After I gave up the small attack all the time

It was the first time Xie Siwei heard him talk about family affairs, and he listened very seriously without interrupting.

"After they graduated from high school, my dad joined the army in the southwestern border region in order to get rid of the control of the family. My mother was admitted to a local financial school in Zhoucheng to study financial management. After graduation, she went directly to the bank. Their relationship has always been Very good, my dad said that after he stayed in the army for a few years, he would change jobs and come back to marry my mom, and my mom would often take the train to see him...then there was me."

Xie Siwei looked at him, "So...your parents are..."

"Conceived before marriage," Xing Yan smiled wryly, crossing his fingers together and continued, "My father will take her to get a certificate after learning that my mother is pregnant. I don't know how this matter was found out by my grandpa. He was very angry. I personally took someone to take my mother to the hospital for an abortion."

Xie Siwei shrank his fingers, why is Xing Tan's grandfather like this?Didn't you say Gao Gan?Doing so violates human ethics.

If Xing Dan had been kicked out at that time, then Xie Siwei would not have met him in the second year of high school.

The person he likes almost didn't come to this world...

Xie Siwei unconsciously started to get scared.

Seeing this, Xing Yan stretched out his hand to hold his slightly cool fingers, "My mother didn't know until then that my grandfather found a girl with a good family background for my father. It’s still big, and it seems to be very powerful. If my dad marries her, he can even go to a higher place.”

Xie Siwei could guess where he meant the higher place, so he didn't ask.

"My dad knew about that girl, but he didn't tell my mom, but my dad didn't want to marry that person. It was embarrassing for my parents to conceive before marriage, let alone my dad's family. My grandpa said that I was born If he comes out, he will be nailed to the pillar of shame for the rest of his life, and even if he dies, he will never agree to the marriage between my father and my mother."

The evening breeze was cool, and the school uniforms of the two made a slight sound.

"My dad was probably in the second grade at the time. He forced death to keep the child in my mother's womb... Oh, he kept me. At that time, there was an urgent mission in the border area, so I recruited my dad back. I If Dad wants to go back to the army, he can't stay at home for too long, so he told my mother that he must not touch the child, and we will talk about anything when he comes back. If my grandpa dares to touch a single hair of my hair, he will die outside—"

After saying this, Xing Yan smiled, "—I didn't expect him to die outside."

Xie Siwei also stretched out his other hand, covering the back of Xing Tan's hand, "Who is your father..."

How did he die?

"My grandfather promised my father not to move my mother and me, but he refused to agree to their marriage. This matter has been deadlocked. My mother went to work in the bank with her stomach full. She received a lot of stares from others and almost lost her job. Fortunately, my aunt... oh, it was my dad's sister who felt sorry for my mom and dad, so she asked someone to find a relationship to keep my mom's job. "

"The month my mother gave birth to me, there was a lot of water in the south. Maybe my grandfather had a premonition. He was afraid that his son would die outside, so he asked someone to ask someone to prevent my father from going. My father said that unless he married my mother, Otherwise, he would have to go even if he followed secretly. My grandfather was so cruel at the time, he said, 'You go, you'd better die outside, I don't care about you anymore', as a result..." Xing Yan choked up, " He never came back on September [-] of that year."

Xing Dan's father was washed away by the flood during the disaster relief process. At that time, he was trying to rescue a child who was washed away by the flood, but the child failed to be rescued, so he was also trapped in it.

Acting bravely... This is another way of acting bravely.

So when Xie Siwei said, "Those who stand up for righteousness die quickly, didn't your father teach you?" Xing Tan would beat him up.

original……

Xie Siwei held his hand tightly, trying to give him some encouragement.

Xing Yan pursed his lips, took a deep breath and said, "When my grandpa heard about my dad's accident in the south, he slapped himself twice, saying that he cursed his son to death. My mother heard about my dad's accident and amniotic fluid It broke, and I heard from my grandma that my mother bled heavily when she gave birth to me and almost died on the delivery bed, this happened on September [-]nd."

That is what happened on Xing Tan's birthday, because on this day... Zhou Meimei almost died for him.

"That's why you said it's not your birthday, isn't it just your birthday?" Xie Siwei asked him with red eyes.

Xing Yan nodded silently, "Yesterday was the anniversary of my father's death. On this day, my mother will stay with my father at the cemetery all day, so I will ask for leave to accompany her. On the second day of the death day, I usually lock myself in the room Read a book and wait until it is past midnight before going out."

Xie Siwei: "But today you..."

Xing Tan looked up at him, reached out and touched his earlobe and cheek, "...I want to see you, so I came back."

Xie Siwei had mixed feelings in his heart, he didn't know what to say, he leaned over and hugged Xing Tan's shoulders, his eyes were a little moist.

