it's your sweetheart

At noon when Fang Xuan left, Su Mo got up to prepare lunch for herself.She still has friends, and she feels that she can't be so depressed and let everyone worry about her.

Just as Su Mo was putting the porridge cooked by Fang Xuan into a bowl, he was also sitting at the dining table ready to start.

Dangdang.

There was a knock on the door.

At this time, Tian Tian didn't have time to come, maybe someone left something in his home, and maybe he came back to pick it up, Su Mo agreed, and ran to open the door with small steps.

"Did you drop something?" Su Mo thought it was Fang Xuan, who was joking with a smile, but when he saw who was coming, the smile instantly froze on his face.

Xu Wan was standing outside the door with a serious face.

"I, I thought it was Xuanxuan." Su Mo was a little at a loss, she didn't dare to look into Xu Wan's eyes, and avoided her body to prepare slippers for Xu Wan, "Ah Wan, come in and sit down."

Xu Wan entered the room, closed the door, and grabbed Su Mo who was about to turn his back to avoid him.

She and Su Mo really haven't seen each other for a long time. A few days ago, she was waiting in the hotel, and she seemed to walk away before going out, and she didn't have time to take a good look at her.Su Mo seemed to have lost a lot of weight compared to the last time he visited the class, and his complexion was a little bad, and he looked a little weak, which made Xu Wan inexplicably angry. Su Mo shouldn't be so negligent in taking care of himself because of others, even if this Xu Wan wouldn't do it if she was someone else.

"Zhong Ai scolded me, she said I shouldn't be treated so coldly, and should have a good talk with you." Xu Wan tried her best to appear calm, explaining why she came.

That day Xu Wan didn't even give him a chance to say a word, but now he ran over specifically, pulled his arm and said this, Su Mo was a little at a loss, suddenly didn't know how to speak to Xu Wan.

"When you came that day, what you wanted to say to me, I actually understood in my heart. When you asked me at the party if I thought about what kind of person I would be with in the future, I had already guessed it, and I avoided seeing you." , I just don’t want you to say these words, it’s not right, you entered this circle when you were young, and you have accepted so much interference from the outside world as an adult, you have these unrealistic thoughts in your heart, I can handle it I understand, but you have to learn to control yourself, you have to control these thoughts, you should go out and see more, get in touch with outstanding boys, you will meet someone who is suitable for you, and you will know when the time comes... "

Su Mo couldn't listen anymore, she interrupted Xu Wan a little excitedly, "What will I know then? Knowing that I like you, it is wrong and shameful for me to like the same sex?"

"Su Mo, listen to me." Xu Wan wanted to continue.

Su Mo gently pushed her away and held her hand, "Ah Wan, do you think that I like you and my feelings for you are just child's play, because I am young and ignorant?"

That's what Xu Wan thought, and she did the same, so she never thought about facing up to this feeling, nor did she think about facing up to herself, she just hoped that she would avoid it for a while, and Su Mo could sort it out. If her relationship is good, they can return to the way they were before.

Xu Wan didn't answer Su Mo's question, but sometimes silence is just a clear statement.

Su Mo was crying, the pear blossoms were raining, Xu Wan had never seen her cry like this before, she should be everyone's little sun, a sunny baby who always smiles, she hates herself for causing Su Mo pain at this moment, she wants to reach out Wipe away the tears that welled up in her eyes, just like what she had been doing for Su Mo all these years, but the words of love echoed in Xu Wan's ears.

Don't you even have the courage to refuse her?

Perhaps the best way to solve the problem is to give Su Mo an affirmative answer, even if this answer will make Su Mo sad.

"Xiaoqi, it's time for you to grow up." Finally, when it came to his mouth, only this sentence remained after thousands of words.

Su Mo smiled miserably after hearing this, and felt that all his feelings over the years had been denied.

With tears streaming down her face, she smiled and said to Xu Wan, "Xu Wan, I'm not young and ignorant, I think it's new and fun, and it's not just a whim, have you never thought that I'm serious? What if I was born , I liked you the first time I saw you in the show, and I wanted to be close to you, can't you feel these things?"

Su Mo took a step forward and grabbed Xu Wan's hand. Xu Wan's hand was hot and warm, just like before, but her eyes were so confused and strange that Su Mo didn't dare to approach, but she began to muster up her courage, Trying to make Xu Wan face her own heart, "Is there a reason why you have been kind to me all these years because you also have me in your heart?"

This question was like a sharp sword, piercing Xu Wan's heart in an instant. It seemed that the cold winter wind outside poured into Xu Wan's heart, making her bone-chillingly cold and painful.

This is too scary, Su Mo's thoughts are too scary, Xu Wan has never thought about this possibility, she shouldn't think about it, let alone dare to think about it.

Xu Wan subconsciously shook off Su Mo holding her hand, and replied bluntly, "No, I like men, I have always treated you like a younger sister, Xiaoqi, you, how could you like your own older sister?"

Su Mo said painfully, "You are not my sister, you are Xu Wan."

