Pretending to be nice today

Although Fang Yin spoke lightly, it was definitely not a temporary tease, Lu Qingzhe knew it.

In the past, he was often confessed, especially during the beginning of school and graduation seasons. Lu Qingzhe has long been used to hearing those words that are different but actually the same, but when Fang Yin said this to him, he even began to wonder, this is pursuing me?

This doubt makes people laugh, he told himself, it must be.

Lu Qingzhe couldn't help asking: "Why is it like this all of a sudden?"

Fang Yin said: "It's not so sudden, haven't you noticed recently? When you were my deskmate, I didn't talk to you very much, but when I was in college, I could always chat with you."

"I found it, but I didn't think about it." Lu Qingzhe said, "Because there are quite a lot of people in the university who contacted me."

Fang Yin quickly sounded the alarm: "What!"

Lu Qingzhe explained: "The connection between friends."

"Oh, do you think I want to be your friend?" Fang Yin muttered, "Wait, you were hiding from me before, you don't even want to be friends?"

Lu Qingzhe really didn't want to do this, unless he could easily let go of the other person's feelings for Yin, but he knew that he couldn't do that at all, and the one who should be moved was his heart.

Under such circumstances, if he became friends with Fang Yin and let Fang Yin dangle in front of his eyes, making himself uneasy, then from a rational point of view, he was crazy to seek abuse like this.

"I don't mean to feel sorry for you." Lu Qingzhe tried to clarify.

Fang Yin said: "Yeah, you are so kind to me, why don't you just give me a nod, I feel like I'm going to faint from nervousness."

He didn't lie. At this moment, Fang Yin was indeed nervous and shy, with red ears.

Lu Qing was stunned, as if he bought a seed before. According to the businessman's instructions, he didn't dare to be too greedy before it germinated. He let it bask in the sun outside, watered and fertilized it every day, but it just didn't grow.

Later, he made up his mind to give up raising it. When he passed by that field, he still couldn't bear it and continued to take care of it. One day, the seeds suddenly bloomed in front of him.

Want to move to your own house?

He had never encountered such a good thing, and his instinct was aroused, and he worried carefully, afraid of messing up, afraid that he would not be able to afford this love, and afraid that he was not ready to face all possibilities.

Feelings that had never been seen before were illuminated by the evening sun, and he was bewildered and youthful, subconsciously saying, "I'm sorry."

"I don't need to say I'm sorry about this." Fang Yin felt that he was out of the game, and said, "If you don't like it, you don't like it. Is this wrong? Every time you reject someone, you always do this? Hey, don't treat me well in the future. It makes me special... No, can you sleep with me tonight? It's too boring to stay here alone."

Lu Qingzhe said: "It's not because of this apology, I never said sorry when I refused people before."

"What did you say when you rejected people before?" Fang Yin asked.

Lu Qingzhe was frank: "Just say I don't like it."

Fang Yin covered his heart: "Damn, it's so straightforward, it hurts me. Then why are you apologizing to me? Did you do something bad behind my back?"

"I'm going to think again."

He had already given up hope, but after hearing what Lu Qingzhe said, Fang Yin didn't realize it all of a sudden, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "Think about it again?"

"Is it possible?" Lu Qingzhe asked in a discussing tone.

Fang Yin didn't know what Lu Qingzhe was thinking, just nodded if he liked it, and shook his head if he didn't like it, isn't it very simple?He asked, "What are you struggling with? I'm really not fooling you."

"I also take it seriously." Lu Qingzhe said, "But, have you come out to your family?"

Fang Yin: "..."

He didn't say that, holding the boat to the bridge with a straight mind, he didn't think about how his parents would react, and he didn't think about telling his parents about his relationship with Lu Qing.

Why did Lu Qingzhe think so deeply?

Lu Qing said, "I don't mean to ask you to come out, but I'm just curious about your family's attitude."

"What if my family's attitude is very fierce? Will you reject me because of this?" Fang Yin tilted his head.

Lu Qing said: "I will buy insurance for myself in advance, and the beneficiary will write to you."

Fang Yin burst out laughing and said, "Then what are you waiting for? Now not only do you have to take the test to be a parent, but you also have to be examined for being a boyfriend?"

"Go ahead, I'm not sure." Lu Qingzhe said, "Did I make you unhappy?"

"How can I be so easily unhappy, how long will you have to review me?" Fang Yin said, "I'm not urging you, but don't make me wait too long. Don't mention anything else, in case I get expelled from University A , then the two of us are just..."

Lu Qingzhe: "Shh."

He didn't let Fang Yin say unlucky words, so Fang Yin stopped talking, smiled at Lu Qing, and discussed the time limit: "Within a day, okay?"

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[Ji Ying]: Within 24 hours?Forced marriage is not as forceful as you are, is it?

