Pretending to be nice today

Even though the distance between the two is not close enough to stick together, Su Wei still feels flustered, he doesn't understand where this emotion comes from.The other party is a boy, and logically speaking, there is nothing awkward about it.

He regretted that he was stupid and couldn't answer Chen Congjin's words, so he could only reply dryly: "Not so thin."

"Which building do you live in?" Chen Congjin said, "It's raining so hard, I'll see you off."

Su Wei remembered that Chen Congjin was from the medical school, and it was far away from his own dormitory.He was not good at accepting sudden favors, and was about to reject them, when Chen Congjin asked again, "Are there 16 buildings in the Wuyuan?"

"Are you asking about me?" Su Wei was surprised.

Chen Congjin said: "The last time we met, you were wearing the courtyard uniform of the museum."

Su Wei misunderstood someone, and suddenly became helpless: "I'm sorry..."

"What's there to be embarrassed about? Oh, your courtyard uniforms are a bit ugly, but you won't find it ugly after wearing them."

Chen Congjin was holding an umbrella and walking forward on the bricks. Su Wei was in front of him. He was leaning forward with the umbrella, and his back was wet.He added: "Only pay attention to your face."

Su Wei said bluntly: "Blindfolds are quite attractive."

Chen Congjin looked at him from the side, gripped the handle of the umbrella, and asked, "Do you need my WeChat account? Maybe I will become an equipment dealer in the future, and I will give you the wholesale price of the eye mask."

"No need." Su Wei shook her head, polite and polite.

In this way, Chen knew Su Wei's attitude from now on, stopped talking, and sent him downstairs in the dormitory.He returned to his room, changed the clothes with his back soaked, his phone dinged and received a WeChat friend request.

Not long after school started, there were quite a few people who added him as friends, but he seemed to have a feeling in his heart. Just hearing the voice, Chen now felt that the other party was the one he had a crush on.

He grabbed his phone and almost couldn't wait to open the message. The man wrote on the note: I'm Su Wei.

Su Wei didn't lose his photo.

After passing the request, Su Weifa: Thank you for your umbrella.

After a few seconds, add: and the milk tea you made.

[Chen Congjin]: Be careful of catching a cold.

[Su Wei]: Hahaha okay, I drank the medicine in advance today, so I shouldn’t be sick.

On the other side of the screen, Su Wei's expression was not as relaxed as his tone, and he sat tensely on the chair, looking like he was ready for battle.

He was so nervous that he even raised his hand to fiddle with his blindfold.The moment the blindfold bounced back, my eyes hurt a little, which meant that I was not completely blind.

[Chen Congjin]: Then go to bed early.

Would it be too ambiguous to say "good night" again?Su Wei thought about it, he thought it was true, the two boys said good night to each other, how strange it was.

He didn't reject or resent him, he just wondered, can boys still show such a gentle side?

The impression of men first begins with his father. His father is an alcoholic who is hated by everyone. He idles around all day without a fixed job. He will open the bottle on time every day and drink until he is in a mess.

In Su Wei's memory, his father was rarely sober, and he didn't feel the adjectives commonly used by his father, such as steady, restrained, and loving.

Power is often experienced, in the unilateral violent vent without the power of resistance.

His father brought him a great psychological shadow that he couldn't get rid of, so that when a burly boy raised his hand towards him, he would tremble subconsciously with fear. Coupled with the cold eyes and comments and ridicule from the outside world, he created his introverted personality.He is unwilling to understand others, and avoids getting too close to others.

It turned out to be so gentle.

This almost overturned his previous cognition, or in other words, Chen now painted the first strokes in his blank field.

Looking at Fang Yin's empty bed, Su Wei suddenly remembered the place of Coisini, and then seriously thought about a question.

Regardless of personality, Chen Cong handed over his ID photos, made milk tea for himself, and now holds an umbrella for himself.

Based on this analysis, Chen is probably gay from now on.

He hadn't really come into contact with this group until the beginning of college.Now, first he was almost introduced to gay by his fellow villagers, and then he was pursued by gay, which made him bewildered.

