Pretending to be nice today

My home is usually too cold, there are only a few disputes on my mother's side, no matter how angry and aggrieved, it will be over after venting on the spot, and then at most it will be a few more accusations, or a period of cold war, but my father's side has never encountered Had a fight.

So staying here with Nelly opened Fang Yin's horizons.

The aftershocks brought by the funeral to Nelly and the others have not subsided. They would blame themselves for not taking good care of their father when they were drinking, and they would cry bitterly while talking. After crying, they would abuse each other about dividing the inheritance.

So energetic.Fang Yin was sleeping in the guest room, and he could not help sighing when he noticed that the quarrel started again downstairs.

When alone with Nelly, he wondered: "You have a bad relationship with your eldest sister?"

Among these brothers and sisters, Nelly and his eldest sister had the most quarrel. Hearing Fang Yin's question, Nelly nodded without thinking.

Fang Yin tilted his head and asked, "Then you should avoid her a little bit, at least for a while. I saw you watering the flowers with her at noon today."

Nelly's expression was more confused than his: "She's my sister, why should I avoid her?"

"Well, if my mother and I are like this, my mother will leave for a long time and won't see me." Fang Yin said.

He recalled the last time he had a conflict with his mother. Not to mention that his mother didn't want to see him, he was afraid of seeing his mother for a while, and he couldn't breathe when he thought about it.

Nelly said enviously: "Then your family is really harmonious. Cousin is a sensible person, so conscious. Is your family rated as a model family every year?"

Hearing what Nelly said, Fang Yin thought, the family members didn't get together a few times a year, and they couldn't even be called a family, so they were role models?

He laughed, touched the other party's coke can with the milk bottle in his hand, and said, "I will try to apply for it at the end of this year."

The flight back was delayed for six hours, and Nian Wei happened to have nothing to do, so he waited in the waiting hall with Fang Yin.

Fang Yin held a cup of hot coffee in his hand, he could only warm his hands, but couldn't drink it, for fear of stomachache after drinking it.He sighed: "Nelly's house is really lively."

"I've seen it." Nian Wei took Fang Yin to the airport, and ran into Nelly's eldest sister and Nelly grabbing a chicken leg. The topic diverged from a chicken leg to inheritance.

Fang Yin lowered his eyes: "Arguing is different from my family's."

"It's the same as my family." Nian Wei crossed Erlang's legs and said, "My parents and I will have a vigorous three-way melee every time."

Fang Yin snapped his fingers: "I only quarreled with my mother three times."

"Hey, can this be compared? I have quarreled with my parents [-] times, and I don't have a long memory. You have quarreled with your mother three times, and each time you can leave a psychological shadow." Nianwei said, "I am in the next door. There are shadows."

Fang Yin was surprised: "Is the sound so loud, has it spread to the next door?"

"That's not true. Every time I come to play with you within half a month after that, you will reject me cruelly. I feel uncomfortable."

Fang Yin curled his lips: "Who was in the mood to play games back then!"

"Except for you, there should be all of them. Within 10 minutes after my parents and I quarreled, we played as much as we wanted. Nelly didn't do that either. He was playing Frisbee with his puppy on the lawn just now." Nian Wei shook his legs, "This It's not your problem, it's your mother who is too good, who can bear it if she goes crazy, the farther you stay away from her, the better."

Fang Yin said: "I'm quite envious of Nelly, he dares to say anything when we quarrel. Do you know? He told his elder sister last night that he can't deduct his pocket money, otherwise he will go to striptease to earn extra money hahahaha."

Nian Wei raised his eyelids and looked at Fang Yin: "Did you listen to what I said later? Don't expect your mother and you to be a warm mother and son. This is more unrealistic than your father's success in quitting mahjong."

Fang Yin rubbed the wall of the cup and nodded: "This matter is another matter. She has the idea of ​​asking me to take over. She met me before and mentioned it. I will be perfunctory for now. I will see the situation and reason with her. Anyway, it is impossible for me to be by her side and be treated like a pet for most of my life by her."

Nian Wei asked, "What if your mother forces you?"

"I hope she doesn't do that." Fang Yin wrote lightly.

"Judging from your tone, I think your wings are stiff."

