Waiting for You to Finish Class

The juvenile prison in Xiling City is located in the suburbs, and it takes more than an hour to drive there from Tianyi High School at noon. It was past two o'clock when Qin An and Yan Hui arrived, and there was a prison guard at the door who came to pick them up. Take them to the audience room.

Qin An sat and waited restlessly for 2 minutes, and couldn't help standing up and pacing back and forth again. Yan Hui looked at her impatient grandson and just sat upright without saying anything.

Five minutes later, there were footsteps at the door, and the next second the door of the interview room was opened by the prison guard just now. Yan Shisan was much shorter than the prison guard, and standing behind him, he could only see the top of his head over his shoulder. Something hit my heart hard, and there was soreness from the top of my head to my gums.He saw the prison guards withdraw. Yan Shisan was standing there in the clothes distributed by the juvenile prison, calm and calm. His hands were handcuffed. The prison guard took the key to help him uncuff. The prison guard unlocked the handcuffs, then looked up, first looked at grandma, called "grandma" in a soft voice, then looked at Qin An who was standing aside, and smiled at him.

"Hey..." Yan Hui also stood up, and she walked towards Yan Shisan, frowning, walked around Yan Shisan and sighed, stretched out her hand and touched Yan Shisan's head: "Stay for two more days I can come out."

Yan Shisan nodded, smiling shyly, Qin An also walked over, looked down at Yan Shisan, wanted to say a thousand words, but couldn't say anything when it came to his mouth, just wanted to look at him and feel his warmth and breathe.

"Yuan, do you want to say something to Thirteen?"

Yan Hui noticed that Qin An had been silent, so she reminded him, Qin An blinked, Yan Shisan turned his head, and looked at him with clear eyes: "I'm fine, it's like resting in it for five days, no one bullies me, it's okay. They are very good to me; I don’t usually wear handcuffs, but I wear them on the way out.”

Yan Shisan saw the reluctance and distress in Qin An's eyes, and took the initiative to say, Qin An nodded, his eyes were complicated and intense, Yan Hui coughed: "Okay, An An will come to pick you up then."

Yan Shisan said "Yes", the interview time has been extended to 10 minutes specially for Yan Hui, but it passed quickly, Yan Shisan was put in handcuffs and went back first, his mood was very stable, as he usually treats Qin An He behaved obediently every second, but the calmer he was, the more uneasiness in Qin An's heart surged. When Yan Shisan's back was out of sight, Yan Hui said coldly: "Anan."

Yan Hui has been the head teacher for decades and later the teaching director. Her eyes are as sharp as a sword, and she can tell at a glance which two children in the class or even the grade have problems.

Qin An looked at Yan Hui, Yan Hui squinted his eyes, his cheeks puffed up, and he looked at Qin An without blinking, almost seeing the depths of Qin An's heart.

"What are you doing?" Yan Hui asked in a low voice.

Qin An pursed his lips, his brows and eyes were a little heavy, he unconsciously looked away, Yan Hui's eyes became sharper: "Go home!"

"I thought you grew up, so I don't need to worry about you anymore. After the second year of junior high school, I didn't care much about you." At home, after the nanny served tea to Yan Hui, she immediately left the living room. .

"Don't talk?" Yan Hui stared at Qin An: "Don't think I don't know what you think! I won't expose you, just say it yourself!"

Qin An's mouth twitched, and his voice was low but firm: "That's what you think."

Yan Hui was silent for two seconds, and after calming down, there was an imminent danger of a storm: "What am I thinking?"

"I like Thirteen." Qin An was still a little apprehensive, not as confident as before.Yan Hui's stressful eyes kept looking at Qin An, but he didn't speak anymore. After several minutes, Yan Hui's voice was full of anger and helplessness: "You are really talented!"

Yan Hui's health has not been very good in the past few years. It is also because Qin An is sensible, so she is more and more at ease with him. She no longer needs to worry about her academic life, so she is not as concerned about Qin An as before, and she regrets it now.

"What about Thirteen?" Yan Hui pressed.

In just a dozen seconds, Qin An's mind flashed many things, such as Yan Shisan accepting his kisses peacefully, sometimes he would take the initiative to get into his arms when he was coaxed, and calling himself in a low voice when he was forced to be helpless. "elder brother"......

"I don't know." Qin An said honestly, a trace of displeasure flashed in his eyes, his love had not been responded to by Yan Shisan, this matter made him feel powerless even more than his grandmother found out that he liked Yan Shisan .

