Pretending to be nice today

Outside the window was the torrential rain that swept in in the dark night, and the coldness squeezed in from all the gaps and was blown away by the fan in the house.

Hearing the soft sound of mosquitoes flapping their wings, Fang Yin subconsciously turned over.The moment the bruise touched the pillow, he shuddered in pain and woke up from his sleep.

There were always unread messages on the cell phone stuffed under the pillow, Ji Ying was worried that he would stay alone in school, and said that he would pick him up to live in his home for a few days.He rubbed his eyes, and replied, "I can't see the light on my face".

It's true that I can't see the light, it's just red and swollen at night, and I can't open my mouth and I can't speak well.On the second day, the patch of skin turned bruised and dark, and it was even scarier than before.

"Nianwei, you crow's mouth." Fang Yin murmured.

The wound was severely swollen, and the right eye was swollen together with bruises. At first glance, it really seemed that the face was distorted, and the left and right sides were a little different.It wasn't obvious, but he was awkward himself.

After brushing his teeth without a word, he carefully wiped his face with a towel, even daring to use only half of the face cream.Forcing himself to read in English, Fang Yin's eyes were blurred from the pain, and a line of words became layer upon layer.

The bread he bought for breakfast couldn't be swallowed, so Fang Yin could only tear it into small pieces and eat it.After stuffing it into his mouth, he immediately took another sip of milk, barely chewing with his teeth.

Ji Ying did not give up persuading him: "Come on, come on, it's not like you have no place to go, why are you staying in school. If you don't come to my place, I'll call Lu Qingzhe to pick you up."

Fang Yin said: "He is going to summer camp tomorrow, can you do some personnel work?"

"So my family welcomes you." Ji Ying said, "Come pick you up now, and let my mother cook a bowl of porridge for you at noon."

It turned out that Fang Yin was afraid of causing trouble to Ji Ying, so he refused to go.If his mother found out that he went to Ji Ying's house, Bao Buqi would suspect that he was having an affair with Ji Ying.

He can't protect others, he can only stay away from others.

Unable to stop Ji Ying from being soft and stubborn, he packed a few pieces of clothes for a change.As he squatted down to tie his shoes, he felt dizzy and at one point thought he might have a concussion.

"Don't pick it up, I'll go to the infirmary by myself first, and then take a taxi." Fang Yin joked, "I might have been fooled."

Ji Ying said: "If I knew it earlier, I would have worn a helmet. Why is your mother so strong? It spread in the circle last night, saying that you almost flew out."

Fang Yin said: "It's not enough to fly out, but it's almost the same when lying on the ground. Forget it, the effect of force is mutual, and my mother's hand probably won't be able to move."

He was wearing a mask, which couldn't cover the abnormalities around his eyes.But he thought that no one would look at him carefully, so he carried his bag and went to the elevator.

The duty room below exudes the smell of food, and Fang Yin feels a little relieved when he hears a few housekeepers talking and laughing from afar.

He curled his eyelashes and said, "What are you so happy about?"

After the conversation, he couldn't shine anymore.Lu Qingzhe was sitting on the wooden bench in the duty room, which was somewhat blocked by the people in front of him, and he could only find it when he got closer.Originally, Lu Qingzhe was playing with his mobile phone, when he heard his voice, he raised his head to look at him.

Fang Yin: "..."

The housekeeper had seen them walking together a few times, Fang Yin was sent to the door by Lu Qingzhe, so when Lu Qingzhe asked, he readily asked people to wait here.

Seeing Fang Yin almost at the same time as Lu Qingzhe, he turned his head and said, "Look, your friend is here. I said he goes to the cafeteria to buy food at noon every day, go and play with him."

After Lu Qingzhe thanked him, he got up and walked towards Fang Yin.Fang Yin squeezed the strap of his schoolbag, turned around and wanted to hide in the elevator, but before he could move, Lu Qingzhe hooked his shoulders affectionately like a brother, and they went to the elevator together.

Fang Yin asked innocently: "It's raining so much, what's the matter?"

Lu Qingzhe looked at his puzzled face, and thought that he was almost cheated yesterday.When he was half asleep, he suddenly woke up and remembered that Fang Yin didn't like spicy food at all.

People who already have a bad stomach and need to avoid food may go to the hospital if they are not careful. How could they take risks for something they don't like?

"Why are you wearing a mask?" Lu Qingzhe said, "What's wrong with the right cheek, let me see."

Seeing Fang Yin's faltering, his expression was a bit unwilling, he added: "It's nothing to do with Ji Ying, I didn't ask him, I found it myself. No matter how good your excuse is, maybe you can really get away with it."

Lu Qingzhe's tone was different from the past. No matter how angry or worried he used to be, he would speak as gently as possible, restraining his emotions.

This time it was different, probably because he couldn't suppress it anymore, he seemed cold and provoked.

Fang Yin wrote lightly: "I was slapped by my mother, and it disappeared in a few days."

"Look first." Lu Qingzhe said.

Fang Yin had no choice but to go to the dormitory, slowly took off the mask, and let Lu Qing look at it.Feeling that Lu Qingzhe's air pressure was getting lower and lower, he felt sad, lowered his head and said softly, "It's really gone."

"Can it go away?" Lu Qingzhe asked, "Do you know how weird your voice was when you spoke last night? How swollen is the right side of your face today?"

Fang Yin said: "I told you, it won't heal immediately."