"Although I was trying my best to ease the relationship between me and her and try my best to please her, I feel that this road is too long to see the end." Fang Yin played with his fingers.

The couple saying goodbye to each other at the airport was hugging, and a family of three passed them holding hands.Fang Yin didn't look at the group of people, but just looked at the dark clouds outside the curtain wall expressionlessly.

Nian Wei couldn't help thinking that he was indecisive, and said, "Then you're still working hard, and you're making yourself miserable."

"I'm a greedy person. If I want something, I'll take it. No matter how hard I try, I have to toss about it. Now, this is still on my wish list, and I'm willing to stick to it."

When Fang Yin said this, he gradually became serious: "Some time ago she came to the hospital to look for me with a straight face. I didn't have any feelings or expectations, only instinctive anxiety, so anxious that I wanted to escape. In the past few days, I have slowly realized this What does it roughly represent—although this road has to go forward for a long time, if I want to take the initiative to take half a step back, I will collapse."

The implication of collapse is that you don't want anything anymore. It's not simply not to ease the relationship anymore, but to be completely disappointed.Comparing Fang Mu's desire for control to a cage, he will run rampant in the cage until he leaves.

"If she pushes me again, isn't that the last straw?" he said.

Nian Wei was stunned for a while, but didn't speak for a while.The two were silent for a while, Fang Yin muttered: "What are you in a daze for?"

"I'm imagining how you get angry. When was the last time you got angry? I wasn't there, but Ji Ying and I relayed it, saying that when you get angry, it's terrifying, and it can scare people who like you to evacuate in an emergency. I don't think of you either."

Fang Yin laughed out loud: "The first semester of the second year of high school, shit, fortunately there are not many people present!"

"Is your boyfriend here?"

"Not here." Fang Yin was thoughtful, "However, we ran into each other on the stairs later."

·

In the first semester of the second year of high school, Fang Yin was pursued by a senior.Both of them are boys, but the senior's words and deeds are very flamboyant, and he doesn't hide it at all. Soon, the whole class knows about it.

The students in the class asked Fang Yin what he thought, and Fang Yin expressed indifference to the senior's every kind of flattery: "I have no idea."

This vague attitude shows neither surprise nor disgust, making it impossible for onlookers to guess his sexual orientation.Someone asked him bluntly if he liked men, and he threw an eraser: "I don't like anyone! Stop everything!"

This matter has been fermented for half a month, the senior saw that Fang Yin was not moved at all, he was impatient for a while, and his strategy evolved from enthusiastic pursuit to stalking.

After the evening self-study, the seniors blocked the school gate, wanting to take the opportunity to send Fang Yin home, but Fang Yin slipped away again and again, and after so many times, he blocked the class gate instead.

Fang Yin took a cold approach to this. He felt that most of the likes at this age were only 3 minutes hot, and they disappeared after a month of drying.Unexpectedly, the senior persisted for more than several months, from the beginning of the school year to the senior high school entrance examination, every day, rain or shine, to perform that soft trick.

"I really don't like you, stop giving gifts." Fang Yin returned the gift in his desk to the senior, helpless.

The senior asked: "Is it because you don't like boys, or because you don't like dating in high school?"

Fang Yin said with a tired face: "Is it necessary to know so much?"

The senior replied: "It is very important to me, you..."

"But it's boring to me." Fang Yin interrupted him, "I'm sorry, please stop here. And, if you stuff stuff into my desk again, I'm going to be angry."

"I didn't look through the things in your desk." The senior clarified.

Fang Yin said: "I didn't say that you rummaged through things, you stuffed this box in one go, and crumpled the comic books I hid inside."

The senior quickly redeemed: "Okay, I will pay attention next time."

Fang Yin: "..."

Fuck, my first sentence is to tell you not to give it away again, you tell me to be careful next time?

In the past half semester, no matter what he said, the senior would act as if he respected his opinion, then he didn't listen to anything, and continued to trouble him.

Fortunately, he has a good temper, so this level can be tolerated for the time being.Fang Yin took a deep breath, returned the gift, sat back in his seat and began to sleep on his stomach.

As soon as he closed his eyes, that annoying spirit rushed into his classroom with lightning speed, and put the broken gift jar on the podium.

