Pretending to be nice today

In the middle of the night, Fang Yin developed a fever.

Lu Qing patted his forehead, and the condition was fine, so he got out of bed and looked for fever-reducing patches, planning to take him to the hospital if he didn't recover in the morning.

Fang Yin should be feeling uncomfortable. He is obviously very hot, but he shivered from time to time.Before he tried his best to get into Lu Qingzhe's arms, he was patted on the back for a long time before he stopped.

He was dreaming in a daze, subconsciously confirming where Lu Qingzhe was, and soon realized that there was no one around him.Stretching out his hand to his side, he felt empty, but there was still warmth on the pillow, and he struggled to open his eyes immediately.

I don't know if it's because of his illness, but Fang Yin's eyes were covered with water, the end of his eyes was flushed, and he looked weak and weak.

His voice was uncomfortable, and he spoke hoarsely: "Lu Qingzhe?"

There was no response for a while, Fang Yin sniffed and shouted again wrapped in the blanket.

"Here, your body temperature is not normal. I'll stick something to reduce your fever." Lu Qingzhe quickly returned to the room, touched his face, "It's my fault."

It should have been blown in the cold wind for too long and caught a cold.Lu Qingzhe posted the anti-fever sticker on Fang Yin, returned to the bed and hugged him, and pecked where the dimples were.Only then did Fang Yin stretch his eyebrows, holding Lu Qing's folded arm with one hand and not letting go.

"Are you really sick?" Fang Yin rested his head on Lu Qingzhe's shoulder.

His breath is hot, but he still doesn't believe the facts.Lu Qing said: "Really, you have a low fever. If you can't stand it, tell me, and I will take you to the hospital."

Fang Yin was sick, and after hearing what Lu Qingzhe said, he reluctantly moved to the side, turned his back to Lu Qingzhe, and held Lu Qingzhe's hand again.

He said: "Then I will be careful, it will be bad if I infect you."

Normally, Fang Yin wished he couldn't become a koala and hang on Lu Qingzhe's body. Now he should feel more secure, but he was facing the wall miserably.

Lu Qingzhe pulled him over and said to him, "No way."

Fang Yin didn't move back, half of his face was hidden in the quilt, revealing his clear eyes, looking at the other party brightly.

While it's not necessary, it feels good to be cared for and to want to hold on to.He buried his head on Lu Qingzhe's shoulder and nodded, his hair brushed against Lu Qingzhe's cheek.

There was still a faint smell of strawberries in the air, the curtains were drawn firmly, and the messy sheets were replaced and put in the washing machine.This exclusive space for two people completely blocks the wind and snow outside, making it warm and quiet.

"Can you sleep?" Lu Qingzhe asked.

Fang Yin shook his head: "I don't want to go to bed too early now."

He probably felt that this state was very good. When he woke up, he happened to be accompanied by the person he liked, the bed was comfortable, the fabric was soft, and being hugged in the dim light made him willing to wake up and feel for a while.

They chatted one after another for a while, after the aftertaste of pleasure dissipated, Fang Yin was already very tired, Lu Qing folded his hair slowly and rhythmically, narrowed his eyes again, and curled up to sleep caught.

His sleeping posture is a bit like a hibernating animal, curled up in a ball, lazily next to the heat source.

After a while, Fang Yin's mobile phone had message reminders from time to time. When the screen was on, because the mobile phone was stuffed under the pillow, it would shine on the eyes.

Fang Yin reacted to this, frowned wearily, hummed, and walked over to Lu Qingzhe.

Lu Qingzhe kept his movements light, tried not to disturb Fang Yin as much as possible, pulled out the phone from under the pillow, and turned the device to silent.

At this time, several new messages popped up on the screen alternately, all of which were sent by classmates.

[Su Wei]: Xiao Fang, the squad leader just came to the dormitory and asked you to borrow a maid outfit... It seems that you didn't bring that outfit back?

[Squad leader]: Are you drunk after drinking a few glasses of sake?When you changed clothes, did you leave your skirt in the toilet?

[Su Wei]: There will be a class meeting at noon tomorrow, remember to come back.

[Squad leader]: I also want to feel the coolness of wearing women's clothes! ! !

He knew that Fang Yin's phone didn't have a password, but he didn't look at it, and put the phone back lightly after turning off the sound.

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Lu Qingzhe dreamed about some things that happened in high school, back in time, Fang Yin in school uniform dangled in front of him.

Before school started, they were very close to each other during the placement test, the front and back desks.Maybe Fang Yin has no memory of this, but Lu Qingzhe remembers it clearly, even in dreams, the picture is very clear.