He raised his head and glanced at Lu Qingzhe's expression, and it was as gloomy as he imagined, so he didn't dare to make excuses for himself.

He said: "I'm sorry, I kept this matter from you, and you should be angry."

Lu Qing paused and asked, "Am I angry?"

"Yes, you are angry." Fang Yin said, "I don't want you to be angry."

He turned his face away, and turned to Lu Qing with his left side.The bruises were uncomfortable to look at, and he really didn't want to face Lu Qingzhe in this way.

Lu Qing smiled, feeling helpless and having a headache: "I feel bad for you."

Fang Yin put his hands on his knees, looking upright, as if he was a poor student who was punished to sit down.And Lu Qing leaned halfway on the edge of the table, never taking his eyes off Fang Yin's face.

Hearing this sentence, Fang Yin's slender and fair fingers bent up and grabbed the fabric on the trousers for a while.He said: "I want to wait until you come back to talk about it. After finally being able to go to a summer camp, you still have to remember me."

"Even if you don't talk about it, I will miss you." Lu Qing turned back.

He said, "You didn't agree to be my boyfriend again."

There was no movement in the dormitory for a long time, except for the sound of the air conditioner, there was only the sound of non-stop rain.Due to the bad weather, the light was very weak, the lights in the house were not turned on, and the picture was as dark as evening.

No one made the next move, and no one retracted their gaze.Time seemed to be frozen, as if the game couldn't load a new page, it was stuck in the middle, and the player's heart couldn't be settled for a long time.

In the end, Fang Yin broke the deadlock. He said, "If you tell me, will I refuse?"

Lu Qingzhe not only knew what he was lacking with empathy, but also made up for it without hesitation.

It doesn't matter if you still choose yourself firmly when you are sick, or the 99 roses that don't leave your name, or the kiss that fell on your earlobe in the library, and the shadows that get close together under the street lamp.

All the details are telling Fang Yin one thing, if Lu Qingzhe's bond with him is weak, how could he make it one step?

Lu Qing said: "Don't dare to say it yet. You dare not tell me the truth, how dare I ask for this extravagantly."

The fingers holding the fabric made a fist, then let go, and the fingers were interlaced.Fang Yin felt that his fingertips were a bit cold, before he could rub his hands, Lu Qingzhe reached out and wrapped his hands.

Lu Qingzhe's palm was bigger than his, and he could be completely covered.

He said: "It's not good to touch things without confessing, isn't it? Are you so open-minded? I'm very conservative."

Lu Qing said: "I don't know who it is. After I'm drunk, I don't want to be a drunk or a pervert. I wish I could touch me all over."

Fang Yin: "..."

Suddenly being exposed to black history, he pursed his lips, changed the subject and said, "I will change it."

"Don't worry." Lu Qing said.

Although he hoped that the two of them could solve all the problems as soon as possible, he didn't want to force Fang Yin to be too tight, and he didn't want to talk dryly with Fang Yin.

Pretending to be good to himself, or easily fearing that he will become redundant in a two-way relationship, thinking that he has no value to rely on, are all mental illnesses that Fang Yin has accumulated over a long period of time.

It is not easy to have, and it is not easy to cure, and you will even shrink in your own world for a lifetime.Fang Yin was able to have the courage in front of him, and Lu Qingzhe was relieved.

"But next time you have something to do, you must tell me. Just tell me, don't think about what I think." Lu Qingzhe said, "I was kept in the dark, and I will have more ideas."

Fang Yin said: "Then what are your thoughts at this time?"

Lu Qing said: "The umbrella I took is too small, first go to the supermarket to buy a bigger umbrella, so that you will not be caught in the rain."

He really went to buy a long-handled umbrella big enough to support three people, and took Fang Yin to the infirmary.

After preparing two ointments, Lu Qingzhe tried to apply the ointment on someone.Fang Yin thought he was mentally prepared, but when the ointment was applied, he immediately frowned in pain, and couldn't help but gasped.

He leaned back on the chair, and after a while, he calmed down and sat up straight again.He said: "It's okay, you continue, I, I was relatively timid just now."

Lu Qing withdrew his hand, seemingly unable to make a move.

A small desk lamp was turned on on the table, and the light enveloped the two of them.Fang Yin's face was so beautiful that anyone who saw it for the first time couldn't help but take a second look. It was because of this that the contrast with the bruise became more intense.

Miserable.

Lu Qing refused to let go, and then he was more careful, using a cotton swab to touch Fang Yin's face little by little.He was serious and patient, so meticulous that Fang Yin felt embarrassed.

The ointment was cool when applied, and then it started to heat up again later.This made Fang Yin feel better, and he frowned.

After painting half of his face, Fang Yin almost fell asleep, with his head slightly tilted forward.Feeling that Lu Qingzhe was done, he rubbed his eyes in a daze.

He forgot that he was injured, and his hand touched a little bruise.Lu Qingzhe asked, "Does it hurt?"

Fang Yin had suffered a lot, so he couldn't bear it anymore, so he waved his hand.

Turning off the desk lamp, without waiting for Fang Yin to be curious, Lu Qing moved closer and gently blew on the part where the ointment was not completely dry.

Fang Yin's Adam's apple rolled up and down twice: "...Well, it still hurts."

The author has something to say: come on!Speaking of opening a new pre-acquisition, I will write a sweet and relaxing article in the next article. It will be the first article of the column. If you are interested, please join us QvQ