It means that you can dispose of it casually, but don't return it to him anyway.

The classmate asked Fang Yin what to do, Fang Yin pretended to be dead, the girl sitting in front of him brought the gift, and said excitedly: "Come on, come on, don't eat for free! Wow, wine heart chocolate!"

"When the man asks, how will he explain?" The deputy class worried for Fang Yin.

The front desk clicked: "What do you explain? If he asks, I'll say I ate it and give him back the money!"

The deputy class rolled his eyes: "He is just relying on Fang Yin's good temper and playing rogue. Hey, Fang Yin, don't pretend to be dead! You should think about how to deal with this rotten peach blossom. If it doesn't work, you should sue the teacher! Come to block you every day, this is Harassment!"

"Is this a rotten peach blossom? This is an evil star, okay?" Fang Yin wailed.

The front desk counted the number of chocolates, and it happened that everyone in the class except Fang Yin had one.While distributing sweets to everyone, she said, "Xiao Fang, think about finding someone else, then he might give up!"

Fang Yin doesn't have a crush, so if he acts like this, he will fall in love with someone he doesn't like anyway.He refused: "It is not advisable to fight poison with fire."

"Sweetie, candy, you can eat it if you want it, and throw it away if you don't want it!" the front desk yelled.

The sports committee said in a rough voice: "Who doesn't want to eat? Don't want to give it to me."

Fang Yin tilted his head and rested with a book on his pillow.He fell into a light sleep for a while with a headache, and woke up reluctantly because of the rustling sounds of discussion topics around him.

He happened to see Lu Qing get up and leave, his eyes moved down a little, and there was an extra chocolate in the trash bag between their desks.

After confirming that the first class in the afternoon was self-study, he changed to a more comfortable position and planned to sleep until the second physics class.However, when the bell rang for the end of the lunch break, accompanied by the sound of the horn at the door, he shivered violently and could no longer fall asleep.

The senior didn't have the patience to continue waiting for Fang Yin to recover, and planned to fight for it one last time.He asked for a trumpet from the uncle who collects waste at school, stood at the door of Fang Yin's classroom, and shouted loudly: "Fang Yin! Look up! Look at me!"

Fang Yin didn't raise his head, this sentence made him feel uncomfortable all over, he covered his eyes with his palm, his stomach was overwhelmed, at this moment, he even had the urge to vomit.

Many memory fragments flashed in his head, the bright room, the boy who was deceived by his father, and the hysterical woman.The light of the chandelier was as dazzling as the blade, which made him unable to open his eyes when he was still young. He could only bury his face in his palms, as if he could avoid the blame.

The woman yelled at him, even though there was no trumpet, the sound was still loud enough to make him despair: "Fang Yin! Look up at me!"

In the confusion, it was Ji Ying's voice that interrupted his wild thoughts.Ji Ying heard the news and came to eat melons. He stopped the senior in three steps and two steps: "What are you doing? Shut up!"

"It's get out of class time, what do you care about me?" The senior held up the horn and yelled at Ji Ying.

Ji Ying has been unhappy with this idiot for a long time, and rolled up her sleeves to fight: "I can't control you? I've been fucking trying to deal with you for a long time. I don't know what's good or bad, and I don't look in the mirror to see what a bird you look like! If it wasn't for Xiao Fang not wanting to make things too ugly, I would have given you to—"

The nerds in the heavy class had never seen such a battle, and they tremblingly tried to stop the fight.At this time, Fang Yin, who had regained his strength, moved a little faster than them, picked up his pencil case, and walked in front of the classroom door.

Seeing this, they thought that Fang Yin was going to persuade him to make peace, so they were relieved.Unexpectedly, Fang Yin opened the lid of the box without saying a word, and threw it forward.

Snapped!

Although he was angry, the good upbringing from childhood allowed him to leave room, and the pencil case and pen did not cover his head and face with the head of the senior.

The stationery fell heavily on the door behind the senior, and then fell to the floor, the movement was enough to intimidate the audience.This behavior was too out of control, and the students invariably froze for a few seconds, then jumped up and ran up to stop Fang Yin.

"You can't do it, it's not a big deal for a fool to get beaten up, but getting your hands dirty is a big deal!"