A comprehensive examination paper with [-] pages in total, surrounded by the sound of vigorously writing.Lu Qingzhe took his time and finished writing in an hour and a half. When he looked up, he found that the person in front of him hadn't come, as if he didn't care about the exam.

The invigilator looked anxiously at the seating chart and asked, "Who knows Fang Yin?"

Ji Ying raised her hand: "Teacher, I asked Fang Yin before the exam, and Fang Yin said he was at the school gate!"

It is also a strange person who has moved from the school gate to the classroom for so long and has not arrived.The teacher thought that this student named Fang Yin had probably given up the opportunity to enter the key class, so he didn't care too much and continued to read the newspaper on the podium.

In the midsummer season, the sun is scorching outside.There were birds standing on the branches, chirping, and the shadows of the trees swayed on the neat test papers. A basketball game was held not far away, and there were applause and cheers from the seniors and sisters.

Everything was so vibrant, Lu Qingzhe casually looked out the window with lowered eyelashes, but felt bored.

It's been a year since his parents had an accident, and he seemed to have fallen to the bottom during this year.At first it was unacceptable, but later he became distraught, and the pain lasted for a long time, making him unable to live a normal life for a while, and it was almost the same when he felt that the sky was falling.

Up to now, although I have regained my strength, I am not happy.

The teacher shook the newspaper and said to the students below: "The test papers can be handed in ahead of time. If you read it a few times, you won't see anything. Don't worry about the success or failure of this test. There will be no problem with focusing on it.”

Someone stood up and handed in the paper, and then one after another, people left the venue.

"Hurry up and get the students you should be in charge of!" The grade director smiled and brought a student over.

The teacher sitting in front put down the newspaper and looked out the door suspiciously.The grade director explained: "Look, a student went to the wrong place. He sat in front of me for a long time. When I handed in the paper, I felt that the name was very strange. Only then did I realize that he was not on the list of invigilators!"

After finishing speaking, the grade director said to Fang Yin: "Don't you find it strange that you sit against the podium and use the spare table and chair? That position is similar to my right guardian."

Fang Yin was wearing the newly issued school uniform like everyone else, standing at the door without any embarrassment, with the corners of his mouth raised, looking curiously at the students in this classroom.

There seemed to be nothing special about it, but in Lu Qingzhe's eyes, he was a little different from others.

...Anyway, it's so funny that I went to the wrong examination room during the placement test and finished the whole paper without realizing it.

Some students burst out laughing, and the tense atmosphere because of the difficulty of the topic eased instantly.

Fang Yin pinched his test paper and scratched his hair.

He probably didn't sleep well last night, and a few hairs would always stick up, just like the Teletubbies, and then he tried hard to press down his "antenna" with his hands.

"Should you hand in the paper? Or go back to your correct seat and have a look?" the teacher asked him.

Fang Yin said: "At first I thought there was nothing wrong... Well, now that I think about it, I'd better take another look."

He sat in front of Lu Qingzhe and sighed suddenly when he saw the name note on the top left of the desk.Immediately afterwards, he lay there and fell asleep.

Tired of looking at the scenery outside the window, Lu Qingzhe looked at Fang Yin.He didn't want to go back to the empty home so early and just kill time in the examination room.

In his eyes, Fang Yin's head slowly stood up with a little twist of hair, which was blown left and right by the electric fan.

But Fang Yin didn't know this, and slept peacefully, causing the invigilator to look at him frequently, and rolled his eyes several times.

Lu Qingzhe raised the corner of his mouth, stopped playing with the pen, and looked at Fang Yin's "antenna" with interest.

The "antenna" turned around, as if representing its owner, and greeted Lu Qingzhe lively.

Five minutes before the papers were collected, there was a shower of rain outside, and it was threatening to become a rainstorm.The hostess shouted loudly: "Everyone, hurry up and collect your clothes—"

Lu Qing, who forgot to read the weather forecast, had a bad idea. He didn't bring an umbrella. He didn't want to go home so early before, but now he couldn't go back.

After class, there was a lot of traffic outside the school gate, all of them were parents of freshmen who came to pick up their children.While holding an umbrella, they shared with each other how good their children are, and then put their children in the umbrella.

No one came to pick up Lu Qingzhe, so Lu Qingzhe stayed in school for a while, planning to go back when the rain subsides.

He stood bored in the corridor on the second floor, looking around casually, and happened to see Fang Yin coming out of the supermarket under an umbrella, holding two sausages with a happy face, he couldn't help being funny.