"Then hold it back for me." Yan Hui ordered, she had never seen Qin An in such a state, she was not disobedient, but her heart seemed to be out of focus, very much like those puppy loves in her class back then student.

Qin An's complexion turned gray, and he said "hmm", but the "hmm" was almost silent, Yan Hui sighed: "I have broken up too many couples, and two boys... It's not like there is no such thing, Although grandma is old, she is not feudal, but you are still young, especially thirteen, the situation is special, I don't want you to do something irreversible at such a foolish age, when you grow up a bit, you will all be sensible Now, if you can be responsible for the other party, grandma won't care about it."

"Did you hear that?" Yan Hui was serious with a trace of kindness, Qin An's eyes turned red, not because Yan Hui scolded her, but because Yan Hui mentioned the future, in fact, Qin An didn't even think about it. Regarding growing up and maturity, it seems that it is still a long way away. After being reminded by Yan Hui, Qin Yu felt that he seemed narrow-minded and irresponsible.

He couldn't imagine his future with Yan Shisan's. He was obsessed with the present, the moment when Yan Shisan was fully integrated into his life, but they were still far away, decades away. Qin An thought of this, and suddenly I am very afraid that in the ever-changing future, I and Yan Shisan will be separated, become strangers, and meet again with just a nod.

Seeing that Qin An was silent, Yan Hui stopped talking and got up to go out to water the flowers. Before leaving, she sighed again: "I have seen you like this a lot, but grandma thinks you are more mature, sensible and responsible than other children. , so think about it.”

Yan Hui left, Qin An sat down in the living room, plum blossoms quietly bloomed outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, a stubborn red in the cold wind, it was getting late, and the sunset glow stretched to the horizon.

Qin An sat in a daze, the vague and illusory future made him feel like a mountain was on his shoulders, but it also gradually gave him a bottom line, a difficult, warm, and ambiguous relationship between the two of them. Little blueprint.

On the day Yan Shisan came out, Qin An asked for leave. He took the dog to the gate of the juvenile prison since the morning. There was a snack bar opposite the juvenile prison. Dumplings, noodles, steamed buns... were all common snacks. Since the morning, there have been teenagers coming out of the small door one after another, some family and friends came to pick them up, some came out silently and left silently, and some went to the snack bar to eat a bowl of food after coming out; most of them were Silently, the faces of the teenagers were covered with gray, bleak or miserable, and few of them were bright.

Qin An led the dog to have lunch at the snack bar, bought some meat buns for the dog, and waited until three or four o'clock in the afternoon, when the small iron gate on that side was finally opened again, Yan Shisan was wearing his own clothes, and was caught When the prison guards arrived at the door, he saw Qin An as soon as he looked up, and then he bent his eyes and smiled at him.

The dog rushed to Yan Shisan first, Yan Shisan leaned over, hugged the dog that was rushing towards him, Qin An followed behind, and when Yan Shisan had hugged the dog enough to stand up, Qin An stepped forward and hugged the dog. Hugging into his arms, the hug was inseparable, their hearts were touching, Qin Yu pressed Yan Shisan even tighter, to feel his heartbeat.

Yan Shisan was a little out of breath by Qin An's hug, he moved his head: "It's so boring..."

"Thirteen..." Qin Yu looked like dew after a long drought, he stared into Yan Shisan's eyes: "Don't let me lose sight of you from now on."

Yan Shisan blinked and smiled again: "I know you miss me very much."

Qin An rubbed his head, eyes full of doting: "Go back, grandma is waiting for us to have dinner."

After returning home, Yan Shisan took a shower first, threw away all the clothes she wore in the juvenile prison under the instructions of her grandmother, put on clean clothes and went downstairs to have dinner, and halfway through eating, Yan Hui suddenly said sharply: "Qin Eucalyptus!"

Yan Shisan raised his head and looked at Qin An inexplicably, only to see that Qin An seemed to shift his gaze quickly, Yan Shisan went to look at Yan Hui again, Yan Hui just stared at Qin An and said, "Eat well, don't go away .”

I haven't seen her for a few days, and grandma has become fierce again, Yan Shisan thought.

And when Yan Shisan went up to the third floor after dinner, he suddenly discovered that there was an extra camera in the corridor. The red light was on, and it seemed to be monitoring 24 hours a day. And under the unwilling eyes, he went back to the room.