"Xiao Fang, Xiao Fang, don't get excited, don't get excited, we don't care."

"All right! Come to our class again, if Xiao Fang doesn't beat you up, I'll beat you up too!"

Fang Yin shook off their hands, instead of punching the senior's completely bewildered face, he cast a gloomy glance at the senior.

His eyes were different from his usual sunny and cheerful eyes, as if the hostility buried deep in his heart had been released because of the horn just now.

Being swept away like this was even more uncomfortable than being beaten. In embarrassment, the senior touched his face stiffly.Under the psychological effect, the cheek that was not hit at all was burning hot, worse than a slap.

Fang Yin didn't wait for him to calm down and apologize to himself, raised his chin, and said coldly: "Come back next time, see if your head is hard or the chair is hard."

This kind of threat, no matter how it sounds, is just for fun, but Fang Yin said it, but it can make people believe that he will really smash the chair next time.

In front of Fang Yin, who was one year younger than him, the senior's aura was almost crushed.He moved the corners of his mouth in confusion, wondering why Fang Yin got so angry.

He subconsciously wanted to say something to remedy it, but he didn't dare to say anything.

Fang Yin didn't bother to accept the "I'm sorry", squeezed his way through the crowd of onlookers, and left the classroom that was frightened into silence by him without looking back.

Unlucky people can fall when walking on flat ground, and Fang Yin is one of them.He stumbled down the corridor, gasping for breath with pain in his knee.

He simply stopped walking and sat on the steps on the first floor, pressing the red and blue skin, as if the pain could quench his anger and calm him down a little.

Tears slapped on the bruise without warning, and he realized that he was crying, and rubbed his eyes with difficulty, not daring to cry too loudly, for fear of attracting others.

"What are you doing here?"

Lu Qingzhe, who was walking from the second floor to the first floor, held a stack of graded test papers and stood not far away, looking down at Fang Yin's back.

Fang Yin remained silent, continuing to pinch the bruise nervously.

Lu Qing, who missed the whole process of his anger, didn't know the truth, walked over to see his tear-stained face clearly, then stepped back a few steps at a loss, sat down on the steps behind him, and didn't speak.

Fang Yin murmured in his heart, this person is really stupid, and he doesn't know how to accompany others.Normally, a normal person would comfort himself with a few words, even if for himself, this comfort is too much to be noisy, and he would rather be alone and quiet.

When Fang Yin's sobbing stopped and most of his out-of-control emotions were suppressed, Lu Qingzhe said, "It's cold on the ground, do you want to use the test paper as a cushion?"

Fang Yin hangs his head and doesn't answer him.

He was silent for a while, and added: "I don't need these test papers anymore, you can throw them away later."

After talking like this, Fang Yin slowly spread his hands.

Lu Qingzhe gave him all the test papers in his hand, and then gave him enough personal space, didn't pay attention to the red corners of his eyes, didn't ask what happened just now, and didn't urge him to go back to the self-study class.

Like a stranger without friendship, he went directly to the classroom.

Fang Yin was holding his test paper without putting it under his body.He sat alone in the corridor, buried his face in the test paper, and cried wantonly.

The paper blocked part of his crying and contained his tears.Until the mood was completely calm, he returned to the classroom as if nothing had happened, and fought with the front desk, and was reminded many times by the disciplinary committee.Lu Qingzhe didn't see anything when he went down the stairs, he just focused on writing the test paper.

Fang Yin threw away the wet test paper on the way, not paying attention to the fact that the tears smeared and the ink was not completely dry. In fact, the answers needed to be corrected.

He didn't care whether the questions Lu Qingzhe did seemed familiar, and they were exactly the same as the test papers he wrote all afternoon and then threw away.

·

In any case, after so long, Fang Yin didn't bother to retell the story, and only had one narcissistic sentence: "The audience is so handsome."

"It's terrible when you explode, I'm starting to worry about your mother now." Nian Wei said.

Fang Yin rolled his eyes: "How can I do anything to the elders, even speak in a proper manner, okay?"

He was about to board the plane, patted Nianwei on the shoulder, and waved his hands bouncingly.

After the long-distance flight, he first went to the hospital where his grandma was. He learned that his grandma was in good health and looked good, so he went to school with confidence.

