Pretending to be nice today

In the new semester, it is necessary to confirm the direction of major training, and Fang Yin suffers from choice phobia.Choose one of the two, one is astrophysics, and the other is an evolved version of astrophysics. There are a long list of names alone, and neither is easy to deal with.

In this regard, Fang Huiheng said: "Astronomical high-tech and its application direction? What the hell is this? I can't even speak smoothly! Son, listen to me, you can go to the Chinese Department, and you can be a teacher in the future .”

And this proposal was rejected by Fang Yin without thinking. The reason was simple and rude - the admission threshold of the Chinese Department was lower than that of the Astronomy Department, which was not cost-effective.

Lu Qingzhe asked: "Do you prefer to stay in the research institute or go to the launch station?"

Fang Yin said truthfully: "I like to lie on the bed."

Lu Qingzhe: "..."

Fang Yin sighed, saying that he has no clear plans at all right now, and he will wait until he graduates to talk about work.Lu Qing replied: "Then think about where to go to graduate school."

Fang Yin murmured: "Are you still in graduate school?"

Lu Qing glanced at him, and he straightened his posture immediately: "I'll think about it."

According to Lu Qingzhe's grades, he must have gone abroad for graduate school.If Fang Yin only thinks about himself, he doesn't want to go abroad, and teaching in English is enough for him to have a headache, so why bother.

But in order not to be separated from Lu Qingzhe, not only can he use English to go about his daily life, but he can also bear it if he learns Amharic now.

I have planned for the future for a while, and the more I plan, the more frustrated I become.He forced a smile on his face for a long time, and silently chose astrophysics.

I thought this semester would be easier, but I didn't expect it to be busier than last semester. Fang Yin went back and forth between the teaching building, the laboratory and the dormitory, and went to the cafeteria when it was time for meals, and almost all of them were packed and taken away.

As long as he is free, he will take books to the bookstore where Su Wei works part-time.

There is a coffee bar in the bookstore, which is suitable for sitting down and reading slowly.Every time he nestled on the small sofa in the corner and was tired from doing his homework, he picked a comic book and flipped through it.

Even though the location is remote, there are still many people who strike up a conversation with him.Several times, when Su Wei looked at Fang Yin when he was arranging the bookshelves, he would see other students sitting next to Fang Yin.

Some people are more enthusiastic. When they see a glass of milk on the table, they will take the initiative to drink some dessert for Fang.Fang Yin declined politely: "I'm sorry, I've been taboo recently."

He has never disclosed his sexual orientation, but he has a kind of accurate intuition called metaphysics among his kind. Usually, many boys express their affection for him, such as the one in front of him.

The boy looked at the cute smile on his face, pondered for a while, and asked, "Are you in a bad mood?"

Fang Yin didn't want to say too much, so as not to cause misunderstandings, thinking that he had something to do with him.He deliberately chatted to death: "No."

When the boy left, Fang Yin turned to Su Wei expressionlessly: "Is it obvious that I'm sad?"

Su Wei told the truth: "If it weren't for your pretty face, you would scare away several guests."

Hearing what Su Wei said, Fang Yin sighed and turned off the computer distractedly.

Taking advantage of the lack of work at hand, Su Wei and Fang Yin said a few more words.He asked, "Lu Qingzhe is in class today?"

Fang Yin rested his head on one hand, and replied boredly: "No, he competes, and there are no crowds around there."

"It feels miserable." Su Wei said.

Fang Yin simply lay down on the table: "Next time when I introduce myself, I will say that I am a widower."

Su Wei suggested: "Idle is idle, you find something to do."

"Do you and Ji Ying have a telepathic connection? Ji Ying also asked me to find something to do." Fang Yin said, "I'm not in love? I lost my love partner, what can I do."

The tone was aggrieved, as if complaining.In the whole week before, he only met Lu Qingzhe twice, and he met him in the general education elective course.

The most recent time, Fang Yin was already angry, and wrote in his notebook: [Advertise widely] [Looking for a boyfriend with a lot of money] My boyfriend doesn't want me anymore, find a substitute to take the place, please consult for details.

He wrote again: Little brother, are you alone?You are so busy every day, do you feel lonely when you are free?