[Ji Ying]: Damn me, who are you talking to like that? Did you not get beaten up like this?

Holding the phone with one hand, Fang Yin carefully aimed at Lu Qingzhe.Lu Qingzhe was reading a book, and seemed to have noticed his gaze, looked up, and he stared at the screen quickly, pretending that he didn't peek.

He told Ji Ying about his confession, but he didn't say that the person who was confessed was Lu Qingzhe. He was worried that Ji Ying would get agitated and put himself in the psychiatric department.

[Fang Yin]: What are you thinking!It's too late to be happy secretly, how could you beat me up!

[Ji Ying]: Who do you like?How long has it been since the start of the university, why are you moving so fast, you can't hold back your mouth?

[Fang Yin]: Guess what.

[Ji Ying]: There are so many people in University A, how can I guess?Please give me some clues.

[Fang Yin]: In charge of the academy, with good grades and a bit arrogant personality, but within my acceptable range, I think it's quite cute.

[Ji Ying]: Tang Lan straightened you up? ? ?No way, Xiao Fang, Tang Lanxin belongs to her, so don't get involved in it, it's doomed to not have a good result...

[Fang Yin]: May I ask why you would rather overthrow my sexual orientation than guess Lu Qing's fault?

Originally, he chatted with Ji Ying because he was too nervous waiting for Lu Qingzhe's reply, but now, he is getting more and more hopeless...

After a full 2 ​​minutes, Ji Ying said weakly: Lu Qingzhe?

Fang Yin walked slowly outside the ward to breathe, leaned against the window, and looked at the small garden downstairs. In the evening, there were many people walking with the support of their family members.

He called Ji Ying. Ji Ying was weak and still in a daze: "Is it really Lu Qingzhe? Fuck, why do you like him? I was really caught off guard, almost, ah, ah, I'm sorry. The cold is still there."

"Fuck, forget it, don't swear in the dormitory, I'll continue talking to you on the balcony. When did you like it? How long have you been hiding it from me?" Ji Ying said, he slapped his forehead on the phone and sighed, " Oh my god, he didn't reject you directly, you are unprecedented No.1, enough for you to go back to school and brag about it for half a year."

"But he didn't promise me either." Fang Yin was troubled.

Ji Ying said: "I guess he is like me now, he is completely confused inside, and he can't even turn his head. When did you fall in love with him? Why didn't I find out at all?"

Fang Yin said: "When Coisini met him by chance, after recovering, he felt attracted again. Alas, only 24 minutes have passed since 10 hours, and I am about to cry."

"Don't think too much, he may be pretending to tell you that he has to think about it, and he will agree to you in a day."

"No, no, my intuition tells me that he is not lying, he is really thinking about it!" Fang Yin went crazy, "Tell me, what else is there to consider? In University A, no, in the entire City A , Can he pick out someone with the same qualifications as me? Someone richer than me, not as good-looking as me, someone who is better-looking than me, not as smart as me, shit, such a good guy, don't be polite to suggest Lu Qingzhe. "

Ji Ying actively answered the question: "If you are a boyfriend, you have to teach you homework, take care of your body, and guard your home. Don't you have to be mentally prepared?"

Fang Yin: "What a mess, can you tell me something reliable? What's wrong with my house? My cupboard door is closed tightly, and I can't even smash it open. You don't need to guard against my house!"

It's good that his parents don't care enough about him. While he is neglected, he is also free enough.

Besides, the mother has devoted herself to work for a long time, so it is impossible to know about this matter, unless Zhao Heyi slaps her.My father didn't control his ability at all, even if he objected, he couldn't help him, so he could only teach him verbally, and then he could just go in his left ear and out his right ear.

As for grades and health, he has never paid much attention to it, he can do whatever he wants, and he is satisfied with just getting by, and he doesn't need others to care about it at all.

After hanging up the phone, he called again, and Fang Yin was surprised by the caller ID this time.

The person who came to contact him was his mother.

"Fang Yin." Fang's mother said, "Where are you? Is there anyone around?"

Fang Yin replied: "Second hospital, the situation is pretty good, because of insurance, so stay in the hospital for a while, and observe the recovery."

"I have something to talk to you about." Mother Fang said.

In the past, Fang Yin would find time to contact her, and the two would talk about each other's recent lives. At that time, her tone was a little gentler.At the moment, her voice sounded calm and restrained, without emotion, and there were no emotional ups and downs, as if she was deliberately suppressing something.

She is not a mother who cares about her children, and she doesn't have the time to visit the sick. If she just talks, then there must be something serious.

Fang Yin looked at his ward, subconsciously thinking that his mother knew about his sexual orientation, but then he thought it shouldn't be.Knowing that he is gay, the only one who can still talk to his mother is Zhao Heyi, and Zhao Heyi has no reason to sell himself.