However, what he can be sure of is that he does not reject it, let alone resent it.

While knocking on the desk with his fingers, he thought, Chen Congjin's appearance and personality are perfect, no matter where he is, he should be very popular, right?There must be many suitors for such a person.

Turning on the light of the mobile phone, Su Wei hooked the eye mask with his fingers, revealing the injured eye, the pupil was slack, and he could only feel the very weak light of the light.

He almost put the lamp next to his eyes, and the light was constant and blurry.With his normal eyes closed, he is almost the same as a blind man, and what he sees is nothingness.

The doctor told him that it would be difficult and costly to cure this eye. After hearing that, he was discouraged and did not have much hope for it.

He added while he was mutilated.

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When Lu Qing opened the door and went in, Fang Yin was standing on tiptoe to pick up the cake on the top of the cabinet. Hearing the door opening, he froze at first, then turned his head and smiled at Lu Qing: "You came back so fast? Uh, ha Haha, look what I'm doing, I just want to watch the cake."

"Then why are the cake knives, forks and plates placed on the table?" Lu Qing couldn't believe his nonsense.

Now according to the doctor's words, Fang Yin can only drink a little water and rice soup, not even porridge, and eating cake is too much.

Fang Yin made an excuse: "Don't worry, I'll spit it out after chewing."

"Don't even touch it." Lu Qing retorted.

Fang Yin shook his arms boredly, sat down on the small sofa with his bottle in hand, stared at the bag in Lu Qingzhe's hand, curious: "What is this?"

"I brought you some clothes." Lu Qingzhe said, "They are all clean, I haven't worn them."

Fang Yin doesn't need to have an operation, and he can wear a hospital gown or not.He flipped through the bag with one hand and said, "Wow, you can still wear a pink sweater. Is the print on the chest a rabbit?"

"My aunt bought it, but I haven't worn it." Lu Qingzhe emphasized the second half of the sentence emphatically.

There is little trust between each other, Fang Yin half-believingly said: "Oh."

That piece of cake aroused his gluttony, and when the nurse came to change the bottle for him, he actively offered advice: "You can also choose the flavor of the potion when you hang it, green milk flavor, oolong flavor, and Matcha flavored..."

"The talented students of University A go invent it." The nurse told him.

Fang Yin said, "I'm going to fail my exam."

The nurse was surprised: "Not long after the start of school, you said you were going to fail?"

"Yes, if I can transfer schools, I will transfer, so I won't have to worry about not getting my diploma all day long." Fang Yin swayed his legs on the sofa, "I can learn about excavators."

There is still a book in the bag, because it is the original English version, so Fang Yin has no interest in reading at all. After wandering around for a while, he lay down on the bed again, carrying pi on his back.

He is far more sensitive to numbers than English, and he can't memorize English by rote. He easily memorized pi to hundreds of decimal places, and his mental calculation speed is also very fast.

If you have to find out some advantages in learning to make up for it, this can be regarded as one.

Lu Qing directly threw the cake away in order to avoid future troubles.With the muffled sound of something being put into the trash can, Fang Yin thought to himself, what a waste, what about the promised cake?It's a lie.

An accompanying bed was added beside his hospital bed, which was so simple that Fang Yin felt uncomfortable looking at it, not to mention that Lu Qingzhe, who was more than 1.8 meters tall, probably had to sleep curled up.

It doesn't matter that much, at night, Lu Qing folded his pajamas and covered himself with the blanket he brought, and slept without complaint.

Fang Yin huddled under the blanket, silently startled.Lu Qingzhe handed him an effervescent tablet for others, and followed the policy of being responsible for himself to the end, even willing to squeeze a small broken bed.

He was fasting, and his throat felt unexplainably uncomfortable, but he didn't dare to cough loudly, for fear that when he coughed, the bed where Lu Qingzhe was sleeping would shake.

Fang Yin fell asleep on his side, facing Lu Qingzhe, with the window behind him.It was windy and windy outside, and he was rustling, adjusting his sleeping position many times, but unfortunately he didn't feel sleepy.