He said silently in his heart, is this classmate sleeping and hungry in the examination room?

Fang Yin squatted down by the flower bed near the supermarket, peeled off the sausage, and "meowed" a few times at a corner of the bush, and then a little white cat came out of it.

The little white cat trembled, and hid in Fang Yin's umbrella suspiciously.Fang Yin fed the sausage to the cat, and the cat gradually lost its guard and snuggled up to his feet.

The cat ate the sausage coldly, and Fang Yin kept "meowing" all the time. Later, the cat probably got annoyed by "meowing", so it followed Fang Yin perfunctorily and barked, as if it was meant for humans.

Lu Qingzhe wondered whether this was teasing the cat or pretending to be a cat, whether Fang Yin was playing with the cat or the cat was playing with Fang Yin, no matter how you looked at it, Fang Yin was more cute.

During the feeding process, Fang Yin was somewhat drenched by the rain that drifted in, and the "antenna" that was spinning around was wet and drooped obediently.

Lu Qingzhe watched quietly upstairs for a long time, until he realized that he was reluctant to look away, then he pinched his palm and forced himself not to look any further.

When the rain gradually subsided, he walked out of the teaching building alone. When he left, he couldn't help turning around and glanced at the flower bed. The figure had long since disappeared there.

In his chaotic heartbeat, he recalled Fang Yin's appearance, and suddenly felt that Fang Yin was like a bouquet of white roses moistened by the morning mist.

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Lu Qingzhe opened his eyes and looked at Fang Yin.Fang Yin frowned, and then pressed his forehead again. Fortunately, the fever has subsided.

"Well, brother." Fang Yin said in a daze, half asleep and half awake, "I'm so thirsty."

Lu Qing went to pour water for him. When he returned to his room, he noticed that Fang Yin was replying to a WeChat message. His fingertips were shaking slightly due to lack of strength, so he took a cup and fed him a few sips of warm water.

Fang Yin muttered: "Did you have a nightmare?"

"No, did I bother you?" Lu Qing replied.

Fang Yin said: "In the middle of the night I was too hot and woke up once, feeling that you were not sleeping well. But you didn't disturb me."

It's six o'clock and it's too early for dinner.They nestled together on the bed and rested for a while.

Fang Yin stretched his waist and asked, "Can I rest my leg on your lap?"

"It was all on my waist last night, and I haven't seen you so polite." Lu Qing pinched his face.

Fang Yin said nonsense: "I am actively exercising to stretch my ligaments. By the way, what did you dream about?"

Lu Qingzhe told the truth: "I dreamed of you, you sat in front of me and fell asleep in the placement test."

"Do I have it?" Fang Yin couldn't remember these things clearly, "It seems to be true. At that time, I played games all night and was so sleepy."

Although it was the truth, Lu Qingzhe didn't complete the sentence. At the end of the dream, the bouquet of white roses was still moving, but it left blood on his palm dimly.

This smell reminded Lu Qingzhe of bad memories.In the summer of the third year of junior high school, despite the dissuasion of everyone, he ran to the morgue as if struck by lightning amidst the comfort of "sorrow and resignation".

I saw the unrecognizable parents, and what I smelled was this bloody smell.

At that time, he knelt on the ground at a loss, covered his mouth and vomited until there was only acid water.

Many years later, he washed his hands expressionlessly, feeling that a small hole had been torn open in the nightmare he had sealed up.He tried in vain to sew up the small opening, but the fact is that the wound was torn bigger and bigger.

He had no choice but to bear the fear of repeated nightmares.

Otherwise, do you want to restrain Fang Yin?

This won't work, if he forcefully instills ideas and repeatedly forces Fang Yin to obey, maybe the two of them will break up tomorrow, then he still won't be able to keep Fang Yin.

"I want to eat a sandwich, two poached eggs." Fang Yin said.

Lu Qing got up and got out of bed, changed into pajamas: "I'll make it for you."

"Then I'll help you." Fang Yin followed behind him.

They stood side by side in the bathroom, washing up together.After Fang Yin brushed his teeth, the first thing he did was to kiss Lu Qingzhe, and then licked the tooth marks on Lu Qingzhe's collarbone that he had bitten out last night.

He smiled with crooked eyebrows and said, "That person who slept in the examination room really likes you."

Lu Qing smiled lightly, and the other party said, "I like you too."

But I sometimes feel that you don't seem to like me enough, leaving me in a dead end where I will lose you eventually.