At night, Qin An couldn't sleep because it was winter, but it was especially hot. He slammed out of bed and came out of the room. The door of Yan Shisan's room was closed. Qin An looked up at the blind camera at the end of the corridor, walked to Yan Shisan walked back to his room at the door. He thought that if he went in today, his grandmother would probably change Yan Shisan to live next to her on the second floor tomorrow.

But what Qin An never expected was that tomorrow never came again.

Yan Shisan didn't get up when Qin An went to school. Qin An thought that he was suffering in the juvenile detention center, so he didn't disturb him and went to school quietly. But when he returned home after evening self-study, he found that Yan Hui hadn't Sleeping, but sitting in the living room waiting for Qin An, Qin An frowned, hung his schoolbag on the wall, changed his shoes and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yan Hui raised her chin towards the wooden table in the living room, and there was nothing on it except a piece of fluffy paper.

Qin An's heart was pounding, he walked towards the wooden table, looked upstairs as he walked, and asked, "How is Thirteen today?"

Yan Hui pursed her lips tightly and said nothing.

A giant hand seemed to slowly stretch out from the depths of the ocean, and pulled Qin Yu who was floating on the sea down forcefully. Qin Yu felt suffocated inexplicably.

He picked up the piece of paper, but he recognized the handwriting before he could see the content clearly. Every word was crooked, but the lines were very neat. He typed it with a ruler.

Qin Yu tried to maintain a calm surface and focused his eyes on the piece of paper.

"Grandma, Qin Yu, hello, I'm Shisan.

Thank you for your care these days, I appreciate it.

I know that you are often frightened because of me, and you have also endured a lot of pressure and troubles that do not belong to you.

I am sorry.

I also thought about not causing trouble anymore, but trouble always finds itself, as if wherever I am, there is trouble.

I am sorry.

So I thought about it for a long time, and decided to leave you. I hope that your life will calm down again, and I also hope that you will not be disturbed by many bad people. You are very kind and kind, and you should not bear these.

I am sorry.

Grandma, you have to take good care of your body. I will come back to see you when I have a chance. I hope you are healthier than now.

Qin An, you are the person I admire the most, and I hate you the most, but the more you are like this, the more guilty I feel, sorry.

I'm gone, you don't have to worry about me, I will live well and take care of myself.

Thank you, and I'm sorry, goodbye.

Thirteen stay. "

The letter, which was not called a letter, could be read in a minute, but it took half an hour for Qin An to understand it. Yan Hui sat silently by the side, staring at the dark night outside, and sighed from time to time: "Where can he go on such a cold day..."

"I'm going to find him." Qin An put down the piece of paper, his eyes were stained with fierce red, his voice was hoarse, his whole figure was only locked in a cage that was not suitable for the size of a beast, it seemed that he was about to rush out of the cage in an instant .

"Where are you going?" Yan Hui asked rationally.

Qin Yu stared at Yan Hui, and said excitedly: "Aren't you from the public security side? Check the surveillance! We will definitely find it!"

Yan Hui shook her head: "I don't want to get involved in this matter."

Even though she feels sorry for Shisan, it is Shisan's own choice, and Yan Hui decides to respect him.

"Why! He can't go anywhere! He has no money, only a dog! He is so small, what does he know!" Qin An almost screamed, and he picked up the piece of paper again, crumpled it up and smoothed it out. Every word pierced into Qin An's heart like an arrow.

Yan Hui stared at her grandson who was about to go berserk: "Thirteen looks at Xiao, but he thinks more clearly than you, and is more sensible than you; this matter is his own choice."

Yan Hui also has mood swings, but compared to Qin An, she is much calmer. Yan Shisan has been very obedient and peaceful since the accident, and she probably has already figured out what to do.

Yan Hui staggered back to the room, Qin Yu opened his eyes and looked at the bleak night, the blood in his whole body seemed to be shaking, it was so crazy to rush out of the skin, but where should he find it.

He was obviously still looking into the future, planning for tomorrow for the two of them.

But this tomorrow suddenly becomes completely unrealistic like a flower in a mirror, because another person suddenly abandons him.

Eyes wide open all night, Qin An read the letter over and over again, the more he read it, the more he wanted to laugh, Yan Shisan said goodbye to himself with five "I'm sorry", it's ironic, Qin An wants to be sorry, what does he want? What is the other three words.

But Yan Shisan didn't know whether he didn't understand or something else, he didn't seem to miss it at all.

The sky is blue and white, and the temperature in the early morning is the lowest in the day, but where can he be?

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