When he was first admitted to the hospital, he was weak and lacked energy, so he slept a lot.He either sat or lay down all day today, and didn't take many steps. Now he is asked to close his eyes and sleep, how can he sleep.

"Are you asleep?" Fang Yin asked softly.

Lu Qing said, "No."

The bed was so small that he couldn't straighten his legs, and he couldn't sleep because of the extreme discomfort.

Fang Yin said in a low voice: "It's 11:30, it's not too late, let's chat with the patient."

Lu Qingzhe is very self-aware. He is by no means a good chat partner. He is barely qualified as a listener.He asked, "What do you want to say? I can listen."

"What should I do if I fell asleep?" Fang Yin said.

Lu Qingzhe promised: "I will listen carefully."

"If I fell asleep, wouldn't it be a waste of my feelings, I've already begun to prepare the mood for storytelling." Fang Yin tossed him, "I will be punished."

"What are you going to punish?" Lu Qing was curious.

Fang Yin said without hesitation: "If you are punished at school, you can't ignore me, and you can't treat me as a stranger."

Lu Qingzhe explained: "I didn't ignore you, and you are not a stranger to me."

"But you always ignore me, when I think you are very good to me and think that our relationship is getting closer." Fang Yin said, "Every time I am confused and at a loss .”

"I'm sorry." Lu Qing said frantically.

Fang Yin tilted his head: "Do I make you feel stupid? Or do you feel uncomfortable?"

Lu Qingzhe thought for a moment, and said, "You will suddenly feel very dangerous."

Fang Yin smiled: "Dangerous? Am I a flammable and explosive product?"

"You're not." Lu Qing said frantically.He himself is flammable and explosive, and Fang Yin is a flame. If he is too close, he is always prone to lose control. It is dangerous to feel that his emotions are all controlled by others.

He changed the subject: "Is your story ready? Why did you change from storytelling to interviewing?"

"I'm curious." Fang Yin said, "What story do you want to hear, I have a lot to tell, let me tell you about the past when I and that little gangster dominated the side together?"

Lu Qingzhe might have PTSD from a gangster. Hearing these three words, he quickly wrapped his blanket around him: "No thanks, I think I should go to bed."

Fang Yin stared at him quietly for a long time, Lu Qingzhe looked at him, and there was no other communication during the whole process.In the ward, apart from the sound of the equipment operating, the sound of their own breathing was almost inaudible.

Lu Qingzhe suddenly said, "What's wrong with you?"

In the next second, Fang Yin sniffed and cried a little, but quickly stopped: "It's okay, it's just, it's just okay."

After calming down for a while, he said again: "Last time I was woken up by a scar, and no one was with me in the ward, so I had to try my best to ring the nurse's bell. I accidentally knocked over the flower vase on the cabinet, and the glass broke. The sound is terrible."

He has been in poor health. Since he was ill, he has spent a lot of time in the hospital one after another, and stayed in the ward many times. Lu Qingzhe was actually the first person to spend the night with him.

He had a very risky laparotomy last year. His mother was on a business trip and was too busy to come to see him, and his father couldn't even find him.Zhao Heyi, this annoying person, agreed readily in front of his mother, and actually signed his own agreement.

And his good friends are all busy with their studies, and they are tightly controlled by their parents.He was afraid of causing trouble for others, so he refused to let them come. They also knew what they were thinking, and then, they really didn't come...

He didn't understand why he suddenly became hypocritical after such a long time. He was fine, but when Lu Qing questioned him, his nose felt sour.

Fortunately, I controlled it, otherwise I would cry in front of Lu Qingzhe, what is this?What do you think about Lu Qingzhe?Should I be frightened by myself?

He heard Lu Qingzhe getting out of bed and the creaking of the folding bed, he hurriedly closed his eyes, and then felt Lu Qingzhe bent down beside him and pulled a napkin.

Immediately afterwards, Lu Qingzhe hesitated, and instead of wiping his face with a napkin, he rubbed his warm fingertips over his face, wiping away all the tears.

He refused to open his eyes, and Lu Qingzhe comforted him strangely by his ear: "Isn't someone accompanying you now? Why are you crying? The vase won't shatter anymore."