In the quiet garden of the community, two boys embraced each other quietly. They hugged each other so tightly, as if no one could separate them.

That night they went to a small hotel outside the school to stay overnight.

The two of them didn't do anything, just lying on the bed and chatting with each other.

After Xing Tan's father left, his grandfather regretted it.

When he saw that Zhou Meimei had given birth to a son, he wanted to bring the child over.

Zhou Meimei was not willing, and finally, under the persuasion of Aunt Xing Yan, the two parties finally compromised.

Zhou Meimei took the child to live in the army compound. The child was recorded under Zhou Meimei's name, but the surname must be Xing.

Two years ago, Xing Tan's grandfather passed away due to illness, and Zhou Meimei moved out of the military compound and moved into her current home.

"Then did your father and mother get married in the end?" Xie Siwei asked.

"Well, it's over. I wanted to register at that time, but how can I register without a marriage certificate? My aunt asked my mother if she would still marry my father? My mother said yes, and my mother didn't ask about the rest. Within a few days, my aunt sent them their marriage certificates and took me to register."

"Your aunt is not bad." Xie Siwei smiled.

"My aunt is a returnee, so she has seen a lot. She was tired of the routine at home, so she went abroad for university. She studied in Cambridge." Xing Tan said with her eyes closed.

"It's amazing." Xie Siwei put his arms around Xing Tan's head, letting him lean on his chest as much as possible.

Xie Siwei's heartbeat was very steady, which sounded extremely reassuring.

Neither of them spoke anymore, and Xie Siwei also slowly closed his eyes. After a long time, Xing Yan moved his lips and asked, "Xie Siwei, will you leave me?"

Xie Siwei opened his eyes again and looked down at him, Xing Yan also looked up at him, the two looked at each other quietly for a while, and then Xie Siwei replied, "No, I will never leave you unless I die."

Xing Tan immediately got up and covered his mouth, frowning fiercely, "Don't say this word, and you won't say it in the future!"

"Okay, okay," Xie Siwei pulled him down again and put his arms around his neck, "Don't worry, I won't leave you, you are my dawn and dawn, if you don't want me someday, I will chase after you." Hold on to you."

As he spoke, he lifted his leg and wrapped it around Xing Tan's waist, before pulling him down, he said, "I will follow you for the rest of my life."

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The next day, Xing Tan sent Xie Siwei to work before returning to school.

The homeroom teacher knew about his leave and didn't say much, but as soon as Xing Yan returned to school, Xia Huai sent him to the top floor with a note.

For the first time, Xia Huai didn't come home this weekend, but Xing Tan felt that she was waiting for him here on purpose.

Xia Huai didn't mention how long and how much Xie Siwei had put in to prepare for Xing Tan's birthday, but talked about how she and Xie Siwei met each other, and what happened between them. This leads to what kind of person Xie Siwei is.

"Xie Siwei doesn't like to owe favors. Whoever treats him well, he treats whom well. If you treat him very well, he will pay you back twenty. If you treat him fifty well, he will pay you back one hundred."

Xing Yan couldn't remember exactly what he said, but he remembered talking with Xia Huai for a long time that day.

Xia Huai was surprised that Xing Dan even knew Xie Siwei's family situation very well, and knew what kind of hell it was.

Xing Tan is a very thoughtful person, he is not with Xie Siwei in a hot head.

At this ignorant age, Xing Tan has already thought about the future of the two of them.

A future with Xie Siwei.

He really liked Xie Siwei very much, no less than Xie Siwei liked him.

Before having a long talk with Xing Tan, Xia Huai's impression of this monitor had always been that he was defiant, unsmiling, difficult to get along with... and so on.

She also couldn't understand how such a cheerful person like Xie Siwei would like this kind of stuff, but she only found out after getting along with her.

Xing Dan is still good.

"Oh, that's right," Xia Huai looked at Xing Tan's bald neck, and he knew that Xie Siwei didn't give him the gift, otherwise he would definitely be wearing it now.

"Xie Siwei bought you a gift, but judging by the way you looked like yesterday, I probably didn't dare to give it to you." She stood up, and the black slim dress looked good, "Remember to ask him for it, it took a lot of thought .”

Xing Tan was silent for a moment, and sincerely thanked Xia Huai, "Thank you."

Xia Huai glanced at him, "You don't need to thank me, just treat Xie Siwei better, he seems to really... like you very much."

Xia Huai and Xing Tan exchanged phone calls, and if Xie Siwei has something to do in the future, he can tell each other in time. Sometimes Xing Tan thinks that Xie Siwei is really lucky to have two people who love him so much behind him to protect him.

But Xing Dan also knew that he was not as important as Xia Huai to Xie Siwei after all, so that Xie Siwei let go of his hand as he walked.

The young man who said he would never leave him voluntarily dissipated into the wind.

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