At that time, Lu Qing pursed his lips and replied: I don't have time to spare.

He asked: Are you busy at night?Oh, it's so charming, there are many people who flirt with you, right?

Lu Qing turned back: I was busy thinking about my boyfriend, the weather is so cold recently, I don't know if he is properly dressed.

Fang Yin was unhappy: no one cares about him, he is so pitiful.It is useless to wear clothes when the heart is cold.

Lu Qing lowered his long eyelashes, and wrote a sentence forcefully: Be good, my brother loves you.

At that time, the classroom discipline was very strict, and the teacher could see their small movements. After a while, Fang Yin was called up to answer questions.After answering, the two of them listened to the class seriously without any interaction, and went to their respective places after class.

Now that Fang Yin remembered this incident, not only did he not calm down, but he became even angrier: "What's the matter! You liar!"

Su Wei shunned him: "Oh, he definitely wants to stay with you, but he really doesn't have time."

This sentence does make sense, Fang Yin listened to it, and said with a blunt mouth: "Who cares what he is thinking, I only look at actions."

"If you can't stand it, you can talk to him." Su Wei said, "Don't hold it back."

For the time being, there is a small temper, and there will be no conflicts.Fang Yin wanted to wait for this time to pass, and Lu Qingzhe would have some free time, so that the two of them could have a relaxed and happy chat about this issue.

He sighed: "Oh, there are still so many years before retirement."

Su Wei was surprised by his laziness: "You haven't put in the work yet, do you want to live your life?"

"Who wants to take care of themselves?" Chen Congjin interjected.

He always comes here recently, as long as it is the day when it is Su Wei's shift, he will come here for a while.

Fang Yin clarified: "I want your brother to rest more, it's not me who is passive and sabotage."

"You don't have a job either?" Chen Congjin was puzzled.

Compared with the high school students, Fang Yin really lived a leisurely life. If he was too busy, he wouldn't have such a feeling of being left out.He was dumb: "If you say something I don't like to hear, I will lock Su Wei on the balcony tonight."

Chen Congjin said: "Be reasonable, don't implicate the innocent."

Fang Yin rolled his eyes: "I'm sorry, I'm a domineering person."

"Then let me save the situation." Chen Congjin said, "I'll tell you a secret, Lu Qing got two tickets before he folded."

Fang Yin crossed his arms and looked disinterested, but secretly listened with his ears up.Seeing that Chen Congjin stopped talking halfway, he couldn't help urging: "Two tickets for what?"

"Guess." Chen Congjin said.

"You are a doctor like this, it's easy to be beaten by patients." Fang Yin gritted his teeth.

Chen Congjin said: "I guess it will be given to you recently, just wait, don't cry and mourn here."

Fang Yin touched his cheek hesitantly, and Chen Congjin said: "Lu Qingzhe also mentioned to me that you are not in a good mood, so he is reflecting on himself."

Even though Fang Yin had restrained his emotions very well when talking to Lu Qingzhe every night, Lu Qingzhe was still sensitive to his loss of soul.

Lu Qingzhe also knows that Fang Yin has always been more insecure than others. It is very uncomfortable not to see his lover, and even to feel that he is drifting away from his lover.

Fang Yin turned his head, raised the milk glass unnaturally, and took a sip.He muttered: "What are you reflecting on? In the final analysis, it is because he is too good."

In other words, I am not good enough.If the two are at the same height and have the same rhythm of life and study, how can there be such a sense of imbalance?

Chen Congjin ordered a red velvet latte and a box of four cupcakes.When the waiter brought the things over, Chen Congjin took one of the cakes, tapped the bar with his free fingers, and handed the cake to Su Wei.

He is a young man with a normal appetite. This box of small cakes can be eaten in one sitting.However, Chen Congjin put on a show and said, "I can't eat that much, so I'll share one with you."

It's time for dinner, but Su Wei won't be able to eat dinner until half past one, and won't be able to leave until the shift changes at seven o'clock.Amidst the jokes of his colleagues, he took the cake shyly and said, "Thank you."

Fang Yin joined in the fun and teased Chen Congjin: "If I can't eat, I can help. Recycle cakes, milk tea, tripe, fried chicken legs..."