Xu Wan took Su Mo's hand, opened the sliding door, and the two went up to the balcony.

With the howling cold wind and the distance between nine floors, people who are afraid of heights dare not even stand in this position.

Xu Wan rushed so hard that she almost leaned out half of her body. Su Mo was frightened and quickly grabbed her.

"Xu Wan, what are you doing?"

Xu Wan smiled bitterly, "Su Mo, I hope you are happy and have a good life. You are my sister and will be for the rest of your life, but now you say you love me, do you know what it means to me? It is different from asking me to jump directly from here now. If you want to be with me, there is only one way. The two of us hug and jump down together now. Otherwise, it is absolutely impossible. Do you want me to die? ?”

Su Mo was speechless a long time ago. Tears kept dripping from her eye sockets like broken beads. Of course she didn't want anything to happen to Xu Wan. Of course she also wanted Xu Wan to be happy and live a good life.

The feelings suppressed in her heart were finally released like a flood. Su Mo couldn't restrain her crying at all. Those beautiful moments between her and Xu Wan had become the source of her pain at this moment. Su Mo stood still. She couldn't even do it, Xu Wan was worried about her, so she had to take her back to the living room.

Su Mo supported the table and stood with her back to Xu Wan. Xu Wan saw a familiar cup on the table.

That ceramic mug is purely handmade.

One side of the cup wall is painted with two lovely dolls, which are exquisite and beautiful, and the other side is a simple drawing of characters outlined with a few black lines. They are two little dancing figures, simple and artistic, very well drawn , that was Su Mo and Xu Wan herself.

The cup was made by Su Mo. It was once given to him as a treasure. There are only these two in the world.

Xu Wan held the cup in her hand. Su Mo noticed the movement behind her and turned her head in a hurry. Her eyes were red and the tears on her face were still wet. She hurriedly said to Xu Wan, "Cup, that's my cup."

Su Mo said that he was going to grab it, but Xu Wan gently avoided it.

"A cup, forever." Xu Wan smiled self-deprecatingly, "It turns out that you had such an idea back then. It's my fault that you didn't realize it earlier."

Under Su Mo's nervous gaze, Xu Wan raised the cup high.

"Su Mo, if you still don't understand, then this is my answer."

Hearing a crisp sound, the porcelain pieces flew in all directions, Su Mo stepped forward quickly, trying to stop the cup before it hit the ground, but it was a pity that he was still a step too late.

The cup shattered all over the ground, Xu Wan used so much force that some pieces even flew high.

The cup was broken, and Su Mo's crying stopped. She just stood in front of a pile of ceramic tiles, with her back to Xu Wan. Thinking about something.

Xu Wan thinks that she has rejected to the extreme, which must have broken Su Mo's heart. She is not qualified to comfort her, and she should not stay to comfort her. She has done everything she should and can do. She staggered a little, and the hand holding the doorknob trembled slightly.

Xu Wan also knew very well in her heart that after she left this door today, she and Su Mo would probably not meet again for a long time.

This flashing thought made Xu Wan's eyes turn red, but she still didn't turn her head. After walking out of Su Mo's house, she didn't even close the door, and couldn't wait for the elevator, so she was about to run away from the stairs.

What Xu Wan didn't expect was that the door opposite Su Mo's house opened at this time.

A beautiful, worried face appeared in front of Xu Wan, Xu Wan never expected to meet this person here.

Xue Tong heard faint cries and the sound of things falling to the ground. She could no longer keep her promise and gave Su Mo more time to calm down. She opened the door and came out, ready to go to the other side to have a look.

Xu Wan was surprised to see Xue Tong.

Xue Tong was also surprised to see Xu Wan.

"What are you doing here?" Xue Tong was not polite.

Xu Wan didn't give in, she wasn't forced by Xue Tong's aura at all, and warned, "Please stay away from Xiao Qi."

Xue Tong was stunned. She looked at Xu Wan for a while, and finally she seemed to understand something. She smiled at Xu Wan lightly, with a hint of sarcasm and disdain. She replied to Xu Wan, "It's time to leave. It's you, please."

Xu Wan left.

The figure quickly disappeared around the corner of the stairs.

Xue Tong didn't have time to pay attention to her. After saying that to Xu Wan, she entered Su Mo's house, closed the door, and completely separated the two of them from Xu Wan.

Su Mo was in the middle of the room. She stood with her back to the door. Her figure looked so thin that Xue Tong didn't even dare to touch her directly.

Xue Tong glanced over the living room, and saw that the floor was in a mess, with ceramic shards everywhere, and some familiar patterns could be vaguely seen on the formed pieces.

Stick figures dancing together...

Needless to say, what broke was the cup that Su Mo regarded as his treasure.

"Su Mo?" Xue Tong tentatively called her.

No one answered.

tick.

Weird, slight, liquid low sound.

Xue Tong thought Su Mo was crying, so she walked up to Su Mo in two or three steps, and only then did she see clearly...

That is……

blood.

"Su Mo!" Xue Tong said sadly.