When his mother loses her temper at home, Zhao Heyi will definitely suffer. This person will not do things that hurt the enemy one thousand and self-damage eight hundred.

why?Fang Yin stood at the door unnaturally, quickly guessing the purpose of his mother's trip, but he couldn't figure it out.

Fang Yin didn't let himself show too much hesitation and fear, and said, "Okay, but now I have a classmate with me..."

"Let him avoid it." Fang's mother said, "Fang Yin, how old are you, why do you still ask your classmates to accompany you? Everyone has their own business."

Fang Yin replied: "It won't happen in the future."

Fang's mother is probably in the car, and there is a horn.She said: "I still have to go to the bank, and I will be there in about four or 10 minutes. You can send me the ward number."

Hanging up the phone, Fang Yin first sent his ward number to Fang Mu, fearing that Fang Mu would not see it, he also sent a copy to Fang Mu's driver.

Walking slowly into the ward, he saw Lu Qingzhe was staring at the book in a daze, he called Lu Qingzhe's name, and Lu Qingzhe raised his eyes to look at him.

Lu Qingzhe saw that his expression was not very good, and asked, "What happened?"

Fang Yin really didn't know what was going on, nor what would happen, so he lowered his head and sighed.

He was still wearing Lu Qingzhe's clothes, one size larger than his original size, looking baggy, and his palms could be tucked into the sleeves.He said, "Well, my mother will come to see me later."

Lu Qing said, "Shouldn't you be happy?"

He realized something, and took the initiative to say: "Then since your mother is here, I'll go first?"

Fang Yin didn't want Lu Qing to turn away at all, he was very guilty now, but there was nothing he could do.He said: "There are four or ten minutes to come, just wait for another half an hour."

He sat on the edge of Lu Qing, resting his face in his hands.Using the light, Lu Qingzhe felt that after this illness, Fang Yin had lost weight again, and the bracelet that he was wearing in the hospital should have been on his wrist, but it slipped to the middle of his forearm.

"Let me improve my favorability again." Fang Yin said.

Lu Qingzhe said, "I..."

"Hush." ​​Fang Yin interrupted him, "You can think about it again, I'm flustered now, and I can't accept the answer."

Lu Qingzhe didn't answer his question, staring at him and asking, "What are you panicking about?"

Fang Yin didn't dare to face Fang's mother when he was angry. Although he didn't know where he had offended his mother, maybe it was a waste of worry, but he couldn't calm down.

This matter was piled up with Lu Qing's troubles, and he became more and more upset, and he couldn't find a solution, so he could only bite the bullet and hesitate.

"Lu Qingzhe." Fang Yin called him again.

Fang Yin stopped holding his face, and at the same time put his hand down, he pressed it on the back of Lu Qingzhe's hand.Lu Qingzhe didn't let him hold him down for too long, and pulled out his hand to hold him instead. The temperature of their palms pressed together, which made Fang Yin feel warmer for no reason.

Lu Qingzhe asked again: "Can't you tell me?"

"Okay, I'll tell you when I know." Fang Yin said, "I only have a bad feeling right now."

"Then I'll wait for you in the rest room. If you need anything, call me." Lu Qingzhe said.

The rest room is not far away, and it is not as well equipped as the ward. There are a few chairs and hot water equipment. Because the windows are often opened for ventilation, there are a lot of mosquitoes.

Seeing him like this, Fang Yin smiled: "I have something to do now."

Lu Qingzhe looked at him slightly surprised, and he said: "Can you tell me what you're thinking about? Now I'm a little troubled and I can't breathe. I hope I can have a clear idea in my heart about your matter. You don't have to." Tell me too much."

Fearing that Lu Qing would not understand, he added: "Isn't falling in love something that can be solved if you like me and I like you? Maybe you are thinking about how to politely reject me and continue to be a classmate with me? I don't want to have sex with you." Classmate, even if you can regard me as a classmate, I can't treat you like a classmate."

"I can't do this either." Lu Qingzhe told him.

Fang Yin said: "Oh, I remember, I confessed to you, and you have always kept a respectful distance. It's okay, I have a bottom line, alas, in fact, if you like me, you should have liked me a long time ago. You don't need to answer me , stop, don't say more."

His frowning and fidgeting look clearly shows that his heart is hanging in the air, and he is extremely insecure.At the same time, I was afraid that what I would receive one after another would be blows, so I dared not ask for answers.

He told Lu Qingzhe not to talk, but Lu Qingzhe didn't stop, he stroked Fang Yin's hair with his free hand, and looked over, like a hugging gesture.

Lu Qingzhe's answer came here from Fang Yin, a bit late, but not too late.

Fang Yin stiffly allowed Lu Qing to touch his head, and then Lu Qing clung to his ear, whispering to him, "I have liked you for a long time."