"After recycling for you, I will be thrown into the harmful trash by Lu Qing." Chen Congjin said.

"Call back." Fang Yin said, "I've been waiting for those two tickets, and I hope it won't be too long."

Before leaving the store, he put on a down jacket, a mask, a hat and earmuffs, with only one pair of eyes exposed on his entire face, and the rest was tightly wrapped.

It will start to get warmer in a few days, and it will rain frequently recently, and the chill is eroding every corner of the city.Fang Yin crossed the road alone holding an umbrella, feeling the raindrops floating on his clothes and shoes, which made him feel a bit cool.

The sky darkened early, and under the street lamps, the potholed pools reflected warm light, but they still couldn't resist the coldness brought by the tail of winter.

Fang Yin hates this kind of moment, this kind of moment that feels like he has been left behind.

·

Chen never lied to him, and Fang Yin received the two tickets not long after, sealed in an envelope with wax seal.After taking it apart and taking a look, his eyes lit up.

It's a re-screening of an old movie. It's small, but it's still popular.In the past few re-screenings, all the prices have been hyped to the point where it is hard to find a ticket.

Fang Yin was careless, wanting to go but he was unwilling to stay at the spot to grab tickets. He participated in a few forwarding lottery draws on Weibo before, but unfortunately he was not lucky.

In fact, Fang's mother could easily get the ticket, but Fang Yin didn't mention it.

Because Fang's mother will think that he is arrogant, and what can be watched on the computer, he has to go to the theater to pay attention to the sentiment.Whether you can agree to this behavior of "not growing up" will not be mentioned for the time being. Anyway, oral education is indispensable, and Fang Yin doesn't want to listen.

"Great, it's time to heat up." Fang Yin swept away his listlessness and said briskly, "We've finished watching the movie, and when the weather is fine, we can go horseback riding! I've taken equestrian lessons, and I'll show you my skills when the time comes .”

Seeing that Lu Qingzhe was chatting with others, he also asked himself a few words about the summer camp of the Chinese Academy of Sciences, curious: "Who are you helping?"

Lu Qing said, "Xiao Zhou."

Xiao Zhou was Fang Yin's front desk in high school and had a good relationship with Fang Yin.Fang Yin performed supernormally and came to University A, but the girl slipped in the college entrance examination and went to her second choice instead of staying in the local area.

"Oh, she wants to come to our summer camp for the summer vacation, why didn't she ask me directly? I'm from the Institute of Zoology, so it's more convenient." Fang Yin smiled, "She's pretty nice, and..."

"And?" Lu Qingzhe waited for the second half of his sentence.

Fang Yin said: "And I think it's a good thing for you to keep in touch with your high school classmates. You didn't talk to everyone in those three years, but you can actually get in touch with them in the future, and maybe you can make a few more friends."

After he finished speaking, he carefully collected the tickets.While hiding the envelope in his pocket like a treasure, he muttered that the viewing time was very early and he had to set the alarm clock in advance.Seeing him so happy, Lu Qingzhe smiled along with him.

When parting, it is customary to hug briefly in a secluded place, Fang Yin glanced at Lu Qingzhe shyly, as if he had something to say.

Lu Qing squeezed his hand, warmed his hand in his palm, and then let go.

"Hey, Lu Qingzhe." Fang Yin said embarrassedly.

Lu Qingzhe lowered his head, but Fang Yin put his hands in his pockets awkwardly, without making a sound, not understanding what he was embarrassed about.

The two walked for a while, and they were about to reach the bottom of the dormitory. Just as Lu Qingzhe was about to hold him back, he suddenly turned around and hugged Lu Qingzhe.

Fang Yin didn't even move for a moment in a place where people would come over at any time.

He seemed to be ready to be known by everyone, or in other words, there was something that made him forget about the preparation and the consequences.

At this time, Lu Qingzhe couldn't find out that something was wrong with Fang Yin, so it was abnormal.He didn't let Fang Yin let go of his hand, patted Fang Yin's back, then stroked his hair.

He said, "What do you want to say? I'm listening."

Fang Yin said: "Brother, treat me better after hugging."