared".
"Xiaoqiang in your eyes just cried like that. He is obviously a person who doesn't shed tears easily. It's really embarrassing to cry in front of you like this..."
It seems that Cheng Yiqin is still struggling with the problem of not being able to shed tears. Chu Yiyang touched his forehead, but was gently pushed away by Cheng Yiqin, "What are you doing?"
Chu Yiyang tested the temperature of Cheng Yiqin's forehead and put his arms around Cheng Yiqin's shoulders again, "Check to see if you have a fever, are you burnt out, if not, why are you just talking nonsense here?"
"What nonsense did I say?"
"You think it's embarrassing to cry in front of your husband?"
Chu Yiyang had already comforted Cheng Yiqin with these words, although Cheng Yiqin was still struggling with this, Chu Yiyang did not show the slightest bit of impatience.
"no……"
"That's right, what do you think, huh?"
It was this single syllable with a rising ending, Cheng Yiqin smiled softly, and nodded vigorously, "I will try my best not to get entangled in this matter."
"Well, this is my good lady."
A deep and magnetic voice came from above his head, but it was the three words "good lady" that made Cheng Yiqin couldn't help but chuckle.
Hearing it for the first time, although he didn't quite get used to it, he felt a bit of sweetness coming out of his heart.
"Are you feeling better now?" Chu Yiyang suddenly asked again.
Cheng Yiqin raised his head away from Chu Yiyang's shoulders, and replied firmly: "It's okay, you can watch this movie well."
After the voice fell, Cheng Yiqin shifted his gaze to the TV screen.
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