The class monitor said to him: "Xiao Fang, you are really missing all classes. Our department is going to take a physiology class, but you are here."

Fang Yin is not interested in physiology class, just finished a long-distance relationship, it is the moment when Xiao Biesheng is newly married, and his eyes are full of objects.He glanced at Lu Qing's folded class schedule, took a notebook, put a pen in it casually, and rushed to the School of Management to attend.

The management school was doing math, and there was an empty seat next to the dozing Tang Lan. Fang Yin didn't think too much about it, and quietly sat down.

He was in the last row, and Lu Qingzhe was in the second row. Staring at the back of Lu Qingzhe's head, he twirled his pen for a while, laughing foolishly from time to time.

This smile didn't disturb the rest of the students, but it woke Tang Lan up.She opened her eyes and saw her deskmate. She almost screamed, and then asked vigilantly, "What are you here for? You're also here to be a detective?"

"What detective?" Fang Yin was puzzled.

"Lu Qingzhe told his classmates some time ago that he was in a relationship. Many people guessed that they got together so quickly, and [-]% of them were in the same department as him. They looked down and saw each other every day." Tang Lan said sullenly, "Here There are quite a few auditors who came here to look for clues."

This incident probably hit her hard. This Bai Fumei seldom had a listless moment. Even today, she still frowned. When she mentioned this incident, she looked at Lu Qingzhe's back in frustration.

Fang Yin's hand that turned the pen paused, and he couldn't help becoming nervous.After a while, Tang Lan said to herself: "It doesn't matter who it is, as long as he likes it, he's always smiling with his head down for no reason recently. I don't think he's ever been this happy before."

Fang Yin bit his lip and said, "Yes."

Tang Lan memorized the formula for a while in annoyance, and continued to sleep in a low spirit.Fang Yin didn't intend to provoke her, and asked cautiously: "Are you okay?"

"No." Tang Lan murmured.

Fang Yin hesitated to speak, and drew a smiling Father Sun on Tang Lan's notebook.Tang Lan asked, "Why don't you draw a heart?"

"Can love be drawn casually? Only for those who make my heart move." Fang Yin hummed.

Tang Lan made a "cut", rubbed her face vigorously a few times, and forced herself to continue listening to the class.Fang Yin sighed, Bai Fumei is Bai Fumei, so out of shape, and so strict with herself.

In less than 2 minutes, he turned his head to look again, Tang Lan was sleeping peacefully.

Fang Yin: "..."

He drew a big heart on a notebook and filled it with color along the outline.He has good hands-on ability, which is easy for him. Soon, a neat, beautiful and evenly colored heart was drawn.

In his plan, he would ask Lu Qingzhe to check his class notes later, and he received a big heart unexpectedly.

But there were more changes than planned. When the get out of class was about to end, the professor suddenly asked Lu Qing to go up and write an equation casually.

Everyone prays that Lu Qingzhe writes something simple, so as to spare most ordinary people who are dull-witted.Lu Qingzhe didn't want to make things difficult for others, so he made a draft in his heart, thinking about how to write this equation according to the restricted conditions, which is the easiest way to do it.

When he was facing the audience and took a pen, the moment he inadvertently glanced towards the back of the classroom, he saw Fang Yin in the last row shaking the notebook in his hand, and a big heart was drawn on the paper.

Almost missing the pen, Lu Qing took a breath, and then smiled softly.

He finished writing what he thought on it, and secretly looked in Fang Yin's direction before returning to his seat.Everyone whispered to each other first, and soon laughed knowingly, and even the professor laughed a few times too.Tang Lan was disturbed by the laughter, and when she saw the equation, she immediately raised her eyebrows.

Fang Yin, the only one in the audience who didn't know what happened: "..."

He asked Tang Lan: "What are you laughing at, can you let me laugh too?"

Tang Lan analyzed: "From this, his partner must be here."

Listening to Fang Yin muttering in a daze, "I still don't understand", she replied: "The equation written by Lu Qingzhe is drawn as a heart-shaped line. I don't know who I am trying to make happy."

The author has something to say: Xiao Fang, the only classmate sitting next to you who didn't get the point, is happy.